Chapter 0064
Serenaâs POV
âDonât be like this, Serena,â Bill says, sounding frustrated. âYou canât keep me away from my childâs life.â
As I look at Bill, I see the determination on his face. His eyes are intense, almost pleading, and his jaw is set in a way that tells me heâs not going to back down easily. Itâs clear heâs committed to being involved with the baby.
Realizing heâs not going to let this go, a plan forms in my mind. I need to make him doubt his paternity, to push him away for both our sakes. How sure are you that youâre the father? Like you said, I might have at sugar daddy.â
Bill pauses, scratching his right eyebrow with his thumb
a sign heâs mulling over his next words carefully. âYou know what? I donât think you have a sugar daddy,â he finally says. âYouâre just saying this because. you donât want me to take care of you and the baby.â
I suddenly feel trapped by my own words as I recognize a glaring flaw. in my plan. Who else could I claim is the father of my child? Calvin?
Dragging Calvin into this could ruin their family. I canât do that to him after all Calvin has done for me.
I look off into the distance, choosing to stay quiet. My mind is racing with thoughts, but I canât seem to find any words to say next.
âLook, Iâm sorry for everything,â Bill says. Billâs face changes, the usual tough look melting into something softer and more honest. His eyes, often hidden behind a layer of caution, now show remorse.
âI shouldâve been a better husband. But IâIâ¦â Bill starts to choke up. Itâs a side of him Iâve never seen before, so open and vulnerable. âI canât
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turn back time.â
Hearing Bill struggle with his words hits me in a way I didnât expect. My heart feels heavier, a mix of shock and a bit of sadness creeping in. Itâs odd and new to see him like this, so honest about his mistakes. It makes me question the barriers Iâve put up between us, wondering if maybe thereâs still something real there.
âWow, I guess youâre really trying to change,â I say, the surprise clear in my voice. âSo, what now, Bill? Itâs a little too late for apologies as your said.â
Bill takes my hand, his grasp gentle yet full of intention. âPlease allow me to show you that I can be a great father and a husband. I just
want us to pick up where we left off. Come back to me, Serena,â he pleads.
I glance down at his hand touching mine, a familiar warmth spreading. through me. He still has that effect on me, that ability to soften my heart with just a simple gesture. But I remind myself I need to stay strong, to protect not just my heart but also the future of my baby.
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âI donât need this right now. I have a business to take care of,â I say, trying to keep my voice steady and show him where my priorities lie. âIf you want to coâparent, sure, Iâll let you be a father to our child.â
I realize I need to set some clear boundaries. The last thing I want is to rush back into a relationship with Bill. âBut donât ask me to be your wife. again.â
Bill nods, clearly agreeing to my terms. He doesnât push back or try to negotiate more, which is out of character for the sharp CEO he usually is. âFine. Iâll take what I can get for now,â he admits. âYou know I still love you, Serena. And Iâll do whatever it takes to win you back.â
I rub my temple, feeling a headache coming on just from the thought of getting back together with Bill. âYou donât understand, Bill. I really donât
want to be with you. Not now, not ever.â
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âIâm not forcing you to be with me, Serena,â he says, his voice calm and steady. âIâm willing to wait, no matter how long it takes until youâre ready. Just let me show you that I can be a better man for you.â
I look Bill straight in his blue eyes, making sure he gets my message. Do what you want. But Iâm not sure how I can trust you again.â
Bill nods, showing heâs grateful. âI understand,â he tells me, sounding determined. âIâll do anything to make you trust me again.â
Thinking back on the three years with Bill, I realize I can hardly remember any happy times, except our trip to Amsterdam. Those days. with Bill and his family felt more like a nightmare than anything else. This makes me wonder do I really want to go back to that kind of life?
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Then thereâs Calvin, who also said heâd wait for me. Heâs never been anything but kind, a real difference from my time with Bill. Calvinâs always gentle, really listens, and says things that make me feel better, not worse. Heâs patient and makes me feel valued, like I matter. Being around Calvin is comforting, without any of the drama I had with Bill.
Iâm stuck in the middle, with Bill on one side and Calvin on the other, like theyâre in a tugâofâwar and Iâm what theyâre fighting over. Itâs tiring, feeling pulled in two directions between my past with Bill and what could be with Calvin. 1
Chant 0065