In a way, it was like a cliche from a detective novel.
All circumstantial evidence pointed to the culprit, but the most crucial physical evidence was missing.
That was my situation.
âWhat kind of gift is this?!â
It might have worked before the prejudice against evil spirits set in.
But now, I needed solid evidence to prove my innocence.
Otherwise, it would only make me look more suspicious.
Like this.
âSay this: I am a woman.â
Ravenâs request after âDistorted Trustâ malfunctioned.
Her goal was clear.
Although she didnât know why it was happening, she wanted to figure it out by changing the conditions and experimenting.
Therefore, there was only one thing I could do.
âIâ¦! Ugh, my voiceâ¦! It seems like I canât speak because itâs a lieââ
âStop messing around!!â
Uh⦠I wasnât messing around, I was trying my best.
Is it really this difficult to get past this?
âJust say anything.â
ââ¦Iâm really not an evil spirit. Believe me, Raven.â
The second hand stopped again as I repeated the same thing.
But this time, Raven didnât miss the opportunity.
âIâm a man. What the⦠it really works.â
Right, so when it malfunctions, it affects everyone, not just me.
Another thing I learned.
Damn it.
Tick, tock.
The disc resumed working as soon as the second hand started moving again.
âIâm a man⦠hmm, itâs not working now.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âYouâre doing something, arenât you?â
Why is she looking at me so suspiciously?
Well, it was true that I was the causeâ¦
But I had to deny it.
âThis is unfair! You brought a defective product and youâre blaming me?!â
âDefective product? Is it normal for it to stop working when you speak?â
It was definitely suspicious.
I would have also been skeptical if I were in her shoes.
But I couldnât just admit it, could I?
I raised my voice.
âI didnât do anything!! Itâs true! Believe me!!â
If âDistorted Trustâ couldnât distinguish between truth and lies, it meant that the one who shouted the loudest was more likely to win the argumentâ
ââ¦Just shut up, youâre being loud.â
â¦but why is she glaring at me?
This is scary.
ââ¦â¦.â
I instinctively shut my mouth, and Raven also stopped talking, lost in thought.
And thenâ¦
ââ¦Tell me.â
âHuh?â
âYou were about to say something. Just say it.â
âAhâ¦â
It was like the primordial era, when there was no magic or science.
A time when words were enough to build trust.
âWhat a wonderful world.â
âWhat do you mean you âreturnedâ? What were you doing before that?â
âIâll tell you everything.â
I then explained what had happened on Parune Island after the two of us were left alone.
How we defeated âStormgushâ together.
How the essence dropped.
âSo you used that to pull the Lighthouse Keeper towards youâ¦â
âYes, I combined it with Bionâs [Transcendence].â
âThatâs probably true. Continue.â
I also told her about the âFragment of Recordsâ, the treasure the Lord of Noark had, before moving on to the next incident, and Raven surprisingly accepted it easily.
âIâve heard of it. I didnât know that was the treasure Drowus stole. The legend says it can change the past, right?â
âItâs not a legend, itâs true. Well, I couldnât change history, butâ¦â
ââ¦â¦?â
âYouâll understand if you listen.â
How the Fragment of Records activated.
How I woke up in the past twenty years ago.
ââ¦Itâs unbelievable, but it does explain why only your equipment was left on the island.â
It seemed like she was starting to get suspicious, but she didnât interrupt.
Andâ¦
âNibels⦠Enche?â
Raven tilted her head when I told her about borrowing the identity of âNibels Encheâ, whose ID card I obtained after killing the looters on the island.
âOh, does she remember?â
I briefly had a glimmer of hope, but reality is reality.
ââ¦That name sounds familiar.â
Well, she was only five back then.
How could she remember?
âOkay, then nextâ¦â
It was time for Dwarkey to make his appearance.
I then told her about how I tried to change his fate, but realized that history would always flow in its original direction, no matter what I did.
