âUnbelievable.â
Despite exhausting herself to the point of collapsing yesterday, the Righteous Radiance returned this morning after fighting a fresh batch of monsters, as if she had been waiting for it.
Naturally, the other followers who had recovered thanks to my support joined her.
Today, though, she seemed to pace herself. Instead of collapsing, she was rolling around on the bed, looking somewhat drowsy, so I asked her.
âIs it okay to use your divine power so freely?â
âHonestly, itâs not. I havenât even recovered the power I gave you and Helena yet. Saying itâs not burdensome would be a lie.â
âThenâ¦.â
âBut the Reckless Roar and the Boiling Silence ended up wasting far more divine power into thin air than I did. Can you imagine how much it must sting to see me rampaging around when they expected me to fall?â
The Righteous Radiance giggled as if thoroughly amused.
Of course. Who wouldnât be tempted by the satisfaction of good teabaggingâ¦?
âWait a second. Why is the Boiling Silence involved?â
âHm? Did you think I was just killing monsters?â
âWasnât that the case?â
ââ¦No! Hunting isnât just about fighting. Investigating the prey is fundamental!â
She said this with a serious tone, even though she was sprawled out on the bed.
Well, I guess I understand what sheâs trying to say. She went out to fight and did some investigating along the way.
Now that I think about it, this battle wasnât without its oddities.
In H&A, it was mentioned that one day, the Righteous Radiance fell from grace, and her followers either went mad or defected to follow the fallen god, but the details werenât clear.
The quest to prevent this mostly involved infiltrating the Reckless Roar cult and stealing the materials needed for their ritual, or assassinating the key figures involved.
It was all about delivering a massive blow to those who had been preparing for years, waiting for the right moment to strike.
Since the event blocked the entire invasion itself, how exactly they infiltrated wasnât made clear.
âDid you find out anything? No matter how powerful the Boiling Silenceâs abilities are, it seems impossible for them to hide such a massive army without some other factorâ¦â
âThatâs exactly it.â
ââ¦Pardon?â
âThey used the Boiling Silenceâs power to hide the monsters and invade. Of course, they didnât cross the entire continent. They must have come in from the east, along the coastline.â
ââ¦â¦â
Thatâs absurd. Sure, the Boiling Silence grants abilities specialized in stealth, but there are limits.
Even a cardinal-level member can hide, at best, a few dozen people with them.
Hiding that many monsters? Unless the Boiling Silence descended personally or sent an apostle, it would be impossibleâ¦
âWait a second.â
Or⦠maybe not?
Suddenly, images of Jeff and his followers sacrificing themselves to complete a ritual in an instant flashed through my mind.
Human sacrifice is a kind of self-sacrificial spell.
Although itâs been twisted to nourish the power of Evil Gods, it still follows the same principle of making the impossible possible by consuming even oneâs soul.
Even with many cultists sacrificing themselves, itâd be tough to hide the entire Greenskin armyâ¦
But what if they werenât trying to amplify the Boiling Silenceâs power through the sacrifice?
The Righteous Radiance mentioned earlier that the Boiling Silence had suffered a great loss as well.
That means the ones who used the power werenât the cultists but the Boiling Silence themself.
In other words, the cultists were just creating a pathway for the Boiling Silence to use their divine power.
If the Boiling Silence used their own divine energy to hide the Greenskins, that would make sense.
The same goes for the fallen ritual that sped up and was completed in an instant through human sacrifice.
The barrier surrounding Solaris and the twisted faith channeled within itâall of that could be quickly executed if the Reckless Roar themself bore the burden.
Creating money out of nothing is hard, but taking it out of your wallet is easy, isnât it?
âIs that right?â
âCorrect! At least, from what I saw, thatâs how it was.â
They had the confidence to succeed once their plan was set in motion, which was why they made such a huge investment.
In H&A, when things went slightly awry, they scrapped the whole plan because the effort required was so immense.
But now, theyâve used up all their power, and they failed to make the Righteous Radiance fall from grace?
âThey must be furious right now. Theyâll likely try to salvage the remaining monsters, butâ¦â
âBefore they can, weâll have to thin out their numbers as much as possible.â
âAha, so thatâs why youâve been using so much divine power despite saying itâs burdensome?â
âGrowl!â
The Righteous Radiance let out a satisfied growl as if I had hit the mark, then rolled over.
Her chest, which had been pressed against the bed, rose as she flipped over, revealing the skin inside the slit of her gown as her legs stretched out carelessly.
Maybe itâs because Iâm familiar with Helenaâs body now, but I instinctively gulped and quickly averted my gaze.
âS-so, is this why you called me here? I thought you wanted to discuss my treatment.â
âRawrâ¦.â
Letting out a strange sound, the Righteous Radianceâs face suddenly flushed red.
I had just managed to change the topic, but why was the atmosphere becoming even more awkward?
