My cell rang, and I winced when I saw who it was.
âMonroe, darling,â my boss purred. Crap, I already knew what she was calling about. Clarice was the head of the catering company I worked at, and the only time she deigned to speak to me was when she needed employees.
And Iâd already worked every night this week.
âHey Clarice, what do you need?â I asked, assuming my professional voice.
âI just need one little itsy, bitsy favor from you, dearâ¦â
âOkay?â
âWe got called in last minute to cover some fancy party downtown. Apparently, the other company didnât have suitable vegan options, so you know itâs one of those parties. Itâll take twice as much staff as usual to cover it, and Iâm short. Can you help out?â She was presenting it like a question, but I knew Clarice well enough to hear the warning in her voice. If I didnât say yes, I wouldnât be working for her anymore.
âOf course. I can be downtown in an hour,â I responded, feeling like I was going to burst into tears because I was so fucking tired.
âMake that forty minutes, please,â she snapped, before rattling off the address like she was doing me a favor.
Clarice hung up without a goodbye. I sighed and hopped off my bed, the weight of the day heavy on my shoulders.
Here we go againâ¦
Forty minutes later, Iâd made it downtown, having to use precious funds to catch a cab since there were no buses that could get me there on time.
I walked up the stairs of the back entrance of the hotel, into the familiar scene of a kitchen filled with a whirlwind of activity, with cooks yelling and pans clattering. It was a different kitchen with every gig, but there was always the scent of searing meat mixed with the tang of fresh herbs and spices, creating a mouth-watering aroma that lingered in the air. Despite the chaos, there was a method to the madness, with each of the companyâs chefs working in perfect synchronization to create culinary masterpieces that drove guests crazy. It was a symphony of culinary talent, a well-choreographed dance of pots and pans that was nothing short of mesmerizing.
At least it would be if I hadnât seen it a million freaking times.
I smiled when I saw that Caleb had also been called in. He was my favorite person to work with on the team. Caleb was a huge flirt who somehow succeeded in never making you uncomfortable. He was one of those people I couldâve seen myself actually being friends with, or even dating, if I ever allowed myself anything like that.
Staring at him now, though, he didnât seem quite as handsome as usual.
I blamed Lincolnâs stupid abs.
âShe dragged you here tonight, too?â he asked, eyeing me appreciatively.
âI donât want to talk about it,â I moaned in exasperation.
He nodded. âI canât say Iâm mad about it,â he murmured with a wink. We tied on the violet colored catering aprons over our goofy white button ups and organized the trays.
âMan, this must be a nice party. They made the garlic crusted crab cakes,â Caleb said appreciatively. I nodded, not caring one way or another how fancy the party was. I just hoped thereâd be some leftovers weâd be able to take home with us so I could hold off on grocery shopping, aka ramen shopping, for a couple more days.
A buzz in my back pocket had me reaching for my phone. It was Lincoln.
My cheeks flushed with heat as I read those four words, and I couldnât help but smile to myself. It was like a bolt of electricity running through me, giving me a warmth I couldnât deny. It was a feeling of excitement, of anticipation, of hope. And just like that, my smile dimmed. Because I knew I was falling for him.
And I knew Iâd regret it.
I should meet him in person. Get it over with. Find out once and for all if he was some complete weirdo, and if I needed to lose something that had become so weirdly important to me.
Clarice came hustling into the kitchen, dressed in a glamorous black, floor length gown, stress thick on her brow. âWhat are you all doing standing around?â she screeched. âThe guests are arriving. Get out there.â
I picked up the crab cakes and Caleb lifted a pair of pear stuffed gorgonzola pastriesâweird sounding, but delicious tasting.
âHere we go,â he tossed at me with a wink before we headed into a glamorous ballroom.
I wasnât usually impressed by fancy thingsâmy motherâs âfancy visitorsâ had cured me of that when I was youngâbut my throat caught as I stared around at the glittery surroundings. The marble floors shone like glass, reflecting the sparkling chandeliers above. The room was alive with the sounds of music and chatter, and the air was heavy with the scent of expensive perfumes and colognes.
