âEverythingâs all taken care of for the day.â Jean wipes the sweat from his weathered brow onto his forest green work pants. Heâs shown up to work here in those same pants and burgundy plaid button-down every single day for years. The outfitâs always clean in the morning and filthy by dayâs end. Either he has several pairs of the same, or he makes his poor wife do laundry every night.
âThank you for keeping the farm going while we were away.â
He waves my words away as if itâs nothing, but the poor man looks exhausted.
âHowâs Isabelle?â
Mention of his granddaughter seems to brighten his spirits a bit. âSheâs a sweet little thing.â He beams. âLooks like her mother did when she was a baby.â
âTell Jennifer I said hi.â
âWill do.â He ambles off toward his truck, an old red Ford pickup full of dents and dings.
And I sigh, taking in the view of the farm Iâve known all my life. Itâs my favorite time to be here, when the air is warm and smells of freshly cut hay, and the grass is a dark green; when the flowers surrounding the vegetable gardens are lush and colorful. We cut them every week to dress the church for Sunday service.
I always found comfort here. Until this past February, that is, when I caught Jed cheating on me. After that, I dreaded coming back here. I flew all the way to Alaska just to avoid it.
Now? I donât know what this feeling is. Nostalgia for a childhood gone, perhaps. The double-story farmhouse Iâve called home all these years sits ahead of me to the left, quiet and worn. Itâs over a hundred years old, built by my great-great-grandfather and home to several generations of Mitchells. I can see that a few shingles are missing on the east side. Likely on account of a big storm that rolled through here a month ago, according to Mama. She mentioned damage to a barn roof, too. Iâll have to go and check that out.
We have three barns and four silos. The original barn, dating back to the same time as the house, is farther off to the side, some five hundred yards from our home. We use it for equipment now. Thatâs where I also make my soaps during the warmer weather, in a small workshop equipped with an electric stove and several tables.
The other two barns that house the animals and hay sit side by side, not too far from the house.
I make my way toward the front porch, dragging the backpack that I stuffed haphazardly in my rush out of Wolf Cove alongside me. While I had a shower at Henryâs, I wouldnât say that time was spent actually getting clean.
âAbigail!â
Jed is jogging toward me from the path between our houses, his calf muscles straining as he navigates the uneven ground. Heâs always been fit, but I would never have called him muscular, not like Henry, or even the outdoor crew guys. Heâs obviously been going to the gym, though.
What else heâs been doing this summer, I have no idea. He was quiet on the drive home from Pittsburgh, sitting up front with his dad while Celeste sat in the back and made painfully polite conversation, filling me in on all the happenings in the community and the church since Iâve been away.
She didnât once ask about Alaska.
When Jed reaches me, heâs out of breath. Itâs a good quarter mile between our two houses. âDinnerâs gonna be at five thirty tonight instead of six. Dadâs got some catch-up to do for tomorrow.â
âOh, Iâm good, thanks.â
He frowns. âWhat do you mean? Itâs Saturday night.â
And every Saturday night, we go over to the Enderbeysâ for dinner. Thatâs just the way things have always been around here.
Not anymore, though. At least, not for me. âIâm pretty tired from the last few days, so Iâm just going to pull something together here and then go to bed, I think.â
âOh.â He brushes his blond hair off his forehead. Itâs longer than heâs ever had it before, and slightly tousled. âBut sheâs making roasted chicken. And a strawberry pie, just for you. Sheâs already rolling out the pie crust and everything.â
My favorites.
âYou have to eat, and sheâs going to all this trouble.â
I sigh, feeling the noose tightening around my neck. I canât very well get out of this one, especially since the Enderbeys dropped everything in their lives to rush to Pittsburgh. They sat with Mama all day when I couldnât.
ââKay. Iâll be there.â
Jedâs face splits into a wide grin. âGreat.â
âYou know you could have just texted me instead of running all that way.â
âYeah, I know. But I wanted to see you.â His gaze skims over me, stalling first on my chest, and then on my thighs.
