Chapter 32: chapter 32

I said in a consoling tone, “Hey, Deepika. I am no one to reject you. It’s all about my parents. How can I ignore my parents? It’s impossible for me. I am what I am because of my mom!”She said almost crying, “I know it’s your decision. Aman, you will repent on your decision later on for sure. You are losing a very good girl. You will never get a girl like me ever in your life!”I again tried to pacify her, “Hey! Please don’t say like that. I know you are the best girl. Whoever comes to your life, will be the luckiest person of the world.”Deepika – I know you are just trying to pacify me. The reality is that you are rejecting me! Aman – Hey, come on. No one is rejecting anyone. Everything is okay. Everything is fine. She said a bit angrily, “Mark my words, you will regret your decision for the whole of your life! You will never ever get a good girl!”Aman – Deepika, deepika, please don’t feel that much negative. Perhaps, I don’t deserve you. Deepika – You can’t make fool of me by using these sugar-coated words. I know the reality. The reality is that you got scared because my dad is in jail! No, problem. You can reject me if you want. But I again tell you, you will never get a girl like me. When you be with your bad wife, at that time, you will remember my words! Aman – Okay, okay. I think now you are not in good mood. We will talk later. She was about to say something but I disconnected her call. I said to myself, “Oh gosh! What happened to her! I can’t marry any girl who comes my way. I have an option to choose. Uff!”The Next DayI was sitting on my bed with a cup of tea in my hand and my mom was sitting next to me.  She was looking into my eyes and from her glare itself, I understood that she wanted to ask something from me. That something was quite clear to me. Her every hidden question in her eyes was related to my marriage. She asked me, “How is your website going on?”I took a sip from my cup of tea and said, “Better than uncle Mohan’s marriage bureau.”Mom – Have you found any girl? Aman – More than one. A glow of happiness flared up on her face, “It’s a great news.” I said in a bit low gloomy tone, “Not yet”Mom – Any problem?Aman – I have found more than one girl here but not for marriage up to now. But here, at least, I am getting girls to talk to. Mom – Who's the second girl? Aman – I am still talking to her. Everything is going great up to now. Let’s see what happens next. Mom – Is she beautiful? Aman – From her picture, it seems that her look is average. But I am not quite sure yet. Mom – Why not sure? Aman – On the internet many pictures are almost fake. I mean girls use too many filters to look beautiful in pictures and they succeed too. But in reality, very often they look just the opposite. Mom – Oh! Then ask for her pictures. Aman – That's what I am doing. I am trying to get more pictures of hers. Mom – Hmm...My mom got up from the bed and she went to the little temple of our house that she made with her own hands. I knew why my mom got up and left the conversation because she had got all the answers to her questions that were looming over her mind. I picked up mobile phone and sent a message on whats app to Disha, “Good Morning, Disha.”She replied in text, “Hello, Aman. Very good morning. I will call you at 10 a.m. Now, I am working in the kitchen.”I texted her, “We will talk in the evening at about 6 p.m. Now, I have to go to my school and do my duty.”She replied, “Fine.”I thought, “Now, I will talk to her at 6 p.m. Till then, I will focus on my duty and other household chores.”At 6 p.m.I again sent Disha a message, “There?”She replied instantly, “Yes, Aman.”Aman – Can I call you? Disha – Sure. I called her and she picked up my phone. I said in a gentlemanly tone, “Hi, Disha. How are you?”Disha – I am good. You say. Aman – You said you would send me your more snaps. I am waiting. Her voice lowered down, “Yeah, I will send.”I said with a smile, “Okay, I am waiting. Send me now.”Disha – Okay. She disconnected the call and send me her three or four snaps more. When I clicked on her snaps and checked, my suspicion turned out to be true! She was not good looking! Not even average looking! My heart immediately said to me, “I can’t live with her!”I said to myself, “Shit! Everything was going perfect but her looks are below average! I can’t compromise with her looks! I know it sounds very egoistic, bad, proud, conceited but it’s the only reality! If I have to be her friend, I can. But here, I am looking for marriage. If I just go for her nature and agree to marry her, it means I also have to sleep with her. I have to do everything passionately as a husband is supposed to do with his wife. I have to give her bodily happiness too. But if I am not attracted towards her beauty then how will I fulfil my duty of a husband? I will create problems for myself and for her as well. I am sorry. I can’t marry her!”After about three minutes, she called me back and I picked up her call. She said, “You didn’t call me back after seeing my pictures.”Aman – I was about to call you back. Disha – Did you like my pictures. Aman – Yeah, you look gorgeous. (It will be so nice of you, if you leave at least a single word comment 🌺❇️🌹🌺❇️)