âDoes someone want to tell me whatâs going on?â Mason grits out, and I can hear his fury.
He never talks to me like that. Not usually, anyhow.
I lift my head, meeting his gaze, which instantly loses a bunch of the anger, being replaced with fear. âDonât be mad, Mason.â I can barely get the words out, but he hears them.
He steps over Preston, and crouches in front of me and Gris. âIâm not mad at you, Bellabear.â
Each of my brothers has their own nickname for me. That was Masonâs. But unlike Luke, who still uses his, Mason hasnât called me that in years. Not since before our mom and dad died.
âPreston did this to her?â Luke asks, standing over Preston with his arms crossed.
âYeah,â Gris answers. âHe fucking did this.â I feel the current of tension that runs through him despite the comfort of his hold.
And I feel how I always feel when Iâm in his arms, only itâs even stronger. I want to lose myself in Gris. Hide in him. I tried to play Kincaid games for a hot minute, and now Iâm a broken and battered bag of bones in his lap. Iâm so stupid.
And I am going to give myself tonight, to lie in his arms, draw in his comfort. Iâm going to give him my virginity too.
Because when he came striding through my apartment door, I realized that I loved him. Iâm in love with him.
But I also know he doesnât love me back.
Heâs wants me. I know he does. And he does a much better job of faking it than Preston ever could. But I heard what he said to Preston, about having a plan to win Kincaid support back.
Iâd be a fool not to understand that he meant me. Iâm the plan. And heâs doing an amazing job of making it all feel natural.
I donât get out of his lap. I just⦠canât.
âIs someone going to tell me why Gris is here?â Mason asks, sounding pissed again.
âNo,â I answer, my eyes closing. âNo one is telling you.â
âDonât talk,â Gris slides his hands up and down my back. âKeep the ice on the parts that are swelling.â Then he looks at my brothers. âI think a doctor should be brought in to examine her.â
âIâll make the call.â Luke pulls his phone from his pocket, and with a few quick buttons, heâs speaking softly into the mouthpiece.
âAnd him?â Mason points down at Preston.
Gris gives a small shake of his head. âHeâll be fine. He doesnât need a doctor.â
No one argues.
Mason draws in a deep breath. âIs anyone going to provide any clarity on anything?â
âI saw Preston with another woman,â I whisper. âHe knew that I knew, and he came here to force my hand.â
âThis was his plan for getting you to marry him?â Luke scoffs.
âIâm guessing he also had no idea that Gris was in play,â Mason tries again, looking at Luke.
âIâm sure he didnât,â Gris answers. I lift my face to protest, but he gently runs a hand up into my hair, keeping my head on his chest. âAnd technically, Iâm not in play. Just helping out a friend.â
I give a small snort.
âWhich friend is that?â Mason asks.
âMe. Iâm the friend,â Luke answers as he hangs up.
I groan. Not because of the pain but because the one thing I thought I got right is about to explode. I know it.
My brothers are about to break each other into a million pieces.
Mason is standing in a second. âWhy would you put our enemies in charge of our sister?â
âFirst,â Luke grunts back, âThat piece of shit is the enemy, and you gave him an unlimited-access pass. And then Bella was ignoring my calls and texts. I needed a way in, so she didnât marry that fucking guy.â
Mason shakes his head. âThis was the plot she was referring to at dinner. The thing you did to her, that was like what I did to Kate.â
Luke scrubs at his face. âIt wasnât my best idea. But letâs be honest, we all know Iâm the worst at this game. Which is why you should buy me out, no matter what Bella says.â
Mason snorts. âFuck off.â I tense, knowing my brothers are about to explode, until Mason lets out a long breath. âYou did a better job of protecting Bella than I did.â
I lift my head. Really? I didnât see this coming.
But then Mason points a finger at Gris. âBut you are getting the fuck out of my sisterâs apartment, and you are never to see her again.â
âNo.â The single word is from Gris.
He doesnât move, heâs like granite underneath me.
âLook, fucker,â Mason stares at Gris with hard eyes. âIf you ever want a hope of doing business with me again, youâll walk out the door and never come back.â
Gris is so still, I hold my breath, as I tip back to look up at him. Heâs staring back at Mason with unwavering strength.
Neither would hurt me.
But being caught between themâ¦
I shiver and Gris automatically wraps me up tighter. âGris,â I say softly. âItâs all right. Think of your family.â
Iâm giving him permission. And an out.
âIs that what you want me to do? Leave you?â
My body revolts before I can stop it, gripping at his shirt tighter. He still hasnât moved a muscle.
Maybe I should forget what I know. Pretend he might feel the same and sink into him. Heâd take care of me. And the sexâ¦
But what if he turns into Preston? Angry at being chained to a woman he didnât love?
I canât think tonight. Iâm battered and bruised and exhausted by all thatâs happened. âCan we please talk about this tomorrow, Mason?â
âHe needs to leave.â
âHe stays,â I answer softly back.
Mason lets out a long, frustrated breath, but doesnât argue. Instead, he crouches down again. âI canât stand here and do nothing. Let me look at her.â
Gris loosens his hold, enough so that Mason can turn my head this way and that, inspecting all the bruises. âHow long until the doctor gets here?â
âA minute. Two,â Luke answers. âGris, maybe we bring Bella into her room so she can lie down? Weâll bring the doctor in when he gets here.â
I shake my head. âNo.â
âItâs a good idea,â Gris follows up, giving me the lightest squeeze. âYou should relax, stretch out your muscles.â
That sounds amazing but Iâm afraid to let Gris out of my sight. âYouâll come with me?â
âI think I might need to speak with your brothers.â
Fear skitters through me. I need him in bed with me tonight. âDonât leave,â I beg, tipping my head back. âPromise.â
âIâm not leaving.â
âPromise.â
âI promise.â He runs his thumb over my bottom lip before he drops a light kiss on my mouth.
I stare into his eyes for another five seconds, searching for the truth.
Finally, I nod. He lifts me into his arms, carrying me into the bedroom.
âGris. Whatever they say, please say youâll stay with me tonight.â I need his arms around me.
âIâm not going anywhere, princess.â He kisses me again and then he gently lays me down on my bed. âIâll stay for as long as you want me to.â
I barely bite back the one word that threatens to pop out of my mouth. Forever.
Thatâs how long I want him to stay.