I HAD my driver take Levi to his hotel, and I waited in the car while he went upstairs to pack up his bag. I had been looking forward to dinner at Pierreâs, one of the best restaurants in Vancouver, but the moment Mark said he couldnât stay, I knew I would be cutting the night short. The last thing Levi and I needed was a romantic dinner for twoâespecially after I had spent the entire day working to keep my distance from him.
Levi reappeared, looking more than tempting in his fitted suit. His tie had disappeared, and his thick neck was tanned against his white shirt. Seriously, the guy was mouthwateringly attractive on an average day, but this was over the top.
He got in beside me. And he smelled damn good too.
My physical response to him made me curt. âTell the driver the address of your new place.â
He opened the envelope and read from the piece of paper. âMy new place is located at 4560 Smithe Street.â
âStop messing around,â I told him. âThatâs my address. Where are you staying?â
He handed me the paper. âThatâs what it says.â
I looked down and read the address of my building. Markâs assistant had rented him a short-term suite in my building. âYouâve got to be kidding.â
âYouâre telling me you didnât set this up?â
My eyes widened at his implication, and my tone went up a notch. âThis is a total coincidence.â
âSays you.â He openly grinned at me.
I pretended to be annoyed and hid my smile. âDo I need to worry about my building catching fire?â
âNot tonight.â I could feel him staring at me, studying me.
I looked back at him directly. âWhat?â
âNothing. Did you know that Mark was going to offer to help me train?â
Mark hadnât given me any warning, but I think that was intentional. He liked to give the good news himself, and it was his way of helping offset my costs around Levi. âNo, but it doesnât surprise me. Mark takes good care of his players.â
âThis really helps.â
I paused, trying to make the most of our civil moment. âIt seems like weâve hit the ground running and havenât quite caught our breath.â
He looked over at me. âWhat are you suggesting?â
I had this vision of us rolling around on a bed. Why did my mind have to go there? âIâd like to have a sit-down meeting. We can go over some of my plans and get clear on expectations.â
âIâm available anytime.â
The rest of the ride was made in silence. I was hyperaware of his big hands resting casually on his thighs and his long legs filling the back seat. My biggest issue with him was that when he came within five feet of me, I was irresistibly drawn to him. I knew he felt the same physical pull towards me. My last defense was to remain distant, professional, and a bit frosty.
We pulled up to our apartment building, and together, in silence, we walked across lobby.
When we stepped onto the elevator, he looked over at me. âIâm ready to talk if you want.â
I should have told him that our talk would happen in a more professional setting, but instead, I confirmed, âYou want to talk right now?â
He gave me a smile meant to charm. âYou can read me the riot act about the next five weeks.â
âThat sounds like my idea of fun.â
âAnd I could order takeout.â
My stomach growled. I looked over at him. âYouâve got yourself a business meeting.â
I WATCHED as he dumped his bags at the door and tossed the keys on the counter. His new apartment had the exact layout mine did, only in reverse. It was tastefully decorated, and someone had filled the fridge with fresh groceries and left a giant basket with wine and cheese.
He looked at his phone. âWhat do you want for takeout?â
âThai?â
He handed me his phone. âOrder what you like, and then order four times the amount for me.â
I looked at his hand like he was offering me a bomb. Never in my life had a man willingly offered me his phone. âDo you like spicy or not?â
âAs hot as you can handle.â
âOh, I can handle hot.â
A look passed between us. The innuendo was unmistakable. I dropped my eyes to his phone and ordered our meal while he poured me a glass of wine. I noticed that he had switched to water and, further to his credit, he stood on the other side of the island, out of my reach.
He shrugged off his suit jacket and rolled up his cuffs. âSo, Mark is paying me to train for camp?â
âCan I see the envelope he gave you?â
He slid it towards me. I read the contract. âThis apartment is leased in your name until a week after training camp starts. Heâs provided a schedule of ice times for you, and gym time. Heâs giving you access to his medical team. And you will be paid $1000 a week.â
âThatâs unreal.â
âTrain hard.â
His expression was serious. âI will. Playing hockey was never the issue for me.â
âWhat was the issue?â
He looked directly at me but didnât answer.
I wished that I had taken the time to read the report on him. âIâm working on contacting your most recent agent, the one who won you in a poker game.â
âHis name is Scott Spears. Any luck?â
âHeâs playing hard to get, but Iâm not anticipating a problem. Iâll keep you posted.â
He took a sip of his water but didnât speak.
