âHello, malyshka,â I say softly, a smile tugging at my lips.
Sofiya stares up at me, her tiny face blank and unreadable. The only sound in the charged silence is the soft clicking of the bracelet around her wrist, her small fingers fiddling with it absently.
This is the first time Iâve ever laid eyes on my daughter, and yet, thereâs no mistaking the pull I feel toward her. Itâs the same overwhelming flood of emotion I felt the first time I held Damien.
But sheâs so different from him. Sofiya looks like Katyaâher hair, the oval shape of her faceâbut those wide, piercing blue eyes? Theyâre mine. The recognition is instant and instinctual. Even if she didnât look like me, Iâd know. Sheâs my blood.
The connection feels almost otherworldly. Like an invisible thread tying us together. But itâs also deeply unsettling because a part of me still canât wrap my head around the fact that I didnât know she existed until now.
âDonât be afraid,â I murmur, my voice gentle.
Sofiya doesnât react. She doesnât move, doesnât blink, doesnât even flinch. Her face stays blank, unreadable. My jaw tightens as I suppress the urge to roll my eyes. Of course, sheâs not answering me. Poor girl doesnât speak English.
âPrivet, malyshka,â I try again, switching to Russian.
This time, she bites her lower lip, and for the briefest moment, I catch it trembling. Her blue eyes glisten with tears, but she doesnât let them fall.
I frown, forcing myself to take a calming breath as frustration bubbles in my chest. My patience is thin, worn down by Katyaâs constant defiance and the raw, complicated emotions clawing at me. All I want is to connect with my daughter, but sheâs pulling away.
And then I realize: itâs her. Itâs Katyaâs fault. She mustâve told Sofiya not to speak to me. Sheâs poisoned her mind against me before I even had the chance to meet her.
The clicking sound from Sofiyaâs bracelet stops abruptly, and my gaze snaps back to her. Sheâs looking at me now, studying me with wide, curious eyes. For a split second, hope flares in my chest. Sheâs going to say something.
But she remains quiet.
Her head tilts slightly, and she looks toward Katya, as if silently asking for permission to respond.
Katya sighs and steps forward, pushing me aside. I watch as her hands move in deliberate, fluid motions.
Sofiyaâs gaze sharpens, her eyes locking onto Katyaâs hands. And then, she mimics the movements with her own small hands.
âShe doesnât speak,â I mutter, realization dawning on me as the pieces finally click into place. âKatya, why doesnât she speak?â
My voice sounds strange, distant, as if I were someone else.
Katya doesnât answer, and for the first time in years, my mind goes blank. Something is wrong with my daughter.
âWhy is she not responding?â I demand again, louder this time. Anger rises in me like a tide, familiar and comforting, and I latch onto it with both hands.
âThatâs enough,â Katya says firmly, her tone carrying a finality that makes my blood boil. âItâs time for you to leave.â
âFuck that!â I snarl, my voice echoing. âYouâll tell me what the hell is going on. Why is she not talking? Is something wrong with her?â
âIgor, leave it alone,â she warns, but thereâs a note of desperation creeping into her voice now. âNothingâs wrong with her. Sheâs perfect.â
âNo shit,â I snap, stepping closer, refusing to back down. âAnswer me!â
Katyaâs face hardens, but I see the crack in her composure. âSheâs a good and happy kid,â she says, her tone clipped. âThatâs all you need to know.â
âShe canât speak,â I grind, my jaw tight. âIs it physical or psychological?â
âShe has neurofibromatosis, type II,â Katya blurts out, her voice sharp with annoyance.
I stare at her, the unfamiliar term meaning nothing to me. âWhat the hell is that? Is it deadly? Is it treatable?â
âItâs a genetic disorder,â she explains, her tone cold, like sheâs reading off a medical report. âIt causes non-cancerous tumors to grow on her hearing nerves. She started losing her hearing two years ago.â
âHave you taken her to see doctors?â I ask, though the question feels stupid even as it leaves my mouth. Of course she has.