âThe things I did⦠they had already happened in the original timeline.â
âThere has been research on time since ancient times. Itâs the single-dimensional timeline theory.â
ââ¦â¦?â
âNever mind, please continue.â
âAlright.â
I then explained in detail about going down to Noark, spending six months there, and my efforts to save Ameliaâs sister.
Ah, of course, I left out anything related to evil spirits.
Andâ¦
âI was in Noark when I returned. It was a month before the present. I met Amelia and Erwen, and Erwen believed me.â
âAnd the reason you didnât reveal your identity was because you found the royal familyâs announcement suspicious⦠right?â
âYes. I donât know if youâll believe me, though.â
That was the end of my story.
Then what would Ravenâs judgment be?
I watched her with a mixture of anticipation and worry, and she said firmly,
âThatâs a ridiculous story, like something a child would believe.â
It was a somewhat expected reaction.
She was a mage, not an ordinary person. She was knowledgeable, so it was only natural for her to find my story unbelievable.
Butâ¦
âDo you have any proof?â
â¦I had prepared for this.
Why do you think I havenât told you about our encounter yet?
This kind of thing works better in a dramatic situation.
âProof⦠of course.â
ââ¦?â
âYou said the name Nibels Enche sounded familiar, right?â
âYes, but?â
âOf course it would. We met twenty years ago.â
ââ¦?â
I explained in detail, watching Ravenâs confused expression.
Our first meeting at the library.
How I saved her when she was about to get beaten up for electrocuting people.
And how we met every day at the same time and talked about various things.
âThat person⦠was youâ¦?â
Ravenâs eyes widened in shock.
âIt seems like you finally remember who Nibels Enche was.â
I was relieved.
She might have forgotten his name, but she still remembered him.
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Raven didnât say anything for a while.
She just stared at me with confused eyes.
âThis is impossible⦠How can this beâ¦â
âI understand how you feel. But it really happened. You must also remember our conversations.â
âVaguely. Just that there was someone like that⦠I was really busy after entering the Magic Tower. And then âthat incidentâ happenedâ¦â
ââ¦What incident?â
Raven hesitated at my question and then snapped at me coldly.
âYou donât need to know.â
Damn it, I was so nice to her when she was young.
How did she turn out like this?
Ah, but she was even more rude back then.
At least she was using honorifics nowâ¦
âAnyway, do you believe me now?â
Raven didnât answer and just pursed her lips.
Andâ¦
Tick, tock, tick, tock.
The ticking of the discâs second hand echoed in the silence.
It seemed like less than two minutes were left.
Well, even though it stopped working whenever I spoke, I hadnât been talking non-stop.
Tick, tock.
As the pointless time passedâ¦
âIt doesnât matter what I want to believe.â
ââ¦â¦?â
âAmelia Rainwales, you answer me. Is his story true?â
Raven, as if belatedly realizing that she could verify it through a third party, shifted her gaze to Amelia.
Andâ¦
Tick, tock.
â¦Ameliaâs answer was flawless, even though âDistorted Trustâ was active.
âEverything Yandel said is true.â
Right, although I had left out a few truths, the experiences themselves were facts.
âThe fact that he and I went to the past twenty years ago, and the things we experienced there, they all happened.â
It was the final blow.
Even if it was hard to believe, there was no way she could deny it now.
âOkay, I think sheâs convincedâ¦â
I was feeling relieved whenâ¦
âButâ¦â
â¦Raven spoke in a strained voice.
âThat⦠doesnât prove that youâre not an evil spiritâ¦â
ââ¦Huh?â
I couldnât understand.
Why? Wasnât this enough to convince her?
Why was she still so persistent?
âDonât tell me⦠thereâs another reason why she suspects me, besides the royal familyâs announcementâ¦?â
My mouth went dry at that thought.
âAmelia Rainwales.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âIâll ask you one last question.â
ââ¦Ask away.â
Amelia nodded, and after a brief pause, Raven spoke.
Her voice was firm and unwavering.
âIf thereâs anything youâre unsure about, or if you donât know for sure, please just say you donât know.â
ââ¦â¦.â
âIs Bjorn Yandel an evil spirit?â
Damn it.