âThese next five weeks are going to be a test of sorts. Mark will observe how often you show up at the facility, and if you use his team and every advantage offered to you. He wants to see how motivated you are.â
âIâm motivated.â
âHeâs going to throw some roadblocks in your way. Heâll watch to see if you are partying, and he might even set up some invites for you to go out. It would be to your advantage to live like a monk and train like a warrior. Donât let anyone or anything distract youâincluding women.â
He looked amused. âIâm not here to party. Iâm here to get my career off the ground.â
âStay away from Brody. Heâs going to pop up somewhere along the way, and heâll be another test. This time, you need to walk.â
âOkay.â
I studied him, not sure if I believed his easy acceptance of my terms, but I let it slide. At some point, I needed to loosen the reins.
âI understand that we got off to a rocky startââI cleared my throatââand sent some mixed messages, but I appreciate how professional youâre being.â
He gave me a serious look, and we clinked glasses. But he ruined the moment when his face broke into a cocky smile. The kind of smile that made a girl want to rub her thighs together.
I tilted my head, working not to show anything. âWhat?â
âNothing.â
âSpit it out.â
He didnât tell me. Instead, he changed the subject. âHow did you get into all of this?â
âYou mean how did I become a sports agent?â
âYeah.â
I stared into my wineglass, wondering how much I wanted to tell him. âMy sister, Helene, was an Olympic athlete at a young age.â
âNo shit.â
âFigure skating. I was dragged to thousands of rinks in my lifetime. And in her career, she had no less than six agents. My entire childhood revolved around the world of figure skating, but I could only watch so many hours of my sister spinning in circles before I went looking for something else to watch.â
âYou discovered hockey.â
I gave him a shrug and a smile. âI got a marketing degree, but I couldnât handle working a typical marketing job. I was always looking for a way to be part of this world.â
âWhat was your big break?â
I smiled into my wineglass. âAs a student, I was a free intern for the Wolves marketing team one summer. The next summer, I was Markâs paid intern. And the year after I graduated, I applied to become part of his mentorship program.â
He gave me a thoughtful look. âThat explains why you are willing to help him out.â
âHeâs the reason I have my career.â
âThatâs really impressive.â
Something passed between us, almost a mutual awareness of our desire for each other. The problem was, the more time I spent with him, the stronger it got.
âI want you to work hard the next five weeks. Iâm going to give you your space.â
He took his time answering. âIf thatâs what you want.â
I wanted to reach out and touch him so badly that I forced myself to slide off my stool and pick up my bag.
He straightened up. âYouâre leaving?â
âOur talk is done.â I needed to leave before I ripped open that dress shirt of his and climbed onto his lap.
âWhat if I need a friend?â
âText me.â
He laughed. Someone knocked on the door.
I followed him to the door and watched as he accepted our takeout from the delivery guy. Without saying anything, he handed me one of the bags. âEnjoy dinner.â
âThank you. Call me if you need anything.â
âOkay.â
I ate alone at my island, straight out of the takeout container, and wondered what was wrong with me. I usually had amazing self-control when it came to the opposite sex. It baffled me that I couldnât enjoy a meal with Levi without being assaulted by thoughts of tearing his clothes off.
My phone beeped with a text.
Levi: I think you got both of the pad thai noodles.
Me: I did. You want one?
Levi: Negativeâjust checking in, friend.
I stared at his text for a long time. I didnât want to be his fucking friend. I sighed. What I did want was dangerous.
I turned off my phone for the night, but it took me a long time to fall asleep.
EVERY COUPLE of days we exchanged short, almost formal texts. I didnât get the sense he was lonely or overwhelmed or in need of anything. If he was, he was making it clear he didnât want any help from me. I didnât know much about Levi, and normally I would be barging into his life at all hours, trying to get a sense of who he wasâbut I used his indifferent responses as an excuse to keep my distance. I felt embarrassed about my inability to keep my libido in check when he was around.
Me: Howâs it going?
Levi: Good.
Me: Do you need anything?
Levi: Iâm good.
ME: Are you still alive?
Levi: Yes.
Me: How is the training?
Levi: Making progress.
Me: Do you need anything?
Levi: Thanks, but Iâm good.
THREE WEEKS LATER, I was having a trying morning. I missed an appointment with my bank because a client meeting ran long, I splashed coffee on my skirt and my phone was ringing off the hook.
I let most of the calls go to voice mail, but when Charlieâs name showed up on my screen, I picked up.
