After a healing nightâs rest, my eyes blinked open in the morning light. Everything ached, from my head down to my leg injury, which rang with pain. Even after using healing balm and my personal tinctures, my muscles still creaked and groaned with every movement. But what ached the most, in a fiery, pleasurable way, was the down between my legs, throbbing sweetly in the aftermath of the union between Archer and me. I reveled in the feeling of absolute completeness and contentment, stretching slightly across the silky smooth sheets.
A weight anchored my middle to the downy soft bed, and something shifted beside me in response to my stretch. I sighed, snuggling slower to Archerâs blazing hot form, his arm tight around my waist holding me like I was anchoring him to this world. I felt his warm breath dusting on my neck, his nose pressing against my cheek. I could tell he was awake too; but neither of us bothered to move or get up anytime soon.
It was the first time in a while that Iâd woken up in such peaceful euphoria.
Archerâs thumb circled my hipbone lightly, lazily, and I couldnât help but wish I could stay in this moment forever. Turning my head slightly, I was an inch away from Archerâs face, his eyes closed, thick black lashes and cupidâs bow lips a delightful sight first thing in the morning. His lips were bright pink and soft, beestung from my kissing frenzy, and I couldnât stop myself from leaning forward to press another against them.
I brushed my lips on the corner of his own, then planting another kiss below on his chin, trailing down his jaw as far as I could reach while held tight in his embrace. When I returned to the beginning, I pressed my top teeth against the plump part of his lower lip, nibbling lightly. Thatâs when his eyes fluttered open, hooded from sleep and desire. The normally steel orbs were pale and soft, like ash, making my insides melt. He had me undone from a simple gaze.
We lost ourselves in each otherâs eyes, not doing anything ot break the silence, until I cleared my throat. âAhem, good morning.â My voice was deep and raspy from sleep, but I had to admit I sounded sexy even to myself.
His lip corners turned up imperceptibly. âOne of the best.â
I giggled as he wound both arms around me, the one around the smallest part of my waist tightening, one behind my neck, crossing my collarbones. I was on my side, my back was flush against his bare, warm chest, his every muscle lighting fire across my skin. Leaning he head up a little, he dragged his nose down the side of my neck, pecking at me so slowly and gently, it was painful. My breath caught in my throat as he planted an open-mouthed kiss right at my shoulder, nibbling slightly himself.
âYou taste so amazing,â he breathed, his voice deep and gravelly. âLast night and today. I canât get enough of you.â
âGood thing Iâm yours,â I drawled.
When we finally got out of bed, we got dressed quickly and left to see how the medical hall was holding up. What welcomed us was an up and about Grant with her arm in a sling. She stood near the entrance talking to some healers.
Meanwhile, Clive still remained on his bed, seated at the edge, while two nurses doted on him. He seemed uncomfortable, trying to bat them away and insist he was fine but they were relentless.
Grant noticed me first. It seemed she hadnât forgotten the events before she fell unconscious, because she eyed me with an unreadable gaze. Saying a last word to the healers, they left to do their work and she beelined to us.
âVera. Archer.â Her sharp eyes moved from me to him, as if trying to format herself for newer interactions between us. I didnât know where we stood right now either.
âI see youâre doing well,â I said tentatively. She still looked weary, bruises on her pale face, brown eyes tired and hair looking dull in a low bun. Yet she still managed to hold herself to her princess-like standard, staring down her nose at me.
âI felt good as soon as I awoke, cleared to move around. Thanks to....whatever you did,â she sniffed, as if she didnât know how to show gratitude to vermin like me.
I supposed it was the best I could ask for at the moment.
âAnd Clive? Howâs he faring?â I peeked behind her head, meeting Cliveâs eyes a few feet from us. Light filled his liquid amber orbs, as he took the chance to escape. Getting him, he practically hobbled as fast as he could away from the nurses.
Worried, I stepped forward to catch his shoulder and support his weight. He breathed heavily, back hunched and arm hugging his chest.
âWhoa, Clive, looks like you still need some bedrest,â I noted, taking in his pale face and disheveled hair.
