A knock on the door pulls me out of the little universe Iâve built with Damien and Sofiya. Blocks are scattered across the rug, and Sofiyaâs hands are gripping one of Damienâs prized Lego bricks as if itâs the most important thing in the world. Damien is mid-sentence, explaining why his castle needs âdefense towers on every side,â when my head snaps up toward the door.
Two figures stand there, framed in the doorway like they own the placeâwhich, technically, one of them does.
âLev!â Damien yells, abandoning his castle-in-progress and darting toward his cousin.
I get to my feet, my eyes already narrowing as I focus on the taller figure. âDoes Nik know his sonâs here?â I ask Aleks as I move toward Lev, pressing a quick kiss to the boyâs cheek.
Aleks shrugs, all casual confidence, like I didnât just ask him about the impending wrath of Nikolai Volkov. âI mentioned to Kata that the cousins should have a playdate,â he says, glancing at the trio of kids now converging on the castle. âShe agreed, and so here we are.â
I nod, though skepticism curls in the back of my mind. Katarina Volkov must have worked some serious magic to convince her husband to send his only son into this house of horrors. Nikolai protects Lev like heâs the last jewel in a world full of thieves. That heâd let the boy anywhere near Igorâs homeâeven under Kataâs supervisionâseems⦠unlikely.
âDonât worry,â Aleks says, breaking into my thoughts. His tone is casual, but thereâs a hint of something reassuring in it, like heâs trying to put me at ease. âWeâll all have fun. You can rest easy.â
His gaze flicks back to the kids, and he shifts his weight, stuffing his hands into his pockets like he doesnât know what to do with them.
âWe?â I ask, my curiosity piqued. âWhat do you mean, we?â
âYes,â Aleks says, flashing me a grinâone of those cocky, almost-smiles that makes me want to throw something at him.
I roll my eyes but then come up with an idea. âWe could always go out,â I suggest. âI could use some fresh air, and the kids will love playing in the park.â
Aleks scrunches his nose like I just suggested we walk them into enemy territory unarmed. âThatâs a cute idea and all, but Damien is still Igorâs only heir. He canât leave the house. Not without sufficient security.â
âBring as many men as you want,â I reply with a shrug. As soon as the thought of going to the park enters my mind, itâs a done deal. âWeâre going.â
Aleks frowns, clearly not thrilled. âI donât like the sound of that,â he mutters, glancing nervously at Damien, whoâs busy explaining castle-building logistics to Lev. âItâs best we stick to the mansionâs yard. Theyâve got plenty of toys there.â
I narrow my eyes, my expression hardening. Kids need more than a fenced-in yard. They need the space to run wild, breathe fresh air, climb trees, and burn off the chocolate-fueled energy Irina keeps pumping into them like sheâs trying to raise a pack of caffeinated wolves.
âThese three are the heirs of the two most powerful families in New York City,â I tell him, my tone firm. âNo one will dare come near them. That said, youâve got half an hour to assemble your men while I get the kids ready.â
Aleks looks like he wants to argue but wisely decides against it. He exhales a long breath, then nods. âHalf an hour it is,â he concedes before turning on his heel and leaving the room.
The time passes quickly. After a snack, the kids are practically bouncing off the walls with excitement. Sofiya can barely stay still long enough for me to tug her favorite red beanie over her messy curls. The second the car doors close behind them, five black SUVs surround us like weâre a presidential motorcade. Sokolovâs bestâand worstâmen flank the vehicles, bristling with enough firepower to stop a small army.
âI canât believe Iâm driving a minivan,â Aleks grumbles under his breath as he slides into the driverâs seat. âAnd this beast doesnât even have a sport mode.â
I glance over my shoulder at the chaos in the back. Damien is listening intently as Lev launches into a lecture about space exploration, while Sofiya is busy tormenting Dominik Popov, Aleksâs head of security. Sheâs tugging on his obnoxiously patterned tie with her sticky little hands, giggling as she runs her fingers over the tacky fabric.
