âDo you want to know?â Sy asks, sliding his gaze to mine when we get out of the car.
Knowing heâs talking about what happened in that office with the other Kings, I arch an eyebrow. âDo I need to know?â
He doesnât think about it very long. âA bit, yeah.â
Nodding, I look around and answer, âUpstairs.â
West End is quiet.
It took me a long time to re-adjust to that after South Side. The lack of screams, gunfire, and traffic felt eerie at first, as if the streets here were holding their breath, waiting for the crash. I realize now the serenity isnât a trick. Instead of making my shoulders tense, West End has become the thing that unwinds them. The sense of home.
The girl by my side as we approach the tower is just as silent, and I feel it nowâthe tension. The discomfort. The alert.
I toss Sy a look and he shrugs, casting her the same curious glance. But itâs been a long week. We all deserve some quiet to wrap our heads around the fuckery.
Sy holds the door for us and we filter through, but when we reach the bottom of the stairs, Lavinia says, âWait.â She stops and Remy pauses just ahead of her, turning to look back down. âI need to do something. Iâll meet you upstairs.â
The three of us watch as she turns, approaching the elevator.
âWhoa, hey,â I say, following her. âWhatâs going on?â
The line of her shoulders goes rigid. âI just⦠I need to do this. For myself.â
Itâs been a few days since weâve worked with her on it, so busy and preoccupied with Royal business. Eyeing her carefully, I stab the button. âIâll go with you.â
She gives me a tight smile. âThank you, but I need to⦠go alone.â The door opens, and it takes her a second, but she finally crosses the threshold. Turning, I see that her eyes are tight and shiny, but there arenât any tears. âSee you upstairs.â
The door shuts and I stand there for a long moment after itâs gone, just listening for her screams. âRemy,â I say, twisting to meet his gaze. â
.â
Heâs the fastest, and I donât even have a chance to see the acknowledgement spark in his eyes before heâs darting up the steps, disappearing around the bend.
Sy waits for me at the bottom of the staircase, staring at the elevator uneasily. âWhat the fuck is that?â
âI donât know,â I answer, beginning the climb, âbut I plan on finding out.â
The door is open by the time we reach the top, Lavinia and Remy sitting on the couch, her face buried into his shoulder. He strokes her hair, and from a panic standpoint, she seems to be doing okay, but putting herself in that situation? Something drove her there.
The way Remy is looking at her makes me think he knows more than heâs saying.
âSomeone explain whatâs going on,â I demand, dissatisfied when Remy just looks from me to her. âNow.â
Lavinia turns her head, peering up at me through swimming eyes. âI ran into my father outside the gym.â
âYou what?â Syâs shoulders square. âYou talked to him?â
Well, that was messy. The plan had been to minimize contact between Lavinia, Remy, and their fathers. Now theyâre both on the couch looking small and tense, shifty and miserable. Fucking assholes.
Palming her own forehead, she takes a shuddering breath. âI know itâs dumb to let him get to meââ
âThatâs not dumb,â Remy says, ducking down to watch his thumb rub a tear off her cheek. âThat fucked up muscle memory? He built it himself, Vinny. He had all the best toolsâthey always do. And people like you and me are trying to tear it down with nothing but a pair of spoons. It takes time.â Huffing, he stresses, âIt takes for-fucking-ever.â
Syâs fists clench. âWhat did he say?â
When she shakes her head, I figure she wonât say anything at all. Miraculously she does, eyes fixed on her fingernails as she picks the cuticle. âHe said a lot of stuff. About you. About Leticia and my mother. About the fact Iâm going to drag you down. And the thing is, heâs probably right.â She looks up, eyes swimming with panic. âSy, my father raised a Queen, but it wasnât me.â
âLB,â I say, sitting on the coffee table, eyeing the way Remy has both their pants undone, star and moon tattoos exposed. âI need you to listen to me. Your father is a narcissistic, toxic piece of shit.â
Frustration flares in her eyes. âI know.â She does know, but Remyâs right. Heâs fucked with her head for so long, all it takes is one interaction with her and she loses all ground. She looks at Sy. âYou called it, okay? Iâm a Royal cliché with daddy issues.â
My brother shakes his head, some of the stoniness falling from his expression. âYeah, and like you said, thatâs not your fucking fault. Thatâs on him. Not you.â
She shrugs, idly reaching out to touch the moon on Remyâs hip. âIt doesnât change anything. The second I see him, Iâm that scared little girl again, one wrong move from being locked in the box.â She presses her cheek to Remyâs shoulder, looking wrung out. âHe said Iâm weak-willedâthat Iâve been Stockholm Syndromeâd.â
âSo you went in the elevator to prove you could do it.â His arms are crossed over his chest and thereâs the slightest tilt of his headâlike heâs assessingâfuck. Heâs analyzing the situation.
