A slight shake of my shoulders pulls me from sleep. Disoriented, I blink rapidly, realizing Sofiya isnât beside me. Panic grips me like a vice, and I bolt upright, my heart pounding.
âSheâs fine,â Igor says calmly, kneeling next to my chair. His cool, unreadable gaze doesnât help the storm building inside me. âWeâll be landing soon. Youâve got ten minutes if you want to freshen up.â
âWhere is she?â I demand, my voice sharper than I intend.
âIn the captainâs cabin with the pilot and copilot,â he replies smoothly, completely unbothered by my alarm. âApparently, one of them knows sign language. Alyonaâs with them.â
That name ignites my temper, fueling the embers of rage Iâve been trying to smother since this nightmare started.
âFigures,â I snap, unable to stop myself. âThe better option wouldâve been for you to actually look after your daughter. But no, youâd rather leave her with that dumb slut. Youâre despicable.â
Igorâs blue eyes brighten with amusement, his crooked smile tugging at his lips. He doesnât even flinch. If anything, my anger seems to entertain him.
A shiver snakes down my spine, equal parts fury and⦠no. No. I refuse to acknowledge whatever it is that makes my skin prickle when he looks at me like that. I wonât fall for his charm again. Iâve already had a night to think things through, and I know this muchâIgor Sokolov can smirk, threaten, and flirt all he wants. Heâs not worming his way into my bed. Never again.
âYou should go freshen up,â he says, leaning back like he owns the air between us. âSofiyaâs perfectly comfortable where she is. Besides, you look like you could use some cold water.â
âThanks for the compliment,â I grumble, standing. âI only need five minutes. Thereâs no one here I care to impress.â
âSuit yourself,â he replies coolly, his smirk still lingering. âSee you in a bit.â
When I return, the plane begins its descent, the faint hum of the announcement signal filling the cabin. Moments later, Alyona reappears, leading Sofiya back to her seat. My little girlâs smile is radiant, her excitement unmistakable.
She loves thisâtraveling, the novelty of the captainâs cabin, the whole adventure. If only the circumstances were different.
The moment we touch down, dread washes over me like a cold wave. The plane slows to a stop, and the flight crew announces weâre free to disembark. Igor heads for the exit, his stride confident and unhurried. I linger, holding Sofiyaâs hand tightly, waiting for his signal.
Sofiya looks up at me, her bright blue eyes full of curiosity as she signs, âAre we home yet?â
I hesitate, forcing a smile as I sign back, âWeâre very far from home, but itâll be fun.â
âWill Annette be there?â she asks, her small hands moving quickly.
âNo,â I reply, my chest tightening when her face falls in disappointment. I panic, grasping for something to lift her spirits. âYouâll meet a boy your age.â
Her face brightens instantly, a hopeful smile replacing her frown. Relief washes over me, but itâs fleeting. I wonder how sheâll react when she learns Damien is her brother. Will the idea of having a sibling excite her? Or will it overwhelm her?
She hasnât asked me about Igor yet, but I know itâs coming. And when she does, I can only hope Iâll have the right words.
âAll clear,â Igor calls out from the exit, his voice cutting through my thoughts.
The flight attendant offers me a forced smile, but when her gaze shifts to Sofiya, her expression softens with genuine warmth.
Whatever, girlfriend. You can have him as far as Iâm concerned.
We descend the stairs, stepping onto the tarmac. A sleek black SUV waits nearby, its engine idling. Two menâIgorâs, of courseâare already seated in the front. Igor strides toward the car, his shoulders exuding power.
But before he reaches the vehicle, a loud horn blares, cutting through the stillness of the runway.
âFucking perfect,â Igor mutters, his jaw tightening as he turns toward the source of the interruption.
Curious, I glance in the same direction. The moment I spot the culprit, a wide smile spreads across my face. Without looking at Sofiya, I sign, âUncle Nik is here.â
Her eyes widen with delight as I lift her into my arms. She claps her hands, waving excitedly as a Bentley glides toward us.
Nikolai.
