Adelinaâs scream of terror cuts through me like a white-hot blade. My entire world narrows to that spot on the bed where she vanishes under that fuckerâs body, and my heart claws its way out of my throat.
âVito!â I yell, raising my weapon and aiming at the still-alive kidnapper in the corner. I squeeze the trigger, and the bullet thuds into his thigh. He crumbles down the wall with a scream, clutching at his leg while blood pours from the wound. The only reason he isnât dead is because I need answers, but there will be nothing he can say that will save him from meeting the same fate as his companion.
Rage bleeds through me like lava, pushing through my limbs until even my fingertips feel like they are on fire. Leaping up onto the bed, I abandon my gun in favor of grasping the belt and shirt of the man covering Adelina. Her screams grow hoarse while I haul the dead body off her and let it roll to the side. Itâs no longer my concern.
The moment heâs gone, my heart stills in my chest like the cold grasp of death has just made contact with my skin.
Adelina is covered in blood. It stains her skin, splotches her face, and soaks into the mattress beneath her. She gasps wetly, desperate sobs pouring from her open mouth, and in the half-second I pause to quickly glance her over for injuries, Iâve never been more relieved or panicked to see someone alive.
âAdelina!â
She gurgles slightly as her screams taper off into broken wails of pain. I drop to my knees beside her and my hand hovers near her face, aching to soothe her, but her head snaps away from me as she thrashes back and forth in her binding.
âVito!â My head snaps around to him the moment he sprints into the room. âGive me your knife!â
He obliges instantly, and I slide the blade as carefully as I can through the rough rope binding Adelinaâs wrists to the metal headboard. Itâs difficult to keep her safe from the blade while she struggles, but the rope quickly falls away from her wrists. As I turn to do the same to her ankles, both of her hands claw their way across my back, and she grips my shirt so tightly, itâs a wonder some of the buttons donât pop. I cut her ankles free and abandon the knife to Vito, who stands over the injured kidnapper, then swivel back to face her.
âAdelina. Itâs okay. Youâre okay. Youâre safe now. Iâm right here. Iâm here. Youâre okay. Iâve got you now, you hear me? Iâve got you.â
Every warning in my mind screams at me not to touch her until sheâs been looked over by a doctor, but her sobs of pain carve right through me. Nothing in the world can stop me from wrapping my arms around her bare torso and pulling her tight against my chest.
Adelina doesnât struggle. She winds her fists into the front of my shirt and pulls herself closer, sobbing brokenly against my shoulder. Her entire body quakes like a leaf. I keep one arm firm around her body while the other wraps around her head, as if by holding her against me, I can somehow protect her from everything thatâs around her.
Not that it will help.
I got here too late.
I should have been faster.
I never should have left her alone in the first place.
âItâs okay,â I say softly, rocking back and forth while she curls her legs up against me and shoves herself so hard against me itâs like sheâs trying to crawl to safety inside my rib cage. âIâve got you. Iâm right here. Itâs over. Youâre safe now, Adelina. Youâre safe.â My voice cracks sharply, and while rage still stews underneath my skin, pain rises up.
Guilt.
âMyâ¦â Adelina chokes, her voice muffled against my shoulders. âMy friend, Marie! We were⦠I donât know where⦠Is she okay? We were just drinking, I donât know where she is. Where is she? Where is she? I donât know. I donât understand, I donât understand!â
She trips over her words, struggling to get them out past her gasps for air, and as her concern for her friend brings her voice to alarming volumes, she chokes and starts to hyperventilate.
âAdelina!â
Her body goes rigid against me and she pushes away from me, her mouth open as she gasps, but no air makes it past the tightness thatâs consumed her.
âHey! Breathe, Adelina. Itâs okay, weâll find your friend. Youâre okay. Youâre safe, okay? You see me? Look at me, Adelina. Iâm right here. Iâm right here. Youâre safe.â It takes every ounce of strength I didnât know I had to keep my voice as calm and as level as I can. I donât know if itâs my voice that helps or the way I grasp her shoulders and bring her back against my chest, but she eventually gasps raggedly.
âSlowly,â I whisper against her head. âBreathe slowly. Iâm here, sweetheart. Iâm right here.â
As she dissolves back into sobs against me, I gather her up into my arms and stand from the soiled mattress. Turning, Vito is there with his jacket, which he drapes over Adelinaâs naked body. She quivers in my arms, huddling into my chest and latching onto my shirt with her balled-up fists.
Vito and I donât speak.
We donât need to.
Heâll find the other girl, and heâll take care of this.
Carrying Adelina out of the apartment, I use the jacket and my body to shield her from any stray eyes that dare wander in our direction while I hurry down the steps to where we messily parked the cars. This abandoned housing estate is a haven for drugs and crime.
Now I want to burn the whole fucking dump to the ground.
Adelinaâs sobs donât fade even when we get into the car. She curls up in my lap and cries while I hold her as tightly as I dare, tenderly stroking her hair.
âYouâre safe now, sweetheart,â I murmur repeatedly.
Iâm never letting her out of my sight again.
Adelina falls quiet on the trip home. Her sobs turn into noiseless gasps of air, and then shock seems to consume her and she becomes utterly silent. She allows me to carry her into the estate and up to our bedroom, but when I mention letting the doctor take a look at her, she desperately shakes her head. Unwilling to leave her, I speak to the family doctor through the door, and she informs that me sheâll be back tomorrow but will remain on call if Adelina changes her mind.
She leaves some medication to aid with sleep, just in case.
As much as I want her to be checked over, I wonât pressure her into doing anything she isnât willing to do.