âSyââ I start, knowing none of us like to be under Dr. Freudâs microscope. But he waves me off.
âI was wrong. You donât have Daddy issues,â he says, sitting next to her. âYou donât want his approval. You donât want manâs approvalââ
âThatâs for sure,â I blurt. Sy glares at me and I shut up.
Taking her hand in his, he lifts it to his mouth, kissing her knuckles. âLavinia, you fought us every step of the way, setting up boundaries, forcing us to work on your terms, making us adapt to you.â He forces her to look at him. âEach one of us has hurt you, but youâre still hereânot because we changed you. Because changed .â
âThatâs not weak-willed,â Remy agrees, brushing her hair back. âYouâre a star, Vinny, just like the sun. You pulled us into your orbit.â
Darkly, Sy adds, âAnd letâs make one thing perfectly fucking clear. No one gets to tell you if youâre fit to be our Queen but . And youâre it, baby.â He tips her face upward, brushing his lips over hers. âAnd youâre not just mine, youâre theirs, too. And that makes you even more special.â
Remy shoots me a look, eyebrows raised. Heâs thinking what Iâm thinkingâthat my brother, who spent his life pent up and angry, has got some serious game.
Lavinia melts in his hands like butter, head tipped back against Remyâs shoulder. Her eyes slip closed. âWill one of youââ Teeth digging into her lip, her words bite off.
âWhat?â Sy asks, cupping her cheek. âTell us what you need, Lav.â
Slowly, her eyes flutter open. âWill one of you make love to me?â
Syâs eyes meet mine and Remyâs, a silent understanding passing between us. âJust one of us?â I ask, raising an eyebrow.
I once told Lavinia I donât want one-third of herâI want it all. Even though it was an unreasonable request, sheâs kept her promise. Anything they get, I get, too. But whereas Lavinia gives each of us everything, she accepts us in piecesâone by one.
It doesnât to be that way.
Her breath stalls at the implication, lips parting in surprise, and I take that as my answer.
âI think,â sliding off the table and down on my knees, I run my hands up her thighs, âour Duchess needs to be reminded that sheâs a Queen. By all of us.â I grab the waist of her pants and tug them down. âLift up for me, LB.â
Her breath quickens as she jolts with the force of my tug. âNick, what if I canât takeââ
Remy cups her face, turning her to meet his kiss. Itâs a filthy thing, his tongue visible as it licks into her mouth, tangling with her own. The moan she makes is quiet and pleased, and almost like an afterthought, her hips rise off the couch, allowing me to peel the pants from her legs.
Sy watches this with darkening eyes, ducking in to whisper into her ear. âYou can take it, Lav. You can take anything.â
Remyâs hand lands on her thigh, dipping between her legs to spread her. Without missing a beat, Sy palms the other thigh, pulling her legs open for me. Remy releases her from his slow, wet kiss just in time for her to watch me lean in, licking a hot path up her inner thigh.
âOh,â she breathes, mouth slick and red. âOh, god, Nickâ¦â
Her pussy tastes like heaven, wet and warm. As I kiss the hot fire of her clit, I hear the hitched breath she tries to take, see Syâs hand duck beneath her shirt, easing it up her body, feel Remy restless beside her, vibrating with anticipation.
Sy must get her shirt off, because the next moment I glance up, his dark-skinned palm is gently massaging her tit, his mouth sucking a mark into her shoulder.
âI want to touch you too,â she says, the words a breathy pant. Her hands flail, looking for something to hold on to, and at the same time she finds it, her thighs give a tremble.
âShit,â Sy curses and I look over, seeing her hand cinched around his cock.
âLet me touch you,â she says again.
Immediately, he and Remy begin fumbling with their pants, pushing them clumsily down their hips and legs, kicking them off with an aggression that borders on comical. Thereâs nothing funny about the way she reaches for them though, her hands just as greedy as the kiss Sy gives her, pushing his tongue through her parted lips.
Itâs easy to feel left out as I watch her slender fingers wrap around each of their dicks, Sy and Remy bucking into her fists with varying degrees of eagerness. Where Sy slams his hips up into her grip, Remy rocks into it, coaxing her mouth back to his with a finger on her chin.
