âHey, Pops, guess what?â Sage asks, walking into the room with a large duffle bag slung over his shoulder. Today heâs wearing his eyeliner again, and secretly Iâm relieved. I donât want him changing himself to fit in.
If the people in his world canât accept him, then weâre living in the wrong environment. He said the âguys on the teamâ donât care, and so far, that seems to be the truth.
Kids are truly more tolerant in some ways than they were when I was young, but choosing a path thatâs different than the majority will never come without friction.
âWhat the hellâs all over you?â he asks, pointing to me, Grey, and Cian.
Weâve just come down from the attic and are covered in dust and cobwebs. This place is a modern-day money pit from hell.
âWhatâs that?â Pops responds to Sageâs first question before any of us can answer his second. Pops is reclining in his chair again, as happy as Iâve ever seen himâI think he enjoys having a full house.
Sage spares a quick glance my way with mischief in his gaze while inching closer to the front door. âUncle Braxâs been sleeping in Madiâs room every night this week.â
I take a step in his direction. I truly want to throttle my nephew, but he escapes out the front door, howling with laughter.
âThat so?â Pops says, pressing the button to sit his recliner up.
âI guess weâll talk budget after practice,â Grey says, backing up to follow Sage out the front door.
âIâm staying right here for this one,â Cian chuckles.
âDid you think about Coach B.âs offer?â I ask Grey, attempting to divert Popsâ attention.
âGrey.â Pops leans forward in his chair. Maybe it actually worked. âYouâll take the coaching job, least for the rest of the season. Itâll be good for you, and you can keep an eye on our kid thereâya know, make sure no Harry Turds give him any trouble.â
âFuck,â Grey curses. âI hadnât thought of that.â
âMm-hmm.â Then Pops turns a stern glare my way. âAnd you. You been sleeping with my grandbaby?â
âGood luck,â Grey calls over his shoulder. âThatâs for leaving that present on my desk.â I try not to laugh as he shuffles out of the house, slamming the door on his way by. I guess he didnât find the box of extra-small condoms to be as funny as I did.
âWell, Pops. She is my girlfriend.â
âThat so? I donât remember you asking my permission.â
Cian snorts but makes no move to save me.
âI thought I only had to ask permission for marriage.â
âWell, what the hell you got a girlfriend for if youâre not looking to marry her? Donât go fucking around with my grandbaby, boy. I donât care how friendly I was with your granddad, sheâs my priority.â
âIâm not,â I say with hands raised. Iâve never seen this fiery protective side of Pops before, but I knew it was in there.
âSo you are lookinâ to marry her then.â
âI, well, weâve only been dating for a week, Pops.â Tugging on my collar, I have the urge to blow cool air down my shirt.
âWhen did you know you were going to marry Elle?â
Cian stands up straighter, suddenly not looking so pleased with his decision to stay for this conversation.
âYou know how that went down, Pops.â Cianâs face flushes. At least Iâm not the only one in the hot seat.
âWhen did ya know?â
Cian curses out the side of his mouth before looking right at me and saying, âI knew Iâd marry her on our second date, but I was young and an idiot.â
âI married Madiâs grandma after three dates. You know when itâs right. So Iâm asking ya, is it right?â
Iâm having a hard time swallowing, and itâs hot as balls in here. Sweat gathers at the base of my neck, making me itchy. âI mean, it feels right.â I scan the room, searching for a tissue and wondering if I can crack a window without being suspicious about it. âBut Iâve never had a girlfriend before. Weâre taking it slow, I guess.â
âAnd sleeping in her room is taking it slow?â Cianâs smirk makes his eyes squinty, but Iâm past being intimidated by him. The guy is as soft as a teddy bear.
I practically hiss in his direction. âYouâre supposed to be on my side here.â
âNah,â he says flippantly. âWeâre all team Madi in this town.â
âGood,â I say. âShe deserves to have everyone on her side. But I think she wants to take things slow too. Weâre justâ¦getting to know each other.â
âBy sleepinâ in her room,â Pops muses. At least his lips are starting to curl at the corners. âWell, are you giving the hatch a cover?â
This is one of those moments in my life when I feel the need to search for hidden cameras. âAh, what?â
Cian chokes on a laugh.
âRolling on the overalls.â Pops is fucking with me. I can see it in his ruddy cheeks, but I have no clue what heâs talking about. âOutfitting the old chap.â
Heat spreads through my body as he directs weird rapid-fire words my way.
âDonning the safety suit.â Cian howls.
âSuiting up the rooster.â Popsâ entire body is bouncing with each word.
âLoading the cannon cover.â
My gaze jumps between these two fools when it hits meâthey are fucking with me.
âYes, Iâm sheathing the sword,â I growl.
