Chapter 470
Mason
When Lanie needed to sneak into the hybrid facility to rescue the twins, sheâd used a potion from
the witch Rhiannon to change her appearance.
When I described that quickly to Stella, she tipped her head back in laughter that rang throughout
the walled garden. When she looked back at me, her eyes twinkled. She patted my hand.
âI donât need a potion, Abba! I can access the powers of a shapeshifter, remember?â
I shook my head with a chuckle. âSweetheart, thereâs so much you can do that I canât even begin to
comprehend.â
As I watched, Stellaâs features rippled. Her eyes turned a dark amber, while her hair faded into pale
gold. Faint freckles scattered suddenly across her nose and cheeks, which were pudgier than theyâd
been a moment ago. Her smiling mouth changed, too. The effect lasted only a few seconds before
she returned to her familiar face.
âThatâs beyond amazing,â I told her, the hairs rising on the back of my neck. âItâs incredible.â
âItâs weird,â she said matter-of-factly.
I laughed again. âItâs not something I think youâd want to trot out in front of people who donât know
you, thatâs for sure. But itâs still an amazing gift.â
âHowâs it going to help me, though?â She bit her lower lip with straight, white teeth, then let her head
hang so her hair covered her face for a moment. Her fingers knotted in her lap as she shook her
head. âLooking like a different person isnât going to make me into a different person.â
I thought of Lanie when sheâd been Katie. She had looked the same as she did now, but she had
been different. And why? Because those of us in Stillwood hadnât known her already. We hadnât had
any preconceived notions of how she ought to behave, or anything about her personality at all.
âLooking like a different person is going to give you the chance to figure out who you want to be. Not
who the Goddess expects you to be,â I cautioned her. âYouâre still discovering yourself, little star.
You might have every gift a supernatural can have, and you might have all the weight of the
universe on your shoulders, but so far in your life, have you ever had the chance to truly understand
yourself?â
I could tell she had not. Her eyes welled with tears she dashed away with quick swipes of her
fingertips. She gave me a watery, brave, and genuine smile.
âI think Iâm starting to. I definitely want to,â she added quickly.
âIf you look like someone else for a while, you might be able to put down some of your burden. Just
for a short time, here and there,â I said hastily when it looked like she meant to protest. âBut you are
not only a Celestial, Stella. Youâre more than that.â
âI donât know if itâs possible to be more than a Celestial, Abba.â She shook her head. âIâm not trying
to brag, but Celestials are a pretty big deal.â
I laughed and leaned forward to hug her with one arm. She leaned against me. âSo let yourself be
ordinary sometimes.â
She was quiet for a moment or so before she pulled away with a nod. âI think I understand what
youâre getting at.â
Excitement edged her voice, and the gleam of tears became a shine of interest.
âAs long as everyone here recognizes me, I wonât be able to do much. I wonât be able to hang out
with anyone other than people who already know meâ¦which is a very small group,â she said.
I nodded, letting her put the pieces together, as I knew sheâd be able to. âYep.â
âBut if I change my appearance, I could go out. In public. Anywhere I wanted to go!â She sounded
even more excited and even clapped her hands together a couple of times. âPeople I meet wonât be
stuck on the fact that Iâm a Celestial. Heck, they wonât even know!â
âThatâs exactly right. It will give you some freedom. Youâll be able to have some privacy, too,â I told
her.
Stellaâs excitement faded. She frowned. âButâ¦Abba, wonât people be upset with me once they find
out? It will feel like Iâve tricked them.â
âThatâs possible. But if you make the right sorts of friends, theyâll care more about whatâs inside of
you, the real you, than how you look.â
âBut when they find out Iâm Stella the Celestial, theyâll be upset I didnât tell them already.â
âWhy would they?â I point out. âUnless you straight up lie and say âHi there, Iâm absolutely not a
Celestial, happy to meet you,â what could they really say?ââ
âAbba,â Stella said with a frown.
I grinned. âI know itâs splitting hairs. A technicality. As your father, I certainly wouldnât suggest you
practice dishonesty as a general rule. Butâ¦â
âBut,â Stella agreed after a secondâs hesitation. Her grin returned. âMaybe itâs better to ask for
forgiveness than for permission?â
I held up my hand so she could fist bump it. âLetâs start with that.â