I WAS STANDING outside the bus in one of the groups, listening to my teammates talk about their long weekend. Some players were spending their last moments saying goodbye to their partners before we left for a long stretch away from home.
I was about to get on the bus when I caught sight of shiny auburn curls across the parking lot. My eyes tracked that hair until all of Krista stepped out from behind a car. She looked hot as fuck with her short dress and high-heeled boots. Those boots went past her knee and made me imagine a potential wild fuck session up against some wall. I moved towards her like a beacon tracking a signal.
âI was worried Iâd miss you,â she said brightly. She was pretending everything was good between us even though we had ended the long weekend almost not speaking.
I rubbed my bottom lip with my hand as my eyes dropped to that expanse of leg between the end of her skirt and those boots. âNice boots.â
She took a deep breath. âThanks.â
âI didnât expect you to come say goodbye.â
She stepped a bit closer. âIâve made some mistakes this weekend that Iâm not proud of.â
âIs that an apology?â
âYes.â She flushed. âI was trying not to lean on you.â
âWhy?â
âBecause I donât like to rely on anyone.â
I appreciated her honesty. âEven when Iâm offering?â
She lifted those blue eyes up to mine. She was searching in my gaze for something. I felt myself completely soften.
Her voice was hesitant. âI donât want to fight.â
âWho did you wear those boots for?â
Her eyes widened. âNo one.â
I leaned forward and spoke in her ear. âRemember my rule.â
She flushed. âIâm not dating anyone.â
I pulled back to look at her face. Something had shifted with her. Something flirty was lurking, teasing me.
âLevi! Levi!â a female voice called from my right. Out of my peripheral, I saw Dee come bouncing towards us.
Not now. For the love of god, not now.
I held Kristaâs eyes. âAre you wearing those boots for me?â
Dee rushed to throw her arms around me in a breathless hug. âI thought I would miss you.â
âUh.â I worked to disentangle her arms from around my neck. âWhatâs up?â
âDonât be silly.â She smiled up at me. âRemember when I was talking about my baking?â
Not really. âUh, remind me again?â
She laughed as she looked at Krista. âI told you Iâd make you my vegan protein balls, the ones with kale and fennel seed.â She dug through her bag and pulled out a tin. It had a card on the front and a pink bow.
Oh geez.
I looked at Krista, but she was already backing away from me. She spoke softly. âHave a good trip.â
I reached for her wrist but missed capturing her. âWait.â
She turned and walked away with a flippant, âYou can text me.â
Dee watched her walk away and then gave me a sunny smile. âI hope I wasnât interrupting.â She droned on about something, but all I could focus on was the sound of those heels getting further and further away.
âThanks for the baking, Dee, but arenât you traveling with the team?â
She gave me a huge smile. âOf course, Iâm going to be there, but I have to fly commercial, and I wanted you to have the baking for the flight.â
I backed away. âThanks for that. Hey, Iâll see you there.â
The three-minute whistle sounded. When those bus doors closed, they didnât open again, even if you were knocking on them. I scanned the parked cars and swore under my breath when I saw that Krista was already halfway across the lot. I ran hard and estimated it took me twenty seconds to catch up with her. She gave a little scream when I yanked her behind an SUV.
âWhat are you doing?â She stared up at me.
âI forgot to tell you something,â I said, but my brain got tripped up when my eyes landed on those damn boots again, and the soft skin of her upper thighs.
She gave me an exasperated look. âYouâre going to miss your ride. What couldnât you tell me on text?â
I had, at best, thirty-five seconds left. I ducked my head and put my mouth on hers. I felt her whole body react with surprise, but then she moaned and opened her mouth beneath mine. I had forgotten how sweet she tasted, how soft her mouth was, the sound of her moans as her body arched against mine. I grabbed that ass and lifted her against me, crudely grinding her against my arousal. She tightened her grip around my neck and pushed her body against mine. My fingers grazed the soft skin on the back of those thighs, right where her boots ended and her short skirt began. She groaned hard into my mouth.
I heard the one-minute whistle.
I lifted my head and stared down at her dazed expression. âI gotta go.â
âLevi,â she said breathlessly.
I gave her another hard, short kiss, but it turned into a deeper kiss that ran long. I was pushing my luck.