âDressing the pickle.â Cian clutches his stomach at his own idiocy, and Pops finally breaks into a belly laugh.
âSecuringâ¦theâ¦sausageâ¦wrapper.â Pops wheezes between each word.
I cross my arms over my chest, attempting to keep a straight face, but laughter is freaking contagiousâespecially his.
âAre you done?â I ask Cian because Iâm fairly certain Pops could go on for days.
âGetting a glove for the love shove.â Cian falls into a chair, swiping at tears on his cheeks.
âThe love shove!â Pops cackles.
âGetting the goalie ready.â I honestly didnât know Cian had this in him. âOkay, okay, stop. I canât breathe.â
âStop?â I ask, incredulously. âYouâre the one keeping it going.â
The two of them blubber incoherent words with tear tracks staining their faces. Itâs quite the sight to see, but I canât get over the fact that Pops is asking me if Iâm having safe sexâat thirty years old.
âOkay. I think weâre good,â Cian says when heâs semi-composed.
âIâm so glad.â The sarcasm in my tone does nothing to keep them in check.
âWell, boy. Are ya?â Jesus. He actually wants me to answer him.
âYes, Pops. Iâm using a condom. I always use a condom. Is that what you wanted to hear?â
âI should shoot you right in the ass for having sex in my house.â
My jaw drops to the floor.
âBut seeinâ as this ainât my house anymore, thereâs not much I can do âbout it now, can I? But Iâm watchinâ you.â
âI would expect nothing less,â I say truthfully.
âNow donât go telling Madi I asked âbout none of that. Thatâs her business, not mine to go messing around in.â
Iâm fully dumbfounded. âMadiâs sex life is her business, but my sex life is up for interrogation?â
âDamn straight, skippy. You ever tried to interrogate Madison?â The old man shivers with a shit-eating grin. âYouâre much easier to rile up.â
Pinching the bridge of my nose, I pray for patience because dealing with Pops requires all the tolerance in the world.
âCan we get back to the inn now?â I ask. âWe need to insulate the attic and probably gut at least the entire third floor. Is that where we stand now?â
Cian nods. âStructurally, weâre sound, but technically we still need the report from the engineer before we continue. Cosmetically, if you want to do it right, I think you need to gut the entire place and start over. Update the electrical and the HVAC, all of it.â
âRight. Okay, but we can keep true to the original design in most cases, right? Madison loves this place the way it is. I want it to be safe, but I donât want to take away all the charm that makes it hers.â
âThatâs probably a question for someone like Elle. Not Elle because her due date is quickly approaching, but you can work with an interior designer to keep the elements you want.â
âNot me? Are you out of your damn mind?â Elle scolds from the front door. I hadnât heard her come in, but I can tell immediately that somethingâs off.
Sheâs gripping the doorframe so tightly her knuckles are white, and sheâs a little ashen. Did she walk over here? Theyâre literally next door, but itâs a hike through the field that connects the two properties.
âNo one will be working in here but me, so stop trying to push me out, Cian.â
He rushes to her side. âWhatâs wrong?â
âNothing, damn it. I have a bowling ball on my bladder. How does that sound to you?â
Pops, Cian, and I all grimace.
âBraxton.â She says my name with the vehemence of a curse. âDonât you dare hire any other decorator. This job is mine. Iâve known Madi since we were nine years old. I know every dent and bump in this house because most of the time, I was the one getting into trouble with her, and I love this place as much as anyone.â
I hold up both hands. âThatâs fine, Elle. The jobs yours.â
âGood,â she huffs. âAnd you,â she says in a deep, guttural voice thatâs more demon than woman. âIf I hear you trying to put me out of business again, youâll walk around with blue balls for a year. A year.â She groans, and her knees tremble.
âUm, Elle? Are you in labor?â I ask.
âNo, Iâm not. Itâs too early, sheâs not due yet. And I think Iâd know, and Iâm not ready. Iâm not ready. Thereâs too much shit to do, andâ ââ
We all glance down at the puddle that splashes to the floor beneath her.
âHoly shit. Your water broke.â Cian spins in a circle with one hand on his head, so I move to Elleâs side in case she falls over. âWe practiced for this. Iâm ready, youâre ready. The bag is ready. Oh my God. The bag is at home. Did you bring the bag, Elle? Did you?â
âYeah, Cian. I waddled my fat ass over here with a bowling ball trying to push out of a pea-sized hole with my delivery bag slung over my shoulder. No, I didnât bring the damn bag,â she shouts. Her eyes fly open and stare me down while she grips my hand in a crushing hold.
âContraction,â I say. âBreathe, Elle. Breathe through it.â
âYou fucking breathe through a pinhole, you fucker,â she says through clenched teeth.
âHospital,â Cian says, running out the front door.
âHeâs lost his mind,â Pops says with a chuckle.
