(Chapter song âIDK You Yet' by Alexander 23)
BASTIAN âWhere is she?â
I sit at my desk in my office with my hands laced on my desk top and blink at Nigel standing on the other side.
âSheâs at home. She had some sort of emergency and is taking the day off. She said sheâll be in tomorrow morning.â He informs.
I lean back in my chair and rest my hand on chest. âDid she mention what kind of emergency?â I ask with concern.
âNo. Itâs not really anyoneâs business.â He says.
I chew my cheek. âNo⦠I guess not.â
âDonât worry Bastian. Sheâs having one of her assistants working on it. Your schedule wonât fall behind.â Nigel ticks his head.
I clear my throat and sit up. âGood. I was under the impression she was reliable. This better not be a habit.â I scowl.
âI donât think it will be.â He states.
âIt better not.â I pull out some papers. âI have work to do.â I mutter as I pick up a pen.
Nigel nods and leaves. I raise an eye to him and watch him shut the door behind him.
I rest my elbows on my desk and hold my pen between my hands. I stare out into my office.
I did some more reflection when I got home last night. I realized that I really had no business saying what I did to Sam and I should at least apologize for that. I was going to tell her when she got in, but now that sheâs not hereâ¦
My phone rings and I pull it out.
âCole.â I answer. âAlphaâ¦Nice to hear from youâ¦Testing starts next week?⦠Wonderful!...9 amâ¦Perfect⦠Iâll add it to my calendar⦠Thank you!... You have a good day, too.â
A big grin spreads on my lips as I hang up and shove my phone in my pocket. âANTON!!â I rush out of my office, turn left and head to my Deltaâs office.
âYo!â He opens his door and steps out.
âYou have Samanthaâs file right?â I lean on his door.
âYeah.â He crosses his arms and leans on the frame.
âDo me a favor and extend a well wishes to her family. She had an emergency last night and I want to show her that the pack house is concerned about her health.â I say roughly.
âThe pack house.â He smirks.
âYes, the pack house. Sheâs an employee and she deserves a courtesy call. Iâd do it myself but I canât be bothered with such a trivial phone call. Iâm entirely too busy preparing for my promotion.â I smile.
âSure, Alpha. Iâll get right on it.â He taps my arm and I leave him.
I walk into the ballroom and look around. There hasnât been much progress, but itâs still early.
I walk to her work table and take peeks in her boxes. I shouldnât snoop, but Iâm kind of curious. I pull out a book and open it. A sketch book?
I flip the page and see my windows and sketches of drape designs. I like them. I flip another page and see the area with the fireplace. I look up and see it empty in the distant corner and unpainted. I look down and itâs like life was brought to it. There's sketches of couches, pillows and tables. Itâsâ¦fabulous. Not just the ideas. This art of a girl that was initially mouthy to me is really telling. Her lines and shading choices. She seems disciplined, but free at the same time.
I close the book and put it back where I found it. I walk along the table and push papers around slowly with my fingertips. One had me pause. It's a pen drawing. An eye. I pull it out from beneath other papers.
I hold it in my hands and look it over. This is chaotic. Not neat. Most of itâs scribbled. If it was words, it would be a jumbled mess, but there are two clear images in the center of it all. Two angry, penetrating eyes of a wolf.
If I had to depict my own wolf in art, Iâd probably do the same since, really, thatâs the only thing we can clearly see and itâs very quick during the shift.
Still, thereâs a feeling I get from this one. I canât really pinpoint it. Justâ¦off. Like not so much a representation doodle, but more like a question. I huff a chuckle. Iâm most likely reading too much into a simple pen doodle, but I do have an appreciation for art. From what I see here, Sammy is a wonderful artist.
âCan I help you, Alpha?â
I quickly stuff the paper under the others and spin around to a man around Sammyâs age. Heâs blonde with blue eyes. âJustâ¦checking in. Youâre Sammyâs assistant.â I straighten up and make like I wasnât just snooping through her stuff.
He walks in and sets his briefcase down on the table. âYes. Dylan Gale.â He offers a hand.