âIf Iâm gonna make it there in time, I need to go shower.â I start to climb the stairs.
âSo it was him who answered?â
âWhat?â I ask, though I already know what heâs talking about. The guy who answered my phone when Jed called to tell me about the accident. I was wondering when this would come up.
âYesterday morning. When I called you. When you were asleep.â
No, that would be Ronan, who happened to be there consoling me over Henry as a genuine friend. But Iâm not going to tell Jed that.
âItâs not really any of your business.â
âHow is it not? Come on, Abigail! Youâve known the guy for a few weeks. Weâve known each other our entire lives. We grew up together, we know each otherâs secrets.â
I glare at him pointedly. âYes, because I walked in on one of them accidentally.â
âItâs over between Cammie and me. Thatâs out of my system, completely.â He takes a few steps toward me. âI was stupid and selfish and I took for granted the best thing in my life. You.â He pleads with his eyes. âI love you, Abigail. And Iâm gonna spend the rest of my life proving it to you.â
Oh God. âItâs too late, Jed. Move on.â
âNo, itâs not.â He has that stubborn set in his jaw. I used to think it was adorable.
Now I canât help but laugh. âIâm in love with Henry!â
âYour boss?â He sighs. âAbigail, thatâs not gonna last. Seriously, think about it. Heâs this rich hotel owner and you live on a farm. It may have worked while you two were together, but outta sight, outta mind with guys like that.â
âThatâs not how it is with us.â
âOh yeah?â He folds his arms over his chest. Somehow itâs so patronizing. âThen how is it?â
âWeâre⦠seeing how it goes.â
Jed gives me a knowing look, and I want to slap him. âHow old is he, anyway?â
âThirty-one.â
âHeâs ten years older than you? Why would you even want a guy that old? Thatâs halfway to your parentsâ age.â
Because heâs gorgeous and sexy.
Because he knows how to touch me.
Because heâs all I think of when I go to sleep and when I wake up and every hour in between.
âGotta go now. Iâll see you for dinner.â Unfortunately.
âJust remember, Iâll be right here, waiting for you. Just come back to me when youâre ready. Weâre meant to be, Abigail.â
âItâs Abbi, and no, weâre not.â Thereâs no point arguing with him. Sometimes I think Jed and my Mama are too similar.
I make it up one step when he calls out, âOh, my mom forgot to ask. Since youâre back in town, would you be able to help out with the first of the month food drive? You remember what needs to be done, right?â
âI think I can manage.â Iâve only been running it since I was seventeen.
âGreat. Oh, and the charity BBQ. Sheâd love your help with that, too.â
The creaky porch steps hide my sigh. Just like old times.
~ ~ ~
I flop onto my bed, my stomach swollen from Celesteâs cooking. I may not have wanted to go and face the Enderbeys for what was bound to be more awkwardness, but at least Iâll go to bed full.
Sliding my phone from my pocketâthe Reverend doesnât allow phones at the dinner table and it was absolute torture every time my phone vibrated in my back pocketâI smile at the group message from Ronan and Connor.
The Cove isnât the same without you.
I do the math. Itâs only four oâclock there.
Are you guys still working?
Yeah, itâs pissing rain. We could have used you here.
I roll my eyes at Connorâs not-so-subtle reminder of our one time together, that day in the truck, even as nervous flutters stir in my stomach. I still canât believe I left for Alaska a heartbroken virgin and returned with not only three notches in my belt, so to speak, but the memory of a threesome with two gorgeous men.
Thatâs never going to happen again, but how do I tell Connor that without telling him that Iâm with Henry now? That my heart has always been with Henry. Iâm not sure what Henry wants shared with his staff.
Ronan knows, even though weâve never once come right out and said it. Heâs always known. But I can trust him not to say a word. Connor, on the other hand, canât be trusted to keep quiet.
Send me a picture of our spot on the bay. I want something to remember it by.
A few minutes later, I get a selfie of a grinning Connor stretched out on the sand at the staff beach, shirtless, a beer in his hand. Several other staffers are around him in bikinis and trunks. Allowing these kinds of texts is probably wrong.
