Lanie
âF uck that, and f uck you, Malachi! I would never do anything like that!â I bit the words out harsh tasted sour, like ashes.
âNot on purpose, perhaps.â
âNever,â I said again and got up to pace. I went to the fake windows, this time being careful not to bump my head as I looked out
at
I
take night sky. I turned back to my grandfather.
âSeems like you've spent so much time living in an illusion you canât understand what itâs like to feel something real.â
By the Moon, how did he get up from his chair and across the room to stand in front of me no quicker than it took me to blink?
For one single heartbeat? I sta ggered back against the glass with a little shriek of surprise.
I'd pi ssed him off. Malachiâs eyes rimmed with red like they were filling with blood, and his lips pulled back to show off the
curving fangs so very different from wolf canines. Same location, far different shape. His teeth weren't made for tearing and
biting. His were as sharp as needles, poised for plunging through skin and into veins. Hollow-tipped like a snakeâs.
I felt my muscles trying to stretch and ripple. I bared my own teeth, growing longer. My voice came out as a low, thick growl. Lily
was ready to burst free.
âBack the f uck off me, old man.â
âYou should show me more respect.â His voice hissed like a snakeâs, too.
But, he backed off and turned his back on me to take a few steps away. Another person wouldâve been panting, breathing hard
with emotion, but Malachi looked as cold as ice.
âDo vampires even breathe?â I muttered, moving away from him without running. I wasnât going to give him the satisfaction of
knowing he really had scared me.
I'd kind of scared myself.
âOf course we breathe. Our hearts beat. We are not, as the human legends would have it,corpses.â He turned back to face me,
his eyes no longer b loody. His expression twisted a little into something smug. âIf we were the undead, we wouldn't have a
bloodline.
You wouldnât be who you are. You'd be someone simply...
ordinaryâ
My fists clenched, and i realized my nails had started to become claws. Lily peered out through my eyes, and I soothed her,
trying to get her to settle.
âThatâs a s itty thing to say,â I told him
âBut it's true.â He lifted his chin, and his gaze swept me. Iâm not going to pretend otherwise. Your vampire 1/2
the responsibilities. Without knowing the consequences
âYou think I donât deserve all three of them?â
My fists clenched again.
âOf course not. Who is the one who told you to seek what your heart desired? To take what you want? Not to settle?â Malachi
demanded.
I stalked to the bar on the far side of the room and poured myself a generous slug of
it wasnât tainted with blood. I gulped down half before turning back to him.
My wolf was so close to the surface that I had to make a strong, conscious effort not to shift rig and go for his throat.
Which would be madness. A certain suicide. In my mind, Lily snarled and paced again.
Malachiâs eyes narrowed. The red glow had abated, but he still looked pi ssed off. âGet your beast under control. You need to be
able to manage your emotions.â
âManage...!â I slugged down the rest of the whiskey. âI'd rather have these feelings than be cold-blooded and feel nothing!â
âI feel more than you could ever begin to imagine,â Malachi countered. âYou accuse me of not understanding what you feel for
your mates? You deny you could ever harm them, yet your rage rises inside you at the slightest provocation. There are parts of
you that cannot be tamed, granddaughter. The sooner you recognize that, the better.â
âYou're the one who told me not to settle, I finally sad in a low voice. âAnd now I have three mates because I let my heart guide
me to accept them all, even though itâs not normal! I opened myself up to what the Moon Goddess gave us, and you're telling me
might kill them because of it?â
âI'm telling you what is possible, because of your unique nature. That one day, you might find yourself with needs greater than
those they can fulfill. You might need to seek another lover, or more than one.â Malachi tossed up his hands. âIâm telling you that
if you do not heed my warnings, Lanie, your love for those three men might be exactly what ends up destroying them.â