Chapter 0077
Serenaâs POV
Stevie and I make our way to the dining room, spreading out the Chinese takeout on the table. As we unpack each container, the delicious aromas fill the air.
âSo, whatâs really going on with you and Calvin?â she probes gently, her eyes scanning my face for clues.
I take a deep breath, picking at my food before answering. âItâs complicated, Stevie. Weâve been spending a lot of time together, and thereâs definitely something there, butâ¦â I trail off, unsure how to express the mix of emotions swirling inside me.
Stevie nods, understanding. âBut youâre not sure if youâre ready to jump back into something serious, especially with everything else on your plate right now.â
âExactly,â I affirm. âI care about him, a lot, but Iâm just not sure if itâs the right time for us or if it ever will be
Stevie gives a thoughtful nod. After a moment, she tilts her head, her expression turning serious but supportive.
âDo you want to know what I really think about Calvin for you?â she asks.
âYes, I do. Tell me,â I reply, bracing myself for my best friendâs insights.
Stevie takes a sip of her wine, pausing to gather her thoughts before she speaks.
âSerena, from what Iâve seen, Calvin is perfect for you,â she starts, her tone sincere. âHeâs stable, caring, and genuinely respects you. And heâs been there for you through thick and thin, hasnât he?â
She sets her wine glass down and leans forward slightly. âAnd letâs be
honest, heâs more of a man than Bill could ever hope to be. Calvin knows how to treat someone he cares about.â
I nod, taking in Stevieâs points, but thereâs something else on my mind that I feel I need to mention. âI get what youâre saying about Calvin, and I appreciate that. But Iâve noticed something different about Bill lately. Heâs actually been listening more and seems like heâs trying to be more caring.â o
Stevie scoffs lightly. âI donât think itâs genuine, girl.â
I find myself needing to understand her reasoning more deeply. âWhy do you think that?â I ask.
Stevieâs response comes with a slight shake of her head. âBecause itâs always the same with guys like him. When he realizes he might lose you for good, suddenly heâs interested again. But itâs all about the chase for him. Once he feels secure, heâll likely revert back to how he was before,â she explains.
Is Bill really changing, or is he just reacting because heâs already lost me and wants back what he canât have? I know him well enough to guess he might not stop until he gets what he wants. But his big ego is hard to deal with, and Iâm not sure I want to go back to that.
Lost in thought, I hardly notice Stevie watching me closely until she breaks the silence. âYou donât really want to go back to Bill and be stuck. in that loop again, do you?â
I snap out of my trance and shake my head firmly.
Stevie nods, a knowing look in her eyes. âDidnât think so,â she says.
Stevie turns away from the table and walks over to the sink to rinse off
the dishes we have used for our dinner. The sound of water running and dishes clinking creates a mundane backdrop to our intense
conversation.
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Suddenly, I blurt out, âBill said he still loves me.â
The clattering of dishes stops abruptly. âWhat?â she asks. âWhen did this happen?â
Stevie turns to face me, her mouth hanging open in shock.
âRemember when you saw me crying at the shop, and Bull was there? Thatâs when he told me,â I explain.
Stevieâs eyebrows furrow, and her tone sharpens with annoyance. âYou waited this long to tell me? That was weeks ago,â she says.
âIâm sorry, but I just have a lot to process,â I admit. âCalvin also confessed that he wants to be my boyfriend. I donât want to be stuck choosing between the two. Itâs giving me headaches.â
Stevie sighs and nods. She decides not to press any further. âMen⦠Theyâre the root of all our problems,â she mutters halfâjokingly, then brightens a bit.
âLetâs keep ourselves busy preparing for the fashion show instead of talking about Bill and Calvin,â she suggests.
âI like that,â I agree. âLetâs just put all that energy into something creative and positive.â
As Stevie and I dive into planning the fashion show, I realize just how lucky I am to have her as a friend. She helps me sort through my mess of feelings and focuses me on whatâs important.
And to be honest, Iâm too busy to get caught up in boy drama. This is real life, not high school.