I thought you said it was raining?
Heâs a drunken, horny liar.
Ronanâs been pretty quiet in this text exchange. Then again, heâs always been kind of quiet in comparison to Connor.
A few minutes later, I get a separate text from Ronan with a picture of Kachemak Bay, the dark blue waters rolling in soft waves, the tree-lined shores stretching as far as the eye can see. I curl up on my pillow and study it, my sadness suddenly overwhelming.
As much as I need to be here for my family, I want to be back there.
What happened with Wolf?
I sigh. Itâs the first time heâs ever outright asked about him and I canât lie to him.
Weâre seeing where things go. Heâs on his way back to the Cove tonight.
I take it he knows about us?
He knows enough.
Henry never asked for specifics. If he ever doesâ¦. My stomach tightens with the thought of giving them to him. What would he say?
Do C and I need to worry about our jobs?
No. I made him promise. Just maybe help Connor find another âinterestâ so he doesnât keep sending me these kinds of texts.
I donât know that Connorâs even capable of having a normal, non-sexually charged conversation, and if thatâs the case⦠I feel like Iâm saying good-bye to two really good friends who got me through one of the hardest times of my life. In a way, I guess I am. I think Ronan feels it too.
Keep in touch.
I snort. The exact words Henry used.
You too, Ronan. And thank you.
I let the phone fall to my pillow beside me as I take in my my dusty rose-and-white room. It hasnât changed since I was ten, when Mama last updated it. I even have the same antique furniture and bedspread, ivory lace with pink rosettes. My collection of porcelain dolls, handed down by my mother and her mother before her, are lined up on my dresser, staring at me.
Is it too soon to text Henry? He left nine hours ago now. When he said to keep in touch, did that mean I could text him whenever I wanted? He should be landing in Alaska soon. I canât help myself anymore.
Let me know when youâve landed.
I grab a book from the nightstandâmy copy of Wuthering Heightsâand blowing off the dust, flip it open and try to distract myself with words while I wait for the ones I truly want to read.
An hour later, they come.
Just got in.
I miss you so much already.
I donât care if that makes me sound like a whiny little girl.
Do you have the iPad nearby?
On my nightstand.
Open it up and connect it.
I do, and forty seconds later, thereâs an incoming call. I hit Accept and Iâm treated to Henryâs handsome face.
âI hate texting,â he mutters through a sip of Scotch, his drink of choice. Heâs sitting on the white leather couch in Penthouse One, his legs spread in that relaxed way. Heâs still wearing the jeans and t-shirt that he left me in.
âThis is definitely better,â I agree, though I much prefer in person, when heâs looking me straight in the eye instead of at my image on the screen.
âHopefully the connection holds.â His eyes flicker beyond his iPad camera. âThereâs a big storm rolling in.â
âReally? It was sunny there not even an hour ago.â
âWho told you that?â His jaw tenses, like he knows exactly who told me and heâs not the least bit happy about it.
âTheyâre just friends. They wanted to know how my dad was doing.â
âHave you told them about me?â
âRonan already figured it out, but he wonât say a word.â
Henry seems to consider that, but the tension hasnât eased from his jaw. âAre you in your bedroom?â
âYeah.â
âWhoâs home with you?â
âJust Flipper.â
Henry frowns.
âMy dadâs farm dog. But heâs an outdoor dog. He likes to roll in sheep manure.â
âLovely.â Henryâs lips twist. He leans forward until his elbows are resting on his knees. âIâve changed my mind, Abbi.â
His words feel like a punch to my stomach. Oh my God. After all that, itâs over already?
âI need to know what happened with you and Michael, and you and those twoâ¦.â He shakes his head, sighing to himself as that glint of anger in his eyes flares. âOutdoor crew guys.â
It takes me a few moments to realize that heâs not ending things, and another few moments to calm the nerves in my stomach, the relief overwhelming.
Heâs not ending things yet.