She had a smile in her voice. âI know itâs last momentâbut Iâm downtown, my child is at home with her part-time nanny, and I was wondering if youâd like to go for lunch?â
I flipped through my calendar. I had a phone meeting with Brian, the divorce lawyer, and then I would happily turn off my phone for lunch. âYouâre the only ray of sunshine in my day. I have a phone meeting until noon, but Iâm all yours after that.â
âGreat. Iâm on footâcan I drop off some bags?â
Another call rang through. It was Brian. âOf course. See you soon,â I said to Charlie, before I switched to the other line. âHey, Brian.â
âSorry to disturb you. I know we have a phone meeting in ten minutes, but I had a meeting in your neighborhood that ran late, and instead of driving madly through traffic to try to make our phone call, I could just drop by.â
âSure. Would it be okay if we cut the meeting a bit short? I have another meeting at noon.â
âOf course. Iâll head right over.â
I used that time to touch up my makeup, fix my hair, and brush my teeth. The coffee stain was barely visible, but that wasnât the point. The point was, I knew the stain was there.
I heard a rustle at the door. It was Charlie, who was laden down with bags. âSorry, they had this blowout sale at ToyMania, and I lost my mind. Can I drop these off in your office before your phone meeting?â
I rushed and gave her a quick hug. âYes, of course.â
She stacked them in my closet and then shut the door. âI have to run one more errand, but Iâll be back for lunch.â
âI canât wait.â I couldnât. It felt like ages since I had done anything but work and sleep.
She disappeared out the door. I was sitting at my desk when I heard her voice at the door again.
âGuess who I found wandering the halls.â
I looked up at a man I had never seen before. He was tall, with a handsome face and a beautiful dark beard. His suit was impeccable, and he was smiling at me. Oh shit. This was probably my divorce lawyer.
âHello,â I said, with a smile that felt pasted on with glue.
Charlie beamed. âThis is Brian Mason. He said you two have never met in person.â
Markâs words rang in my head. When you canât tell the whole truth, tell as much of it as possible.
âHeâs correct. We havenât.â I stepped out from behind my desk and shook his hand. âPleased to meet you.â
Charlie mouthed from behind his back, Heâs so hot.
I smiled at him. âIâll just be one moment. Please make yourself comfortable.â
Charlie and I moved out into the hallway.
âIs this how people date these days?â she asked me in a fascinated, hushed tone.
I hated lying to her, but the alternative was telling the truth. I married my rookie, and Brian is my divorce lawyer. âIâve only talked to him briefly on the phone a few times. We are not dating.â
âYet.â She winked. âWell, donât let me keep you from your meeting.â
I ached to tell her. âGive me forty-five minutes.â
She grinned at me as she walked away. âTake your time.â
I took a deep breath before walking back to my office, shutting the door and facing Brian. He was still standing.
âSorry about that.â
He studied me and said with a cute smile, âYour friend thinks weâre dating.â
âYes, that was her conclusion, and I didnât dissuade her. Is that an issue?â
âIt happens more than you think.â
There was a very subtle flirtation in his tone that only the most discerning ear would pick up. I pretended I didnât hear it. âSheâs also my noon meeting.â
His smile widened. âI can make that work.â
A sharp rap sounded on the door.
Curious, I called, âYes?â
The door opened, and then Levi was standing before me, looking between Brian and me. I drank in the sight of him. Behind him, Charlie mouthed, Sorry. He looked so good; I had to work to pull my eyes from his gaze.
âLevi,â I spoke his name. âWhat are you doing here?â
Brian spoke from somewhere beside me. âThis is Levi?â
Leviâs attention shifted to Brian. âYou know my name?â
âUh, Krista mentioned you in passing.â
Levi looked like he was going to reply, but I interrupted. âHow are you, Levi?â
His beautiful dark eyes shifted to me. âI just dropped by to say hi.â
His defiant stance and the way he was staring at Brian said otherwise. Dropping by was hockey player code for I need to talk to someone. Anytime one of my players âdropped byâ for no reason, trouble was brewing.
I needed to get him alone. âLevi, can we talk for a couple of minutes?â
He looked unimpressed, but he let me usher him into the office kitchen.
âYouâre upset,â I whispered as I stepped up to him. My mind whirled. If I had to guess, he was upset about either Brody or Mark Ashford. I caught a whiff of masculine soap and warm male that made me want to breathe deep.