I smile and take it. âGale? Relative?â
âBrother. Wellâ¦adopted brother.â He supplies.
I take my hand back. âYouâre adopted?â
âNo. Sammy is. My family adopted her when she was 8.â He informs.
âOh.â I take a few steps and turn. âHowâ¦How is she?â
He smiles. âSheâs fine.â
I nod. âGoodâ¦um⦠Get to work.â I say sternly.
âRight away, Alpha.â He turns to the table and pulls out Sammyâs books.
I take a last glance at the ballroom before leaving. It looks different without Sammy in there.
I know itâs only been a week, but I think Iâve come to expect her in there plugging away at my project. The fact that sheâs not here gives me a tiny bit of pause. I donât know her, but it feels like Iâ¦miss her? Ugh⦠This is ridiculous.
I laugh at myself and shake my head as I enter the dining room.
âBastian!â
I hear my name sung and I groan as I walk in and get a coffee. I snatch my cup as the irritating woman comes up behind me.
âBastian.â She coos.
The headache I had yesterday, came roaring back as I slump into a chair at a table. I set my cup down and straighten the table cloth as the tall, blonde slides into the seat across from me.
âYou canceled our lunch date, Bastian.â
I roll my eyes then look into her blue ones. âWhat do you want, Caroline?â
She folds her arms on the table. âWhy did you cancel?â
I raise my cup to my lips. âI had better things to do.â I sip then put it down.
She snorts as she sits back. âPlease. You canât take that attitude with me. I know you too well. This whole selfish act is bullshit. Why did you cancel on me?â
âCaroline. Iâm not discussing my life with you. Youâre here for one thing and one thing only.â I smirk.
âWhat would that be, Bastian?â She tilts her head.
âWhat all your type wants.â I get up and walk to her. âMy cold, hard cash.â I tick my eyebrow and leave the dining room. Sheâs right on my ass.
âThatâs not true, Bastian!â She trots up behind be. âI care about you a lot.â
âRight.â I snicker as I head upstairs.
âI do. I mean, if you canceled because of some emergencyâ¦â She says as she follows me.
âYes, Caroline. It was desperate emergency that tore me away from giving you attention.â I roll my eyes as I walk to my room.
âAnd thatâs fine.â She flicks her long, blonde hair over her shoulder. âYou can make it up to me next week.â
âNext week?â I raise a brow as I get to my room door and turn to her.
âYes.â She smirks as she gets close to me. âItâs my birthday next week and I was thinking a party in your little ballroom.â She stands on her toes and kisses me sweetly. âWhat do you think?â
I look down into her dreamy eyes. âI thinkâ¦â She kisses me again. I grab the handle of my door, open it and step into my room. She almost falls on her face. She stands straight and glares at me. âI think you should ask one of the boy toys you're fucking behind my back to throw you a party.â
Her jaw falls, anger fills her face and I slam the door shut.
I turn and rub my forehead. âFucking woman.â I grumble as I walk to my dressing closet. I stare at myself in the mirror and rip off my tie. I pull out my dress shirt and undo the buttons.
As I dress for my gym I have downstairs, Sammy enters my mind again. I said Iâm a pretty good judge of women and I can tell Sammy is no Caroline.
Thereâs something about her thatâs just different. Besides, not kissing my ass for attention and money.
Iâm going to need more than just a peek. If sheâs going to sit in my head, I need to find out why.
****
The next morning, I feel a little more chipper today. I donât have to deal with Rennet. Testing starts and Iâm in the running. Itâs just a really good morning.
I straighten my tie as I leave my room and close the door. As I brush my sleeves and look over myself, my nose twitches.
I look up to the stairs. I take a little sniff. My brows cinch as I walk slowly to the stairs. I take the first couple of steps and sniff again.
My eyes float around the front of the house. âNigel!!â
âCommon room!!â He calls out.
I jog down the stairs and enter the common room the smell got a little stronger and Iâm more confused.
Nigel is doing paperwork on the coffee table. âGood morning.â He says without looking up.