He grinned. âI feel better than ever.â
âCouldnât say the same about your looks,â Archer muttered, sharp silver eyes glinted at the way Clive leaned on me. I gave him a warning glance, amused by his jealousy. Archer simply rolled his eyes. 3
A messenger came up to Grantâs side, his glasses lens cracked. Disheveled, he still managed to stand at attention like he was trained, speaking formally, âUpdate about the current state of the pack, maâam.â
Grant nodded authoritatively, falling into her role easily. âGive it to me.â
âAfter taking a count of all wolves, weâve found about fifteen percent of the population have fled the pack.â
Wincing, Grant stroked her chin with her free hand. Her red hair caught the sunlight from the window as she looked out thoughtfully.
âWow, that many?â Clive said sorrowfully.
âWhat a bummer,â Archer grumbled, not looking that put off by the news.
âYou could at least sound a bit more disappointed by it,â Clive shot, a wry grin on his face.
Archer shrugged. âI mean, if they were that cowardly, that weâre not losing anyone are we?â
Grant scoffed. âItâs still a problem. The other packs will know quickly how much in tatters we are. We could be the laughing stock of the land at best, and vulnerable to further attacks at worst.â
The messenger brought their attention back to him. âThere are also a number of still missing wolves that might be around the pack or surrounding areas injured. Weâre still looking and treating the wounded as we find them.â
âItâs good to know that weâre prioritizing that,â I popped in, smiling at the messenger encouragingly.
âWell, of course, Ve-ra,â Grant snapped, looking at me up and down. She said my name as though she wasnât sure how to say it properly; she was used to only doling out rude names for me. âIâm making sure most of our manpower and resources are going into the medical hall right now. Itâs the only way to get us back on our feet.â
I could tell she was right; the medical hall was crowded and teeming with activity on our way here. Many wolves were in the discharge room, looking ready to get up on their feet to clear their cot for the next patient.
I shrugged at her, not too bothered by her attitude. I was used to it, and really it was part of her personality.
Archer didnât seem to agree.
âChill off, Grant,â he snarled. âLetâs have some respect for the one who saved your life.â
Grant had the good conscience to look regretful, but she didnât say anything.
âUh, anyway, Clive,â I tried changing the subject, turning to the man in question who towered over me. He still looked like he could use some more rest, and being that he was still shirtless, his bandages showed dried blood seeping through on his chest. âHow is Reily doing?â
Archer scoffed beside me, but Clive only smiled sadly, not even mad.
âHeâs still recovering. His amputation was pretty....â he let out a whoosh of air. âWell, infectionâs tough, especially after being in a disgusting, dungeon-like basement.â
I nodded somberly, recognizing that Clive was still torn about everything that was happening. He must have felt so helpless when Reily just up and disappeared from his room.
âDo you mind if we visit him?â I asked, and at this, Archer head nearly broke as he swung his head to see me with an incredulous gaze.
Why the hell would you do that? he seemed to be saying.
It was an excellent question, especially after everything he did to me. But the truth was, the mate bond was still a living thing inside me, if not broken, and after the unsettling connection that plagued me while in Cianwood, I was compelled to see how he was, if only to let my nagging mind rest. I had to do something about this annoying mate thing somehow. Maybe with time it would fade, but I didnât want to wait that long. I wanted to feel everything with Archer turned up to the highest intensity.
Clive bit his lip, hesitantly. âSure, if you want to. Heâs on the third floor. Here, Iâll lead the way.â He started making his way, before stopping suddenly and twisting his face in pain, hand clutching his chest wound.
I hovered around him. âWait, Clive. Itâs okay, just stay here, we can find him.â
âNo, no. I only got to see him once, and I was meaning to visit again when I felt better. I have no idea if heâs awake or not.â He moved his lips into some excuse of a smile, before continuing forward.
I turned to Grant to - I didnât know what, say goodbye? We still hadnât figured out our new relationship after locking up our insane grandfather - but she was occupied, already talking to a few other guards. As I followed Clive out, Archer stuck to my side, his arm brushing mine every few seconds, creating electricity down my skin.
On the third floor, the halls were narrower, the lights dimmer. It was the intensive care unit, where most patients found themselves in a private room after surgery. I didnât need to wait for Clive to guide me to Reilyâs door; his crew slumped outside did the job.