Iâve never been so relieved to see him in my life. Sofiya adores both him and Katarina. They were always welcome in our home whenever they visited Moscow. Of course, they had no idea who Sofiyaâs father was. Iâd made sure of that.
The Bentley rolls to a stop, and Nikolai steps out, slamming the door behind him. The sharp click echoes in the air, matching the steel in his expression.
His stormy, ice-cold eyes lock on Igor, and my heart stumbles in my chest.
It looks like Vasiliy filled him in on the details.
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â Igor demands, his voice low and dangerous.
âI should kill you for touching my sister in the first place,â Nikolai growls, his tone dripping with menace.
âAre you kidding me right now?â Igor scoffs, throwing up his hands. âIâve already gone through this bullshit with your brother. Do we really need to rehash it?â
Before Nikolai can respond, the Bentleyâs passenger door opens, and Katarina steps out. She hurries to position herself between them, her movements graceful but deliberate.
âNick,â she says softly, her voice holding ten different layers of meaning. One word, and yet, Nikolai understands it completely.
His jaw ticks, his fists clenched tightly at his sides. But slowly, ever so slightly, his shoulders relax.
Katarina turns her pale green eyes on her brother. âThereâs no need for violence.â
Igor doesnât flinch. His gaze remains locked on Nikolai, unyielding. âAll I want is to take my daughter home,â he says curtly. âStay out of my way, and we wonât have a problem.â
âWeâre only here to say hello,â Katarina says again, her calm tone belying the tension brewing between the two men.
The air is heavy and suffocating, like the calm before a thunderstorm. My pulse races as I watch them, both refusing to back down, both simmering with unspoken threats. I donât have to look hard to see this moment is just a lullâa small detour before an inevitable, bloody battle.
Igorâs scowl deepens, carving harsh lines into his sharp features. After a pause that feels like it could snap at any moment, he gives a stiff nod.
Reluctantly, I release my grip on Sofiyaâs small hand. She doesnât hesitate for even a second. Before I can blink, she wriggles free and bolts toward Katarina and Nik, her laughter spilling out like sunlight breaking through storm clouds.
Katarina sweeps her up effortlessly, spinning her around. Sofiyaâs joy is high and breathless, her tiny arms stretching wide as sheâs lifted up like sheâs flying. For a moment, the tension dissolves and the air feels lighter.
Nick reaches into his coat pocket and pulls out a small, plush teddy bear.
Always prepared.
Sofiyaâs face lights up with pure, unfiltered wonder. Her eyes grow wide, her little fingers curling around the soft fur like itâs the most magical thing in the world. Without hesitation, she signs thank you with one hand, holding the bear tightly to her chest with the other.
Her shy smile, soft and delicate, pulls at my heartstrings. For just a moment, I allow myself to breathe.
But, of course, Igor wonât let the moment last.
âThatâs enough,â he snaps, his sharp tone cutting through the fragile spell like a jagged blade.
The laughter stops. Katarinaâs hands falter, lowering Sofiya gently to the ground. Sofiya glances back at Igor, her smile shrinking but not disappearing entirely.
Nikolai turns to Igor, his expression cold and unyielding. âIâm only letting this go because the child is tired,â he snarls, his voice low and dangerous. âLeave now but know thisâI have my eyes and ears everywhere.â
The unspoken threat is loud and clear.
Katarina walks over to me, her movements soft and deliberate, as if she knows Iâm on the verge of breaking. She leans in and presses a light kiss to my cheek, her touch comforting but bittersweet.
âI wish you wouldâve told us,â she whispers, her voice full of quiet regret. âWe couldâve helped you.â
Tears prick the corners of my eyes, but I blink them back, forcing myself to stay composed. âThis is my mess,â I murmur. âI have to deal with it.â
She steps back, her pale green eyes holding mine. âCall us,â she says softly.
I nod, unable to find the words to respond.
Taking a deep breath, I turn back to the car. Igorâs men wait patiently near the vehicle, their faces blank and unreadable. Igor stands nearby, his posture tense, his icy gaze tracking my every move.
