Chapter 483
Stella
âOh, my sister will shit a ton of bricks if she found out her precious little snookum-ookums was out
last night. At the Crescent, of all places? Girly, she never even liked going there herself. She said it
was trashy.â Selena snorted more laughter and shook her head. She put the mug on the table and
swiped her mouth with the back of her hand. âShit. What were you doing there?â
I put the decanter of vodka back on the cart while I tried to get myself into some kind of emotional
coolness. Selena had really made me mad. Hurt my feelings, too.
With my back to her, I said, âWhy are you being so mean to me for no reason?â
âAww, puddinâ. I get that you think youâre special, but trust me. Iâm just a bitch to everyone.â
I took the seat next to hers. âI donât think Iâm special. I actually am special, Aunt Selena.â
âSo fucking earnest, too. And donât call me that.â She grimaced.
âWhy not?â
âBecause I told you not to, kid, and Iâm your elder.â
âDonât say that,â I told her harshly. âDonât call yourself anyoneâs elder. Thatâsâ¦theyâre gone.â
Selenaâs mean laughter faded. So did her smile. She studied me in silence, and after a few
seconds, shook her head. âYouâre a piece of work. I can tell youâre my sisterâs daughter, all right.
You both have the same smug, self-satisfied face.â
My hands flew up to touch my cheeks. At her wide eyes, I put them down. I tried hard to stop myself
from frowning. âI donât. And you shouldnât talk about my mother that way.â
âIâll talk about her any way I want to. She was my sister long before she was your mother.â
âButâ¦itâs mean,â I said, sounding helpless. âI just donât understand.â
Selena got up and stalked to the bar cart. She opened the vodka decanter and drank directly from
it. She put it down, then whirled to face me with her fists clenched. I could see the flare of her gaze
even through the dark sunglasses. Her wolf snarled, and she bit it back.
âShe abandoned me,â she said finally. âShe just up and fucking left, okay? No clue where she was.
What she was doing, if she was okay, nothing. I had to watch my mother grieve her like she was
dead, okay? I can never forgive her for that.â
âShe was trying to save you. And everyone else. And she did,â I told my aunt, even though I could
tell my words werenât going to change her mind.
I could do something else to her that would, though.
âDonât you fucking dare,â Selena growled. âI can see it on your face, I told you that. If youâre going to
go around manipulating people, youâd better learn to hide it with a little more skill.â
I didnât say anything, but I didnât try to use any energies to calm her down, either.
Selena made a wild gesture at the books on the wall. âYeah, I studied up on you, kid. Some of these
books, only a couple, have information in them about Celestials. So I know all about you, and what
youâre capable of. So donât you dare try.â
To my alarm, her breath hitched in and out on sobs. Silver tears trickled out from beneath the
sunglasses. She didnât bother to wipe them away.
âYou think itâs been easy for me? Ever since I turned eighteen, itâs been like every step I take, some
horny dude is there trying to get in my pants. I can feel their stupid wolves circling mine. I canât even
go out dancing without having to fend them off. The other girls are nearly out of their minds with
jealousy because all the guys theyâre interested in taking as mates are slobbering over me. I can
feel them,â Selena said. âI can feel them starting to hate me because everyone wants me so much.
And none of them, not a single damned one, actually wants to take me as his mate. My sister has
three mates, and I canât even get one guy to like me.â
âThatâs not my momâs fault. She didnât make you a hybrid.â
âNo, but she sure as hell couldâve stuck around to help me figure out how to get through this!â
I shook my head and kept my voice low. âAhâ¦I mean, Selena, she couldnât have. Donât you get it?
There was more at stake than you. If she hadnât gone off the way she did, you probablyââ
âOh, I know. Iâd have been mated the moment I turned eighteen. Probably to two males who might
not have liked me, either. But donât you get it? As awful as that mightâve been, at least Iâd have had
my sister here!â Selena burst into thick, harsh sobs.
I knew she didnât want my sorries, so I didnât say it again. I did step closer to her. I reached but
didnât dare touch her. Instead, I said the only thing I could think of.
âI can help you.â