We sit in the waiting room for as long as it takes for Jessie to be released. I thought that after my going through the hellish experience of giving a statement, it would happen quickly.
It does not.
Itâs 3 am by the time Jessie emerges through the door, flanked by cops. Heâs pale as a ghost, with fear on his face that Iâve never seen in any of my stepbrothers. It makes him look younger and more vulnerable.
âJess.â Joshua stands and strides toward his brother, pulling him into a hug that tells everyone in the waiting room exactly how worried heâd been about his triplet. Theyâre like bookends. So alike that itâs baffling.
âLetâs get out of here,â Kyle says.
None of us object.
In the parking lot, Jessie turns to me. âWait,â he tells his brothers. When his arms go around me in a furiously strong hug, Iâm shocked. âThank you,â he says, his face buried in my neck. I feel wetness against my skin and realize that my big, strong stepbrother is crying. Shit. My heart feels like it could break into pieces.
âYou donât need to thank me,â I say. âI should be thanking you all for standing by me and being so supportive.â
Jessie doesnât let go of me, Iâm assuming because heâs trying to compose himself before he does. I stroke his back, and his head, making soothing noises. âI did what anyone would have done and told the truth.â
âThatâs not what that bitch did, is it?â Joshua spits. âShe could have ruined Jessieâs life.â
âYou think she had a choice?â Kyle says. âYou know what Gordon is like. That brute beat up his own girl so he could frame Jessie. Itâs not the first time, either. Iâve seen Kayla with bruises around her wrists and a black eye before. She always made excuses.â
I draw back from Jessie, stroking away a stray tear before he turns back to his brothers. âKayla and Gordon?â Gordon is on the team with my stepbrothers. Heâs supposed to be their friend. âWhy would they do something like this?â
âGordon wanted Jameson off the team. If he got kicked off, then Gordon would have had a starting position. He was desperate to get the exposure.â
âDesperate enough to ruin Jessieâs life? To ruin Jamesonâs?â
Kyle shakes his head. âI donât think it started off like that. He thought that Jameson would get in trouble for bringing the team into disrepute. Coach doesnât like things like this drawing negative attention to the team. He encourages clean living. Gordon just didnât think weâd be able to find out who took the video.â
âBut you did.â
Kyle nods and runs his hand over his face. âHe knew he was in trouble and he lashed out. He used his poor girlfriend to throw more shit at us. I donât think he was even thinking about what would happen, just that he didnât want any negative focus on himself.â
âSo he got to be the caring and supportive boyfriend while poor Kayla suffered.â
âKayla didnât have to go along with this. She could have told Gordon it was wrong,â Joshua says.
âIf sheâs scared of Gordon, then I understand why she did what she did. He beat her up to make her story more plausible. She must be terrified of him.â
The boys are silent; I hope because they understand what Iâm saying. I donât blame them for not seeing the situation clearly. Itâs too raw, and too personal, and it doesnât matter how hard they try, they will never really understand what itâs like for a woman to fear a man. Abuse and violence in relationships wears people down until they have no strength, leaving them capable of doing anything so long as they donât get on the receiving end of their partnerâs wrath.
âWhat will happen to Kayla?â
âSheâll be charged with making a false accusation.â
âAnd what about Gordon?â
âWell, heâll get off scot-free unless Kayla is brave enough to tell the cops what happened.â
Joshua swears under his breath. âIâm going to get that bastard.â
I put my hand on his arm. âYouâre not going to do anything, okay? Iâve had to come get one of you out of the cells over this. Iâm not going through this again.â
Joshua covers my hand with his, the warmth seeping into my bones. âIâm not going to let that asshole hurt you, okay?â
âItâs done already.â I put my arm around Joshuaâs waist and rest my head on his broad chest. âYou know, until I found out about Jessie being arrested, I was heartbroken about the video. It seemed to me to be just about the worst thing that could happen to me. But then this all happened and I realized that itâs not. I donât care about Gordon or his lies. I donât care about the video. None of that matters. I just want you guys to all be safe. I canât go through this again.â
The tears that Iâve been swallowing down since Kameron told me about Jessie start to flow. My selfishness put him in danger and I would never have forgiven myself if I hadnât been able to get him out of there.
Joshua makes soothing noised against my scalp, his hand stroking my back. I feel a hand on my shoulder and another on my waist as all my stepbrothers find a way to touch me reassuringly.
Well, all except Jameson.
I look up with a start. âHas anyone spoken to Jameson? Itâs the middle of the night and none of us are at home. He must be going out of his mind.â
Joshua pulls his phone from his pocket and curses. âHeâs been trying to call me.â
âAnd me,â Jessie says.
I look to the where our vehicles are parked, shrouded by the dark of the night. Itâs been a terrible day, but weâre all okay. Getting home has to be our priority now.
âWe should go,â I say. âWe need to make sure everythingâs okay with Jameson.â