âKatya,â Nikolai calls out, his voice halting my steps.
I turn, and his expression softens just slightly. âNo hug for your big brother?â
I glance at Igor, whose jaw clenches at Nikolaiâs words. His irritation is palpable, but I couldnât care less. Rolling my eyes at his territorial glare, I rush into Nikolaiâs arms.
The moment his strong arms wrap around me, the tears Iâve been holding back spill over. Silent, hot streaks roll down my cheeks as I press my face against his shoulder.
âItâll be okay,â Nikolai murmurs, his voice low and steady. âSofiya needs this. Just hang in there.â
For a fleeting moment, I let myself believe him.
ââ
The car ride to Igorâs condo is quiet, almost stifling.
Sofiya sits between us in the backseat, intently looking out the window. She watches the city with wide eyes, drinking in the unfamiliar sights. Itâs her first time outside Moscow, and despite the long flight, her curiosity hasnât dimmed.
Igor remains silent, his presence a heavy weight in the enclosed space. I donât dare glance at him, keeping my focus on Sofiya instead.
When we pull up to the sleek high-rise in Brooklyn Heights, before I can even unbuckle my seatbelt, his large hand engulfs her tiny one as he helps her out with surprising gentleness.
I watch him closely, my stomach tightening at the sight.
He grabs our bags with ease, then turns to me, his arm shooting out in a silent command. He doesnât need to say anythingâhis expectation is clear.
Follow.
I grit my teeth, swallowing the bitter retort bubbling up my throat, and grab Sofiyaâs other hand.
This will be a test of patienceâfor both of us.
The elevator ride is silent, save for the faint hum of the machinery. Igor doesnât look at me, his gaze fixed ahead, but I can feel the tension radiating off him in waves. Sofiya, oblivious to the weight of it all, grips her teddy bear tightly and bounces slightly on her feet.
When the doors slide open, I step out behind Igorâand freeze.
My breath catches in my throat, my hand tightening instinctively around Sofiyaâs.
Blood.
Itâs everywhere.
The entrance to Igorâs condo is a scene straight out of a nightmare. Dark, sticky crimson pools around shoe boxes scattered haphazardly across the floor. Some are partially open, revealing⦠I canât bring myself to finish the thought.
My heart pounds wildly as I pull Sofiya behind me, shielding her from the horrific sight. I can barely breathe. My mind races with gruesome possibilities, each one worse than the last.
Igor steps forward, his posture rigid, his expression dark. He pulls a gun from his waistband, scanning the corridor with sharp, calculating eyes.
His voice is low and clipped as he pulls out his phone. âCode fucking red,â he barks. âGet everyone here. Now.â
The sight of all those bloody boxes outside Igorâs apartment is enough to make my stomach churn. Sofiya clutches my hand tightly, her wide eyes darting between me and the bloodstained floor. Her little fingers dig into my palm, trembling.
âSomethingâs wrong,â she signs, her movements hesitant and unsure.
I kneel in front of her, forcing myself to block out the gruesome scene surrounding us and focus on her innocent face. âNothing that canât be fixed,â I sign back, though my own hands tremble. âWeâll be okay.â
She doesnât look convinced. Her other hand tightens around the teddy bear sheâs been carrying since we left the airport. I force a smile, desperate to distract her. âRemember the boy I told you about?â
Sofiya nods, her lip trembling slightly as her gaze flits toward the blood again.
âYouâll meet him soon,â I sign, hoping the promise will be enough to keep her from focusing on the carnage around us.
But Igorâs voice cuts through the tense moment, sharp and commanding. âDonât move.â
I glance up to find him marching toward the apartment door, holding a gun in his hand. His shoulders are rigid, every step brimming with tension.
âWait,â I snap, my voice a little louder than I intended. âWhatâs going on, Igor? Who did this?â
He doesnât answer. His hand is already on the door.
Before I can demand an explanation, he flings it open and storms inside. My heart lurches, and I instinctively glance at Sofiya, whose grip on my hand hasnât loosened.