After the doctor leaves, Adelina stands in the middle of the room with Vitoâs jacket clutched around her shoulders. Her hair hangs in dirtied strands around her face, her makeup is all but cried off, and what skin I can see is stained with the dried blood of her attacker.
I have to help her.
âAdelina?â I say softly, approaching her slowly.
Her eyes dart around the room as if she expects something terrible to burst out of the closet, then they flick up to me and she whimpers in the back of her throat.
âSweetheart, I need to know a few things before we get you cleaned up. I need to know⦠did they hurt you?â
An obvious question, but I need to know how badly they harmed her. Walking in on her naked with that man on top of her had enraged me in ways I never knew were possible and I regret killing him so quickly. I want to go back and take him apart piece by piece for even daring to look in her direction. But I donât know the details. She was missing for hours, and the last thing I want is to trigger anything by touching her.
She doesnât look away from me. Her eyes flood with tears as she shakes her head.
âAre you sure?â I approach with another few steps. âYou can tell me. Itâs okay. Youâre safe here with me.â
She shakes her head again and her lips part, but no words come. Instead, she closes her eyes and the tears fall silently down her cheeks. One is deeply bruised and my heart continues to break for every new painful detail I notice.
âOkay,â I murmur. âThatâs okay. Do you remember anything they did to you?â
Again, she shakes her head quickly.
âOkay, sweetheart, okay.â This clearly isnât the time. While asking her these questions while itâs fresh in her mind would help me, it doesnât seem to be helping her. I close the remaining distance and as I hold out my hand, preparing to ask her if I can touch her again, she sags forward into my arms with another muted whimper.
Thereâs my answer.
Sheâs as light as a feather when I scoop her into my arms and carry her into the en-suite. Vitoâs jacket falls away from her shoulders, and I make a mental note to make sure to burn the thing. The fewer reminders she has of this night, the better.
We fill the bath with water and bubbles and a few essential oils to try and soothe her aching body. Not once does she let me move far away from her. Even when I set her down on the counter so I can run the bath, her grip on me becomes like iron and I donât have the heart to pull myself away. So I work around her need to hold on to me.
âAlright, Iâm going to help you into the bath now, okay?â Facing Adelina, I gently grasp her bare shoulder. âAre you ready?â
She gives me a half-nod, remaining silent as I help her back up, remove her panties, and help her step into the warm water. Iâve taken care to make sure itâs not too hot and kept the water running with the plug in halfway to ensure the bathwater will continue to drain away the dirty water.
She sits in the bath and keeps ahold of one of my hands, tears falling silently down her cheeks.
How do I help her?
How do I make sure that she feels safe here?
Those questions and more swarm around my mind as I vocalize my actions while I work. With soap and a cloth, I carefully wash away that bastardâs blood from her skin. She doesnât move. She doesnât let go of my hand, either, so I continue to work around her. The constant flow of water stops her from having to sit in dirty water, and soon, there isnât a speck of blood left on her.
I wash her all over once more, just to be sure, then move on to her hair and face. Washing her hair is the easy part, but things get tricky when I try to wash the makeup stains from her cheeks. She flinches at my touch, so I stop, but then she looks at me with such pained eyes and tilts her head up that I understand she wants me to continue.
Iâm as tender as I can be when washing her bruised cheek, stamping down the hatred that rises up each time I look over the marks on her skin.
I definitely killed that bastard too quickly.
Once her face is clean, I spend a long time tending to the rope burns on her wrists and ankles. Each time I ask her if sheâs in pain, she shakes her head. Thatâs the extent of the responses I get out of her, but I make it work. Once sheâs fully clean, I scoop her out of the water and set her down on some towels to pat her dry. The longer sheâs silent and docile, the more concerned I grow beyond my initial worry.
Am I doing the right thing?
Maybe I should have insisted on the doctor.
Doing things at her pace is only worth it if it helps her, and Iâm not a doctor. I donât know whether her silence is a good thing or not. This is the first time in my life that Iâve cared for someone to this degree, and given the trauma sheâs been through, I ache to make it right.
âAlright,â I say once Iâve helped her into some soft pajamas. âLet me get you some water. You need to stay hydrated.â
She doesnât reply, but she does let go of my hand once I escort her into bed. Using a glass from the side table near the window, I fill it with water from the bathroom sink. As the glass fills, my phone buzzes to life with a message from Vito.
Vito: Found the other girl. Overdosed. Didnât make it. Assholeâs in the cells.
Shit.
Marie.
I look through the door at Adelina, who sits on the bed under the covers with her hair in a towel and her arms wrapped tightly around her body.
How the fuck do I tell her about her friend?
Knowing that the other kidnapper is at the estate reignites the rampant anger in my gut, so I carry the glass through to Adelina. âHere you go, sweetheart. The doctor left some medication for you, to help you get some rest. I think that might be a good idea.â
Giving her space and privacy feels like the right next step, and I want to get my hands on that bastard down in the cellar, but as I step away from the bed, Adelina bolts out of the bed to grab my hand in both of hers.
âWait!â she croaks, and hearing her voice makes me jump slightly after so much silence.
Concern immediately sweeps over me like a hot gust of air. âWhat is it? What do you need?â
âStay with me, please,â she whimpers, looking up at me with gigantic, sad eyes. âI donât wâwant to be alone. Not in the dark. Please donât leave me. Please.â
She blinks, and tears glimmer in her eyes once more.
Thereâs only one answer here, and my heart squeezes painfully in my chest.
âOf course,â I say, sliding back onto the bed and taking her in my arms when she huddles into me. âIâm right here. Iâm not going anywhere.â