âWhy?â
âBecause I need to know. Exactly how it happened. And exactly what happened.â
My mouth drops. Exactly? âI⦠I canât.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause Iâmâ¦. I guess Iâm afraid that youâll judge me. Or leave me.â
âI wonât judge you. Or leave you. Not because of something in the past. But I need to know. We canât have a future if I donât. How exactly did you end up with Michael? I saw the video feed, of you going into your cabin and then running out a few minutes later.â
âRight.â That night. âI walked in on Ronan with Rachel and Katie, in the middle of⦠things, so I left. Thatâs when I ran into Michael. He asked me if something was wrong and I started to bawl my eyes out. It was raining, so he took me to his cabin.â I hesitate.
âAnd?â
âI changed into his dry clothes and curled up under his covers because I was cold. He tried to make me feel better by working out some knots in my neck. Then his roommate came in with his girlfriendâLorraine, my roommateâand we had to lie there and listen to them have sex.â
âAnd then Michael made his move.â Henryâs mouth twists with disdain. âI should have fired him.â
âNo. He didnât, actually.â I stare at my fingers, my guilt heavy on my chest. âI started it.â Iâm the one who took his hand and slid it down into my shorts. âI couldnât get the image of you and Roshana and her friend out of my head. I knewâor thoughtâyou three were in your cabin together and it was driving me crazy. I felt so horrible about myself and I wanted to not think about that anymore.â I canât keep the tremble from my voice.
Thereâs a long moment of silence, until Iâm forced to look up to check that the call hasnât been dropped. It hasnât. Henryâs still staring hard at me.
âAnd the other two?â he finally asks.
âThat didnât happen for a long time. Seriously, only like a week ago. They were always flirting with me, but they also took good care of me, Henry. Theyâre⦠friends. They didnât let anyone else make so much as make a lewd comment about me. They made me feel really good about myself after the way you and I ended things.â
âSo you fucked them both?â
âNo. Just Ronan.â
âHow many times?â
âTwice.â I swallow hard. âConnor watched once.â
âWhere?â
âOnce, in your familyâs cabin.â
Henryâs hard frown of disapproval makes me wince. âAnd?â
âAnd in a work truck. We were caught in a rainstorm and we pulled over. It⦠it just kind of happened. And I let it.â
God, heâs so angry. I can see it in the set of his jaw. Itâs making me want to cry.
âTake your clothes off.â
âWhat?â I wasnât expecting such a sudden change in direction, but I should know by now that Henry likes to do that. I donât even know if he realizes it, or if his mind is just working that fast all the time.
âYou heard me.â
âYouâre angry.â
âYes, I am. And I need to feel something else besides this anger, or Iâm going to go over to the staff lounge and rip their fucking heads off, so set your iPad where I can watch and take off every last thing youâre wearing. Right now.â He says it so smoothly and calmly, itâs all the more scary.
With a slight tremble in my hands, I set the iPad down on the dresser, then I start to peel off my t-shirt and shorts, followed by my bra and panties, dropping them all to the floor. It feels weird, standing naked in my room with Henry watching me from over four thousand miles away.
âGet on your bed, on your knees,â Henry demands, raising his glass to his lips. He hasnât moved a muscle except to drink.
I scramble on top of it.
âNow tell me exactly what happened in that truck.â
I close my eyes. Heâs forcing me back to that dayâa day I donât regret but one when I definitely wasnât myself. Or at least not the Abigail Mitchell Iâve known all my life. But Iâm not really her anymore, am I? Still, I definitely tested boundaries Iâd never thought Iâd push with those two loveable deviants.
Itâs not hard to remember details of what started out as a playful kiss and turned into three naked, sweaty bodies. It was so organic too, nothing rushed, no pressure. From Ronan kissing me, to removing my shirt and bra for Connor to catch a glimpse. And then it all went to hell. Or heaven, depending on who youâre asking.
âSo heâs had his tongue in you?â
I nod. âAnd then I⦠for him. But we didnât have sex.â
âBut you did with the other one.â
âRonan, yes.â
âWhile the blond watched.â
I hesitate, but then I finally nod. âBut I donât want them, Henry.â
âDid you enjoy it?â
I hesitate.