âDid you have the florist change the house flowers?â I question as I blink at him.
He looks at me and smiles. âNo.â He chuckles.
âWhy am I smelling gardenias everywhere?â I place my hands on my hips.
âI donât know. I donât smell anything different.â He goes back to his paperwork.
âMy mother loved hyacinths. I've got to find out whoâs overpowering the smell.â I turn and step to the door.
âBastian. Thereâs nothing wrong with the air.â He laughs.
I wave him down as I track it.
One thing I donât tolerate is trying to ruin my families traditions. My mother filled the house daily with flowers. The house has only ever smelled of her and now this offending smell is taking over. I need to find it.
I follow it through the hallway and to the ballroom. I chew my lip as I get closer. The scent is gardenias, but thereâs an underlying earthy tone that feels almost alien. Unique. A scent never smelled before. It compliments the gardenias nicely, but this is my motherâs memory itâs fucking with.
It gets even stronger as I enter the ballroom. The entire room is filled with it and I feel it penetrating me. Iâm sure itâs sticking on my clothes. I jut out my chin as I walk to the table and look around.
My jaw falls when I see her in the back corner by the fireplace. Sheâs on the floor, heels off and her tiny toes are wiggling as sheâs bent over a presentation board on the floor. A smile threatens my lips as I look her over in her black, pin stripe business suit. Her hair is messily piled on her head as she fixes fabric on the board.
I suck in my top lip as she sits back and looks over her work. I watch her silently as she unbuttons her jacket and pulls it off her shoulders.
My wolf does a spin behind my ribs at the sight of her soft arms. She tosses her jacket aside and I bite my lip when I see bandages on her forearms.
The scent swirls around my head and Iâm reminded why I came in here.
I clear my throat and she turns her head to me. I have to blink because her eyes struck me like the first day and I wanted to push it aside.
âGood morning, Alpha.â She mumbles then turns back to her work.
I stuff my hands in my pockets and saunter over to her. âGood morning.â I get within 10 feet of her. âI have a strict policy on strong perfumes in the mansion.â I twist my lips and she turns to me.
âOh. Thank you for telling me.â She says to her board.
âYour perfume is stinking up my house.â I grumble.
She sits up and looks at me with confusion. âIâm not wearingâ¦â
I smile. âCan smell you from upstairs. Donât lie to me.â
She stands and fixes her clothes. âI am not wearing perfume. Iâm allergic.â
I snort. âShifters donât have allergies besides silver and wolfsbaneâ
She scowls and folds her arms. âWell, I am allergic to perfumes.â She snaps.
I study her closely and she holds firm. âWellâ¦find some way to mask it. Itâs bothersome.â
She shakes her head and turns back to her work. âFine.â
My eyes land in her wounds. âYou⦠You ok?â She glances at me as I motion to her arms.
âI'm fine.â She mutters as she turns away.
I stroll closer and squat down. âCan I ask what happened?â Honestly, it looks like something shady. That doesnât look like just an accident.
âNo. Iâm fine.â She insists.
âIf you needâ¦â I start.
âIâm fine, Bastian.â She side eyes me.
I hold up a hand. âOk. If you require any medical treatment, see Anton. He'll take care of you.â
âIâve got it covered. Thank you.â She picks at her board.
I stand. âListen, Sammy, Iâ¦â
âBastian?â
I turn and see Caroline in the doorway who has her arms crossed and a heel kicked out. I turn back and Sammy is glancing between us both. I can see in her eyes that sheâs putting us together.
I look down on her. âGet back to work.â I say low and sternly.
I spin on my heels and walk out to Caroline, who apparently still hasnât got the message that I really donât want to deal with her. But, I accommodated her because for some reason Sammyâs attitude toward me irritated me. I know something went on with her and I kind of felt offended that she wouldnât tell me what happened.
I shouldnât, I know. It's just I felt like I was really concerned about her and her safety and I had hoped that she felt it. Apparently, not.
Fine. She says she has it covered, I wonât get in the way.
I'll just make a few calls.