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Samuel frowned, and withdrew his gaze from the piano notation to look at his sister, Simona.
He couldnât help but shake his head.
As if he couldnât do anything about Simona.
âIâm very worried about her future.â She thought she was doing fine learning only one poem, âGoose.â What a worry her IQ had.
âDad. Look. Look at him.â Simona pouted with her little mouth and shook Matthewâs neck, âMy brother is looking over my shoulder again.â
Simona was dressed in a pale pinkish gray dress and a pair of white stockings. As the weather was getting warmer, the dress was made of a thin material used in summer clothing. It was smooth and soft. She tied her hair in a ponytail and showed off her beautiful facial features. She knelt on Matthewâs legs, her hands around his neck, and looked like she wanted Matthew to give her an answer.
Matthew sketched a slight smile. He simply couldnât do anything with her. He held her buttocks and patted her, âYou tell, what do you want to do? Iâll listen to you.â
âHow come your brother despises you again?â Dolores stood at the head of the stairs and looked at Simona.
Simona became increasingly petulant. Dolores walked down the stairs.
Matthew put Simona on the couch and went up to hug her. However, Dolores refused, âNo need. I feel much better.â
She held Matthewâs arm, âYou canât keep coddling her. Otherwise, sheâll develop an arrogant personality.â
âSheâs still little.â Matthew thought a daughter was different a son. It was okay to be a little arrogant.
He could always take care of her anyway. He loved to spoil his daughter Simona.
Dolores looked at him and did not share the same opinion as he did: âCharacter develops from infancy. Soon she will go to elementary school. There will be many classmates at school, and it is inevitable that she will have some clashes. So, does she want to go every day to complain to the teacher? Does she want to complain to adults at home? Is this a good kind of character?â
Dolores hoped that Simona could grow up and not behave like a baby all the time.
âSo she canât say anything even when sheâs been wronged?â Matthew felt that Dolores had thought too much, âSo what if she doesnât even go to school? I can take care of her for the rest of my life.â Dolores was speechless.
She looked at Matthew wordlessly and frowned, âAnd when youâre old, whoâs going to spoil her?â
This time it was Matthewâs turn to be speechless.
âItâs still Mom the sensible one,â Samuel interrupted them. Simona used to act like a baby, but as she got older she liked to whine, especially in front of Victoria and Matthew.
She loved to act like a spoiled child and whine.
Simona sat on the couch, clearly aware that what they were saying about her was not good. She blinked and felt aggrieved in her heart, âI hate Mom. Mom doesnât want me after I have the baby.â
When she finished speaking, she slid down the couch and ran into the kitchen, âGrandma, Grandma. I want to go home. I donât want to be here.â
Victoria and Coral were preparing dinner in the kitchen still wearing their aprons. Victoria turned around at the sound of Simonaâs voice. Simona hugged her legs, âGrandma, letâs go home. Mom only cares about the baby in her stomach and my brother. She doesnât love me anymore. I donât want to be here.â
Ever since she learned that Dolores had a baby, she was scared. She was afraid that her father and mother no longer loved her and wanted the baby more.
She felt abandoned when Matthew put her down and went to Dolores. Her father, Matthew, seemed to be more concerned about the baby in her womb.
Simona felt very aggrieved. Her eyes turned red and a thin layer of tears grew thicker and thicker in her eyes. Eventually it turned to tears, which ran down her cheek.
Matthew walked in just as Victoria was about to bend down and pick her up after washing her hands. His gaze did not rest on Victoria, but he said, âIâll hold her.â
Simona held Victoriaâs legs and refused to let go, âI donât want to. I want Grandma.â
âHow about I hold her?â Victoria couldnât bear to see her cry. Simonaâs face, which at first was pink, soft and gentle, was filled with complaints at that moment.
Matthew remained silent and separated his hands, which were holding Victoriaâs legs.
He embraced her and left the kitchen. Simona was writhing in his arms and crying loudly, âI want Grandma. I want Grandma.â
Victoria came out of the kitchen worried and looked at Matthew, who was carrying Simona in his arms to the study room. However, she couldnât bring herself to ask him to put her down. She couldnât help but look at Dolores, âSheâs still little. Maybe she knows sheâs pregnant and is afraid of being neglected, thatâs why she behaves like thisâ¦â
Dolores pursed her lips. She was also surprised by Simonaâs words just now. She hadnât expected Simona to think she wouldnât love her after she had the baby.
âI know. Iâll come in later to take a look.â She sat down on the couch. Simona was upset now, and would come in after a while.
Victoria nodded her head.
In the study room.
Simona was crying terribly. Matthew didnât coax her. He simply hugged her and let her cry.
After a while, she was tired of crying. She was just sobbing and her little shoulders were shrugging.
Only then did Matthew wipe away her tears. His finger gently wiped the corners of her eyes, âDonât you like the baby in Mommyâs tummy?â
Simona scratched her nails and remained silent with her head down.
âAre you afraid the baby will steal mommy and daddyâs love?â she caressed Simonaâs flushed face.
Simona lowered her eyes and tear stains remained on her long eyelashes. She remained silent. Yes, she was afraid that Papa and Mama loved the baby more than her and no longer wanted her.
Matthew hugged Simona in his arms. He stroked Simonaâs back with his broad palm, âYouâre Daddy and Mommyâs daughter. How can we not like you? Daddy canât even wait to give you the best we have.â
âReally?â Simona lifted her head.
She kissed his forehead, âOf course.â
âBut if Mama gives birth to a baby sister, then youâll like her even more, wonât you?â At the thought that the baby in Doloresâ womb might be a baby sister, Simona became sad again. Her eyes grew redder and redder.
âWhy should I like a possible baby sister any better, arenât you Daddyâs daughter?â Matthew coaxed her with great patience.
âBut clearly you cared more about the baby Mommyâs carrying in her belly now.â Simona still didnât believe Matthew.
âI actually care about your mother. Of course, I love that little unborn baby too. But do you know why I have to be careful?â
Simona sniffed and asked, âWhy?â
âThe baby is still very, very small. If mom and dad donât protect him carefully, heâll leave us any minute.â
âLeave?â Simona blinked, âGo where?â She didnât know what that meant, leave.
âMeaning, he wonât come to this world. We wonât be able to see him, and he wonât be able to see us too.â
Simona sank into deep thought, and seemed to understand what it meant in her heart.
Dolores pushed open the door and entered at that moment. Simona buried her face in Matthewâs arms and refused to look at Dolores when she saw her enter.
Dolores reached over and took Simonaâs hands between her own. Simona tried to pull her hands away, but Dolores held them so tightly that she couldnât get them off her.
Her eyes turned red again.
Dolores took Simonaâs hand and placed it on her stomach, âSimona, you were already like this on mommyâs stomach.â
Simona closed her hand into a fist and was unwilling to touch her.
âYou know, neither you nor your brother were expected or were blessed.â
Simona cried, but not out loud. She leaned back in Matthewâs arms and choked back her sobs.
âBut, youâre both Mommyâs babies. With you two, I can feel that Iâm still alive, that my heart is still beating. I only know that I lived because I had you two by my side. Because of you two, my world has become more colorfulâ¦â
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