âBe honest with me.â
âYes. But not like I do when Iâm with you,â I quickly add. âIt was just sex. And I trusted them not to hurt me so it was easy. There were no feelings involved there. Not like with you.â We all used each other, for one reason or another.
âDid talking about it now make you wet?â
âIâ¦.â I look down at my naked body, on display for him. âI donât know.â
âCheck.â I donât hear the same anger in his voice that I did moments ago, so thatâs good. Maybe being naked is a good distraction after all.
He clearly wants to watch me touch myself.
I can see myself naked in the small square at the bottom of the screen, which means Henry is getting a full view. Reaching down, I run my fingertip through my slit.
âInside.â
I do as asked, pushing my finger in, touching myself where Henry invaded me just this morning. Iâm still a bit sore.
âAre you? Donât lie to me.â
âYes.â Not a crazy amount, but more than enough.
He tips his head back, showing me that sexy neck and the Adamâs apple jutting out. If I were there now, Iâd run my tongue along it. Just the thought is bringing heat between my legs.
âI want you to bring me closer to you on the bed, and then I want you to fuck yourself for me. Right in my face.â
I donât know if itâs even the words he says anymore, but the way he delivers them, his voice gravelly and demanding, makes my thighs squeeze.
âCome on, Abbi.â
Iâve only ever touched myself once in front of him, the night before I found out about his ex-assistant and everything started going to shit. Weâre not even in the same room together this time, making it slightly less nerve-racking.
I reach for the iPad and then slide back all the way until my back rests against my pillows. Spreading my legs, I prop it upright in front of me. âIs that good for you?â I ask shyly.
âOpen up wider.â
I stretch my legs until my feet are hanging over either side of my bed.
And then I reach down to slide my finger over the wet, pink folds I see on the screen.
Henry sits unmoving, watching as I take turns rolling my fingertips back and forth and around my clit, then pumping them in and out of me, like he would do.
âWe need to get you some toys to help out,â he murmurs, taking a sip of his drink.
âWhy donât you join me?â I ask softly. Now that I can see precisely what Iâm doing, I stretch the skin around my opening out a bit, teasing him.
He merely smirks through another sip of his drink.
And watches as my folds begin to swell and glisten, and my fingers become slick. Finally, I pass that point of caring whoâs watching, a point when I know Iâm about to come. My muscles begin to contract.
âFuck,â I hear him hiss through my cries, my head hanging back as I ride the euphoric waves.
I reach for the iPad, pulling it up to my face, just the tops of my breasts visible to him now. âItâs your turn now.â
âYouâre right, it is,â he says so calmly. âAnd you like to watch, donât you?â
âYes.â I love to watch. I love seeing Henry undress. I love seeing him naked. I love seeing his erection, long and thick and sliding through his fist.
He reaches back over his head to pull his t-shirt off. That perfect, cut body is beneath, his shoulders strong and rounded, his collarbone jutting out. If he were here in front of me, Iâd be running my hands along the curves of his biceps right now
I bite my bottom lip, waiting impatiently as he unfastens his belt with leisurely fingers.
My nipples begin to pebble again as he draws his zipper down, allowing me the first glimpse of his erection below, stretching against his gray boxer briefs, desperate to get out. I can even see the wet spots where his precum dampened the cotton.
I wonât be able to resist touching myself again before long.
He slides his hand down past the elastic band and I sit up to watch as it curls around his length, the lightest sigh escaping my lips. And then he smirks. Itâs a wicked smirk. âGood night, Abbi.â
The connection cuts off.
I just stare at the screen. Did he just�
I fall back into my pillow with a groan. That son of a bitch. Grabbing my phone, I text him.
Please call me back.
It takes hours for me to fall asleep that night, with no message from Henry.
~ ~ ~
I know Iâm not supposed to check my phone in the middle of Reverendâs Enderbeyâs service while in church.
But I also know that it could be Henry making my phone vibrate in my purse, and Henry trumps pretty much everything.
