I nod along as Mrs. Wingate grills the wedding planners. Are they sure thatâs the right shade of ecru?
Must the tables be so clunky?
Is there any way to mitigate the smell of pine?
Itâs Colorado. Itâs going to smell like pine.
Then she hits me with the line sheâs said five times already, âAre we certain we donât want to have this wedding in New York? Colorado is so⦠woodsy.â
âMasonâs choice,â I murmur, tossing my brother under the bus. In some ways, this is far more his wedding than it is mine. Except for Iâm the one who will be tied to Preston.
Though Mason will be joined with Preston too, I guess. Once the contracts are dry, Preston will be impossible to remove from Kincaid. Then again, Mason is cunning. Has he found a loophole?
Even if he has, that wonât change my fate.
I canât marry him. I know it deep in my heart. Iâm just not certain how Iâm getting out of it.
Still, it feels like some invisible clock is now ticking. Gris is my brotherâs enemy. We share this big secret. Iâm in so much trouble.
Now there is no way to do this without ripping my family even further apart. And damaging Kincaid Enterprises too.
I half listen to Mrs. Wingate as she looks at the dress samples for the bridesmaids. âRed? Really? Itâs so tacky.â
âItâs fall in Colorado,â I answer, with a furrow to my brow. It was Maggie and Ciciâs pick, a deep russet red that will match the foliage. But the other bridesmaids agreed that the color suited them as well. With every bridesmaid on board, the decision is not up for debate.
âReally, Ella,â Mrs. Wingate waves an airy hand, her tell that she knows sheâs getting my name wrong. Sheâs doing it on purpose. âYouâre marrying a New York socialite, not a woodcutter.â
âBella,â I say through clenched teeth. I look up at the wedding planner who stares back aghast as I grip the table with both hands, wondering if itâs more alarming that my future mother-in-law has questioned my every decision or that she canât get my name right.
Bile rises up on my tongue as I fight back the urge to tell this woman to take her opinions and stuff them.
The Wingate family made money alongside the Vanderbilts at the turn of the century, but the Wingates lost it even faster. Mr. Wingate has made enough in stocks to keep them at the Yacht Club, but Preston, despite being educated at Yale, hasnât accomplished even his fatherâs success.
None of them hold a candle to my brothers in terms of earning potential.
Still, Iâm letting Mrs. Wingate get under my skin.
This isnât me. I donât get angry and yell at people. Iâm the peacemaker usually.
So why am I fantasizing about tearing out Mrs. Wingateâs throat?
And why havenât I done a better job of managing my brothers? Then again, I might have sensed there was no keeping the Kincaid men together. I tried. By agreeing to marry Preston, I was going to help Luke get out, help Mason succeed.
But Iâve messed everything up.
I lick my lips, drawing in a deep breath. Maybe what I need to do is get Luke and Mason to make up. If Mason doesnât have to buy out Lukeâs shares, then he doesnât need Prestonâs friends to invest, and I donât need to get married.
Itâs an idea that has me tapping my fingers on the table.
âWhatâs that about?â Mrs. Wingate points at my fingers.
I stop drumming. âJust thinking.â
âDo it quietly, Annabella, itâs unbecoming to think so loudly.â
My mouth snaps shut as I hold my tongue, not bothering to correct her.
I glance down at my watch, realizing that my lunch with Gris is in forty-five minutes. Butterflies fill my stomach at the idea of seeing him. Of being alone with him.
At least weâll be in a crowded restaurant. Then again, thatâs problematic as well. What if someone sees us together?
I shake my head. Iâm acting like a guilty person. Which I am.
But if Gris was at the benefit last night, that means he travels in the Kincaid social circle. Who is to say weâre not old friends having lunch? For all anyone knows we might have dated in the past or⦠This line of thought is not helping. I only end up picturing him naked.
It takes Mrs. Wingate another half hour to go over the details the wedding planners have put into place. âWhy donât we plan a day trip to Colorado so you can show me the venue?â Mrs. Wingate isnât speaking to me but to the planner.