I pulled my mouth away and sprinted hard across the parking lot. Everyone else was sitting on the bus, watching me run. Gordon stood outside the bus with his stopwatch. A veteran told me he was trying to break last yearâs record of leaving players behind because they didnât make it on the bus before the last whistle.
âYou made it with three seconds to spare,â he said with a sour expression. Almost as if he were disappointed I had made it.
âThanks, Coach.â
As soon as I climbed on the bus, the guys all started harassing me.
âIs that baking from Dee?â
âHey, how come Dee doesnât bake for me?â
âSheâs hot, rookie.â
âDoes Dee kiss as good as she bakes?â
Raucous laughter spilled around me as I sank into my seat beside Mica.
He leaned over and took the baking tin from me. I watched as he opened the lid and sniffed.
âFennel?â
âAnd kale.â
He shrugged and picked one up. He took a cautious bite, chewing delicately. âNot bad. I think it could use more cinnamon.â He tossed the rest of his protein ball back into the tin.
I shut my eyes, taking the moment to relive that kiss with Krista. God, those boots. I wanted to fuck her wearing just those boots.
Mica spoke from beside me. âYou know who Brodyâs in love with, right?â
âYou need a heart if you want to love. Pretty sure he doesnât have one.â
âDee,â he told me. âDudeâs crazy about her.â
âShut up.â I frowned and opened my eyes so I could confirm. âSays who?â
He shook his head. âEveryone knows this. How is this news to you?â
Because no one fucking talks to me. âIâm not chasing Dee.â
He looked behind him. âI know that, but he doesnât. And thatâs the problem. This entire bus thinks you were kissing Dee in the parking lot.â
âServes him right.â
He dumped the tin back in my lap. âYou might want to rethink that strategy.â
ME: Hey, Krista, weâre in Detroit. Did you know beneath this city is a massive salt mine?
ME: Detroit is also the potato chip capital of the country. They eat more chips here than anywhere else.
OUR FIRST GAME was in Detroit, and it was rough as hell out there. Even worse, Coach put me on the same defense line as Brody.
I spent the first period passing him the puck, setting him up for shots, coming to his defense against the boards. In return, he refused to pass to me, even when I was open and when I was nailed up against the boards by the opposing team. Instead of coming to assist, he made repeated, failed attempts at breakaways.
When one of their forwards deliberately hooked our goalie, he left me in a two-against-one brawl that could have gotten ugly if Mica hadnât shown up to help.
When Brody and I both got back on the bench, even Gordon had something to say about that. âBrody, you have an issue watching Leviâs six?â
Brody didnât react as he watched the game on the ice. âDidnât see it happen, Coach.â
âThatâs complete bullshit,â I told him.
He spit his water in my direction. âYou have something to say to my face?â
Gordon stuck his face between us. âThis little after-school special about your bromance gone wrong is getting on my fucking nerves. Learn to skate together, or Iâm going to bench your line.â
I had so many things I wanted to say back, but instead, I nodded. âYes, sir.â
When he walked away from us, I spoke to Brody under my breath. âYou get three shifts to try to be a team player.â
âOr what?â he spat again.
âOr it becomes each man for himself.â I looked at him directly. âAnd you donât want that.â
âFuck you.â
I stared straight ahead. âYou want some baking? Dee made me these cookies, and she put this cute little bow on the tin.â
Our line got called, and we scrambled over the bench. Brodyâs stick hooked my blade, and I hit the deck. Mica slapped my ass with his stick as I scrambled to my feet. âGoing for the late-night sports bloopers?â
I gave Brody an honest shot. He got his three shifts while I patiently passed him the puck and continued to set him up. I had his back and flattened a couple of guys to the boards so he could get the puck back up the ice, but when his five minutes of ice time were up, I decided that would be the last time he touched the puck during this game.
After that, every time we were on the ice, I played like we were down a player and he didnât exist. I hustled and chased that puck like it was my job, and I was an asshole about taking control of it. I set up and assisted the offense on the next two goals. And then, one minute into the third period, I left Brody hung up on the boards and took my only breakaway down the ice.
I took a slapshot from the blue line and scored.