He looked frustrated. âI donât know what I am. Is that guy your type?â
âWho?â
âThe guy in your office?â
I frowned. âAre you talking about Brian?â
âIs Brian the dude in your office?â
âKeep your voice down.â I hushed him. âThatâs our divorce lawyer.â
His eyes widened, but he didnât speak.
âLevi, forget about him. Tell me why youâre upset.â
âIsnât there some sort of law against dating your lawyer?â
I froze. âIâm not dating him.â
âCharlie told me not to interrupt you because you were on a date.â
I blinked at him. Was that why he was upset? âOh.â
He looked over his shoulder at the door. I had the feeling if I didnât explain heâd barge back into my office.
âCharlie took a call from our divorce lawyer. She jumped to the conclusion that we were dating. I just havenât done anything to dissuade her from that belief. Itâs a good cover story.â
He stared at me for a long moment, but I had no idea what he was thinking.
I added, âShe thought our meeting was a date.â
Finally, he spoke. âI should go.â
I stood there in shock as he moved away from me.
Let him goâjust let him go. But I couldnât. There was something about him and this whole situation that was impossible to ignore. And he still hadnât told me what was wrong. I power-walked after him, catching up with him in the stairwell. By the time I pushed open the door, he was more than halfway down the stairs.
âWait!â I called to him.
He spun around and looked up at me. âWhat?â
I hated going down stairs in heels. I gingerly walked down towards him, completely aware that he was watching me. I didnât speak until I stood one step above him, which almost put us at eye level. I was irritated that he was making me chase after him in my heels, and even more irritated that I let him. âWhat the fuck, Levi?â
âJust forget it.â He started to turn to walk away.
I grabbed his arm. âWe need to be on the same page.â
He turned back to me. âI shouldnât have dropped by.â
I studied him. In my determination to avoid him, I had been neglecting him. In the beginning, I usually checked up on my clients at least once a week, if not more. I had basically dumped Levi off at the rink and told him to train.
I was better than this. I needed to put my own issues aside and be a decent agent to him. âWhatâs going on?â
He shrugged. âNothing.â
âLet me take you out for lunch this week.â
âIâm free tomorrow.â
âWith the exception of tomorrow.â
He gave a humorless laugh. âGive me a call. Iâm always around.â
I watched as he turned around and disappeared out the door.
THE FOLLOWING DAY, I was coming out of a meeting and heading back to the office when my phone rang.
âHello?â
âKrista Taylor,â a male voice drawled in my ear.
âThis is she.â
âMy name is Scott Spears. I heard you were looking for me.â
I stopped walking. âAre you currently Levi Zieglerâs sports agent?â
âWhatâs it to you?â
I lied to him. âIâm trying to broker a deal for a friend. Someone who is interested in taking over Leviâs contract.â
âKid owes me over five grand in back fees and expenses.â
âI will pass that information to the interested party.â
âI want nothing to do with that psycho. If my expenses are covered, they can have him, plus five grand if he gets signed.â
Spears had no idea how much money Levi was actually worth. I didnât bother to enlighten him. âI understand your terms, but I am not sure they will be met. I will pass on the information, though. May I ask why you refer to him as a psycho?â
âCaught the bastard trying to bust a move towards my girl. So I hit him.â
âYou hit your client. Did he hit you back?â
âHe put me in emergency with a broken nose and a busted lip. You should have seen my ribs.â
This did not sound like the Levi I knew. But then, I didnât really know him. âHe was trying to date your girlfriend?â
âShe even testified to the police of that exact fact.â
âWhat exactly happened that night?â
âIâm a little fuzzy on the details. Except that I was scared I was going to be killed.â
He was using strong language. I wondered how close to the truth it was. âDid you press charges?â
âNope.â
âWhy not?â
âIâm a nice guy.â
Doubtful. So the police probably didnât have enough to warrant an arrest. âOkay, thanks for your time.â
âWho wants him?â
âThe person inquiring wishes to remain anonymous. Donât call back. If weâre interested, weâll be in touch.â
âIâm not going anywhere.â
I needed to dangle the hook in front of him. âPerhaps you can remain close to your phone for the next few hours.â
âI can do that.â
Out of curiosity, I asked him. âWhere are you located?â
âVegas, why?â
It explained the card game. âNo reason.â
I hung up and decided I wouldnât call him back for a couple of days. If I called back too soon, heâd get greedy and the price would go up. He didnât deserve to make any money off Levi. He had been a horrible agent. Not only had he buried Leviâs career and refused to help him unbury it, but he had unfairly wasted enormous talent and profit over a fight. Any self-respecting agent would have simply dissolved the contract and moved on. It was more than petty to try to kill someone elseâs career.