âCian OâBrien, get your big ass back in here and help me,â Elle shouts.
Thereâs a clatter on the porch that sounds like him falling up the stairs, and then heâs back in the doorway with both hands in his hair and sweat staining the front of his T-shirt.
âIâm going to be a daâa dad.â
âCian, if you donât get me to the hospital in time for an epidural, youâll be known as sperm donor for the rest of your life. I will teach this giant-headed baby to call you sperm donor. I swear it.â
Flashbacks of Violet make my stomach heave. âLetâs go,â I demand. âCian, pick her up and put her in my truck. Iâll drive.â
He doesnât bat an eye at following my directions.
Popsâ hand lands on my forearm as Iâm digging in my pocket for the keys. âItâs different this time, Braxton. Elle has had prenatal care, and theyâre ready for this.â
He knows about Greyâs sister. It shouldnât shock me, but it does. I nod in response because my throat is itchy and I think I might throw up.
Thank God Grey wasnât here. I have no idea how he would react, but my gut says it wouldnât be good.
âIâll call Madi, you get them to the hospital.â Pops nudges me toward the door, and I move on autopilot.
Elle will be fine.
She has to be.
She has to be because I canât go through this againâever.
âBraxton?â
Madi rushes through the door with Pops in a wheelchair.
âWhat happened to him?â
She glances down at Pops, then back to me. âNothing. I can move faster if Iâm pushing him.â
âShe got in trouble for running twice,â Pops tattles, but by the glint in his eye, Iâd say he loved every minute of it.
âIs she okay?â
I nod, then shrug. The truth is, I donât know.
âI think so. Her doctor was ready for her when we got here, but I havenât heard anything since she and Cian got whisked away.â
âRight. Okay, thatâs normal,â she says, but her tone suggests her mind is elsewhere.
âMads?â Savvy and Clover barrel into the waiting room, with Sage and Grey on their heels.
âWe were finishing practice when Coach B. said Elle went into labor,â Sage says quietly. âSavvy was teaching a class, and we found her in the parking lot trying to unlock her car.â
âShe couldnât drive that way,â Grey grumbles. âSo we picked up Clover on the way.â His jaw is tight, and tension has him coiled up tighter than a rattlesnake.
The only pregnancy weâve ever experienced ended in trauma neither of us ever truly recovered from.
âAre you okay?â I ask.
He nods sharply. âI spoke to your mom earlier. You need to call her.â
The subject change gives me whiplash. Why would I call my mother, and now of all times?
âI fact-checked what sheâs saying, but the call is yours.â My best friendâs voice is cold, robotic, and I donât know how to help him.
This is not a situation I ever thought about, so I doubt he did either, but I know itâs bringing up painful memories that are never far away.
Madison is sitting along the back wall with her best friends on either side, and Grey hands me his phone.
âItâs time-sensitive, so you should go make the call now.â
âWhat did she want?â I ask.
âThere arenât enough beds or sleeping bags at the shelter, and itâs so cold outside theyâll freeze to death if they donât have a roof over their heads. Sheâs asking you to help locate a larger space with more accommodations.â
âThatâsâ¦okay. We should do that, right?â
âYes,â Sage says. âWeâll stay with Madi.â He understands our pain and has his own, but thereâs excitement on his face too.
âAre you okay?â I ask him.
âYes. Theyâre having a baby. Itâs amazing. Think theyâll let me babysit?â
Grey turns to him, confusion clear in his expression, but he quickly schools it. Sage has always been his priority. Heâll bury whatever he needs to in order to support him. And if that means pretending to be happy about a new baby entering the fold, heâll do it.
I just donât know how long he can keep everything locked away like this.
âIâll just tell Madison,â I say, squeezing both of their shoulders, then walking toward the three excited but nervous friends.
âI have to make a phone call. Iâll be right back. Do you guys need anything?â
Madison looks surprised, but then she tilts her head, looks from me to Grey, and frowns.
âWeâre good. I just have to make a phone call,â I tell her.
âOkay. We donât need anything.â She opens her mouth to say more, but I lean down and kiss her before she can.
âIâll be right back.â
âSheâll be fine.â Savvy looks to me with a little bit of wonder in her eyes. âLabor can take hours and hours. Weâll be right here.â
Hours? Really? Sage was born so quickly, I never stopped to ask if it was normal. Nothing about his birth was normal.
My head is a cloudy mess as I exit the hospital and find a bench to sit on, and an image of Madison with a large round belly nearly knocks me onto it.
I donât want kids. Do I? Does Madison? Is it too early for those kinds of thoughts?
What if she does want babies? Could I handle her being pregnant?
Greyâs phone vibrates in my hand, and my motherâs name flashes on the screen. Pushing everything to the back of my mind, I answer her call.