She was the one who asked me to come alone because she had something to discuss about my treatment in the first place!
As I stewed in my own frustration, the Righteous Radiance, who had been lounging around, sat up.
She straightened her clothes and fixed her cat-like, predatory eyes on me.
âAhem. Yes, actually, I have something very, very important to discuss regarding your treatment.â
âYou said the treatment would happen when Helena wakes up. I thought Iâd have to wait another dayâ¦â
âThatâs right. Helena is still asleep. What I mean is⦠Iâm here to explain how weâre going to handle the treatment when the time comes. Thatâs why I called you.â
âI see.â
But why did she ask me to come alone? Now that I think about it, even Clara isnât hereâher medallion, which the Righteous Radiance always carries, is nowhere to be seen.
As I tilted my head in confusion, the Righteous Radiance suddenly pointed her finger at me.
âYou might not feel it, but youâve suffered soul damage. Let me explain that to you in detail first.â
âSure, Iâd appreciate that.â
After getting a good nightâs sleep, my body felt better than ever. Not only did I not feel any pain or discomfort, but I was brimming with energy.
âActually, the concept of a soul is something even gods donât fully understand. No one really knows where it comes from or where it goes after death.â
âDidnât you say that heaven is just a place to keep souls entertained before they head off somewhere else?â
âYeah. In my case, I created a space where they can either rest peacefully or throw themselves into endless banquets and endless battles, if they so choose.â
ââ¦Are you a Viking?â
âAnyway, while we canât claim to fully understand souls, there are a few things we do know for sure. For example, the source of faith is the soul, not the mind.â
âWait, not the mind?â
âOf course, belief comes from the mind. But the power that faith providesâthe source of divine powerâseeps from the soul.â
According to the Righteous Radianceâs explanation, when someone truly believes in something, their soul shines brighter than usual, producing some kind of energy.
This energy flows to the object of their faith, and once that entity has accumulated enough power, it can awaken as a god and wield divine power.
By refining divine power into something easier to useâholy powerâthe god can grant strength to their faithful followers.
âA self-sacrifice spell doesnât just burn the holy power youâve received; it consumes your soul itself, which is why itâs so powerful. Similarly, through human sacrifices, Evil Gods devour not only the divine power but also the souls that fuel it, making them stronger.â
âSo, itâs like if you had a goose made of gold that laid golden eggs, youâd normally just keep taking the eggs, but when things get desperate, you sell off the whole goose?â
âExactly. But not just anyone can perform a self-sacrifice spell.â
Human sacrifice is just like peeling off the candy wrapper, leaving the Evil God to do the actual devouring.
A self-sacrifice spell, however, must be done by the personâs own will.
If someone doesnât have enough willpower to touch the depths of their soul or if their faith isnât strong enough, they wonât have enough power to burn themselves up.
âBut because you canât see that qualification, there are always a few people who mess it up, right?â
âEven if the soul doesnât completely burn, itâll get pretty tattered, like mine now.â
âExactly!â
âWhat happened to those people?â
âWell, the symptoms vary from person to person, but the common result was an increase in their maximum physical abilities and holy power. Yandel, if you use magic now, itâll probably be much stronger than usual.â
âThat sounds like a dangerous side effect.â
Thereâs no such thing as power without a price. You canât get stronger without giving something in return, whether itâs time, money, or something else.
So in this caseâ¦
âYouâre saying itâs using power seeping out from my half-broken soul.â
âMost likely, yes.â
âI donât really want to know what comes after this, but Iâll ask anyway. What happens in the end?â
âYou either go mad, become a vegetable, or suddenly drop dead. There are no exceptions.â
Terrifying.
No wonder she told me to rest and not fight at all.
It might be fine if I just stay still, but if I start using my power, my will and the energy leaking from my soul will react, and itâll start burning up.
Once that happens, thereâs no going back.
âYou said it can be treated, right? How do we fix this?â
âIf the vessel has a crack and water is leaking, you simply seal the crack! Itâs simple. Iâll patch up the damaged parts myself. Itâs not something just anyone can do, you know? Itâs only possible because Iâm a god!â
âOh, wowâ¦! Thatâs such a relief! Oh, Iâm curiousâhow exactly are you going to patch it up? Not to be rude, but with all the divine power youâve been using lately, do you have the energy to spare for this?â
Despite my concern, the Righteous Radiance just smiled softly and continued in a casual tone.
âItâs no big deal. Iâve done it before, remember? Like when I gave Helena my blessing to make her a saintess.â
âWhat? Of course, I remember⦠wait a second.â
A sense of foreboding hit me as I lifted my head, but it was already too late.
The Righteous Radiance was licking her lips, looking at me like a predator eyeing its prey.
âI called you here today to think about how you can earn Helenaâs forgiveness.â
ââ¦â
âMale! Female! Mating!â
Itâs not about getting permissionâitâs about earning forgiveness?
This is insane.