As I walked through the crowd carrying my tray of food, I was surrounded by a sea of designer gowns and tuxedos. I wasnât very up on celebrities, but I could tell the attendees were big time, up there on the list of wealthy elite. The atmosphere was electric with excitement, and I couldnât help but feelâ¦completely out of place.
The tables were draped in crisp white linen, adorned with towering floral arrangements and glittering centerpieces. Other members of the staff floated through the room, offering trays of elaborate hors dâoeuvres and drinks. The champagne flowed freely, and the guests were all smiles and laughter.
As I made my way further into the ballroom, I caught sight of the stage where a band was setting up. When a woman laughed hysterically nearby, already drunk despite the event just startingâ¦I wondered. What was it like to not worry about keeping a roof over your head? Or going to the grocery store and getting whatever you wantedânot that any of these people would be shopping for themselves.
I was being a bit judgy, but I couldnât help but think about it.
âOoh, are those crab cakes?â a deep voice called from behind me. I turned around, a blush hitting my cheeks at the gorgeous man in front of me. He was tall, at least 6â3, with wild black hair and piercing green eyes that lazily glanced down my body. He was wearing a very fitted tuxedo that showcased the fact he was seriously built. A tattoo peeked out from his stiff collar.
There was a spark in his eyes, almost like he recognized me, but it disappeared.
âOk, now Iâm wishing I had made the mistake,â he muttered, his gaze catching on my face.
âPardon?â
He shook his head, like he was shaking himself from a reverie, and he reached out to grab a crab cake. âDelicious,â he purred after he took a biteâ¦but I got the distinct impression that he was talking about something other than crab cakes.
âEnjoying the party?â he asked, cocking his head, still studying me in that unnerving way of his.
âThis feels like a trick question.â
He threw his head back and chuckled, the sound of it garnering admiring stares. I couldnât blame them; it was a good laugh.
âTouché.â He held out his hand. âAri,â he said, introducing himself.
I tentatively reached out, furtively looking around because this felt like some kind of set up. Iâd had men hit on me at these parties from time to time, but I definitely hadnât had an introduction like this before.
âMonroe,â I murmured.
He nodded, like heâd expected me to say that. That was weird.
âWell, enjoy the night, Monroe. I have a feeling itâll be one to remember.â There was that smirk again, like he knew a secret I didnât. He leaned in, his lips brushing my cheek, making my stomach flip a million times, and then he strolled off without another word.
I stood there, my mouth gaping as I stared after him.
âIâm about to have an orgasm,â Caleb whispered as he appeared at my side. I snorted and raised an eyebrow.
âWhat? Your cheese wontons just doing it for you?â
âDo you even know who you were talking to?â
âUmm, I think he said his name was Ari?â
âAri Lancaster. Star defenseman for Dallas. Heâs won best defenseman every year since he started. Heâs the one who puts on this event. Raising money for poor kids is his thing.â
âOh,â I murmured, my gaze darting to where he was flirting with a woman whose breasts were each bigger than her head. She resembled a shrew.
Caleb sighed in fake exasperation, used to the fact that I lived under a rock and had no idea who most celebrities were. âI bet weâll get a big tip at the end of tonight. This is like the event of the year in this city. I think I just saw Ryan Reynolds.â
My eyes widened, because I did know who he was. I had a major crush on his wife.
âYou said this was for an underprivileged youth charity?â I asked, staring at the tables set with what I believed were actual gold plates. The money would have gone a lot further if everyone had just donated straight to the charity rather than wasting it on all of this, but I guess that was how these things always went. Or at least all the events our company seemed to help out with.
Before Caleb could answer, he was called away by a vaguely familiar looking woman wrapped in a gorgeous bright yellow gown, gesturing for the tray that Caleb had in his hand.
