âStop it!â I hiss, yanking my wrist out of his grip. âYouâre hurting me.â
Igorâs hand drops immediately, but the frustration in his icy blue eyes burns hotter. His jaw tightens, and he exhales sharply, as if trying to keep his temper in check.
âGet in the room,â he growls, his voice low and clipped.
Weâve been butting heads since we reached the second floor, and heâs been on edge the entire time. What went on downstairs doesnât warrant this level of hostility. Iâve been on his side, whether heâs willing to admit it or not. But why should I be surprised? Heâs proven himself to be an unbearable prick at every opportunity.
I fold my arms and stand firm, glaring at him. âDonât tell me what to do,â I snap, rubbing the red mark blooming on my wrist. âAnd donât ever touch me without my permission again, or youâll regret it.â
His head tilts slightly, his lips curling into a smirk that makes my pulse spike with irritation. âIs that so?â he murmurs, his voice laced with mockery.
âWant to test that theory?â I fire back, my jaw clenching.
For a moment, neither of us moves. The tension between us crackles, thick and suffocating. Igorâs hands flex at his sides, his fingers curling into fists as if heâs fighting the urge to grab me again.
He takes a step closer. âGet. In. The. Room. Now.â
With a huff, I shove past him and step inside the room. âSatisfied?â I snap over my shoulder, refusing to look at him.
He follows me in, shutting the door firmly behind him.
Iâve never felt so inexplicably vulnerable in all my life. To hate him and want him with the same intensity is messing with my head. Because when he fucks me, our connection runs deep, deeper than Iâve experienced with anyone else before. My very sanity comes undone underneath him.
Itâs no wonder that I crave for him to take control again. Heâll give me exactly what I need. And yet I wonât ask for what I want. My only other option is to dare him to do the opposite, hoping heâll want to prove me wrong.
âTouch me again, and see what happens,â I repeat my threat defiantly.
My heart jumps in my chest. The corner of his mouth curls in a slow smile, and before I know it, his hand moves behind my neck, yanking me toward him. His body is an iron wall, cold and unforgiving.
His dark energy breaks my resolve in a few short seconds.
Instead of pulling back, my own hand brushes along his hard shaft, palming him through his pants. Feeling my fingers on his the length has his breath quickening.
âIs that how you want to be touched, you sick fuck?â I snarl. âBy someone whoâll never be yours no matter how much you might try to tell yourself otherwise?â
âDonât kid yourself, volchitsa,â he spits. âNo matter how much you roar, youâre mine.â
âOh, yeah?â I challenge. âProve it.â
Igorâs eyes burn with rage. His other hand cups my chin and pulls me close, like weâre lovers about to kiss. His touch leaves behind a strange sensation. Iâm cold but hot at the same time.
Laughing quietly, he regards me with a triumphant grin.
âAs you command,â he purrs.
A moment passes in which Iâm trying to figure out his next move. He catches me by surprise. A heavy spank on my behind forces a pained moan out of me.
I shouldnât be into it. This should make me even madder at him, but instead, it excites me, making my skin buzz.
I stop dead in my tracks and lunge my hand toward his balls, stopping short of touching them. Heâs so close that his cock is less than an inch away from me. If he shuffles closer, my fingers could press against his full length, wrap around it and jerk it painfully hard. The thought of making him writhe in pain makes heat spread between my thighs.
He stands his ground, unflinching at my obvious intent. I reach further forward and watch in disappointment when he effortlessly grabs my wrist with a loud chuckle, stopping me from hurting him.
I step back and try to lift my hands again, but this time, heâs prepared and pushes me against the wall.
âFirst things first,â he hisses. âWhile I like my woman to have sass and personality, you must show me respect when in company. For failing to do that, Iâll punish you.â
âAnd then?â I dare him.
He smirks. âAnd then Iâll rail you so hard you wonât remember your own name.â He grabs my arm and pulls me toward his bed. âOn your knees.â
âNo.â
âI think itâs about time you get a proper lesson,â Igor declares casually, opening the top two buttons of his dress shirt. His voice lacks the steel and ice Iâve gotten used to, and his whole demeanor has changed, but he doesnât inspire fear. More like curiosity. Anticipation of his next move. Unbridled excitement.
âWhat?â
His eyes glimmer mischievously as if there were several secrets hidden inside them. Each one of them a dirty one.
âItâs time for you to face the consequences.â He smirks.
âYouâd like that, wouldnât you?â
âYes.â Igor snorts. âIâll teach you how to submit and who you belong to.â
I laugh and cock my head. âIf you actually think of me as a possession, we have a problem.â
I feel his hot breath on my lips and know Iâll be lost if I donât stop him. Suddenly scared of him taking a piece of me, I do the first thing that comes to mind.
I bite.
Even without knowing what Iâm doing, my teeth sink into his flesh. He doesnât pull back, letting me bite down until a metallic taste fills my mouth. His body hums against me, and I realize this did nothing to deter him. It only turned him on more.