Karen looks at me, her gaze questioning. With a small shake of my head, I confirm. âIâll speak to Mason about using the helicopter. Tomorrow?â
Karen nods back, and Mrs. Wingate, finally satisfied, bids me a goodbye. My relief is short-lived as I climb into the car, speeding back to my apartment.
I weave in and out of traffic, the heel of my stiletto my pivot point to work the gas, my other working the clutch. I donât get to drive much in New York, itâs one of the advantages of being back in Vegas.
I have an apartment in one of my brotherâs buildings. The building and the apartment are gorgeous. Much bigger and nicer than what I had in New York. Not that I didnât like my little place in the heart of downtown New York, I loved it.
Mason paid for that place too, just like he paid my tuition. Our mother died first, and then our father a year later. Thatâs when my aunt took in Roman and me, but as soon as Mason graduated from college, he started helping her financially as she raised us. And then he paid for both Roman and me to go to school.
In some ways, heâs been like a father, and I really appreciate how much burden heâs taken on in life. Twenty-two and supporting his siblings. I think my other brothers forget that sometimes. Mason has sacrificed a lot. And there is a part of him that is always reaching for the security that would lighten his burden. I get it, even if they donât.
Which is why all of this is just so hard.
Thatâs my last thought as I pull into the parking garage of my building to find a long black limo waiting to one side.
I slide my MINI Cooper into its usual spot and step out of the car, adjusting my wrap dress a moment before Gris opens his door and steps out of the back of the limo. My pulse jumps to see him, and I try to tamp down my reaction.
Today, I canât be some wilting flower, and I canât let this attraction override my logic.
He approaches, the masculine sway of his body making my mouth go dry as all my thoughts evaporate.
Heâs just soâ¦
âYouâre late.â
I donât answer. What do I sayâ¦. I was wedding planning with my future mother-in-law. This is the man I did all manner of dirty things with the night before last. Either he thinks Iâm the most two-faced person on the planet, or he has some inkling I donât want this marriage.
Both of which are true.
âIâm late for a meeting you have blackmailed me to attend?â
He stops just in front of me, one side of his mouth quirking up before he reaches out a hand. âShall we?â
I give a stiff nod. Today is about correcting some mistakes.
He takes my fingers and fits them into the crook of his arm, my pulse jumps at the light touch of his fingers and the feel of his muscles under my palm.
Reaching the car, he opens the door, helping me inside. Itâs the sort of limo that could easily seat ten.
There is a table fully set in one corner with a whole luncheon. I blink in surprise. âWeâre eating here?â
He slides onto the bench seat next to me. âOur conversation requires a certain level of privacy.â
All my muscles tense, a weight settling in the pit of my stomach, any notion of eating gone. âWhy?â
His arm wraps around the back of the seat. âLike you donât know.â
My heart is hammering in my chest, my eyes wide as they meet his.
âWe find ourselves in a rather compromising situation.â
I swallow down a lump. âA situation you manufactured.â
âDid I? You could have walked out of that room. Youâre the one who decided to cheat. Not me.â
I feel the color drain from my face. âYouâre right. I did.â My voice is a hoarse whisper.
âYouâre the one who screamed my name.â
I might hate him. My hand comes to my stomach as it rolls. âWhat do you want, Gris?â
Between my breakfast with Mrs. Wingate and now this, my brain fritzes with static, my head spinning.
He leans closer and I catch his fresh woodsy scent. Even as heâs the one whoâs torturing me in this moment, I want to curl into that smell, the strength of his body. Itâs so crazy, it only makes my head spin more.
âI wantâ¦â He leans even closer, overwhelming my senses. âFor you to break it off with your fiancé.â
I stare at him for a beat, then two, as I try to process those words. He wants me to end things with Preston? âWhy?â
âBecause, little princess, I canât have your brother making more powerful friends.â
He did all those things in the hotel room to get at Mason. I really am just the instrument of his revenge.
It makes me sick to think of how I responded to him. What I let him do to me. How I let him use me and now heâs going to hurt my family.
The bile in my throat rises and I know Iâm going to be sick.