Shivaay went to take shower to
calm himself
SHIVAAY'S POV
When I entered in bathroom.
I started the shower & right now I am fully wet.I am trying my best to calm my anger but Nothing is working
I am surely not going to forget her Allegations. How could she compare me with that jerk..
But this is not the point..The point is that why I am thinking about her..Why she is affecting me ?
Why she matters to me ?
Why her liking & disliking is important for me ?
Why I said that she is mine & only mine.. Why I am imagining her ?
Why I am not able to forget her ?
Why I am still thinking about her ?
Why she is not leaving my mind not for a single second... Why.. Why.. Why ????
Oh my god I have still not answers of my questions. I am gonna mad one day !! If it will not stop soon.
Today I screamed at my staff, I fired them who were working for me from many years
I broke each & everything in my room
I behaved like that just because of her. her opinion about me matters to me
Don't know why
I just want to make myself relax ...What is happening to me.
After spending a long time under the shower when I entered in my room then I saw everything in it's place.
Oh my God that's mean when I was in bathroom my staff again arranged my room.. & cleaned it properly
No one can say that this was the same room. Whom I spoiled some time ago after seeing it now
Sometime I feel that I have such a good people in my life who cared for me so much
I called each & every member of my staff in living room.. They came at my first call & gathered in a row
Guys I don't know that what will happen with me few hours ago & why I have behaved like that with all of you. I shouldn't talk with you like that
My Mood was very bad & I just spit all the anger upon you.. No one is going anywhere I am taking all my words back
After talking with them I went back to my room..I want to spent some time alone
My Dadi called me from behind When I turned I saw her
Daadi Aap yahan ? Is Everything all right. I mean if you have some work then you can call me. I can come to your room... It's ok Beta
I want to talk to you that's why I
came here to spend some time with my grandson.. I hope I am not disturbing
you
Not at all Dadi.. How can you say that
you can't disturb me ever. Even I can leave my whole work to spend my time with you
and you know that
Yes I know that you love your family
Very much
So tell me why are you so much disturb.. Is anything disturbing you
I have not seen you in so much anger before it... In few days before you also came to home in an angry mood
Then after that you were in good mood. I thought there is some reason related to your business that's why I didn't ask anything
But now today also you gets angry
In fact after looking at your face I can say that you are hurt more than angry my grandson..If you want you can share with me
He kept his head in his Dadi's lap
Dadi you know that I can't lie infront you That's why I am telling you
Dadi there is a girl who is affecting me
so much I don't know what is
happening
Today she accused me wrongly
after that I am feeling restless.. I can't forget her allegations
I am sorry Dadi.. I know I behave like a stupid some time ago.. But I swear that I have not done anything purposely
Don't be sorry. It's ok
I can understand your feelings
She said to him while caressing his head
So finally there is some girl in your life Who is affecting you.. I am happy
What do you mean Dadi... I am not getting you
You know when I met with your Dada ji for the first time. Like her I also fought with him On a silly matter
Really Dadi ! So How are you both
got Married
You know beta Fight is the first step of ishqbaaazi.. When you can't live without fighting with a person.. When you can't live without see a person's face... When you can't forget him and the thought of him never leaves your mind that means you are in love with that
person
What ? How can someone live with someone who is always ready to pounce on you
Do you remember when I told you
Once.. " zindagi ki deal uske sath nahin ki jati jiske sath aap apni life bita sakte hain Balki zindagi ki deal uske sath ki jaati hai jiske bina aap reh nahin
sakte "
So my dear Grandson you should give yourself a chance.. Just think about your happiness & the things which matter to you the most. One day you will get to know about your feelings
She said caressing his face lovingly
Before going to her room not before wishing him Good night
Shivaay was still thinking about his Dadi's words.. He also went towards his room & fell down on the bed
He closed his eyes while thinking about all the incidents which happened in his life After Annika's
arrival
On the other side of city. A Girl is watching the moon through the
glass of window... Sleep was far away from her eyes
ANNIKA'S POV
I know mom today I behaved like
a stupid person
she said while caressing the picture
of her mom.
Mom today I compared Mr. Oberoi with that bloody bastard
He was just trying to protect me and I pointed my finger at his
intentions
I know today for the first time in my life I was wrong..When I entered in his cabin I saw him in someone's arm..I don't know what happened to me that I ended up behaving like that
My anger increased and I fought with
him and talked rubbish. Mom you know that I can't lie to you that's why I am confessing in front of you that
He is affecting me and his
likes and dislikes matters to
me
I know I shouldn't feel this way because he's my boss and out of my league
but still I couldn't suppress my
feelings for him
I don't know why but
Mujhe fark padta
hai
When I saw his hurtful eyes.. A guilt overpowered me.. Unknowingly I hurt him and now I am feeling bad after seeing his hurtful eyes
I am feeling guilty for my act... But Mom I Have to stay away from him
This is the only way I can ignore him which is better for me.. Because
I don't want to history repeat once again. She said & fell down after covering her duvet
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