Dominik, to his credit, manages to maintain his composureâthough the tight-lipped smile he gives her screams help me.
âI think it suits you,â I tease Aleks as I settle into the passenger seat. âBesides, itâs the only way to fit all the car seats and Dominik.â
Dominikâs glare flicks toward me at the mention of his name, his massive frame filling every inch of available space in the backseat. Next to the kids, he looks like heâs been crammed into a dollhouse.
Aleks slides on his sunglasses and shifts gears with a sigh.
âWhy the buzzcut?â I ask, breaking the silence. âIs it a military thing?â
He glances at me, then back at the rearview mirror. âNah. Just didnât feel like using three different shampoos and gels to make me look cool. Iâll leave that to Igor while I stick to being a badass.â
I arch an eyebrow, my lips curving into a smirk. âYou and Igor fight over hair product?â
Aleks chuckles. âIâm joking. Canât a man have fun?â
âNot if heâs Russian,â I shoot back.
âTouché,â Aleks says, grinning before turning his attention back to the road.
The drive is quiet after that, short and uneventful. Fifteen minutes later, we pull into the park, and the kids practically explode out of the car, cheering as they race across the grass toward the Heckscher Playground.
âOh, look at this!â I squeal, my excitement bubbling over as I step out of the minivan. âIsnât it amazing?â
Aleks gives the playground a dismissive glance. âItâs a kidâs playground.â
I roll my eyes.
As if on cue, the children erupt in laughter and cheers as they sprint toward the jungle gym. Lev helps Sofiya climb the ladder, while Damien shouts instructions from the top of the slide like a tiny dictator. Aleksâs men follow close behind, their sharp suits comically out of place against the backdrop of swings and slides.
âWould you like to sit down?â Aleks asks, gesturing toward a bench with a clear view of the playground.
âSure,â I say, following him.
As I settle onto the bench, my gaze sweeps the playground, scanning for Sofiya. Lev is helping her climb again, his tiny hand gripping hers to steady her.
Aleks clears his throat, shifting uncomfortably beside me.
âI wanted to talk to you,â he begins, his tone unusually cautious.
âAlright,â I say slowly, already bracing myself for whatever heâs about to say.
He fidgets, trying to find a position that works for his long legs on the short bench. âI just want you to know⦠you can always count on me. Iâll be the best uncle for Sofiya. And if you need one, I can be your friend too.â
I narrow my eyes, already suspicious. âYeah, okay. Thatâs nice. Whatâs the catch?â
Aleks hesitates, his gaze fixed on the kids. âI think you should be nicer to Igor,â he finally says.
Nice? As in⦠fucking his brains out nice?
My eyes nearly pop out of my head at the thought.
âWhateverâs going on between you twoâstop,â Aleks says firmly. âIgor canât afford distractions. Not now. He needs to keep his head in the game.â
I stare at him, equal parts annoyed and amused. âYouâre unbelievable, Aleks.â
But deep down, I know heâs not entirely wrong.
My lips curl before I can stop them, and the words tumble out like water breaking through a dam. âPlease tell me youâre not saying what I think youâre saying. Tell me youâre not acting as Igorâs messenger boy!â I shake my head, a bitter laugh bubbling out. âEven I didnât think he was such a weasel.â
âIgor has no idea Iâm talking to you,â Aleks says firmly, his expression unchanging. âI didnât even tell him we went to the park.â
I close my eyes and breathe through the anger clawing its way to the surface. Too bad. If Igor had sent Aleks to speak on his behalf, it wouldâve been all the excuse I needed to kick him square in the balls. That man doesnât realize his time with Sofiya and me is running out. He might believe otherwiseâIgor Sokolov always believes heâs the exception to the rulesâbut weâre not staying in New York. The second Sofiyaâs treatment is done, weâll be on the first flight back to Moscow. My little girl and I will go home. Back to our lives.
