Wolfsbane.
The air is sucked out of the infirmary. Callum tenses, and a cry tears from Beckyâs lips.
In the book I read, it didnât seem like there was a cure.
âCan you fix him?â The plea in Callumâs voice breaks something inside me.
âPerhaps.â Blake walks over to his workstation, and selects a pipette.
He takes a sample of Ryanâs blood and holds it up to the torch flickering on the wall.
âWhat are you doing?â I ask.
âIdentifying the strain.â
Callumâs gaze seeks mine. I can see he is lost, floating away, and looking for something to hold onto. Even though we barely know each other, he wants it to be me.
I know that feeling. I felt like I was drowning when my mother was dying. I wanted to grab onto someone, anyoneâmy father, my brother, the ladies-in-waitingâso that my head would remain above the water. Only, they always remained out of reach.
I will not remain out of Callumâs reach.
My gaze flits back to Blake. âCan he be cured?â
âThereâs only one person in the Northlands who knows the antidote,â says Blake.
âYou?â
His lips curve into a smile. He goes back to the workstation and starts mixing something in a beaker.
âKeep pressure on the wound,â he tells Callum.
When Blake returns, he tips back Ryanâs head and pours the liquid into his mouth. Ryan chokes.
I step closer, peering over Beckyâs head. âThatâs the antidote?â
âYes.â
âWhat is it made of?â
âIf I told you, Iâd have to kill you.â His tone is light, but I have the distinct feeling that this is not an empty threat. âKeep hold of him.â
âI am holding him,â growls Callum. âFix him.â
âHow does it work?â I ask.
Ryanâs eyes jolt open. His back arches off the cot, and his shoulders bend in an unnatural way. He screams.
Blake clamps his hand over Ryanâs mouth, forcing him to swallow the liquid that heâs trying to spit out.
âIs that necessary?â snaps Callum.
âGet off him!â shrieks Becky. âYouâre hurting him. Stop it!â
I watch the gash in Ryanâs side, fascinated. The blood loss is slowing. Blake is hurting him, yes. But heâs fixing him, too.
Becky doesnât see it, though. She throws herself at Blake. With his free hand, he grabs her arm.
âTake her outside,â he says.
Callum looks at me, and I see the question in him, the plea.
âCome on, Becky.â I gently touch her shoulder. âLetâsââ
âNo. The rabbit stays.â Blake glances at Callum. âYou take her.â
Callumâs posture straightens. âIf you think for a moment that Iâm leaving her alone with youââ
âDo you want me to fix him?â
Callum swallows. âAye, butââ
He winces when Ryan lets out a bloodcurdling scream.
âThen take the girl outside, and leave your pet,â says Blake. âShe is of more use to me than you.â
I bristle at being called a pet, but heâs right. I can help.
Callum is too emotional. Whatever fight Ryan has ahead of him, it is clearly going to be painfulâand Callum looks as if he wants to take the pain away.
The easiest way for him to do that would be to get rid of Blake. Yet Blake seems to actually know what he is doing. He is fixing him, in a way that no one was ever able to do for my mother.
âItâs okay, Callum,â I say, gently. âYou should take Becky outside.â
I know Callum will not be happy to leave me, or Ryan, so I search for a way to make him feel like he is in control of the situation.
âSomeone needs to find out what happened,â I say. âOthers could be in danger. You should go with Becky and speak to Fergus.â
Callum takes a deep, shuddering breath. âYouâre sure?â
âYes.â
Blake puts his hand on Ryanâs wound when Callum gets up.
Callumâs eyes narrow on him. âIf you touch herââ
âYes, yes, youâll kill me in an undoubtedly unimaginative way. Donât worry. I donât harm things that are useful to me.â
Callumâs warmth floods me as he touches my shoulder and squeezes lightly.
âIâll be fine,â I say.
He takes Beckyâs arm and leads her, sobbing, away. âIf you need me, Iâll hear you.â
âI know.â
They head out of the room, and he closes the door behind them.
âOthers could be in danger?â Blake rolls his eyes. âYouâre a manipulative little thing, arenât you?â
I glare at Blake. I do not like being called that. I wasnât being manipulative. I was trying to help. âI got him to leave, didnât I?â
Blake smirks. âGet a needle and thread from my case on the workstation. And the pot of white ointment.â
I hurry over. The pot sits amid an array of glass jars, pestles, and dried herbs. I grab it, then flip open his case. Thereâs are cold metal scalpels in there, alongside the items heâs asking for.
When I have them, I kneel by his side.
âPut the ointment on the wound.â
âWhat is it?â I twist off the lid. It smells sharp, like alcohol.
When I smear it onto the gash in Ryanâs side, he shrieks. Blake grabs his shoulders and pins him down.
âItâs to kill the bacteria. Wolves heal fast, but wounds can still get infected. Now, sew it up.â
âSew it up?â
âYes. Imagine youâre sewing a dress.â
I look at him. Was he listening in on mine and Callumâs conversation?
He nods at the wound. âGo on.â
I grab the needle and thread. Hand shaking slightly, I hover above the wound. I am by no means queasy when it comes to blood and wounds, but this is something I havenât done before.
Blake leans over me, and I catch the scent of dark forests as he pinches the flesh on both sides of the wound together. He takes the needle from me.
âLike this.â He punctures the skin with the needle, and Ryan shrieks again as he pulls the thread through. âThen, create a knot. Like this.â
He hands the needle back to me.
I mimic Blakeâs movements as I pull the needle through his flesh.
âWolfsbane is an intriguing poison,â says Blake. âIt attacks the wolf inside us. Stops us from healing, lowers our temperature, drains our strength.â
With each pull of the needle, the wound gets smaller, and I feel more satisfied. My hand is no longer shaking by the time that Iâm done.
âHow does the antidote work?â
âIt forces the wolf to fight back.â He points at the thread. âNow pull here, tighten it. . . There. Good. Now, cut the thread.â
He passes me some scissors, and I do so.
âHow did you discover the antidote?â I ask.
He walks over to his workstation, and wipes his hand on a rag. âYou donât want to know.â
I focus on Ryan. Heâs already less pale, and his breathing is steadier. âWill he be okay?â
âThat depends.â
âOn?â
âThe strength of the wolf.â
When Ryan faced Callum in the fighting ring, he was courageous. He faced his fate with strength and dignity. âHeâs strong.â
âNot particularly.â Blake drops the now bloody rag, and smirks when I glare at him. âIt was a weak strain of wolfsbane. Heâll recover.â
I breathe out slowly. Itâs like a weight is lifted from my chest.
I donât fight the smile that spreads across my face.
Blake looks at me curiously. Then his gaze flits lazily to the door.
âYou seem to be in some pain yourself, little rabbit,â he says. âMuscular pain, from your journey here, I presume. If you come to my chambers tonight, I have just the thing to help.â
Callum strides back into the room.
âHeâs in recovery,â says Blake, before Callum can speak. âYou can take him to his chambers, if youââ
Blakeâs gaze narrows on Ryan, and he snatches something from the boyâs pocket.
âWhatâs that?â Callum holds out his hand.
Blake turns over a bloody envelope. Instead of giving it to Callum, he passes it to me.
I frown.
Aurora is written in elegant calligraphy across the front.
Heart beating fast, I turn it over. The wax seal has a star in its center; the sigil of the Borderlands.
My skin turns cold as I rip it open and read.
A present for you, my love.
Think of the boy as a betrothal gift. I know you were fond of him from our time at the dog fight.
Iâll be seeing you soon.
Yours,
Sebastian