Thirty more minutes passed, and I was already dragging. The women were being snooty and my ass had been grabbed more times than I could count. Considering the clientele that was here, I felt more like I was serving at a saloon and not some fancy charity event. I was going to have a bruise from how hard the last guy had pinched me. People thought it was weak that women let these things happen, but they must not have ever been desperate. I had no intention of going back to sleeping on a park bench, so as long as nothing went too farâ¦I could handle it.
There were screams and shouts outside suddenly, far more than any other guest had garnered. I glanced towards the front entrance, and a million flashes assaulted my vision, like the paparazzi stationed outside had decided to go with fireworks rather than their cameras.
I was about to turn to head back to the kitchen to get another tray, not particularly caring who was coming in, just wanting the night to be overâ¦when he walked in.
Holy Fuck.
The man standing in the entry, I couldnât look away.
Tall. Commanding.
Beautiful.
A golden god that the rest of us were destined to worship.
My eyes didnât know where to focus.
His fitted tuxedo hugged his broad shoulders and lean frame in all the right places.
But it was his golden hair and eyes that truly captured my attention, shining like rays of sunlight in a sea of darkness. Every step he took was like a symphony, commanding the attention of everyone in the room. My cheeks flushed with heat just staring at him.
He was dangerous, reckless, and untamed, his presence so magnetic people flocked to him like moths to a flame. And it wasnât only his striking good looks and the undeniable charm you could spot fifty feet away that caught you; there was something deeper there, something raw and intangible, lurking right beneath the surface.
I couldnât help but wonder what lay behind that perfect face, what secrets he might be hiding, what scars he might carry.
He was the kind of man who could change your life in an instant, who could make you feel alive in ways you never thought possible. But he was also the kind of man who would break your heart without even trying, leaving you shattered and alone. And as I watched him walk through the crowd, for the first time since Mama had given me that warningâ¦so long agoâ¦I wished for the chance to have that heartbreak and head down whatever path a man like that would lead me.
His golden hair fell in soft waves around his face, framing his handsome features and making his golden eyes even more striking. Every time a strand fell in his face, he would sweep it away with a casual gesture, his fingers brushing against his forehead in a way that made my heart skip a beat. The way his hair caught the light made it seem like liquid gold, cascading down his features in a way that was both mesmerizing and hypnotic. I found myself wanting to reach out and run my fingers through his hair, to feel the silky texture against my skin. That was obviously impossible, so I contented myself with watching as he moved, his hair shifting and dancing with each step he took.
âFuckkk mee,â a voice slurred behind me, and then I was fucking spanked on the ass.
My empty tray clattered to the ground, the sound somehow making its way above the music and the din of the crowd.
I stood there shocked, with what felt like a million eyes staring at me, judging me.
âPick that up, you idiot,â Clariceâs voice snapped, and I turned to see that she was standing there, the face of fury.
I was going to get fired, all because of some assholeâ¦who was currently snickering behind me, totally unaware of the carnage heâd created.
I bent down to pick up the tray.
And suddenly there he was.
The golden god.
My heart nearly jumped out of my chest. He was watching me, his gaze filled with something that resembled shockâover what, I hadnât the slightest clue.
Up close, his beauty was even more overwhelming. Iâd never seen anyone so outrageouslyâ¦masculine in my life. It was filling the air around me.
Was it hot in here? I quickly averted my gaze back to the tray we were both hovering over. I could be in danger of a heart attack with how fast my heart was suddenly beating at his proximity.
âLet me get that for you,â he murmuredâ¦in a very familiar voice.
I was dazed as I stood up without the tray, my gaze focused on the gorgeous man in front of me, taking in his confidence, his charisma, hisâ¦everything.
Lincoln.
My stranger.
âOh, Mr. Daniels. You donât need to get that. My employee was about to grab itâIâm so sorry for the inconvenienceâI promise sheâll be dealt with.â Clariceâs voice floated around us, flustered and annoyed, but it was like we were trapped in our own little bubble, just the two of us.