Iâm in the first pew as usual, but thankfully in the far right corner and against the wall, so not directly under his nose. Still, there are eyes practically burning holes into the back of my head with their intensity. I hear the questions in everyoneâs thoughts as clearly as if they spoke them out loud.
Has she forgiven him?
Are they back together?
Jed didnât help matters by insisting on sitting right beside me. Celeste is on the end, hanging on to her husbandâs every word. Itâs just like in the old days. Iâm even wearing one of the modest Sunday dresses that Celesteâa master seamstressâmade for me years ago. Itâs a pale yellow knee-length sundress with cap sleeves and a high, round collar. Itâs nice. It just⦠not me anymore. I had nothing else church-worthy, though.
Finally, I canât take it anymore. As covertly as possible, I slip my phone out and tuck it next to my thigh.
Sleep well?
âYouâ¦.â I press my lips together before the âbastardâ slips out.
Jed leans over. âWhatâd you say?â
I shake my head at him and turn my focus back to his father, my hand covering my phone to hide it from view.
ââ¦this is a new world and with each passing day, it becomes harder and harder to guide our youth. Temptation is all around usâin the movies we watch, in the music we listen to. This world of technology is a hub for the darkest, most depraved sorts of acts. The violence⦠the alcohol and drugs⦠the materialism⦠the type of casual relationships that weaken family values.â
I drop my gaze to my lap as I feel the Reverendâs judging eyes pass my way.
âIt becomes hard to judge whatâs right past what feels good, to understand whatâs smart past whatâs risky and fun. We need to lead our children back, away from that temptation to what we know in our hearts will always be the right choiceâ¦.â
He turns to the other side of the congregation and I quickly type out:
Fantastic. You?
Henry responds almost immediately.
Never better. You home?
Why? You want to make up for last night?
Actually, yes. Before I have to start my day.
I grit my teeth. This sucks.
âAbbi!â Jed elbows me in the arm. The reverend is still talking, only Iâm not listening anymore, unable to shake the image of a naked Henry tangled in his white sheets, grasping his erection. What I would do to be there beside him right now, to watch him do that. To help him.
My palms twitch at the thought. Iâve never actually spent an entire night with him in bed, I realize. When will we get that opportunity? Will we?
My phone vibrates again, but this time itâs with a call. Henry thinks Iâm home.
âDammit,â I mutter under my breath, hitting Decline. My ears perk up when I hear Reverend Enderbey saying Daddyâs name.
âYouâve all been asking, so I thought Iâd tell you that, by the grace of God, the swift actions of the Greenbank ambulance services, the exceptional care in the Pittsburgh hospital, and all of your prayers and thoughts, Roger will pull through.â
Not a single mention of Henryâs help. He thanks everyone else but not Henry? No doubt Mama told the Reverend about how Henry brought in Dr. Eisenhower, because she seeks counsel on everything. That he has not given thanks to Henry at all tells me that he doesnât want Henry being a part of my life any more than Mama does. That irritates me.
âRoger has a long road to recovery but he will get there with the help of his wonderful family and friends, and this congregation.â He gestures toward me. âHis daughter, Abigail, rushed home to be by his side. I know I speak for myself and Celeste, and especially our son Jed, when we say how happy we are to have you back home with us. We feel complete again.â
I offer him a tight smile as my cheeks burn from the unwanted attention. Thankfully the organ music begins then, signalling the end of his sermon and the continuation of the service.
It takes a few minutes for my nerves to calm before I dare check my phone again.
Why arenât you answering?
A thought comes to me and I canât resist. Making sure Jedâs not watching over my shoulder, I quickly pull up the picture I took last night, of myself lying in bed, waiting for him. It took thirty tries but I finally managed to get one that I think I look decent in. Even sexy. I intentionally kept my face out of it though. I donât have the nerve for that.
Iâm busy.
I attach the pic and send it, then turn my phone over.
He tries calling three more times, and each time I decline. Not until the service ends and I scoot out the side door, avoiding the crowd milling out the front doors, do I check again.
