I give myself the afternoon to cry.
At five, having barely eaten breakfast, and then having thrown it up in a bucket, I order from my favorite Thai place.
I didnât have lunch either and I know Iâm going to need fortification before I call Mason.
Preston hasnât called me back.
I fire off a text to Luke, asking him to meet me for drinks. He responds instantly naming a time and place. I accept with a small smile. Iâve got to start mending my family somewhere.
Raw and in my sweats, I eat my dinner, trying to keep my stomach from revolting again. Iâm not looking forward to the next conversation I need to have.
Tossing the containers out, I pick up my phone and call Preston again. Itâs after six, he should be between the office and before his dinner, he likes to eat late.
But he doesnât pick up.
I sigh out my frustration. I just want this call over with. Do I go to his hotel? Camp out until he comes through the lobby?
Heâs staying under the Kincaid name. I might even be able to get a key to his roomâ¦
But I donât have to do any of those things as my phone rings, Prestonâs name popping up.
âHey,â I say, already sounding breathless as I pick up the phone.
âHey,â he replies back, clearly distracted. âAre you dressed?â
I blink down at the phone. What kind of question is that? âIâm not naked, if thatâs what youâre asking.â
âJesus, Bella.â As usual, he sounds irritated. âFor dinner. Are you dressed for dinner?â
Iâm so sick of this. Sick of him and the constant implication that Iâm not enough. That Iâve messed things up. âPreston, why would I be dressed for dinner?â
âBecauseâ¦â he snaps back. âWeâre dining with your brother and my parents tonight.â
My mouth drops open. âYou might be, but Iâm not.â
âI told youâ ââ
âYou told me nothing, as usual.â
âLast-minute invitations are part of the bargain.â
âWhose bargain? Which bargain?â I feel my anger rising like the tide. âHow long have you known about this dinner that you didnât bother to tell me about? Stop acting like itâs always my fault and never yours.â
âI told youâ ââ
âIâm tired of this, Preston. Iâm not going out to dinner tonight.â I glare at my phone, no part of me wanting to back down.
âGet fucking dressed,â he grits into the phone. âIâll be there in twenty minutes.â
âNo.â
âYou get dressed, or so help me God, the wedding is off.â
Is he breaking it off with me? Is this actually happening? âFine by me. The wedding is off. Goodbye, Preston.â And then I hang up. There. Itâs done. And honestly, it was far easier than I thought.
A light giddiness steals through me. Iâm free.
I know itâs going to get ugly, but in this moment, relief is the only emotion I feel, grinning at the bay window in my living room.
I draw in a ragged breath and look down at my phone. Iâll need to call Mason. My whole plan for remaining engaged was to first get Luke and Mason to make up. Then I could end things without worry of Mason, Luke, or Kincaid Enterprises suffering.
If Iâm going to get this right, though, I need more information.
Biting my lip, I look down at my phone. Roman, Luke, and I grew up together. Mason has been like a father.
But I have one other brother, the second oldest, Leo.
Leo and I arenât close.
When my father died, Leo took the first bus to crazy town. Muscled and unhinged, my other brothers have kept me from Leo.
But he met a woman, married, and has a baby on the way, and honestly, heâs like a completely different man.
With that in mind, I hit the button and place the call. Leoâs phone rings twice before he picks up.
âAri? Is that you?â
âHey, Leo,â I say, scuffing one of my feet on the floor. âItâs been a while.â
âI saw you at the benefit two nights ago.â I can hear a crowd in the background. Leo runs our clubs. His wife, Kim, was one of his dancers. He must be at one of them now.
âRight. I forgot.â
âYou were busy looking miserable.â
âDid I?â I wince. âShit.â
âNo swearing,â he admonishes, sounding more like an older brother than I have ever heard him.
âSorry.â
âYou gonna tell me why youâre calling. Something wrong?â
âIâ¦â I take a big breath. âI just broke it off with Preston.â
âThank God. What a fucking twat that guy is. Need me to beat the shit out of him?â
I start to giggle but it turns in a full-blown chortle that has me bent over in glee. âNot yet. But Iâll let you know,â I finally push out. Iâve never loved Leo more.