Coach didnât say a damn word about my non-team behavior, but Brody looked pissed. When we ended the game, I was called second star player for the night.
As I stepped off the ice, the coach pulled me aside. âGood job, Ziegler.â
I think this was the first conversation weâd had alone since I had met him. I made the most of my opportunity. âI donât want to be on Brodyâs line anymore.â
A good coach would have asked me why. He shook his head. âYouâll play where I tell you.â
âYouâre wasting me with him.â
He pointed his hand in my face. âLet it go.â
ME: Heyâhowâs my favorite agent? Tried calling you. Give me a call.
MICA and I walked down the hallway towards our hotel room after dinner.
âRyan and I are going for an early-morning run. You up for it?â
I opened my door. âYeah, sounds good.â
All the lights were on in my room. Holy shit. It looked like a tornado had struck. The blankets were ripped off my bed, my clothes were crumpled and trampled on. Something appeared to be dripping on the walls.
I didnât step into the room. I just stood there, looking.
âYou okay, rookie?â Mica asked from his doorway.
âMy room got tossed.â I had no idea if this had been done by Brody, if the team was hazing me or if I had been robbed. All I knew was that I was tired of dealing with this shit.
âJesus,â Mica breathed as he stepped in. âWhat the hell?â
My deodorant was ground into the carpet. One of my suits had been shredded and pulled into pieces. Toothpaste was smeared over the bed.
I looked at Mica. âThis hazing stuff is escalating.â
He shook his head. âThis isnât normal hazing. Is anything missing?â
I looked around and immediately thought of the video. âMy phone is missing.â
He walked into the bathroom. âItâs in here.â
I stopped when I walked into the bathroom. It was lying on a stack of white towels in the center of the floor. âI left that charging beside my bed.â
I scrolled through my phone, but it was password protected, and it looked completely untouched.
Mica shook his head. âThis is fucked up. I think we should call someone from the coaching team.â
âNo,â I said sharply. âGordon already hates me.â
Mica stepped in and started taking photos with his phone. âThen call hotel security. They should have security footage of whoever came into your room.â
The manager was appalled, promised to review the security footage, and immediately moved me to a new room. He also took all my clothes away to be immediately dry-cleaned.
Someone was messing with me, I just didnât know who. I wanted to talk to Krista. Her number rang four times before kicking to voice mail. I tossed my phone on the nightstand without leaving a message.
Me: You around?
Two minutes later, I checked my phone. I was becoming that guy. I powered off my phone for the night. There was a knock on my door. It was Mica. He had a bag full of toiletries and a suitcase lock.
The gesture was small, but it meant the world to me. âThis is above and beyond.â
âIâm going to find a solution,â he promised.
âAre you going to tell the coach?â
He shook his head. âNope.â
âThanks.â
He gave me a regretful look. âJust hang tight.â
THE NEXT DAY we flew to New York. We had a team breakfast before we were bused to the arena for a noon practice. I watched Brody, but nothing was out of the ordinary. He seemed like his normal asshole self. After practice, we were bused back to the hotel, where most of the players went to their room for a pregame nap. Up in my room, I peeled off my shirt and shut the blinds. I decided I would watch a movie and then try to sleep.
I was flipping through the channels when I heard someone pounding on my door.
âWho is it?â
âMica.â
I swung open the door and was stunned to see Krista standing next to Mica. She wore a navy polka-dot dress and a furious expression. I wasnât sure if it was the dress or her attitude, but my dick got instantly hard. I stepped aside as she pushed her way into my room.
I looked back at Mica. âThis is your solution?â
âI called to give her a heads-up. Sheâs the one who showed up here.â
I looked over my shoulder. She was walking around the room. âAre you coming in, bro?â
âNo way.â
âTraitor.â I shut the door on his laughter.
I leaned against the wall and watched. She paced around the small room and seemed intent on taking in every detail. Finally, her focus turned to me.
