â¦Hmm? Did I look scared?
For some unique reason, which is hard for me to understand, the knights followed me holding their swordâs grip and insisted that they wouldnât let anyone get close to me.
Needless to say, merchants, who were preparing to earn money from aristocratic travelers in the early morning, began to pretend to be busy and looked down.
âSir Altz, Sir Wolfgang?â
âGive me your word, madam.â
â â¦. I donât think you have to be that wary.â
âYou donât have to worry about us.â
âI mean, I think itâs okay for you to relax a littleâ¦â
âWe know nothing about relaxing, Madam.â
No matter what I say, it wonât work.
I looked around the market with a feeling of desperation, tightening the warm hooded cape made of the fox that Jeremy had caught the other day.
In such a place, itâs an implicit rule to pretend not to know someone even if you run into someone you know, but it is still inevitable to stand out.
For example, at the scarf stall over there is Duke Heinrich laughing with a woman my age.
My eyes canât be deceived no matter how he wore the hat. It was unknown whether he had made a new lover after his wife died half a year later or he met her before that.
In the latter case, I understand why rumors spread that Duchess Heinrich committed suicide after suffering from depression.
Phew, I feel like Iâm finally realizing how people have looked at me in the past. A woman who had lovers less than a month after her husband died.
âItâs a thief!â
It was then that the streets of the marketplace in the hot spring area, which was brightened with colorful colors all over the place, became noisy in an instant. I heard someoneâs sharp cry, and the next moment, a man popped out of the very opposite side of the point where I was walking, followed by a knight in a black uniform.
âGet out of my way!â
At the very moment when the confident thief passed by me, Sir Altz, who was behind me, tripped the thief.
Thump!
As soon as the nearby signpost collapsed loudly, the merchantâs raspy roar ran, âWhere do you think youâre pickpocketing?â
âArgh!â
I turned away from the scene when the angry merchant hit the head of the thief with a pot-covering object.
A knight in black uniform who reached our way quickly thanked my knights.
Iâve seen that uniform beforeâ¦
âSir Betstein, itâs too harsh⦠oh, my God.â
With another knight in black uniform, the lady with sky blue hair, who was rushing up this way, suddenly paused, covered her mouth with her hands and looked toward me. I was also surprised.
âLady Neuwansteinâ¦? What are you doing here?â
âItâs my first family trip.â
Duchess Nurembert was here for the same reason. She came to look for souvenirs early on and met a bad pickpocket.
I guess Iâm not the only one who feels a little embarrassed. The Duchess, who was walking, fiddling with the Capeâs hem just as awkwardly as I was while our knights followed suit reliably, turned, âMadam, you received the New Yearâs card, right?â
âHuh? Oh, yes. I received it.â
âYes, I wanted to tell you that what you have shown me⦠.. gave me the courage to be brave.â
Oh, that part. I wondered what kind of courage it was, but I wasnât sure if it would be rude to ask.
Yet the Duchess, who seemed to look at the well-cleaned road with her eyes down, brought it up first.
âWell, I told my husband.â
âHuh? What do you meanâ¦?â
âI said for the first time that I canât stand it anymore.â
What canât she stand? Or did the decent Duke of Nurembert have relationships? How manyâ¦!
It was then that she, who had been looking at the ground all this time, suddenly jerked her head.
Seeing the watery eyes which had always subsided sadly, I swallowed a dry saliva in the scenery that glistened with unusual light as they havenât before.
Huh?
âI mean, I canât agree with that kind of discipline anymore, and shouldnât I trust my childâs words rather than what others say?â
âI should have told you earlier, but anyway, he seemed a little surprised. After talking about it, I planned a family trip.â
The Duchess, who spoke in a surprisingly fast tone, now faced me with her shoulders up. The watery eyes, which had always been sad, sparkled brilliantly with pride. As for me, I was just mesmerized.
Well, it may not be a big deal to others. However, it was hard to imagine how much courage this slender wife, who was now in her early thirties, had to confront her husband for the first time in her life.
At least in my opinion. How can I understand everything about other peopleâs family?
âNo⦠Iâm glad the young Nurembert seems to be doing well.â
When she finally expressed her feelings, she now smiled broadly. For me, it was my first time seeing a bright smile, so for a moment I felt like she was a teenager who just had a coming-of-age ceremony.
âI hope so.â
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âDonât talk to me!â
The legend of the effectiveness of hot spring baths is said to have existed for a long time even back to the enduring history of the Kaiserreich Empire.
It hasnât been long since this kind of popular hot spring center began to emerge in earnest, but anyway, when the moment finally came to try this luxurious open-air bath, the second son, who was like an angry colt, was in a strange condition.
âWhatâs the problem?â
âI donât know, but donât talk to me! Especially you!â
Elias seemed to be very sulky. I wish I had a way to know why heâs acting that way.
âJeremy, whatâs wrong with your brother?â
âI donât know. If you leave him alone, itâll work out. Oh, by the way, itâs already hot.â
As soon as I paid for the entrance fee, I forgot the outside season in the heat of the magnificent dome roof.
âIâm going in separately with Rachel, so please take care of your younger siblings.â
âIâll try my best, my beloved mother. Oh, but are they not giving us food here?â
After Jeremy disappeared with his two younger brothers, already complaining about how long it had been since lunch, I entered the womenâs bath with Rachel.
On the second floor, there is a wide pool that can accommodate dozens of people, and on the third floor, there are small pools that can be used individually between the stone walls that were constantly built.
No matter how popular it is these days, we didnât want to play naked in the water with others, so we immediately changed into gowns and went up to the third floor.
As soon as I took off my gown and went into the water, I immediately realized the effect of the hot spring bath. God, this is heaven! Why didnât I know this was good before?
It feels different from when I take a bath at home. Should I say that the skin feels like itâs getting bouncy automatically, along with the dizzying sensation of the whole body being loosened? Maybe itâs just a feeling, but I feel really healthy.
âMom, Iâm hot. Isnât there cold water here?â
Our little lady didnât seem to be enjoying herself as much as I was.
It seemed quite affectionate to see the plump white cheeks splashing with roses. Curly golden hair had already been soaked and straightened.
âHang in there. They say hot springs are good for beauty.â
âHot water makes you pretty? How?â
I donât know how to explain. I smiled, moved my arms in the water, clasped the shoulders of the girl with her mouth pouting. The days when you try to argue about everything like this wonât last longâ¦
âWell, it makes your skin whiter, removes scars and tickles quickly, and makes your nails shiny. Donât you want to lose weight, Rachel??â
Rachel briefly touched my hair with her hands and said nothing, but soon shook her golden head in a distinctive stubborn voice, âYouâre pretty without doing this. So I donât want to do it either. Itâs absurd to have to endure everything you donât want to do to be pretty!â
Of course, this is unreasonable. There are only a few years left for her to experience the trouble once a month and have difficulty breathing because of the corsets.
â¦..Of course, when the time comes, I will take care of it. As it has been in the past.
Thanks to Rachel, who insisted that she wouldnât tolerate such absurdities(that she would die from the heat), I had to leave the hot spring early.
My sons were clearly still playing there, so I returned to the villa and sat on the terrace with Rachel, enjoying the surrounding scenery and nibbling at refreshments.
I think I should go back alone when everyone is sleeping at night. Cough, I sound like an old woman.