âAri,â he says, using his own nickname for me. âI know I havenât been a very good brother.â
âItâs all right, Leo. Iâve got plenty of male influence. If youâd joined in, I wouldnât have gone to school in New York, I would have had to go as far as France or maybe even Japan.â
Itâs his turn to laugh. âRight.â
âI did want to ask you something, though.â I draw in a deep breath. âMason isnât going to be happy when he finds out about me and Preston.â
âFuck. Yeah. If youâre calling because you need me to stand between you and our bossiest brother, you got it sister. I never miss a chance to kick Masonâs ass.â
Leo and Mason fight like cats and dogs. But somehow, they manage to stay together. Maybe itâs because Leo just calls Mason out on his shit and then they punch each other. âI might have to take you up on that.â
âGood.â
âBut that isnât why I called.â
âNo?â
âI⦠um⦠Iâm wondering what happened between Roman, Luke, and Mason.â
Leo lets out a long breath. âRoman and Luke didnât tell you?â
âNo. Theyâve been super mum.â
Leo is quiet for a second and I think heâs not going to tell me. âBasically, Mason was being his controlling self. He didnât tell Roman that Luke was alive when Luke disappeared because he wanted Roman to keep up with the tunnel project. And then, he manipulated Luke into almost ruining Kateâs career.â
I stare at the phone. âMason loves us. Why would he do that?â
âBecauseâ¦â Leo lets out a really long breath. âHe wants us to be untouchable. He doesnât want what happened to dad to happen to any of us. But sometimes, he loses the forest through the trees, you know.â
Yeah. I get that. Heâs doing the same thing with me and Preston. Trading my happiness for a new network.
âThanks for telling me, Leo. That really helps. It explains why Luke is so pissed.â
âYeah. It sure does. But what I want to know is why knowing that helps you?â
âHmmm,â I lick my lips. Leo has been honest, I should be too. âPromise you wonât tell?â
âPinky swear,â his deep voice rumbles into the phone.
âIâm going to try and convince Luke not to sell his shares.â
âFuck.â Leo gives a low whistle. âGo big or go home.â
âIâ¦â I run my fingers over my counter, my nose twitching. âI might need help, Leo.â
âFinesse is not my strength, but Iâll do what I can.â
âThanks,â I whisper, glad that I called him. I like this Leo. Iâm about to tell him, when a knock sounds at my door. My brow furrows. I donât get much company.
âWhat was that?â Leo asks, the protective brother coming out in an instant.
âBella, open up,â Preston calls, banging again. âWe need to talk.â
âShit. Itâs Preston. Heâs here.â
âNeed me to come over? Iâm only ten minutes away.â
âI donât know. Maybe. Can you hang on for a second?â I walk over to the front door, peering out into the hall through the peephole. I see Preston, looking furious. Behind him is Mason. I bring the phone to my ear. âYou donât need to come. Preston brought Mason.â
âThe cavalry?â
âSomething like that.â
Leo lets out a heavy sigh, like heâs feeling bad for me. âTrying to convince you to give the engagement another go?â
âI imagine so,â I answer in no rush to answer the door.
âBella, open the door.â Preston bangs again. âWeâre already late.â
âOpen the door and then give the twat the phone,â Leo rumbles in my ear. âIâve got a few things to say to him.â
I slide the lock over and then twist the knob.
âWhat took you so long?â Preston is almost purple, his hands clenched at his side.
I donât answer as I hand him the phone. âLeo wants to talk to you.â
Mason glares at me over Prestonâs shoulder. âReally? Leo?â
I notch my chin. âPreston brought reinforcements, why canât I?â
âIâm notâ ââ
Through the phone, I can hear Leo spitting and cursing as Preston goes from purple to pale.
I cross my arms. âWhat do you want then, Mason?â
âCan you please come to dinner tonight? We can discuss you and Preston later.â
Preston hangs up my phone, pressing it back into my hand. âYour brother isâ ââ
I hold up my hand. âI donât need your opinion. Not anymore.â
Prestonâs mouth presses into a firm line. âCan we talk? Please?â
I shake my head and then my gaze meets Masonâs. His eyes silently plead. âIâll go to dinner with your parents. I donât want to talk.â
Preston gives a curt nod.
I turn and, leaving the door open, head for my room. Time to trade the sweatpants for the heels.
Iâm reading in twenty minutes. It would have been sooner, but my eyes are still puffy, so I needed some artful makeup.
No one talks as we take the limo from my apartment to the restaurant. When we enter, itâs apparent that weâre late.
Prestonâs parents are seated with three other men I donât recognize. Mason immediately begins handshaking, leaving me with Preston as his mother approaches. âDarling, there is fashionably late and then there is just rude.â She shoots me a glare.
âApologies, Mother. Itâs my fault. I forgot to add this dinner to the calendar, so Bella didnât know it was happening.â
Mrs. Wingate rolls her eyes and my teeth snap together. I am not in the mood for this.
My teeth lock tighter together. At least in a few hours, Iâll be meeting Luke. And this time, Iâm coming armed with the kind of information that might make this nightmare end.