Chapter 121 Claraâs voice held a wistful resignation as she spoke, âMr. Hayes, thereâs no question of forgiveness here because you havenât wronged me. It was my own folly to assume that your kindness was a sign of true love. It wasnât until later that I realized I was no different from that Samoyed you pampered, just another pet in your collection. Mr. Hayes, if youâre willing to spend the money, you can have any pet you desire, and theyâll surely please you more than I ever could.â
With that, Clara didnât wait for lanâs response. She turned to Dawson, who was hurrying over, and said, âMr. Hayesâ ulcer is acting up. Take him to the hospital, will you? Iâve got other matters to attend to. Iâm leaving.â
Without a backward glance, she stepped into the elevator. As the doors glided shut, Dawson sighed at the sight of his bossâ
pitiful gaze. Quickly, he moved to lanâs side. âMr. Hayes, Iâll get you to the hospital.â
lan shook him off, his face stormy. âNo need. Just get the pills from the car.â Then, he strode toward his private room.
Chase saw him standing at the door, pale and shaken, and sprinted over in alarm. âWhatâs happened? Surely, the chase hasnât knocked you down this hard?â
lan had never looked so vulnerable: eyes bloodshot, face ashen, drenched in cold sweat. He seemed utterly defeated, like an eggplant hit by frost.
He slumped into his chair, head bowed, voice muffled and strained with a hint of hurt. âShe didnât care to see if I was okay. She wasnât always like this.â
Roger quickly poured him a glass of warm water. âYouâve been hitting the bottle too l hard. Drink this to settle your stomach.
Dawsonâs getting your meds; just hang in there.â
Minutes later, lan took his medicine. He leaned back on the couch, the sharpness in his eyes now replaced by a lifeless stillness.
Chase exhaled deeply. âShouldâve seen it coming. You didnât cherish what you had, and now, after all the hurt youâve caused, a few sweet words arenât going to cut it. Give it time.â Roger, hesitating, finally spoke, âI want to know why youâre pursuing Clara now. Sheâs traditional, through and through. Even if she still loves you, sheâs not going to be your surrogate. She adores kids too much to let her own child call another woman âmom.ââ
At that, lanâs apathy shattered. His eyes snapped to Roger, âWhat did you just say? When did I ever ask Clara to be a surrogate?â
Roger shot back, âDidnât you promise Heidi a child?â
lan nodded, âI agreed to adoption, never for Clara to bear one for her. What are you on about?â
Seeing lanâs genuine confusion, Roger pulled out his phone. âHereâs a video from my daughterâs christening. Watch.â
lanâs gaze sharpened as he snatched the phone and played the video. He saw the fury flash in Claraâs eyes the moment she heard the phrase âsurrogate.â He could tell that her eyes held not only resentment toward him and Heidi but also the pain of profound disappointment.
Her disappointment in him was as deep as her hatred.
Indeed, he had talked about being a surrogate, and he had given her three months to conceive and bear him a child. But he had only wanted to keep her close. He never intended to treat her like a surrogate.