Kori and Zion sat on the bench, Darren preferring to sit on the floor, his arm leaning on the bench seat, hand roughly running through his buzzcut. On the other side of the door, Trevor and Mathew stood forlornly, looking down, hair shadowing their faces. They all seemed like a line of sentries, guarding their leader.
Upon our approach, they looked up. Anguish and fear filled their faces as I strode to them, stopping in front of Reilyâs door.
âI see you guys are here,â Clive said, looking at them all with a raised brow. âIs Reily up yet?â
Most of them gave a slow shake of their heads.
âSo how have you all been?â I couldnât believe Clive bothered to ask, but I assumed since he felt responsible for Reily, that transferred to his crew too.
Darren was the first to speak. âCould be better.â Hs eyes looked bloodshot.
âOh yeah, considering you helped so much during the battle with Dane,â Archer snapped, glaring at them.
Darrenâs gaze met the floor, and Zion flinched. Beside him, Kori with her long platinum hair in her signature braid spoke, regret thick in her voice. âI...know and itâs not something weâre proud of.â
âPlease,â Darren muttered, still giving us his buzzcut head to see. âForgive us our cowardice.â
âAnd what you did to Vera? Are you sorry for that too?â Archer snarled.
Zion slumped further. âWe were only doing what Reily told us, not thinking about the good or bad. We didnât care, so long as we won. Looking bad now, it was so stupid. And we wouldnât do it again given the chance.â
âIâm so sorry, please forgive us,â Trevor whimpered from a few feet away. âI swear, weâll stay out of trouble. Weâll no go anywhere near Vera again.â
I sighed, putting a hand on Archerâs shoulder before he could say anything. âThanks for recognizing your actions and feeling remorse and all. I donât think Iâm ready to forgive anything. But I appreciate it regardless.â
Silence filled the air as the group fell further into despair.
âIâm not forgiving shit.â Archer growled under his breath.
âNo one asked you Archer,â Clive murmured. âNow letâs come do what we came for.â He limped to the door, turning the knob and letting it push forward. He waited for me to go in first.
I entered the darkened room, the shades down. Somberness filled every corner. A close-eyed but stable looking Reily say on the bed, covered in sheets and wires stuck to the needle embedded in his arm. His dark blonde hair was messy, his face looked the worst Iâd ever seen it. Dark circles smudged his under eyes, and his lips look white and chapped.
To the left, Gina sat on the blue plastic chair. Elbows perched on knees, her curly head of hair was down. She wore simple gray sweats, her hair looking like it needed a wash, scraped into a messy knot at the back of her head. Looking up, her eyes looked hollow and hooded, not a single speck of makeup or even chap stick on her. Her fingers wringed each other, nail polish scratched and peeling.
Upon recognizing me, Ginaâs eyes widened, then looked behind me as if to get confirmation from her crew.
âVera,â she said shakily, her eyes watery. âYouâre back.â
âIâm just here to see how Reilyâs doing,â I said, walking closer to his bedside. Clive remained beside me while Archer seemed more comfortable leaning against the door, arms crossed as he surveyed the scene cautiously. He didnât trust my previous bullies being in the same room as me, I could tell.
Closer now, I could see the resulting impact of Daneâs work. His arm was covered in bandages where it ended at the wrist, still looking slightly blunt. Brown, dried blood stained the end.
âHowâs the infection?â I whispered.
âThe doctor said yesterday he broke his fever and should be feeling better from now on. Heâs set to wake up any day now,â Gina answered in a hushed voice.
I nodded.
âI have to be here by his side,â Clive said tensely, clenching his fist. He laid a hand on his brotherâs arm gingerly.
âJust focus on getting better yourself,â I murmured to soothe him.
Gina got up, wet eyes managing to direct a fierce glare at me. âThis was all your fault â â
âGina,â Darren interrupted her with a firm shake. She dissolved into sobs, unable to say anything more.
I sighed, taking Cliveâs hand in mine, attempting to offer a comforting squeeze. âStay, itâs time for me to go.â
I left the room, Archer following after me.