âAre you okay?â Aleks asks, his sharp eyes scanning my face. âDid I say something wrong?â
âThis entire conversation is wrong,â I hiss through clenched teeth.
âWell, suck it up,â Aleks snaps, his calm veneer cracking. The softness from earlier is gone, replaced with a sharper, harder demeanor. âYou might not see it, but Igorâs breaking his back to keep you and Sofiya safe. He called in countless favors so Dr. Tolliver would personally treat Sofiya. Heâs doing everything he can to give you the best of everything.â
I shrug, my gaze shifting toward the kids, who are now laughing as Lev chases Damien across the grass.
Aleks takes my silence as an invitation to keep going. âLet me spell it out for you because it looks like you need to hear it. Youâre fighting him at every step, challenging him on everything, arguing his every decision. Face it, Katyaâyouâre not a single parent anymore.â
The words hit like a slap, and before I can stop myself, I snap, âFuck you, Aleks.â
The rage surges through me, hot and uncontainable. No oneânot Aleks, not anyoneâhas the right to lecture me about how I act with Igor. Or how I parent.
âNo, fuck you,â Aleks snarls back, standing up so fast the bench creaks under the shift in weight. He towers over me, his imposing frame casting a long shadow. He glares down at me like a man ready to unleash hell, his voice dropping to a menacing growl. âIgorâs not so bad when you actually get to know him. Did you even try to give him a chance?â
I shoot to my feet, my chest heaving. âYou want to talk about getting to know people, Aleksander?â I whisper shout, my voice shaking with fury. âLet me remind you of something: a wolf might change its coat, but it doesnât change its disposition.â
His lips twist into a smirk, but his ice-blue eyes are cold and unrelenting. âSo thatâs it, huh? Youâre the only one who gets to change? Youâre the only one entitled to a second chance?â
âItâs not the same,â I bite out through clenched teeth, forcing myself to keep my voice low enough that the kids donât hear. âHeâs a criminal. A murderer. And I donât even want to think about what else. It goes against every fiber of my being as a judge to even breathe the same air as him.â
âAnd yet,â Aleks says softly, his smirk fading, âhere you are.â
His words strike a nerve, and I feel the air leave my lungs in a rush. I look away, my hands balling into fists at my sides.
âThe sooner you accept it, the easier your life will be,â Aleks continues, his tone gentler now, but no less cutting. âYou canât resist him, Katya. Youâre attracted to him. Hell, you might even have feelings for him. If it helps, Iâm pretty sure he does too.â
âFuck off, Aleks,â I mutter, turning away and refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response.
âFine,â Aleks says, throwing up his hands in mock surrender. âKeep lying to yourself if you must.â
He pulls out his phone and stalks away, putting distance between us. I watch him for a moment, pacing as he speaks into the phone, his expression neutral.
I take a deep breath, forcing the heat in my chest to subside, and turn my attention back to the playground. The sound of laughter draws my eyes to Sofiya, whoâs giggling uncontrollably as Lev pushes her on a swing. Damien stands on the swing next to them, trying to gain momentum.
Oh, to be so young and carefree. Itâs a privilege I havenât felt in years.
But Aleksâs words replay in my mind, looping endlessly like a bad joke that refuses to fade. Who the hell does he think he is? He doesnât know me. He has no idea what Iâve been through, how hard Iâve fought to leave this life behind. Bratva blood runs in my familyâs veins, but I swore I wouldnât let it define me.
Vasiliy is the only one who has the right to tell me what he thinks. He was the one who stood by me when I chose to follow the law, who didnât laugh or scoff when I told him I wanted to become a judge. He was the one who comforted me when I found out I was pregnant with Sofiya, who promised me I could raise her without the shadow of our family looming over us.
I glance back at Sofiya, her beanie askew as she flies through the air, pure joy lighting up her face. My chest tightens, the weight of my choices pressing down harder than ever.
âWhat would Vasiliy do?â I whisper to myself, the question tumbling from my lips before I can stop it.