Chapter 1:
When I was younger I wasn't the best child. I always had an attitude towards everyone and everything around me. I hated my life. My parents treated me like a chore and it got even worse when I came out to them. My father was a lawyer, high up rank in our clan and was about to run for mayor of our stupid little town. He hated the idea so much of having a gay son he sent me to an all boys boarding school with the instruction that I was not to return home unless I changed my evil ways.
In the end that meant I was to find other places to stay during breaks and vacations. Thankfully the headmaster took pity on me and allowed me to stay at the school. I didn't make any friends while I was there, deciding I didn't need anyone other than myself. I did however join the football team and pretended to like some of the guys I was playing with. We had a rivalry with the main high school in town and I took things too far one night.
After we had lost we decided to crash one of their massive parties. During the night it looked like things were going good but then I saw him. The most gorgeous guy I had ever seen. Our eyes met and his Silver orbs drew mine in and I moved over to him. I placed my arm on the wall next to his head and saw the blush crawl up his neck and cover his face making me want to devour him right then and there. I was about to say something to him when I felt myself pulled back hard, making me land on my ass.
"What the fuck dude?" I yelled as I got up off the floor.
"What the hell do you think you are doing with my boyfriend?" The guy asked and I noticed the guy I was about to flirt with had his head hanging down in shame, that made my heart break for some reason.
"Look man I didn't know he was taken. I just got over here and was about to just say hi. No harm no foul." I said about to walk away when the guy turned me around and punched me in the face. Now that sets me off. I have one hell of a temper and I am very very strong. I tried to hold back that part of me but it didn't help when he hit me again. I felt my eyes flash and quickly blinked, moving fast and slammed the guy against the wall, wailing on him, blood flying everywhere. His boyfriend yelled at me to stop, that I was killing him. I heard his magical voice ring in my head and I dropped his boyfriend to the floor.
I slowly turned to see him running over and kneeling down next to his mangled boyfriend. His eyes were red and tears were pouring down his face. This creature should not be looking like that. All I wanted to do was pull him to me and make everything better for him, but just as I was about to touch his shoulder he glared up at me, anger in his eyes.
"I don't know who the hell you are but get the fuck out of my house." He yelled. I slowly backed away from him looking around me. Everyone, even my own team looked scared shit less of what I would do next. I felt like I was about to get sick. I quickly ran out of that house and down the road. I had come with the guys and not in my own car so I had no idea how I was going to get back to school. It was so far away.
My world had just gotten even smaller than it was before. I don't know how long it took me but I had finally found myself back at school. I tried to get to my room as quietly as I could but the guys were waiting for me at the top of the stairs, glaring daggers at me.
"What the fuck Jackson?" Mike asked as I stood there staring up at them. "We just went there to crash their party and have a little fun and you almost killed a kid. What were you thinking?" He snapped at me, making me jump.
"He was hitting me first, I was just protecting myself." I tried to reply but they looked like they didn't believe me.
"You're off the team until further notice. We don't need the other schools to cancel our games because they are afraid of our teammate." My heart dropped. That was one thing that was keeping my head straight. Keeping my anger in check. Keeping me sane.
"You can't do that. I was protecting."
"Shut the fuck up Jackson. We don't believe you. You had to have done something to piss him off enough for him to hit you in the first place. We all know your anger issues. This will give you time to think. We will let you know when we decide, if we decide to let you back on the team." Then they all turned around and walked away. I couldn't breath. My chest hurt so bad I had to get the hell out of there.
I ran out of the front door and to the surrounding woods. I looked around to make sure no one was in any of the windows or out there to see me and I quickly tore off my clothes and placed them under a small bush so as not to be seen and quickly shifted into my wolf form.
He was going crazy since the party and was happy to be free. We ran through the woods at high speeds trying to calm our racing thoughts. Our mind going to the boy from the party and how upset he had been, why can't I do anything right. Why can't I have just this one thing. Was I destined to be alone and miserable forever. My wolf stopped running at my thoughts and howled loud and long. I was even hurting him, I was useless.
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Hello Everyone.  This is actually my forth Original story. I had two that were in progress but Unpublished them as of right now. I did this because I was out of a computer and ended up loosing all my saved files for new chapters when it was repaired.
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