Her eyes narrow, and she crosses her arms. âWhat do you think? Do you seriously believe I wouldnât take her to the best specialists in Russia?â
âStop talking to me like Iâm an idiot,â I snap back, my anger reigniting. âYou shouldâve told me, Katya. I hate you for keeping so many secrets from me. You better hope this is the last one.â
âNo one asked you to show up and start demanding rights,â she hisses, her voice venomous. Her defiance is impressive. âShe doesnât know you. Itâd be better for all of us if you just left her alone. Youâre no more than a sperm donor, you hear me?â
âSheâs my daughter,â I say, my voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. âI want my child.â
âYou need to leave,â Katya insists, her desperation bubbling to the surface. âYou saw her. Weâre done here.â
âFine,â I bite out. âBut Sofiyaâs coming with me.â
âLike hell she is!â she yells, her voice rising. âYou think you can just take her? Youâre insane!â
âLook at her, Katya,â I say, my voice soft but sharp enough to cut. âSheâll have better care in New York. One call, and Iâll have the best specialists in the world treating her.â
âNo!â she screams, her voice cracking with emotion. âYou canât take her from me!â
âI can,â I growl, my tone darkening, âand I will.â
âOver my dead body,â she spits, her voice trembling.
âDonât tempt me,â I warn, my voice low and deadly. âYou seem to forget who youâre talking to.â
Her face pales, but she holds her ground, her jaw tight with defiance.
âListen carefully,â I say, my voice cutting through the tension like a blade. âWeâre all getting into your car. Youâll drive us home. Youâll pack a bag for Sofiya, and for yourself if youâre smart. Then weâre flying to New York. Sofiya needs my help, and I wonât wait another day.â
âIgor, pleaseâ ââ
âNo,â I interrupt her, my tone final. âMy mindâs made up.â
I open the car door and gently strap Sofiya into her seat. She looks at me with curious eyes and smiles, her tiny hands moving again in gestures I donât understand.
Katya climbs into the passenger seat without another word, her face pale and drawn.
âI donât expect you to understand,â I say quietly as I start the engine. âBut I hope one day youâll forgive me. For your sake, and for Sofiyaâs.â
âYou were supposed to be a one-night stand,â she murmurs, her voice breaking. âEasy. No strings attached.â I know exactly what sheâs referring to, remembering what transpired between us at Nikolai and Katarinaâs wedding.
I sigh. âWe canât change it now. We need to focus on Sofiya instead.â
We stop at a traffic light, the silence thick and uncomfortable. Katya turns her head, leaning it back against the headrest, and exhales slowly. Her shoulders sag under the weight of everything unsaid, her entire demeanor radiating defeat and disappointment.
âThings shouldnât have happened like this,â she murmurs, her voice almost lost in the hum of the engine. âYou shouldnât be a part of my lifeâour life. Weâre fine without you.â
âWell, now Iâm here,â I say simply.
Thereâs nothing left to say. No point in sugarcoating it. Neither of us can take any of it backânot our decisions, not our regrets. Katya has to live with the consequences of keeping Sofiya a secret, just like I have to live with the fallout of discovering her so late. What matters now is Sofiya. She deserves the best, and Iâll make sure she gets it, no matter how messy things get between her mother and me.
Without giving Katya another chance to argue or try to talk me out of this, I grab my phone and call Aleks.
âIgor,â he answers, skipping any pretense of pleasantries.
âI need a favor,â I say, keeping my tone clipped and businesslike.
He makes a low sound in his throatâacknowledgment or annoyance, I donât know. âTell me.â
âGet me a private jet ready to leave for New York in three hours,â I say.
I glance at Katya. Sheâs gripping the handle above the window so tightly her knuckles have turned white. Good. Let her stew in it. Maybe now she understands just how serious I am.
âAnything else?â Aleks asks, unfazed.
âI need someone to research who has the most advanced treatment for naufroâ ââ
âNeurofibromatosis, type II,â Katya interrupts, her voice cutting through my sentence.
I pause, turning to her. âWhat?â
âNeurofibromatosis, type II,â she repeats, her tone sharp but controlled.
I hold the phone out toward her. âSay it again.â
She leans slightly closer, speaking directly into the receiver. âNeurofibromatosis, type II.â
âDid you get that?â I ask Aleks.
âYeah,â he says. âYou need a plane and a doctor.â
âThanks,â I tell him, and for once, I mean it.
