âWhat do you mean youâre not coming back to New York with me?â Aleks asks, his brow furrowing in confusion as he glances up from the glass of whiskey heâs nursing.
âExactly what I said,â I reply with a dismissive wave. âIâve got unfinished business here in Moscow. Iâll be back in a few days.â
âThereâs nothing left to do here,â Aleks points out, nodding toward the TV mounted behind the bar. The news anchor is droning on about the mistrial in our menâs caseâthe result of his jury tampering. It worked like a charm. The trial is in limbo, and itâll take months, maybe years, for the system to scrape together a new jury. In the meantime, weâve got what we wanted: time. Time to bribe, time to pay off the right people, time to bury this case so deep itâll never see the light of day again.
âOur job here is done,â Aleks continues. âFather expects both of us back. The whole point of showing up at the trial was to remind our men to stay loyal. A little warning shot to let them know weâre watching. It worked. Now letâs go home.â
âThis has nothing to do with the family business,â I grind out, my teeth clenched. âIâve got something else to take care of. Something personal.â
Aleks sits up straighter, his eyes narrowing. âExplain.â
âStay in your lane, brother,â I hiss, my patience already wearing thin. âThis is something I have to deal with. Alone.â
Without waiting for a response, I turn back to the bar, eyeing the half-empty whiskey bottle sitting within armâs reach. Right now, that amber liquid is calling my name.
I grab the bottle and pour myself a fresh glass, watching the ripples as the whiskey sloshes against the sides. More and more, Iâm starting to understand why Father reaches for a drink before most people have their first cup of coffee.
Sometimes I wonder if Iâm the bastard everyone claims I am. The womanizer, the demon. Or maybe Iâm just an idiot.
Either way, life has never felt this fucked up.
I groan when Aleks drags himself onto the stool next to mine.
âSeriously, man,â he says, his voice softer now, like heâs trying to talk me down from the edge.
I shoot him a glare. âWhat?â
He raises his hands in surrender, but his expression is serious. âIgor, youâre better than this.â
âBetter than what?â I ask, my tone sharp.
âBetter than Father,â Aleks says quietly.
His words catch me off guard, hitting me square in the chest. Itâs the first time either of us has said it out loud. Weâve thought it, sureâprobably more times than we can countâbut saying it is something else entirely. Loyalty to Father has been drilled into us since birth, and breaking that unspoken rule feels dangerous.
But Aleks doesnât stop there.
âDonât close yourself off from the world,â he continues. âIâm your brother. Believe it or not, I want to help you. Talk to me.â
I stare into my glass, swirling the whiskey as I debate whether to open my mouth. The words tumble out before I can stop them.
âIâm a father,â I confess, my voice low.
Aleks blinks, surprised. âDamienâs lucky to have you,â he says, referring to my son with Anastasiya.
âThatâs not what I mean,â I mutter, shaking my head. âThereâs another kid. The woman I hooked up with six years ago doesnât want me in her life. In their life. Go figure.â
Aleks lets out a low whistle, leaning back slightly. âDamn.â
Heâs not shocked. Aleks rarely shows emotion, but I can see the wheels turning in his head, analyzing and calculating.
âYou keep doing the same thing, man,â he chuckles after a moment.
âItâs like a fucking copy-paste of my past,â I acknowledge bitterly. âBut this time, I want to do it the right way. Her nameâs Sofiya,â I say, the name slipping out like itâs been sitting on my tongue for years, waiting for the right moment to be spoken.
Aleks narrows his eyes. âAnd her mother?â
I hesitate, knowing exactly how heâs going to react. But thereâs no point in hiding it. âKatya Volkova.â
His head jerks back, his fists clenching as his jaw goes tight. âAre you fucking kidding me?â he growls. âThe judge presiding over our menâs case? Nikolaiâs sister? Are you out of your goddamn mind?â
I donât respond, which only seems to fuel his frustration.
âWhen Nikolai and Vasiliy find out about thisâ¦â Aleks shakes his head, standing abruptly. âFucking hell, Igor. If you want to stick around, I wonât stop you. But let me make one thing clear: whatever shitstorm is about to rain down on you, you deserve every drop of it.â
âFuck the Volkovs,â I hiss, grabbing my glass and throwing it at the floor. The glass shatters on impact, scattering shards across the polished parquet like broken diamonds.
