Sage is already in the kitchen when I come downstairs at the crack of dawn. I havenât seen much of him over the past week. Heâs mostly kept to himself, but I can tell heâs bored out of his mind.
âHey, Sage. Oh my Lord. Whatâs that smell?â
He looks up from whatever heâs watching in the oven and waggles his fingers at me. âI heard about Uncle Braxtonâs disastrous attempt at a soufflé. Youâve been soâ¦â He turns back to the oven. âYouâve just been really good to us, and youâre working so much, so I thought Iâd do something I know neither of my uncles can do. I cooked you breakfast.â
âYou made a soufflé? Sage, itâs five in the morning. What time did you get up?â
He shrugs, and itâs so strange to see. Heâs the size of a man but with the fragility of a child.
âIâve been having trouble sleeping.â
âIs it the room? What can I change? How can I help?â
He angles his face toward me with a soft but sad expression. âYouâve done everything perfectly, Miss take-care-of-everyone-else-and-forget-about-yourself.â
I donât appreciate being called out by a teenager, even if he is right.
âThen whatâs keeping you up?â
He turns the oven off and cracks the door a quarter of an inch, then joins me at the island.
âHonestly?â
I flash my best âduhâ face, and he laughs.
âOkay, Iâm bored, like so bored my eyeballs hurt. And thatâs not your fault, so shut down all the things running through your mind about how youâll entertain me. Itâs just that, I graduated high school at fourteen. Iâve been taking classes at community college because I wasnât ready for anything else, and my uncles and Ace supported that.
âBut coming here means I donât get to go to campus, and I donât really know what to do with myself because I finished all the coursework weeks ago. Now Pops and Grey have come to some sort of truce, so I donât even have their trolling each other to keep me entertained.â
Wow. When he shares, he really opens up. I already thought I liked this kid, but now I know I could love him.
âWell Mr. Smarty-pants, that sounds one hundred percent reasonable. Do you want to take classes while youâre here? Happiness U is a great university, and I know some of the professors.â
âI appreciate it, but itâs already November. I wouldnât be able to start until January, and Uncle Brax only has to be here until the end of March, so I donât know what weâll do after that.â
My stomach cramps as I force down my gag reflex. Somehow, I keep forgetting that Braxton is temporary.
âMm-hmm. I forgot.â My voice cracks the silence louder than a bullfrog in the dead of night. âHave you ever had a job before?â
He traces a shape in the island granite.
âThereâs no judgment in that question, Sage. I never had a job until I was older. Not because I was lazy, but because I spent every waking hour playing field hockey so I could get a scholarship to college. That was my job. There are lots of reasons kids donât have jobs until college or after.â
âI bet you were great at field hockey.â
The compliment is so unexpected, I donât know how to respond.
âYou got that scholarship, right?â
I nod and bite my tongue to keep the tears at bay. I hate myself in this moment. Itâs been years. Iâm over this.
âHey, Iâm sorryâ ââ
âNo, itâs okay,â I sniffle. âReally. I did get my scholarship. But some stuff happened that caused a real mess my freshman year, so the university I was attending asked me to leave the team, without my scholarship.â
âWhat?â His indignation on my behalf is charming. âHow can they do that?â
âItâs a long story for another time. Now letâs discuss you coming to work with me today.â
âOh my God. Are you serious? Yes, yes, please, yes.â He clasps his hands together in front of his face, flashing puppy dog eyes he must have learned from Braxton.
His enthusiasm has my tears drying and laughter escaping my lips.
âWe have to ask your uncles first.â
âUgh. Then letâs go to Brax first. I love them both, but Uncle Grey can be a real hard-ass.â
âItâs because he loves you,â Braxton says with sleep still in his sexy voice.
We both turn toward Braxton, standing in the doorway. His hairâs a mess, and his sleep pants hang low on his hips. When he runs a hand down his chest to scratch his belly, I feel my internal body temperature skyrocket.
He doesnât usually walk around shirtless, and try as I might, I canât look away. The man is all lean muscle that pulls taut as he stretches over his head, causing his pants to slip just the tiniest bit more.
Thatâs too much to handle, so I focus on making some coffee.
âWhat are you doing up?â I ask without facing him.
âI was hungry, and I heard you close your door. I was afraid you were trying to sneak out early again today.â His words shift my hair, and I nearly jump out of my skin when he presses that naked chest into my back, reaches over me and pulls down the coffee mug he uses every day.
It has a picture of twelve-year-old me on it with a chipped tooth I got in a field hockey game.
Peering over my shoulder, I study him as he scans the mug, and when he lifts his gaze to mine, I return to my duty. What was I doing? Coffee, right.
âUm, would it be okay if Sage came to work with me today at the Chug? Heâs kind of bored, and I thought it might be good for him to meet some folks.â
He lifts a chunk of my hair and pulls it back over my shoulder before leaning in, apparently not at all embarrassed to be this close to me in front of his nephew.
âI think that sounds like a great idea.â
âBut will Uncle Grey?â Sage asks.
âWill Uncle Grey what?â the man in question repeats.
I gasp and slip beside Braxton instead of in front of him.
âI want to go to work with Madi at the Chug today.â
âWhy are you all up so early? If I wasnât working, you couldnât drag me out at this hour.â I say before Grey can answer.
âI get up to work out at four every morning,â Grey says, studying my face.
I hadnât even noticed that he walked in wearing gym shorts and nothing else, but once you see it, itâs kind of hard to forget.
âDid you guys all win the gene pool lottery or something?â I mutter.