But they donât get to do .
I spear my tongue into her entrance, feeling the way her muscles melt at the sensation. Itâs what allows me to work my hands beneath her thighs, pushing them higher and higher. Glancing up, I catch Syâs eye, pushing her knee toward him. Somehow, he gets the hint, hooking his hand beneath her knee and raising it for me. It spreads her so deliciously that Iâm able to lick lower.
Her whole body goes rigid, eyes dazed but widening. âWhat are youââ
My tongue meets the puckered flesh of her asshole, a chuckle rumbling against it as she gasps. âRelax, LB,â I command, palming each side of her ass open for me.
Remyâs the one to whisper, âFeels good, doesnât it?â and I flick my eyes up just in time to see him descend on her tit, tongue looping wetly around the peaked nipple.
âT-thatâsâ¦â she stutters, arching into Remyâs mouth. âThatâsâ¦
.â
Itâs necessary, is what it is. Not just because I need her ass stretched and wet for us, but also because thereâs no square inch of Laviniaâs body I donât want to know. I acquaint myself with this one hungrily, jabbing my tongue into her tight hole, teasing it with the tip of my finger until I feel it fluttering eagerly for me.
Itâs only when I shove her hips up, easing back to aim my spit right into the dip of her asshole, that it hits her. âOh my god, youâre really going toââ Her words fade off into a strained fricative when I glide two fingers inside, pushing the spit into her.
Remy reaches between her legs to stroke her clit. âYouâll do it, wonât you? Youâll let us fill you up?â
I thrust my fingers in and out, cock so hard that it aches. âWeâll get you nice and ready for us, baby.â
Lavinia begins shuddering, her breaths coming in sharp, pointed gasps. The tendons in her thighs tremble and flex as she tries to chase the feeling, but suddenly Syâs fingers are there joining us, two sliding right into her slick pussy.
We work her like a symphony, Sy and I fingering her holes as Remy teases her clit. Her cries grow louder and more desperate as she breaks away from Remyâs mouth to look down at what weâre doing to her. Our hands are all jammed up together, relentless as they rub and stroke and thrust. Remy might call it art. Sy might call it a fight.
I call it perfection.
She comes with a strangled yelp, hands grasping frantically at our wrists as she goes rigid and seizes. I donât know about the other two, but I can feel it around the third finger I sneak into her assâthe way her whole body clamps down on us, like it wants us to stay.
Her pussy is so soaked that itâs dripping down to my fingers, slicking the way as she goes abruptly lax. I watch Syâs thick, glistening knuckles as he eases them free, bending down to press a kiss to her flushed cheek.
âSo fucking beautiful,â he says, bringing his fingers to her gaping lips. He paints her slickness on like lipstick before licking out to clear it away.
âThat,â she pants, chest heaving, âwas insane.â
Fingers still buried in her, I climb to my feet, thumbing the button of my jeans with my free hand. âOh, Little Bird. That was just to loosen you up for Remy.â Evenly, I explain, âIâd do it myself, but a dealâs a deal. It might hurt the first time, though.â Iâd told Remy months ago that he could have first shot at fucking her ass, and I try really hard right now not to feel sour about it.
Remy meets my gaze, giving me a loose, sex-glazed smirk. âAh, itâs not her first time, Nicky.â
I freeze three knuckles deep in her asshole. âYou already tapped this?â I ask, brows crashing together. âYou never said anything.â
He gathers her tit in a palm, holding my stare as he kisses the swell of it. âBecause I knew youâd get all jealous and annoy the shit out of her about getting yours.â
I thrust my fingers in and out, scowling at him. âWhen was this? Where?â
Shrugging, he says, âA couple weeks ago, maybe? We were upstairs.â
My brain fogs up for a solid minute at what this means.
Her thick voice cuts through. âNick?â
Blinking, I absorb this naked woman, slick and primed. Bending over her, I take her mouth in a deep, frantic kiss, working off my pants in the process. âI apologize in advance,â I say against her mouth, pressing a palm against Syâs shoulder to get him to move.
âApologize for whââ
I pick her up, flip her around, and drop her on Remyâs lap. He shifts sideways, catching her with a surprised sound that morphs into a grunt when she lands on his cock. His hands instantly move to palm her tits. âFuck, youâre dripping all over me,â he groans, kissing her jaw.
My focus is on one thing.
Pounding her sweet, tight, ass.