His gaze slowly danced around my face, like he was memorizing every feature. I hurriedly brushed down my hair, my cheeks flaming even more as I thought about what I looked like right then. My uniform was about the most unflattering thing ever. Clarice didnât bother with exact sizes, so the white button up was too tight, the buttons stretched across my chest, and the black trousers were at least a size too big, held up by a bulky black belt.
I was sure my hair was a mess. Iâd been running around since Iâd gotten here.
And there he was. Looking like more than a dream. Because he was so perfect, no one could have dreamed him up.
Disappointment. Thatâs what I was feeling. Because apparently Iâd fallen harder than I thought. If heâd been a normal guyâ¦albeit a guy with hot hair and absâ¦maybe there wouldâve been a chanceâ¦for something.
Instead, he had to be a golden god NHL playerâ¦probably a star, because a guy like that would be.
Iâd told him about my two jobs, and attending a community collegeâ¦and all along heâd beenâ¦this. A celebrity. My cheeks burned with embarrassment. We didnât exist on the same planet. We didnât even exist in the same universe.
And after today, now that heâd met me face to face, he wouldnât want anything to do with me.
And once againâ¦Iâd be all alone.
âMonroe!â Clarice snapped, jerking me from the stupor Iâd fallen into. It was torture to drag my gaze from his, like he was some kind of drug that had already gotten under my skin. âLet go of Mr. Daniels, right now!â
Shocked, I stared at my hand, which had somehow ended up on his forearm, indeed clutching it like I was desperate to keep him next to me.
Seriouslyâ¦could this day get any worse? I released my grip, but before I could fully move away, he took my hand, the warm callouses of his palm feeling like an anchor for the storm raging inside me.
âI need to talk to Monroe for a few minutes,â Lincoln said, that sexy rasp sounding even better in person than it had through the phone. He was still staring at me, and I donât think heâd looked away since heâd walked over here, his hot searing gaze heating my insides beneath thick lashes.
âWellââ Clarice began to object.
He dug in his pocket for a second and practically threw what appeared to be a few hundred dollar bills her way. She grabbed them with her bony hands and stormed away. I was sure Iâd hear about this later on. Iâd probably be fired over it, actually.
But I couldnât find it in myself to care.
âCome with me,â he ordered, and like I was a puppet; I followed him eagerly towards an exit. I was vaguely aware of all the stares crashing into my back, but I was lost in the lavender haze of whatever was happening at that moment.
Lincoln
I sent Monroe another text as the limo took me to Ariâs fundraising event. She hadnât answered the three Iâd already sent, but I was hoping Iâd hear from her soon.
When this one went unread as well, I tossed the phone onto the leather seat and sat back with a sigh, running my hands through my hair anxiously. My app was down, some kind of bug the company was trying to fix. So I had no way to track where she was tonightâ¦figure out why she wasnât answering me.
I wished Iâd already moved to the next step with her. She was like a scared rabbit, ready to bolt at any second. Iâd never taken a date to this event, not wanting to be distracted by a vapid puck bunny on Ariâs big night, but I felt sick at the idea of her not being by my side. Every time Iâd attempted to broach the subject of meeting by text and in a callâ¦sheâd quickly pushed the conversation off course, clearly avoiding it.
The limo turned the corner, and I groaned at all the paparazzi gathered outside the entrance. I guess Iâd be blind for the first part of the night since there were enough photographers gathered there to light up all of Dallas.
At least it was for a good cause.
Iâd known Ari for a long time, and heâd still never opened up to me about his childhood. Based on how passionate he was about this charity, and a few other things heâd said over the years, Iâd gleaned it wasnât good.
I didnât press him too much about it, though. I knew all too well some secrets were best kept in the grave.
Frustrated with the dark direction my thoughts had takenâagainâI checked my phone once more and then slid out of the limo, pasting on a plastic smile as I walked the red carpet that had been set up in front of the entrance. There were fans gathered behind the photographers, and they were screaming my name so loudly I was sure Iâd have hearing loss because of it. I waved at them, grateful for the security lined up. I loved my fans, but I wasnât in the mood for the craziness tonight.
