Aida is lying in my arms. I can feel how flushed and warm she still is. And I saw how hard she came. But I would be worried how she was feeling in the aftermath, if I werenât so distracted with my own absolute amazement.
Iâve tied women up and fucked them roughly before. Some of them ask for it, and other times I was just experimenting. Some girls are so boring to fuck that you might as well tie them up, because theyâre just going to lay there either way.
In all those instances, I felt like I was going through the motions.
With Aida, it was totally different.
Sex with her always is.
Fucking used to be about release for me. It was a manual act, that could be good, bad, or indifferent.
I never imagined it could feel so good that it takes me over, body and brain. The sheer, physical pleasure is insanely intense. Bizarrely stronger than what Iâm used to.
And then thereâre the psychological factors. Aida attracts me in a way I canât understand. Itâs as if every one of her features was formed with some kind of secret code designed to burrow into my brain. The long, almond shape of her smoky, gray eyes. The insane curves of her body. Her smooth, cedar-colored skin. The way her teeth flash at me when she grins. The way she bites the edge of her bottom lip when sheâs aroused, or trying not to laugh.
Isnât that the same thing with her? She loves passion of any kind. She loves to be angry, stubborn, joyful, or mischievous. The only thing she doesnât like is a lack of feeling.
Unfortunately, thatâs what I am. Cold. Restrained. Lacking in pleasure.
Until Iâm around her.
Then my senses crank up to a feverish degree. I smell and taste and see more acutely. It can almost be too much.
It scares me, how I lose control around her. In the few weeks Iâve known Aida, Iâve lost my temper more times than in all the years preceding.
Yet, I donât want it to stop. I canât imagine going back to dull indifference. Aida is the doorway into another world. I want to stay on her side forever.
Jesus, what am I saying?
Iâve never had these thoughts before, let alone allowed them to form into words.
How am I getting so wrapped up in this girl, who frankly is out of her fucking mind? She tried to shoot Jack! In my kitchen! If she did that at a campaign event, Iâd be royally fucked. And I wouldnât put it past her, either.
Iâve got to calm down and keep my head on straight.
That resolution lasts about five seconds, until I press my nose against her hair and inhale that wild scent of hers, like sunshine and sea salt, dark coffee, pepper, and just a hint of honeyed sweetness. Then I feel that jolt again, that adrenaline shot, that switches off the governors on every one of my impulses.
When Aidaâs phone rings, I almost jump out of my skin.
Aida jolts awake, having drifted off on my shoulder.
âWho is it?â she mumbles.
âItâs your phone,â I tell her.
She rolls out of the bed, amusingly clumsy. She doesnât even try for grace, tumbling off the edge of the mattress like a panda bear. Then she roots around for the phone, finally locating it halfway under the bed.
âDante?â she says, holding it against her ear.
She listens for a moment, eyebrows drawn together in a scowl rather like the default expression of the person to whom sheâs speaking.
âCavalo!â she exclaims. âSei serio? Che palle!â
Iâve never heard Aida speak more than a word or two in Italian. I wonder if thatâs what she speaks at home with her family. Sheâs obviously fluent.
Aida has a lot of hidden talents.
I underestimated her when we met. I thought she was spoiled, young, wild, careless, uneducated, unmotivated.
Yet sheâs shown me several times now that sheâs absorbed far more of her fatherâs business than I gave her credit for. Sheâs astute, observant, persuasive when she wants to be. Clever and resourceful. She knows how to handle a gunâmy throbbing bicep can attest to that. And sheâs brave as hell. The way she stared me down when she threw my grandfatherâs watch over the railing . . . it was a dick move, but actually pretty smart.
She and Sebastian were outmatched. If she had handed the watch over, I could conceivably have shot them both and walked away. By throwing it in the lake, she goaded me into acting impulsively. She created chaos, and she split her opponents.
Aida can be rash and rageful, but she doesnât panic. Even now on the phone with her brother, though something is obviously wrong, she hasnât lost her head. Sheâs getting the information, responding quickly and concisely.
âCapisco. Si. Sarò lì presto.â
She hangs up the call, turning to face me.
Sheâs glowing like a bronzed goddess in the watery light coming in through the shutters. She doesnât notice or care that sheâs completely naked.
âDante says somebody torched the equipment on the Oak Street Tower site. Weâve lost about two million in heavy machinery, plus whatever damage to the building itself.â
âLetâs go down there,â I say, getting out of the bed.
âYou donâtâ I was going to go over, but you donât have to,â she says.
