Chapter 30: Chapter - thirty

do you know what’s really hard for me?

really hard for me to do?

it’s hard for me to wait, to wait for something, to wait for you.

especially when i know it will never happen, that we will never happen, at least not again.

but i cant give up on the idea, the idea of you, of us.

giving up would be harder, it is harder.

especially because of you.

because.

because.

because.

you’re everything i want.