The air felt different when I stepped insideâelectric, full of promise somehow. I scanned the crowd of celebrities, trying to make out what was different.
âFashionably late, as usual,â Ari snarked as he came up and clapped me on the shoulder.
âIâm like fifteen minutes late,â I drawled.
He just smirked at me.
âWhy are you looking at me like that?â
âIâm not looking at you in any way,â he answered.
âOkayâ¦â I stared around the room. âQuite the crowd youâve got here. Any new additions to the list?â
His smirk widened. Creepily, if I was being honest.
âOh, thereâs a couple of unexpected additions.â
âParty crashers? Howâd they make it past security?â This event had more security than Fort Knox. Ari had made sure of that after the first year when a group of female streakers had invaded the event, apparently trying to impress the crowd with theirâ¦assets.
âNot exactly party crashers,â he hummed, that same weird smile on his face. Before I could say anything else, he strolled away. âGot to go mingle. See you at the table in a bit,â he threw over his shoulder before disappearing into the crowd.
A crash sounded nearby, and I turned towards it, only to seeâ¦
Her.
Monroe.
I stood there in total shock for a moment, panicking a little like I needed to run away. But noâthis was itâa chance to force a surprise meeting.
I pushed my way towards where she was bending to grab a fallen tray, desperate to get to her before anyone else.
I knelt down to grab the trayâ¦and then she looked at me. And the whole world froze.
Of course, Iâd been stealing glimpses of her every day, but being this close to herâ¦
The effect was dizzying.
She was flawless, my every desire in one perfect package.
Up close, I could see she had a light scattering of freckles that peppered her nose and cheeks, and her stunning green eyes, like fresh wands of grass, were staring at me, wide-eyed and wondering.
Her lips were outrageously full and pink, the shape that the women in this room spent thousands on to try and achieve, never coming close to the perfect plumpness that called to me. My cock was on high alert, just staring at them.
Youâre mine, something growled inside of me. The room felt like it was a hundred degrees. I was hungry and desperate, needing her with every cell in my body.
She was so damnâ¦pretty.
âLet me get that for you,â I told her, and I saw when it hit herâ¦that she knew me. There was a myriad of complicated emotions floating through her gaze, and I wanted to know every one of them.
She straightened, seeming a bit unsteady as she did so. I grabbed the tray and followed herâ¦because I had no choice. I needed her.
âOh, Mr. Daniels. You donât need to get that. My employee was about to grab itâIâm so sorry for the inconvenienceâI promise sheâll be dealt with.â A shrill voice assaulted my ear drums, but I ignored it for a moment. I just needed to look at her more, because I knew Iâd never get my fill.
Whatever uniform she was wearing was hideousâ¦and yet, she blew every polished and glittering person in this room away with it.
A pretty blush hit her cheeks, and I was desperate to know what had brought it on.
Was she attracted to me? Was she disappointed that I was her mystery guy? It was amazing how this girl could tie me up into a million knots of self-doubt, when Iâd never experienced such a thing before.
âMonroe!â the voice snarled again, and I glared at the offending woman, feeling a bit rabid that she would dare talk to my girl like that. âLet go of Mr. Daniels, right now!â
Glancing down, I saw that sheâd grabbed onto me, and the rush of possessiveness that gripped me by the balls at that momentâ¦
She tried to move, but I immediately grabbed her hand, desperate to keep her touch.
Desperate.
The word was on replay in my head; it was the only way to describe the fervor that beat like a drum roll in my soul from the second I saw her picture.
âI need to talk to Monroe for a few minutes,â I said, unable to look anywhere but at her gorgeous features.
âWellââ the crone beganâ¦
I threw some bills at her, not caring one way or the other how much Iâd just given her. I needed more. More time. More everythingâ¦.
âCome with me,â I asked, although it came out more as an order, because I wasnât sure I could deal with it if she tried to leave me right now. And that wouldnât be good for my plans if she saw how over-the-top crazy I was for her.
Alreadyâ¦