Do you really want to play this game with me?
I definitely know I donât want to play any game with Henry because he will most certainly win and from four thousand miles away, I will most certainly suffer.
Iâm not at home. Iâm at Sunday church. I took that pic last night while waiting for you.
Absolving yourself of your sins with all the other sinners?
Henryâs already made it pretty clear that heâs not a fan of the institution of the church.
Yes. Though it may take a lot longer, now that Iâve met you.
Based on what I heard last night, I think weâd both agree that youâve done pretty well on your own.
I grit my teeth against the dig. He said he wouldnât judge me for it, but Iâm not entirely sure.
Be home and awake for midnight your time.
Or what?
Abigailâ¦
Will you play fair this time?
I guess youâll just have to find out. See you tonight.
I smile.
âAbigail!â
I stuff my phone in my pocket just as Jenny Shoemaker trots up. âItâs so good to see you!â
It is? Jenny and I havenât talked since elementary school. She, Veronica Flynn, and Beth Pruitt formed this tight-knit clique freshman year that didnât let anyone else in. Then Beth started flirting heavily with Jed, so Iâve just stayed away from the lot of them. âHow long are you staying for?â She tucks strands of her long blonde hair back behind her ear. Sheâs always been really pretty in this wholesome way, with bright blue eyes and a wide smile. Sheâs wearing this retro-looking red dress with tiny white polka dots and cap sleeves. Itâs feminine and to the knee, and yet somehow flirty on her.
âAs long as it takes for my dad to get back on his feet.â A few months, at least.
âHey, didnât I hear that you were in Alaska, or something like that?â Sheâs playing it coy, but by the twinkle in her eyes, she knows I was and Iâm guessing sheâs heard about Henry.
âYeah. Since May.â
âThatâs so cool. Iâd love to do something like that.â
Jenny was captain of the debate team and the Mathletes club. She dated Donald Munchauser, a skinny guy who has since left to join the seminary. I donât know how well Jenny would fit in there. Probably as well as I did, which was not at all. âHowâs college?â
âGreat! One more year, then teachers college, and Iâm done. Canât wait. So, are you and Jed back together?â
I roll my eyes. I knew this would happen. âNo. Absolutely not.â
âI was wondering! âCause I heard you were dating your boss. That Wolf guy.â
âHeâs not my boss anymore.â
Her brows spike. âSo, you were dating him though?â Thereâs definite scepticism in her voice.
Henry didnât tell me I had to keep this secret. He just didnât want to put a label on it. âWe are together, yes.â That seems safe enough. And, to be honest, I donât want to hide it. I want to scream it from the rooftops.
âSo, when are you going to see him again? Is he going to come here?â
âI donât know. Heâs really busy.â
From the look on her face, I donât think she believes me. Iâm not at all surprised, but that irritates me. Plus Iâm still annoyed that the Reverend didnât mention Henry at all in his thanks. That spiteful streak that used to be nonexistent flares deep within me. âBut probably. I mean, he calls me every night.â Every night equals one night so far but she doesnât need to know that. âAnd he flew here with me on his private jet, just to get me here as fast as possible.â
âReally?â Jennyâs blue eyes widen. âThatâs kind of romantic.â
âIt is. And did you hear that he made the best trauma surgeon in the country drop what he was doing to come to Pittsburgh and fix Daddy, all without even telling me? Henryâs a big reason why Daddy is alive. Heâs incredible.â
Jennyâs hand settles on her chest, over her heart. âOh my God. Thatâs so sweet!â
âIt is.â Now go and tell everyone.
âWhen he comes in next, we should all go out.â
âSure.â I smile. There is no way I am sharing my time with Henry with Jenny or the other two, which is the only reason theyâd want to hang out with me. âIâve gotta go. Lots to do on the farm.â
âOf course. See you around.â
I make my way through the parking lot to my old truck, a thirdhand hand-me-down from my dad that Iâve been driving since I was seventeen.
And I count down the hours until Iâm with Henry again, even if itâs just on a screen.