Itâs my wedding day.
Itâs nothing like I pictured, but then, I never spent much time picturing getting married. I expected it to happen eventually, but I never really gave a shit about it.
Iâve dated plenty of womenâwhen it was convenient. Iâve always had my own plans, my own goals. Any woman had to fit in with that, or Iâd cut her loose the minute she became more trouble than she was worth.
In fact, I was dating someone when my father arranged this whole thing with the Gallos. Charlotte Harper and I had been together about three months. As soon as I found out that I was âengaged,â I called her to break it off. And I felt . . . nothing. I didnât really care if I saw Charlotte again or not. Thereâs nothing wrong with herâsheâs pretty, accomplished, well-connected. But when I break up with a woman, I feel the same as when I throw away an old pair of shoes. I know Iâll find a new one soon enough.
This time the new one is Aida Gallo. And Iâm supposed to love, cherish, and protect her until the end of her days. Iâm not sure I can do any of those things, except maybe keep her safe.
Hereâs one thing I do know: Iâm not going to put up with her fucking nonsense once weâre married. Itâs like my father says: she needs to be trained. Iâm not going to have some wild, disobedient wife. She will learn to obey me, one way or another. Even if I have to grind her down to powder under my feet.
I smirk a little, thinking about her âspa dayâ yesterday. The point of that, obviously, was to get her ready for tonight. Iâm supposed to consummate the marriage, and Iâm not fucking some messy little ragamuffin in flip flops and jean shorts. I expect her to be properly groomed, from head to toe.
I love the idea of her being primped and cleaned and waxed to my specifications. Like a little doll, built just the way I like it.
Iâve already showered and shaved, so now itâs time to put on my tux. But when I check the hook in the closet where I expect it to be hung, thereâs nothing there.
I call down to Marta, one of our house staff.
âWhereâs my tux?â
âIâm sorry, Mr. Griffin,â she says nervously. âI went to the shop to pick it up like you said, but they told me the order had been cancelled. A box was shipped here instead, from Ms. Gallo.â
âA box?â
âYes, shall I bring it up?â
I wait impatiently in the doorway while Marta jogs up the stairs, a large, square garment box in her hands.
What the hell is this? Why is Aida fucking with my tux?
âLeave it,â I say to Marta. She sets the box down gingerly on my couch.
I wait until sheâs gone, then I open it up.
On top is an envelope, with the messy handwriting I can only assume belongs to my fiancée. I rip it open, pulling out a note:
I canât help snickering at her description of the spa. But my smile freezes on my face when I pull apart the tissue paper and see the tux sheâs expecting me to wear.
It looks like a fucking clown suit. Made of shiny brown satin, itâs covered in garish embroidery on the shoulders, lapels, and even the back of the jacket. Itâs a three-piece suit complete with vest, not to mention a lace pocket square and cravat. The only person I can picture wearing this is Liberace.
My mother hustles into the room, looking flustered. I can see sheâs already dressed in an elegant sage-green cocktail gown, her hair a smooth, pale cap, and tasteful gold earrings dangling from her lobes.
âWhat are you doing? Why arenât you dressed?â she says, when she sees me standing there with a towel tied around my waist.
âBecause I donât have my tux,â I tell her.
âWhatâs that?â
I step aside so she can see. She plucks up the lace cravat, holding it distastefully between her forefinger and thumb.
âA gift from my soon-to-be bride,â I say, holding out the card.
My mother reads it in a glance. She frowns, then says, âPut it on.â
I bark out a laugh.
âYou have to be joking.â
âDo it!â she says. âWe donât have time to get another tux. And itâs not worth blowing this whole thing up over a suit.â
âThis is not a suit. Itâs a fucking embarrassment.â
âI donât care!â she says sharply. âItâs a small wedding. Hardly anyone will see.â
âNot happening.â
âCallum,â she snaps. âEnough. Youâre going to have a hundred more battles to fight with Aida. You need to pick the ones that are important. Now get moving, we need to leave in six minutes.â
Unbelievable. I thought sheâd lose her mind over this, if only for the way the brown will clash with her carefully-curated cream, olive, and gray color scheme.
I pull on the ridiculous suit, almost choking on the smell of mothballs. I donât even want to know where Aida dug this up. Probably her great-grandfather was buried in it.
The important thing is how Iâm going to punish her for this.
Sheâs made a serious mistake, poking the bear over and over again. Itâs time for me to wake up and give her a good slap.
Sheâll get whatâs coming to her tonight.
As soon as Iâm dressed, I hurry down the stairs to the waiting limo. The one carrying my mother and sisters already leftâitâs just me and my father in this one.
He raises an eyebrow at my suit but doesnât say anything. My mother probably already briefed him.
âHow are you feeling?â he asks me curtly.
âFantastic,â I say. âCanât you tell?â
âSarcasm is the lowest form of humor,â he informs me.