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Amelia didnât answer Ravenâs question.
Or rather, she couldnât.
After all, how could she?
She couldnât lie in front of that damn Numbered Item.
The only option was silence.
ââ¦â¦.â
A heavy silence fell.
And in that silenceâ¦
Tick, tock, tick, tock.
The second hand ticked away.
But it didnât last long.
Tick.
The second hand stopped, and the light emanating from the disc faded.
The effect of âDistorted Trustâ had ended.
Butâ¦
ââ¦â¦.â
ââ¦â¦.â
â¦the suffocating silence continued.
It happened sometimes.
A moment of silence could be a more powerful answer than a thousand words.
ââ¦It doesnât matter what I say now.â
Amelia finally muttered, but Raven didnât speak. And she didnât reactivate âDistorted Trustâ and ask the same question again.
She probably didnât have enough charges.
âRavenâ¦â
âJust⦠donât say anything. Please⦠not nowâ¦â
ââ¦â¦.â
Raven looked at me for a long time, standing in front of the cage.
She seemed to be organizing her thoughts.
But could it be that she couldnât?
ââ¦Iâm the Vice-Captain of the 3rd Magic Corps, and I have pride and a sense of responsibility for my role. I would never betray or deceive those who trust and follow meâ¦â
Raven started muttering to herself.
âSo⦠I have to report this. Itâs not just treason against the nation, itâs betrayal and deception against those who believe in meâ¦â
It was clear who she was talking to.
Not me, Amelia, or Erwen.
âI, Iâ¦â
Herself.
âI canât do that. No, I canâtâ¦â
Raven clenched her fists as if trying to organize her tangled thoughts.
And then she turned around and walked towards the stairs.
Thud, thud.
She looked precarious.
âYandel, this is going to be a big problem if you let her go like that.â
Amelia advised me, but I couldnât hear her.
Of course, I knew.
She would come back with reinforcements next time.
Butâ¦
Crack.
What could I say to stop her?
My companion, who had tried to believe me, had finally realized the truth and turned away.
Thump.
My heart ached.
And I had a thought.
If I wasnât an evil spirit, if I had been born in Bjorn Yandelâs body and met them as an ordinary personâ¦
What would have happened?
ââ¦Thatâs bullshit. We wouldnât have even become companions.â
I dismissed the meaningless thought.
And the guilt I felt towards Raven.
This wasnât the time for that.
âI guess we have no choice but to go with Plan B.â
Now that the situation had become this dire, I had to focus on surviving, regardless of my reputation.
It wasnât just my life that was on the line.
Amelia and Erwen were also my responsibility.
Thereforeâ¦
When the troops arrived and the cage opened, I would block their path with [Gigantification] and buy time. And then I would break through the floor and escape into the lake instead of going to the deck.
I could use the water spirit to breathe...
âAnd thenâ¦â
I was finalizing Plan B when...
Thud.
Raven stopped, and then she slowly turned around.
Andâ¦
âWhy⦠did you save meâ¦?â
â¦she asked, looking at me.
As if she couldnât understand that one thing.
ââ¦If you hadnât used [Gigantification], your identity wouldnât have been revealed. Why⦠did you still save me? Even at the cost of⦠that injury.â
âRight, thatâs what she was curious about.â
I couldnât blame her for asking, but I felt a pang of bitterness.
The old Raven wouldnât have asked that question.
But it was probablyâ¦
ââ¦because Iâm an evil spirit.â
Because Iâm an evil spirit.
My sincerity was being doubted, and the time we spent together was being denied.
âLee Baekho must have felt this way too.â
I could feel the emotions he must have felt.
A wall around his heart.
A suspicion that words were meaningless.
Butâ¦
âYes, thereâs a reason.â
â¦I still spoke.
ââ¦I knew there was something elseââ
I might seem like a monster who stole another personâs bodyâ¦
Even if everything seemed like a lieâ¦
Even though I shouldnât be saying thisâ¦
âYou were in danger, Raven.â
ââ¦?â
âSo I saved you.â
That was the only reason.