âDo you not want me to come?â I ask, standing in the doorway between the bedroom and the bathroom.
âNo. I mean yes, you can, but you donât . . .â she shifts uncomfortably from foot to foot. My little Aida, not embarrassed by nudity, but blushing from a direct question on the topic of what she wants.
âIâm coming,â I say firmly. âWeâre on the same team now, right?â
âYes . . .â she says, unconvinced.
Then, seeming to commit to the idea, she follows me into the walk-in, where Iâve put back all of her clothes. A job that took me all of five minutes.
Iâve ordered Marta to buy Aida a proper wardrobe of professional clothing. By the end of this week, Aida should have a full complement of gowns and cocktail dresses, slacks and sundresses, cardigans, blouses, skirts, sandals, heels, boots, and jackets. Whether sheâll actually agree to wear it or not is a different question.
For now, she pulls on a pair of jean shorts and an old Cubbies t-shirt. Then she sits down on the carpet to tie up her sneakers.
I pull on my own clothes.
Aida raises a shocked eyebrow.
âJeans?â she says, hiding a grin.
âSo what?â
âIâve never seen you wear jeans. Of course they would be Balenciaga,â she adds, rolling her eyes.
âAida,â I say calmly. âI do not pick out any of my clothes, including these jeans. I donât even know what Balanâ what that brand even is.â
âWhat?â Aida says, eyes wide and only one sneaker on her foot. âYou donât buy your own clothes?â
âNo.â
âWho does?â
âRight now, Marta. Before that it was a different assistant named Andrew. We agree on an aesthetic, and thenââ
âSo you never go to the mall?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âArenât we supposed to be leaving?â I say.
âRight!â Aida pulls on her other sneaker and jumps up.
As we hurry down the stairs, sheâs still pestering me. âBut what if you donât like the color, orââ
I hustle her into the car, saying, âAida. I work literally all the time. Either on campaign projects or one of our numerous businesses. Some of which, as you very well know, are more difficult and hazardous than others. When I socialize, itâs at events where I need to network. I canât remember the last time I ran an errand or did anything for entertainment.â
Aida sits quietly for a minute. Far longer than she usually stays quiet. Then she says, âThatâs sad.â
I snort, shaking my head at her. âI like being busy. Itâs not sad, itâs purposeful.â
âWhatâs the point, though?â she says. âIf youâre not having any fun along the way.â
âWell,â I say, giving her a sidelong look. âI donât consider Lord of the Rings marathons to be that fun.â
I canât help taking a little poke at her, because I know very well that Aida is often bored or under-stimulated. Itâs why sheâs always getting into trouble.
Sure enough, she doesnât retort with the usual flippant response. Instead, she bites the edge of her thumbnail, pensive rather than annoyed.
âI can do more than this, you know,â she says.
âI actually do know that,â I reply.
She glances over at me, checking to see if Iâm mocking her.
Iâm not.
âI see how smart you are. You had a better read on Madeline Breck than I did,â I tell her.
âI have a lot of good ideas,â she says. âPapa was always so afraid of me getting hurt. But Iâm as smart as Dante or Nero. Or Seb. Iâm smart enough not to get myself killed.â
âAs long as you can keep your temper,â I say, half-smiling.
âI donâtââ Aida says hotly, breaking off when she sees that Iâm teasing her. Mostly. âI donât have a temper,â she says with dignity. âYou donât know what itâs like to always be the smallest dog in the fight. I have to attack first, and hardest. I never had much softness in me. I never have, and I never could.â
I canât imagine her soft. It would ruin everything about her.
âAnyway,â Aida says quickly. âI still donât know why you want to be Alderman. The Griffins are richer than god. Youâve got friends all across the city. Your territoryâs secure. Why in the fuck do you want to sit in an office and deal with all that bullshit?â
âWhy do you think people spend a half a million dollars campaigning for an Aldermanâs seat, when the salary is $122,304?â I ask her.
âWell, obviously you can fuck around with zoning and tax law and suit your business interests, as well as handing around favors to everybody else.â
âRight,â I say, encouraging her to go on in guessing.
âIt just doesnât seem worth the trouble. You can get all that shit with bribes and trading favors. Or good old-fashioned violence.â
âBut youâre always at the mercy of somebody else,â I tell her. âThe incorruptible detective, or the greedy politician that got a better offer from someone else. Real power isnât working the system. Itâs running the system. Building it yourself, even.â
I pause, remembering a little of our overlapping family history.