For a moment, thereâs only silence, broken by the muffled sound of Igorâs voice. Thenâ â
âPapa!â
The childâs voice carries into the hallway, bright and joyful, shattering the suffocating tension in an instant.
I blink, startled. That must be Damien.
Igor appears in the doorway seconds later, his face pale, but his eyes blazing with focus. âHeâs fine,â he says, his voice clipped.
Relief washes over me, but itâs short-lived as he turns to us. âCome inside. Both of you.â
I hesitate, glancing down at Sofiya. Sheâs still clinging to my hand, her little brow furrowed in confusion. âIâm not stepping into that apartment until you explain whatâs going on,â I hiss, my voice low but sharp.
âNot out here,â Igor growls, his jaw clenching. âSofiya doesnât need to watch this.â He gestures toward the bloody boxes behind us, his tone hardening. âInside. Now.â
I want to argue, but I glance back at Sofiya and know heâs right. Whatever horrors are waiting outside this door are nothing she should be exposed to.
Still, I canât resist one last jab. âYou better fix this,â I say, venom lacing every word. âIf you think Iâm staying in the middle of whatever hell youâve brought into our livesâ ââ
âEnough,â he snaps, but his tone lacks its usual bite. His gaze flickers briefly toward Sofiya, and for the first time, I see something unexpected in his eyes. Worry.
Good. He should be worried.
Holding Sofiyaâs hand, I follow him inside.
The first thing I notice is the smell. Garlic, onions⦠something cooking. The normalcy of it clashes horribly with the chaos outside. I barely have time to process it before noticing a small boy standing behind Igor, holding a Lego piece in his hand. An elderly woman wearing an apron appears from the kitchen.
âPapa, play with me?â
Damien.
Igor kneels, scooping him up into his arms. His whole demeanor shifts as he holds his son close, his hand smoothing over the boyâs dark hair. For a brief moment, all the tension drains from his shoulders, replaced by something almost human.
âHey, buddy,â Igor murmurs, his voice low and steady.
Damien pulls back slightly, his bright blue eyes scanning his fatherâs face. âWhatâs wrong?â he asks, his voice tinged with concern.
âNothing, malysha,â Igor replies, forcing a smile. âJust work stuff.â He sets Damien back on his feet, ruffling his hair and nodding to the babysitter. âWeâll play later.â
The boy hesitates, glancing at me and Sofiya curiously. Igor follows his gaze, his expression hardening.
âThese are visitors,â he says, his tone clipped. âBe polite.â
Igor glances back at me, his expression unreadable. He gestures toward the door, his voice gruff. âStay here with Olga. Keep the kids together. Donât go near the door. Iâll handle this.â
âHandle it?â I snap, my voice trembling with anger. âYou better hope you can fix this. One word to my brothers, and youâre done.â
Without a response, he strides out of the room, leaving me alone with the children and the confused woman.
âIâm making borscht, if you guys are hungry,â she offers timidly in broken English.
âWe are not hungry, thank you,â I respond in Russian and observe her expression softening. â Iâm Katya, by the way.â
Damien waves at Sofiya, who clutches her teddy bear tightly to her chest and our focus shifts to the children. Slowly, Sofiya lifts her free hand and waves back, her shyness melting into a tentative smile.
For the first time since we left Moscow, she looks happy.
Sofiyaâs still clutching her stuffy, but her attention is now fully on Damien, who is already dragging her to his Lego rocket ship. She watches him with growing curiosity, her earlier unease fading as she signs something to me.
âWhatâs he saying?â
I glance at Damien, whoâs talking a mile a minute about some toy robot in his hands.
âHeâs talking about his toys,â I sign back. âGo play. Itâs okay.â
She hesitates, looking at me for reassurance. I nod, and finally, she moves toward Damien, her smile growing as he hands her a bright red car.
For a brief moment, the tension eases.
But it doesnât last.
I glance toward the closed door, my mind racing with questions. Who left those boxes? What kind of hell have we just stepped into?
And how long can I keep Sofiya safe in Igorâs world?