But I couldnât shake the feeling that something else was going on. I just didnât know what.
I CANCELED my lunch meeting so I could pay Levi an impromptu visit. Front-desk security checked their schedule and told me that he was currently working out with one of the physiotherapists.
âDonât disturb him,â I told the guard when he picked up the phone. âIâll head up there and catch him when heâs done.â
âYouâll find him in exercise room C on the third level.â
As I made my way upstairs, I felt guilty that I hadnât made more of an effort with Levi in the last three weeks. I thought I had been responsible by keeping my distance, but now I realized I should have done my job better.
I stopped at the doorway of the room and looked in. There were various forms of equipment in the room. My eyes found Levi, and the wall-lined mirrors gave me an excellent view of what was happening. He was lying on his back on the mats. A tall, leggy blonde had her knee on his outstretched leg, and she leaned her entire body against the other leg that she was stretching. It was an incredibly intimate pose, but they were unaware of me. They spoke quietly, and then he said something that made her laugh.
âStop.â Her face was pure beauty as she smiled down at him.
My stomach clenched with an unrecognizable emotion. It felt bad. I shoved that feeling down as I watched them work together. She reminded of me an early 1990s Claudia Schifferâall that was missing were the Guess jeans. And now I remembered why I had been avoiding him.
As if she could sense the intensity of my observation, she lifted her head and smiled at me. âHello.â
âI can wait until Levi is done.â
She stared down at Leviâs face. âWe are done. See you tomorrow?â
âYup. Iâll bring the smoothies.â
They both stood up. Not only was she rail-thin, but she was also as tall as a supermodel. I estimated she was close to six feet. Side by side, they made a stunning couple.
She moved to the corner of the room and knelt over a bag.
He walked over to me. âI thought you couldnât meet with me today.â
âI canceled my lunch meeting so I could talk to you.â I looked around him. âWhoâs the girl?â
He lifted the front of his T-shirt to wipe his face. My eyes dragged over his naked skin and sweaty core muscles. I felt a need to reach out and touch him, so I crossed my arms.
He dropped his shirt. âThatâs Dee. Sheâs a physiotherapist whoâs been assigned to help me stretch out before I skate.â
âMight I remind you to stay focused? You only have two weeks left to train.â I knew I was being overbearing, but I couldnât stop myself. There was something about her that made me feel slightly irrational.
âIâm focused.â
âYou canât afford any distractions right now.â
Instead of firing back at me, he gave me a mild look. âYou have news?â
âI have some questions. Can we talk privately?â
Dee was taking her sweet-ass time. We stood there, watching her, until she gave us a gracious smile and walked across the room. âSee you tomorrow.â
âYeah, have a good one.â
I inwardly rolled my eyes. âI need to know what happened with Spears.â
He rubbed the back of his neck. âWe had a disagreement.â
I made a noise in the back of my throat. âHe said you hit him.â
âHe hit me first.â
âYou fought over his girlfriend?â
âIs that what he told you?â
I stared up at him, not liking his attitude. âHe said you put him in the ER.â
He shrugged. âWho goes to emergency over a bloody nose?â
âAre you disputing Spearsâ claim that you were getting involved in his personal relationship?â
He didnât blink. âYes, we fought, but it wasnât like that.â
I took a deep, calming breath and made a mental note to call my PI and have him investigate Spears further, including his past relationships. âThen tell me what it was like, Levi.â
He didnât respond.
I put my hand on my hip. âIf you think this is invasive, you should see what Mark will dig up. The reason I need to dig up your past is so I can help you bury it better.â
He gave me another look, but he didnât speak. Whatever had happened upset him.
I crossed my arms. âYouâre beyond frustrating, you know that?â
âItâs in the past. That stuff isnât going to impact my future.â
âHe wants $5,000 for costs and $5,000 if you sign.â
He looked away from me and spoke with finality. âI donât have that kind of money.â
âI doâand you will.â
âWhat if I donât make the team?â
âItâs in good faith you will.â I stared up at his face. âIâm sorry Iâve been so busy. How are things going here?â
He let out a long breath. âFine.â
Why didnât I believe him? âTalk to me.â
âThere is nothing to talk about.â
I stared at him, willing him to talk.
He ignored my look. âLook, I have ice time in fifteen minutes. I have to go get suited up.â
âThis conversation isnât over.â
âIt is for now.â
I could tell Iâd pissed him off, but I let him go.