âYou remember when the Italians ran this city?â I say to her. âCapone had the mayor on his payroll. Imagine if Capone was the mayor. Or the governor. Or the fucking president.â
âI donât like how you use the past tense to refer to our glory days,â Aida says lightly. âBut I take your point. I guess it makes sense why your dad was keen to make an agreement between our families. Itâs not about this election. Itâs about the one after. If you want to run the whole city, you really do need us.â
âYes,â I say quietly.
Weâve pulled up to the tower, its skeletal, half-built frame jutting up into the sky. Only the bottom few floors have been completed. The lot is a jumble of heavy machinery, stacks of building materials, makeshift offices, Porta Potties, and parked trucks.
The site would be dark and deserted if the whole north side wasnât lit up by lights and sirens. I see a fire truck, two ambulances, and several police cars. Dante is speaking with a uniformed officer, while another cop takes notes from a battered and bandaged security guard. I assume thatâs the guard who was on duty when someone torched the machines.
The air stinks of gasoline and charred metal. At least four pieces of heavy machinery are unsalvageable, including two excavators, a backhoe, and an entire crane. The blackened hulks are still smoking, the ground beneath muddied by the firemenâs hoses.
âIt was that fucking Polack, I know it,â a voice says on Aidaâs opposite side.
Itâs Nero, appearing out of the darkness as quiet as a bat.
Heâs quick and fucking sneaky. He could probably steal the gun out of the nearest copâs belt without the guy noticing until he tries to disarm at the end of the night.
âHow can you be sure?â Aida murmurs back. Sheâs keeping her voice down because we donât want to draw attention to ourselves. Me, because I donât want my name attached to this, and Nero because he has, at the bare minimum, a fuckton of unpaid parking tickets.
âThis is their calling card,â Nero says. âTheyâre like Russians, but crazier. They love to make a scene, and they love symbolism. Besides,â he jerks his head toward the crane, where a blackened lump smolders against the base, âthey left that.â
âWhat is it?â Aida breathes.
Her face has gone pale. I know sheâs thinking the same thing as meâthe object has the raw, cracked look of charred flesh.
âItâs a boarâs head,â Nero says. âThe Butcherâs calling card.â
Dante joins us, his skin darker than ever from all the smoke in the air. Sweat has cut pale tracks on the sides of his bristled cheeks. His eyes look black and glittering, reflecting the flashing lights atop the police cars.
âThe security guard is telling them it was a bunch of punk kids. We got the story straight before the cops rolled up. Luckily, the fire truck was faster than the cops, or we would have lost half the building, too.â
âYou donât want them to know itâs Zajac?â I say.
âWe donât want them in our business, period,â Dante replies. In fact, he shoots a questioning look at Aida as to why Iâm here.
âI asked to come,â I tell him. âI feel responsible, since it was me who aggravated Zajac at the fundraiser.â
âHe already had it out for us,â Nero says with a quick shake of his head. âWeâve gotten into it with him twice already over his men encroaching on our territory. Ripping off our suppliers and robbing banks in our neighborhoods.â
âHeâs intent on starting conflict, thatâs obvious,â Dante says, his deep rumbling voice like an idling engine. âWe shouldââ
What he proposes is cut off by the rapid-fire snaps and cracks of a semi-automatic. It sounds like a string of firecrackers but a hundred times louder. A black Land Rover roars by, three men hanging out of the rolled-down windows, guns protruding and muzzle flashes illuminating their masked faces.
The moment the shots start, Aidaâs brothers try to surround her. But Iâve already wrapped my arms around her shoulders, pulling her down behind the wheel of the nearest truck.
The remaining police officers shout and likewise dive for cover, using their radios to call for backup. Hunched behind their vehicles, a few even attempt to return fire, but the SUV has already sprayed the lot with a hail of bullets and disappeared around the corner.
One of the officers was hit in the chest. Thanks to his vest, heâs only knocked backward against the bumper of his cruiser. Another officer, less lucky, took a bullet to the thigh. His partner drags him behind a stack of pilings, shouting for an EMT.
âAre you hit?â Dante growls to the rest of us.
âNo,â Nero says at once.
âWhat about you?â I ask Aida, manually rubbing my hands down her bare arms and legs to make sure theyâre uninjured.
âIâm fine,â she says firmly.
I try to actually pay attention to my body, above the rushing thud of blood in my ears and the frantic firing of my neurons. I donât think I was shot either.
âWeâre good,â I tell Dante.
âDid you see any of the shooters?â Dante asks.