She put one hand on her hip. âAre you trying to make me look bad?â
âWhy would I do that?â
âWhy donât you tell me things? Why am I always the last to know?â
âWhat should I have done differently?â
She stared blankly at me, like I was a complete idiot. âLast night, you should have called or texted me.â
âI did call you last night. And I did text you.â
She flushed and checked her phone. âWhy didnât you leave a message?â
âOh, you respond to messages now?â
She flushed again. âI do when it pertains to hockey.â
âYou would have told me to report this to either management or the police, both of which I didnât want to do. I told youâI have this handled.â
She pointed in some random direction. âThat is not being handled. That is the opposite of being handled.â
âThe more you react to this individual, the worse itâs going to get.â
âGive me one good reason why I donât take this to Mark Ashford immediately.â
âBecause Iâm asking you not to.â
She made a little noise and moved around the room to investigate. I watched as she opened the desk drawer and looked inside.
I crossed my arms. âWhy didnât you text me back?â
âYouâre making this situation between us personal when Iâm trying to keep it strictly professional.â
âI think we crossed that line when I married you.â
She looked at me before shutting the drawer. âDonât use that word.â
âWhat word? Marriage?â
She made another little noise in her throat. âThings are complicated enough.â
âWhy canât it be both professional and personal?â
âYouâre getting off-topic. Iâm here to talk about what happened to your room.â
I didnât want to talk about that. I wanted another kiss like the one against the SUV, but I didnât think she was here for that. She was here as my agent.
âIâm supposed to be getting some rest before the game tonight. So you either join me for my nap, or you need to leave.â
She made an exasperated sound. âLevi. We have to talk about this.â
âNot four hours before a game, we donât.â
She gave me another look, but she knew I was right. She turned and headed for the door.
She had it halfway open before I moved up behind her and pushed it back shut. I decided I wanted her to join me for a nap.
âWhat are you doing?â
She shivered when I pressed my body against hers. She jolted when I pushed aside her hair so I could kiss the soft skin on the back of her neck. I reached down and put my hand on her inner knee. Her skin felt so soft and smooth. I dragged my fingers up her inner thigh as I continued to kiss her neck.
She moaned, and her legs moved slightly apart, giving me better access. I ran a fingertip along the edge of her thong, and her entire body responded with another shiver.
I spun her around, picked her up, and pinned her against the door so I could kiss her properly. Her legs wrapped tightly around my waist, and her fingers grasped my neck as my mouth assaulted hers. I kissed her like it was my job while my hard cock strained through my sweats.
I pulled back to look at her. Both of us were breathing hard.
Her hands roughly grabbed my face. âWhy canât I resist you?â
âMaybe because you know how dirty and hot itâs going to be with me.â
I used a little force when my mouth recaptured hers. She moaned and dug her fingers deep into my hair, pulling my mouth harder against hers.
If I didnât get a taste of her, I might die. I unwrapped her legs from around my waist and set her onto her feet. Before she could protest, I dropped to my knees. I pushed her skirt up and pulled her thong down.
âWait,â she protested, when she realized my intentions.
I threw her off-balance when I lifted one of her legs over my shoulder. Her fingers instinctively dug into my hair as I buried my face between her legs. Normally I was a gentleman when it came to giving oral sex, and I knew how to keep pace with my partnerâs comfort level, but this was something different. The scent of her body, the taste of her on my tongue, made me feel like some sort of starved animal, unable to contain my insatiable hunger.
I could not get enough of her. I moved my mouth over her with unbridled passion. The noises she made were encouraging enough that I decided to push two fingers into her.
âNo-ohmygod-yes-no-yes-more.â Her entire body reacted to my fingers. Her hips began to thrust in earnest, riding my hand. I positioned my mouth so my tongue could slide over her clit with each thrust.
âLevi, fuck, Iâm coming,â she cried out. My savagery wasnât over. I sucked harder, moved my fingers with speed, and then looked up and watched as her entire body convulsed. I kept on touching and tasting as her body shuddered and twitched. And then her hands were on my face, fighting to push me away.
I leaned back and stared up at her. I had never seen anyone more beautiful in my life. She was breathing harshly, and her entire face was flushed.
I stood and picked her up, wrapping her naked legs around my waist. I would take my time slowly stripping off her clothes and tasting each inch of her skin before sinking my body into hers.
âDo you know what comes next?â I warned as I turned towards the bed.
Someone pounded on the other side of the door.
We both froze and looked at each other.
âWho is it?â I called.
âItâs Mica.â