âHardly.â Grey snorts. Heâs relaxed since heâs been here. A little, anyway. Iâm not sure he knows what relaxing truly means though. âBrax seemed to really enjoy being at the Chug, so I donât see any reason you canât go. See? Iâm not always an ogre.â
Itâs self-deprecating, but thereâs no mistaking the love he has for his nephew.
âNot always.â Sage smirks. âBut most of the time. Iâm going to shower. What time are we leaving, Madi?â
âIn about an hour? Does that work? Clover, Savvy, and I are all recording today, so weâre trying to get it done before too many customers arrive.â
âRecording?â Grey asks, taking the mug of coffee that Braxton hands him.
âYeah, my best friends and I all run fairly successful podcasts out of the Chug.â
âAnd Savvy is one of those friends?â Grey mutters.
Things have been nonstop since they moved in, and I havenât had the time to properly grill Savvy on what went down at the fundraiser between her and Grey, but I need to rectify that soon. Today probably wonât work since Iâll have Sage in tow.
âYes, actually. Her podcast Can We Talk About That? is consistently in the top three of her genre.â
âWhich is?â Grey asks without glancing up from his coffee mug.
âSheâs a sex therapist,â Sage blurts. âIâve been listening to her show for years.â
âYou what?â Braxton is the first to jump in, but Grey is right behind him.
âIs that appropriate for teenagers?â Grey asks with fire in his tone.
Staunch loyalty flares in me, and I stick a hand on my hip. Admittedly I take a little bit of strength from Braxtonâs hand on my lower back, but mostly, my indignation is for my friend. âListen up, it is not Savvyâs fault if you didnât have parental controls set on his devices. She has a well-respected show, and sheâs helped a lot of people. Sheâs saved so many relationships too, so donât go placing blame where it doesnât belong.â
âThatâs notâ ââ
âYes, it is, Uncle Grey. And sheâs right,â Sage interrupts while moving toward the door. He pauses just inside the threshold. âOut of curiosity, whatâs Cloverâs called?â
âFlirting with Fear,â I say with pride. âShe writes bestselling thrillers but scares the crap out of herself while doing it.â
Sage allows the door to close, but I hear his laughter all the way up the stairs.
âIâm protective of him,â Grey says quietly.
âWe both are,â Braxton continues, âbut Madison wouldnât take him somewhere heâd be treated poorly.â
âWhy would he be treated poorly?â I ask.
This time, Grey lifts his head and sears me with his gaze. âHis birth was famous for all the wrong reasons, and where we live, it followed him. Heâs also way smarter than either of us, so heâs never fit in well with his peers because he didnât know how to interact with kids his own age and the kids in classes with him were several years older.â
âThat mightâve been our fault. We were kids helping raise a kid, but we did the best we could.â Braxtonâs expression is full of concern.
âHeâs a good kid,â I say gently. âAnd sure, mean kids exist everywhere, but I can assure you, that wonât happen at the Chug. That space is mine, and Iâve worked hard to keep it with the theme of our town.â
Grey scrutinizes me for long seconds, then he blinks and nods. âThank you. Itâll be good for him to get out.â
âAnytime. Sage made breakfastâitâs in the oven. Iâm going to get ready for the day. Iâll see you boys later.â
I make it to the stairs before hands at my waist pull me to a stop.
Braxton slowly turns me. Standing two steps above him brings us eye to eye. He doesnât speak, and I attempt not to breathe, morning breath and all. But when he leans in, thoughts of toothpaste slip my mind. His lips are gentle but demanding against my own, and my body releases tension when he cradles my face.
The kiss is far too short for my liking, but when he rests his forehead against mine, it feels more intimate than the kiss.
âThank you for being so understanding. Itâs been a long time since weâve let anyone into our lives. It wonât be easy for themâwe havenât had much luck with trusting people.â
âMe either, but I meant what I said. Sage is a good kidâIâd never let anyone hurt him.â
He nods and swipes my nose with the side of his. âI know.â
âAh, thank you,â I say when he steps back.
He tilts his head as though heâs confused. âFor what?â
âThe kiss?â My face flames with embarrassment.
His eyes light up brighter than the stars. âNo, sunshine, thank you, because Iâd very much enjoy doing it again. And again.â
I reach for the elastic around my wrist and have to settle for squeezing it when I remember I left the elastic on my nightstand. âIs that a good idea though? With everything going on and you leaving in March. It seems as though maybe weâre setting ourselves up forâ¦for something not great.â
He stares at me full of kindness and a hope I havenât experienced in years. âI donât know what the future holds, but I do know Ace wanted me to be happy, and I am for the first time in a very long time. Thatâs not something I can just give up on.â
I bite my lip because itâs neither a declaration nor an explanation of what weâre doing.
âRight,â I manage because what the heck do I say? âIâm going to get ready.â
âI want to take you on a date. A real date.â
I miss the next stair and fall to my knees.
âJesus,â he says, taking two stairs at a time to check my kneecaps. âItâs just a date, sunshine. I donât need you on your knees for meâ¦yet.â
My chin literally unhinges as every piece of my brain short-circuits.
Is Braxton Reyes a dirty talker?
âWhat happened? You okay, Mads?â Pops asks, deflating our moment like a sad clown balloon.
âYup. Just tripped. Iâm taking Sage to work with me today. You, ah, stay out of trouble, okay?â I hop up and take the remaining stairs two at a time.
Air. I need air.
I donât need you on your knees for meâ¦yet.
Ovaries exploding, nipples pebbling, thighs clenching.
My libido is all in for a date with Braxton. But can my battered heart handle it?