âThey had their faces covered,â I say. âI think I saw a gold watch on one of their wrists. Nothing useful.â
âThe end of the license plate was 48996,â Aida pipes up.
âHow did you see that?â Dante demands.
Aida shrugs. âIâm shorter.â
âThat crazy son of a bitch!â Nero says, shaking his head in amazement. âHe really wants us to fucking obliterate him, doesnât he?â
âHeâs trying to provoke a response,â Dante says, frowning.
âDonât get up!â I say sharply, seeing Nero about to rise. âWe donât know if that was the only car. There could be another. Or other shooters.â I nod upward to the countless windows in the high rises surrounding the site.
âWe canât stay here,â Aida mutters. âThe cops are gonna sweep the whole lot. Unless theyâre dumb enough to write that off as a coincidence, theyâre going to be taking this a hell of a lot more seriously now.â
Moving slowly, we sneak off the opposite side of the site, making our way back toward Neroâs truck. Itâs the closest vehicle, and the one in the least well-lit area.
We all crowd into the cab so Nero can drive Aida and me around the corner to the spot where we left my car.
âWe canât do anything rash,â Dante says. âZajac might be trying to lure us into an immediate retaliation. We need to hole up for the night. Figure out how weâre going to respond. Aida, you should come home with us.â
âSheâs staying with me,â I say at once.
Dante frowns. âWe donât know exactly who the Butcher is targeting. He hit our building site, but he came to your fundraiser. We donât know if that was for Aida, or for you. Or for both.â
âExactly.â I nod. âWhich is why Aida should stay with me. If it turns out that heâs aiming his attacks at your family, sheâll be safer with mine.â
âWhat exactly did Zajac say to you two?â Dante asks.
I summarize the conversation.
âI donât know if he really wants that CTA property, or if he was just testing me. Actually, he mostly seemed annoyed about the wedding. I think heâs trying to crack us before the alliance is solidified.â
âCould be,â Dante says, his forehead wrinkled in thought. âThe Butcher is touchy. Insanely prideful, easily offended. Heâs probably angry that we didnât offer Aida to him first.â
âFucking gross,â Aida interjects. âFor one thing, heâs old. For another, Iâm not a fucking pog.â
âEither way, itâs too late,â I growl. âYouâre mine. And whatever he wants as a consolation prize, heâs not getting it.â
âI still think she should come with us,â Dante says. âWe know the Butcher better than you do.â
âNot happening,â I say flatly. Iâm not letting Aida out of my sight.
Dante scowls, not used to anybody contradicting his orders. But itâs not all egoâI can see the concern in his face, his fear for Aida. It softens my tone, just a little.
âIâll protect her,â I promise him.
Dante gives a curt nod. He believes me.
âWeâll ride out the night,â Dante says again. âThen in the morning, weâll find out where Zajac is hiding and plan our response.â
âA coordinated response,â I say.
âYes,â Dante agrees.
Aida and I get out of the truck, transferring over to my Audi.
I can see Dante is still reluctant to let his sister leave with me.
Itâs Aida who convinces him. âIâll be safe with Callum,â she says.
She gives her oldest brother a quick hug and squeezes Neroâs arm.
âIâll see you both soon,â she says.
As I pull the car away from the curb I say, without looking at her, âIâm glad you stayed with me.â
Aida tilts her head, looking at my profile while I drive.
âI want us to be partners,â she says. âNot just . . . unwilling roommates.â
âI want that, too,â I tell her.
Easier said than done. But it doesnât seem impossible anymore. Iâm starting to believe that Aida and I could actually work together. We could be stronger together than apart.
Aida sighs.
âHe certainly hit us where it hurts,â she says.
âBecause the tower is such a big project?â I ask her.
âNo. Itâs not the money, exactly. Itâs the workâwe have to provide a constant flow of contracts to the various trades and unions to keep them loyal. The materials, the jobsâif you canât feed the machine, then it all grinds to a halt. And of course,â she casts a sideways look at me, âthereâre the other layers of the machine. The shipments that carry more than lumber. The businesses that wash money for the other businesses. Itâs a web, all interconnected, all reliant on the smooth operation of the individual parts.â
I nod. âWe work the same.â
Our businesses may differ, but the strategies are similar.
âThe election is only a couple of days away,â Aida muses. âI wonder if Zajac will try to blow that up, too.â
My hands tighten around the steering wheel.
âIf he tries, the Butcherâs going to find himself on the wrong end of the cleaver this time around.â