âHey!â the bartender shouts, his voice sharp. But the second he sees us, his expression shifts, fear flickering in his eyes. He steps back, disappearing into the shadows.
Aleks sighs, switching to a more neutral tone. âYou shouldnât have messed with the Volkovs. Havenât you learned anything by now?â
âOnly that Nikolaiâs a piece of shit and Vasiliyâs a sneaky bastard,â I snap, my voice rising.
âNikolaiâs our brother-in-law now,â Aleks reminds me, his tone pointed. âYou shouldnât talk shit about family.â
âIâll talk shit about whoever I please,â I snarl. âYou donât get it, Aleks. They knew. They both knew I had a daughter, and they didnât say a damn word to me.â
Aleks narrows his eyes, his voice cold. âDonât you think they wouldâve come for you if they knew you were the one who fucked their sister?â
âMaybe,â I admit with a shrug. âBut thatâs not the point. Katya kept Sofiya from me. Sheâs my daughter!â I slam my fist against the bar, the wood groaning under the force.
Aleks places a hand on my shoulder, his grip firm but steady. âYeah, sheâs your daughter,â he says quietly. âBut think this through, Igor. Sheâs just a kid. And no matter how angry you are, sheâs going to need her mother.â
I sigh, my anger deflating as his words sink in. âI know.â
âYou can count on me, whatever you decide,â Aleks says, giving me a small nod. âBut donât fuck it up.â
âYeah,â I mutter, watching as he heads for the door.
Once heâs gone, I wave down the bartender, leaving a stack of rubles on the counter to cover the damage.
âIâm not leaving Moscow without my daughter,â I whisper to myself.
Pulling out my phone, I dial Katya as I step outside. A taxi screeches to a halt in front of me.
The line clicks, and her voice comes through, sharp and formal. âYeah?â Her tone is smooth, commanding, yet utterly feminine. But I wonât let it distract me from my purpose. I take a deep breath, steadying my impatience as I get into the backseat.
âWeâre not done yet,â I warn her.
âWhoâs this?â
âOh, cut the crap, Katya,â I bite back.
âWait. I know that snarl. How could I forget the pathetic attempt at sounding threatening?â
âDonât fuck with me,â I growl, my impatience resurfacing. âI want to see her.â
âNo,â she hisses angrily and hangs up.
I call again, expecting her not to pick up. But she does.
âGo to hell, Igor.â
âNot without you, Iâm not,â I roar, tired of her attitude.
The line goes silent, and I think sheâs hung up on me again. âWhat do you want?â she sighs finally, sounding defeated and tired. Iâve never heard her voice sound so small. She always gave the impression of being larger than life. âWill you forget about Sofiya if I take care of your men?â
âI donât know under which rock youâve been living, but that matterâs already settled,â I reply, noting that sheâd break the law to keep me at bay. Maybe she offered to do it because she knows there was a mistrial and hoped I wasnât aware yet.
âFor now,â she replies. âI can use my connections to make the case go away. I give you my word that the prosecution will drop it.â
I stay silent for a moment, letting her think Iâm considering it. The way her breathing changes is too much for me. I canât hold it back anymore and laugh.
âYouâre funny,â I tell her when I catch a breath. âItâs almost cute that you think you could bribe me into forgetting I have a child.â
âJust go back to New York,â she taunts. âWeâre not discussing this anymore. Thereâs nothing to talk about.â
She again hangs up on me, and it takes all the strength within me not to toss the phone out the window and slam it against a random passerby.
If I were an irrational man, I would hunt her down, kidnap my daughter, and bring her to the States.
If Katya keeps pushing me, thatâs exactly what Iâll do. I wonât let her get her way.
Now Iâm annoyed as hell at how reckless I was six years ago to have unprotected sex. If I had put on a damn condom, we wouldnât be in this situation. Still, she shouldâve told me.
I mull my options over, weighing their benefits and risks. Katyaâs probably hoping Iâll just up and leave, but I wonât abandon my child so easily. My blood flows through Sofiyaâs veins. I donât need to wait for Katyaâs permission to see her.
Itâs time I meet my daughter.