Arabella scared the shit out of me tonight. I donât scare often, but she rocked me to my core.
She doesnât know it yet, but Iâm not going anywhere.
I will beg, borrow, or steal, but Iâm staying tonight.
But she doesnât argue as I close the door and click the lock. I can see that the events of the last few days are wearing on her.
She wasnât made for this kind of fight. Sheâs soft, gentle. Sheâs the type of woman who should be protected.
I know it deep down, even though weâve only known each other for a few days. And hereâs the thing about me, Iâve got strength in spades.
Iâve always kept a tight rein on my feelings. I donât let them get involved, I donât do soft or fuzzy.
But Arabella is worming her way past my defenses. It started with the way we both lost control that first night.
But now, I see her trying so hard to stand tall when every male around her keeps pushing her down.
It makes me want to knock in their teeth.
My gaze sweeps over her place. Itâs spectacular.
Her decorating is honestly worthy of the aristocracy.
The textures are perfect, with the silks of the drapes complementing the fabrics of the upholstery.
The chairs and sofa arenât matching sets, but they blend seamlessly. Itâs the kind of quality that a person canât fake.
I pull Arabella close again. âI love your place.â
âReally?â she asks, her voice taking on an air of breathless excitement. âI love it too, but no one else seems to notice.â
âNot even Preston? Doesnât his family tout themselves as old money?â
âThey did build their fortune at the turn of the century. Railroad money.â
âAmericans,â I mutter into her hair. I feel her soft laugh as she relaxes into me.
âOh please, the Wingates have us beat by a country mile. My family has had money for five minutes.â
âAnd yet, you have far better taste than any of them.â My mother is a duchess. She has taste.
The Wingates are hacks.
âThatâs the nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.â Her arms come around my neck.
I lift her into my arms. It hits me again, how much this woman suits me. Beautiful, talented, sexy, soft in all the ways I need.
I open a few doors, finding her room and carrying her inside.
âYou shouldnât be here,â she murmurs but sheâs totally pliant in my arms.
âBut I am here and Iâm not leaving for a while.â I know Iâm an asshole. Ordering her around in her own place.
âGris.â
âIâll just hold you. Itâs been a shit day, and you need some sleep. Let me do this for you.â
She lifts her head, giving me a soft smile. âAnd you think having you in bed with me is going to help me sleep? I donât remember much sleep happening last time.â
I chuckle, setting her down on her feet, even as I reach for the zipper in the back of her dress.
Iâve only ever seen her in a dress or naked. She looks as natural as any aristocrat in heels and the knee-length silk gown fits like itâs made for her.
But if I have anything to say about it, Iâm keeping her in bed for as long as possible in nothing but my T-shirt.
The dress falls to the floor, pooling around her feet. âGris.â This time, my name has a lot more judgment. She sounds like my favorite primary school teacher. I loved that woman.
My eyes travel down her lacy bra, over the gorgeous indent of her waist, and down to her matching thong.
âI can just hold you, luv, like I promised. But just to be clear⦠I am available for other services.â
âAre we negotiating again?â And then she steps out of the dress, removing one heel and then the other.
She picks up the dress and walks toward the closet, her ass on full display in the thong.
I was already rock hard but watching her walk, I start leaking cum. Jesus.
âOnce again, luv, itâs for you to make the rules.â
âIs that because you have another agenda in mind, my lord?â
Fuck. How did she know the proper address? I donât give a fuck about being a lord, but on her lips, it sounds so good. She disappears into the closet and then comes out again, leaning against the door jamb.
I practically growl as my eyes roam over her. âNo agenda other than the fact that I love the way you taste and the way you sound when you cum.â
Her breath catches, her body giving a little shiver and I know sheâs mine tonight. Iâm unbuttoning my shirt before she has answered, tossing it in one of the chairs that sheâs got in a little sitting area under the windows. I kick off my shoes and stride over to where she stands. Iâm going to collect my woman and then Iâm going to eat her until she screams.
I see her eyes dilate, her tongue darting out to lick her lips. âI feel like I should run.â
âIâd catch you.â
âI know.â Her hand trembles. âYouâre going to devour me, arenât you?â
Iâm about to say yes, when I catch the double meaning of the words. Sheâs afraid of me.
She should be.
I reach her, my hand snaking out to grab her ass, to pull her into my body. Sheâs got to push up on tiptoes for her arms to come around my neck, her fingers twining into my hair. âOr you could cum so pretty that I canât make myself leave your bed.â
One of her perfect brows arches up. âIs that what it takes?â
I donât answer as I reach for her jaw with my other hand, bringing her face to mine as I kiss her long and deep.