âSure,â he replies, the awkwardness in his tone unusual for him. âAnyway, Iâve got to go. Weâre hitting some turbulence, and the flight attendant warned me I might lose the internet signal.â
âTalk to you later, brother.â I hang up and slide the phone into my pocket. Then I turn back to Katya, my eyes meeting hers. âYou better pack fast because we donât have much time.â
Katya looks tired. Worn out, even. She hasnât stopped glaring at me since we left the park, but at least sheâs stopped fighting me. Itâs strange. Maybe I really did scare her. Or maybe sheâs just biding her time, waiting for the right moment to strike.
Either way, it doesnât matter. I glance into the backseat at Sofiya. Thereâs no changing my mind.
When we arrive at Katyaâs apartment, she hesitates at the door, her hand lingering on the key for a second too long. I brush past her, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation.
I recognize my mistake almost immediately.
A tall, broad-shouldered figure turns from where heâs been standing near the window, his arms crossed over his chest. His sharp gray eyes meet mine with cold intensity, and a slow, deliberate smile tugs at the corner of his mouth.
âVasiliy,â I greet him, my tone neutral.
The eldest Volkov brother. Iâd know him anywhere. Of all the Volkov siblings, Vasiliy is the one you donât want to cross. Some might argue that Nikolai is the deadlier of the two, but thatâs only because Nikolai is louder about it. Vasiliy? Heâs quiet. Calculated. The kind of man who doesnât bother with threats because his actions speak for themselves.
Katya doesnât even look at me. She picks up Sofiya and rushes to Vasiliy, practically shoving our daughter into his arms.
Itâs her last stand. A desperate attempt to keep me from taking Sofiya with me.
It wonât work.
âYouâve got some fucking nerve,â Vasiliy says, his voice calm but laced with steel. He rests a protective hand on Sofiyaâs back, his gray eyes never leaving mine.
âNice to see you too,â I reply, stepping further into the room.
âCut the bullshit, Igor,â he snaps. âWhat the hell are you doing here? And why are you dragging my niece into it?â
I ignore his question, my gaze shifting to Katya. âPack her things. Now.â
Katya stiffens but doesnât move. Vasiliyâs jaw tightens, his hand curling into a fist at his side.
âYouâre not taking her anywhere,â he says coldly.
âThis doesnât concern you,â I reply, my tone steady.
âThe fuck it doesnât,â Vasiliy growls. âSheâs my blood.â
âAnd sheâs my daughter,â I counter, stepping closer.
Vasiliy steps forward, closing the gap between us. Weâre nearly nose to nose now, and the tension in the room is thick enough to cut with a knife.
âYou think you can walk in here, throw your weight around, and take her?â Vasiliyâs voice drops, low and dangerous. âThatâs not how this works.â
âIâm not asking for permission,â I say evenly.
âYeah? Then what are you asking for?â
âNothing.â
His lip curls in a sneer, and for a moment, I think he might take a swing at me. But then Sofiya shifts in his arms, her small hand tugging at his sleeve. He glances down at her, his expression softening ever so slightly.
Itâs the opening I need.
âLetâs not make this harder than it has to be,â I say, my voice calm but firm. âSofiya needs medical care, and I can give it to her. You canât. Not here.â
Vasiliyâs eyes snap back to mine, and for a moment, I see the struggle in his expression. He knows Iâm right.
Katya breaks the silence, her voice trembling but resolute. âYouâre not taking her, Igor.â
âI already told you,â I say, my patience wearing thin. âThis isnât up for debate.â
âYouâll have to go through both of us,â Vasiliy says, his voice a low growl.
âFine,â I snap, my anger flaring. âIf thatâs what it takes, so be it.â
The tension in the room reaches its breaking point, and for a moment, none of us move.
Then Sofiya shifts again, her small hands moving in quick, deliberate gestures. Katyaâs breath hitches, and her expression crumbles as she watches her daughter.
Vasiliy looks at Katya, then at me. The room is heavy with unspoken words, but I donât wait for permission.
âKatya,â I say quietly. âShe shouldnât watch us while we talk.â
Her shoulders slump in defeat, and she nods once, her movements stiff and mechanical as she carries Sofiya to her room.
Vasiliy watches her go, then turns back to me, his gray eyes burning with cold fury.