Itâs unsettling how much I enjoy it.
Before I lose myself completely, I shove him with all my strength, breaking free and dashing for the door. It slams against the frame behind me as I sprint down the corridor, his blood still on my lips.
But just as I round the corner, another door swings open, and a hand grabs my arm, yanking me to a stop.
No.
Not again.
âRelax, itâs me,â Aleks says, his deep voice breaking through the whirlwind in my head. He presses his finger gently against my lips, wiping away the blood I hadnât realized was still there. âWhat happened?â
My chest heaves as I try to slow my breaths, his calm blue eyes pulling me back from the edge. For a moment, I consider telling him, spilling everythingâthe anger, the tension, the chaos Igor stirs in me. But before I can speak, Aleks shakes his head and runs a hand down his face.
âNever mind,â he mutters. âI shouldnât get involved.â
His gaze flicks behind me, his expression hardening briefly before softening again as he looks at me. âSofiyaâs been asking for you. She wants a bedtime story.â
Relief washes over me at the mention of my daughter. I nod quickly. âThank you,â I whisper.
Aleks gives me a small, reassuring smile before placing a hand on the small of my back. The gesture is brief, gentle, and guiding, and it anchors me as he leads me toward Damienâs room. When we reach the door, he stops at the threshold and opens it for me.
âSheâs waiting,â he says softly, stepping aside.
I walk in, and the sound of Aleksâs footsteps echoing down the hall fades behind me.
I pause inside the room, forcing myself to push away the turmoil swirling in my mind. Igor, his touch, his words, his presenceâall of it gets shoved into the corners of my thoughts. Right now, I have one priority: my daughter.
Sofiya lies on the bed, staring up at the ceiling. She doesnât say a word when she sees me, but the way her eyes sweep over my face tells me enough. She knows somethingâs wrong.
Iâm a mess.
I plaster on a smile, but the weight of her gaze chips at my fragile mask. The man I despiseâno, the man I should despiseâis tearing me apart, turning me into someone I barely recognize. Should I just give in and let him have me, body and soul? Would that quiet the chaos inside me, or would it shatter me completely?
I shake the thoughts away and silently thank Aleks for wiping away the evidence of my madness. The last thing Sofiya or Damien need is to see me like thatâbloodied, unraveled, a shell of the woman and mother Iâm trying to be.
With what little composure I have left, I move toward the bed. Sofiya watches me silently as I squeeze between them, pulling the covers up to her chin before turning to Damien and doing the same.
âA little birdie told me you want a story,â I whisper for Damien, while my hands move in soft, fluid motions to sign the words for Sofiya.
Damien grins and nods. I settle in, reaching for the book on the bedside table. Itâs an old, familiar fairy taleâthe same one my grandmother used to read to me when I was their age.
I open the cover, scanning the worn pages as warmth spreads through me. For a moment, the storm outside this room doesnât matter. Only Sofiya and Damien do.
I lean over and press a soft kiss to Sofiyaâs forehead, then another to Damienâs. Then I take a deep breath, settling my nerves as I begin. âOnce upon a time, there was a beautiful princessâ ââ
The sound of the door creaking open stops me mid-sentence. My head snaps up, startled, and my pulse quickens as Igor steps into the room.
Heâs cleaned up, his shirt slightly unbuttoned, his hair smoothed back. The blood is gone, replaced by a disarming softness I donât trust. His presence still fills the room, swallowing the space like a shadow.
He moves toward the bed with slow, deliberate steps, his gaze locking onto mine. For a moment, all my thoughts scatter.
âI hope you didnât start without me,â he says, his voice low but warm, his lips curling into a small, almost tender smile. âWe should do this as a family.â
The word family lingers in the air, wrapping itself around me like a noose. My throat tightens, but I force myself to hold his gaze, even as my chest tightens with angerâand something else I canât name.
Sofiya shifts beside me, her curious eyes darting between Igor and me. Damien smiles brightly, clearly thrilled to see his father join us.
I swallow hard, pushing the lump in my throat down. âWeâre just starting,â I say, my voice steady, though every nerve in my body is on alert.
Igor sits next to Damien, his weight shifting the mattress. His hand brushes against mine for a fleeting moment, and I flinch before I can stop myself. His eyes narrow slightly, but he doesnât comment.
âGo on,â he says, leaning back and gesturing to the book in my hands. âDonât let me interrupt.â
My jaw tightens as I force myself to return my attention to the book. The words blur as my focus wavers, but I take a deep breath and continue.
âOnce upon a time,â I start again, my voice softer now, âthere was a beautiful princess who lived in a castle by the seaâ¦â
As I read and sign, my mind works overtime. I can feel Igorâs presence beside me, his steady gaze occasionally shifting to Sofiya and Damien. Itâs unsettling, this moment of quiet domesticity, because I know itâs not real. Itâs an illusion.
Because Igor doesnât belong in this picture.