âI thought that was puns.â
âThis will be good for you, Cal. You canât see it now, but it will be.â
I set my teeth, imagining taking out every one of my frustrations on Aidaâs tight little ass tonight.
I feel sacrilegious walking into the churchâlike god might strike us down for this unholy union. If Aida pisses me off enough, Iâm going to dunk her in the holy water and see if it sets her aflame.
Itâs easy to see which side of the aisle is mine and which is Aidaâsâall those dark, curly-haired Italians vs. the horse mane hues of the Irish: blond, red, gray, and brunette.
The groomsmen are Aidaâs brothers, the bridesmaids are my sisters. We have equal numbers because only Dante and Nero are standing upâSebastian is sitting in the front row in a wheelchair, his knee still bulky from the bandage under his slacks.
I donât know if he actually needs the wheelchair, or itâs just a âfuck youâ to my side of the family, but I feel a twinge of guilt regardless. I push it away, thinking the Gallos are lucky they got off that easy.
The sage-green bridesmaidsâ dress suits Riona very well, but not Nessaâit makes her look pale and a bit sickly. She doesnât seem to mind. Sheâs the only one smiling up by the altar. Dante and Riona are glaring at each other, and Nero is looking at Nessa with an expression of interest that has me about five seconds away from wrapping my fingers around his throat. If he says one word to her, Iâm going to bash his pretty face in.
The church is full of the heavy scent of cream-colored peonies. The priest is already standing at the altar. Weâre just waiting for Aida.
The music starts, and after a momentâs pause, my bride comes walking up the aisle.
Sheâs wearing a veil and a simple lace dress that trails after her. She has a bouquet in one hand, but she lets it hang by her thigh, using her other hand to hold the skirt of her dress. I canât see her face behind the veil, which drives home more than ever that Iâm marrying a stranger. There could be anybody under there.
My bride stops in front of me. I lift the veil.
I see her smooth, tanned skin and her clear gray eyes, heavily lashed. I have to admit, she looks beautiful. The reveal of her face drives home how lovely those features really are, when theyâre not screwed up in some demonic expression.
It doesnât last longâas soon as she catches an unencumbered view of my suit, her face lights up with malicious glee.
âYou look amazing,â she whispers, snickering.
âIâll get you back,â I inform her calmly.
âI was already getting you back for that bullshit you pulled at the spa,â she hisses back at me.
The priest clears his throat, wanting to start the service.
âWhen youâre married to me, I expect you to maintain yourself at all times,â I inform her.
âThe FUCK I will,â Aida snaps, loud enough to make the priest jump.
âIs there a problem?â he says, frowning at us.
âNo problem at all. Start the ceremony,â I order.
Aida and I continue to snipe at each other in muttered tones, while the priest drones his way through the vows.
âIf you think Iâm gonna be some little porn star for youââ
âThatâs just bare minimum standardsââ
âYes, it certainly was bareââ
We break off when we realize the priest is staring at us.
âCallum Griffin and Aida Gallo, have you come here freely and without reservation to give yourselves to each other in marriage?â he says.
âYes,â I reply angrily.
âOh yes,â Aida says, in the tone of voice my father would classify as âthe lowest form of humor.â
âWill you honor each other as man and wife for the rest of your lives?â
âYes,â I say, after a momentâs hesitation. The rest of our lives is a very fucking long time. I donât want to picture it right now.
âYes,â Aida says, looking at me like sheâs planning to try to make the rest of MY life as short as possible.
âWill you accept children lovingly from God, and bring them up according to the law of Christ and his church?â
âYes,â I say.
Iâd get Aida pregnant right this second, purely because of how furious it would make her. That would be one way to tame the wild beast.
Aida already looks so annoyed that I donât think sheâs going to answer the question. Finally, through stiff lips, she mutters, âYes.â
âThen say your vows,â the priest instructs.
I seize Aidaâs hands and squeeze them as hard as I can, trying to make her flinch. She stubbornly sets her face, refusing to acknowledge the pressure on her fingers.
âI, Callum, take you, Aida, to be my wife. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honor you all the days of my life.â
I spout the words off quickly, having memorized them on the car ride over.
Aida looks at me for a moment, her gray eyes more serious than usual. Then, in a flat tone, she repeats the vow back to me.
âI pronounce you man and wife,â the priest says.
Thatâs it. Weâre married.
Aida tilts her lips up for a chaste kiss.
To show her whoâs boss, I seize her by the shoulders and kiss her roughly, forcing my tongue into her mouth. Her lips and tongue taste sweet. Tart and fresh. Like something I havenât tasted in a very long time . . .
Strawberries.
I can already feel my tongue going numb. My throat starts to swell, my breath coming out in a whistle.
The church whirls around me in a kaleidoscope of color, as I slump to the floor.
That fucking BITCH!