Sheâs so fucking pliant in my arms, her body molding to mine, her lips meeting my every touch.
I part hers, and thrust my tongue into her mouth, wanting more of her taste.
I think I really might have meant those words.
This woman could chain me to her pussy.
With a handful of her ass, I pull her even closer until she takes the hint and wraps one of her legs around my hips, opening up her legs so that my cock can nestle against her heat.
Iâm still wearing my dress slacks, more precum collecting in my boxer briefs.
I didnât ask her about my orgasm this time. Much as Iâd like to cum, I care more about her pleasure tonight.
She deserves something for all the trouble Iâve caused her.
Sheâs rubbing against me, little cries and moans filling my mouth.
Iâd like to make her cum standing right here, but instead, Iâm lifting her in my arms again. One hand snakes up to the hooks of her bra and I open that shit one-handed.
The scrap of lace pops off and I take one her perfect tits into my mouth. She arches back, her nipple puckering against my tongue as she tugs my hair.
Fuck, I want to be inside her.
I give her other breast equal attention. I donât play favorites as I lay her down on the bed.
âGod, I love your skin,â she moans, both her legs locked around my waist now.
âMy skin?â I was hoping for muscles. Cock even.
âIt feels so good,â she moans, her hands sliding down my back. âWarm, rough, masculine.â
I stand corrected. I kiss between her breasts and then down her chest. âYours is like silk, luv. Iâve never felt softer.â
She sighs, her body writhing to meet my every kiss. She smells amazing, like citrus and something floral with the perfume of sex all mixed together.
I reach her belly button, which is adorable, and promptly stick my tongue in it. There isnât a hole of hers that I donât want to explore.
She giggles, tugging at my hair again.
I start to slide lower, ready to taste her. And then, if sheâll let me, Iâm going to bury myself deep inside her.
She was tight around my finger, around my cock sheâs going to feel so fucking good.
I kiss over her mound and then slide my shoulders between her thighs. âAfter Iâm done making you scream, I want to be inside you,â I rumble before I take a big lick. But she doesnât respond the way I expected.
She stiffens instead, going still.
I lift up my chin as she pushes up onto her elbows, her tits looking absolutely stunning. I can already see a flush climbing up her chest and neck, infusing her skin.
Sheâs got this gorgeous pale skin, which means I can actually see the color climb. âIâ¦â
My brows lift. âIs this because of the engagement?â
âNo,â she shakes her head, and she sounds sure.
âBecause of what I did earlier?â
âNot even that,â she says as she bites her lip. âIâ¦â Her little pink tongue darts out to lick her lips. âGris, Iâve neverâ¦â
A growl climbs up my throat and erupts from my lips. âYouâre a virgin?â
Sheâs splayed out for me, her pussy spread open like a fucking buffet, just a few inches from my face. I see her cheeks darken even more, turning a bright red. âIâm not a prude.â
âI know.â I donât want to break eye contact, so I bring the pad of my thumb to her clit and start massaging light circles. We are not stopping this party, weâre just slowing it down for a minute.
âIn New York I had this security detail, which made dating difficult. It wasnât until after Toni died that I finally had some freedom. Thatâs when I met Preston.â
While heâs the last guy I want to talk about, I canât believe that he hasnât touched her. What the fuck is wrong with that guy? Then again, his loss is my gain. âNo wonder you went out with him. He was the first guy who came along when you finally had some freedom.â
âI hadnât thought of that.â She looks away⦠âAnyway, Iâm not sure today is the right day for me to⦠you knowâ¦â
I give a quick nod, agreeing, before I dive back into her pussy. Sheâs right. There isnât enough trust yet between us, but I make some promises to myself and silently to her.
Iâm going to be the guy. The guy that takes her first. And then, at least for a hot minute, sheâll be mine, and only mine.
That thought is way more satisfying than I ever imagined.
Arabella is a goddess, and I eat her pussy like a starving man. It takes almost no time before sheâs panting my name, her fingers threading into my hair as she pulls me closer, begging for more friction.
Fuck. I might have to move in. I want to do this every night.
I insert a finger inside her, then another, feeling the stretch even as she cries out her pleasure.
I get this overwhelming feeling that I belong in bed with this woman.
I know Iâm losing my shit, breaking rules I never break, all because she cries my name in the sweetest fucking voice. I tell myself not to lose my head.
But Iâm already weakening. That shit I told her about Luke. It wasnât the smart play.
If Iâm not careful, Iâm going to ruin everything.