This realization left Nathan feeling increasingly unsettled.
He entered the ward and found Colby sitting on the bed, an IV drip still connected to his arm.
Colby was staring out the window at the trees, lost in thought, his pale face making him look particularly vulnerable.
Hearing the door, Colby turned and greeted him with a smile.
âDaddy, youâre back.
â
He glanced at the IV drip.
âThe doctor just changed my medicine and said I have only one more bottle to go today.
Daddy, if youâre busy, you can attend to your work.
Iâm already five years old.
I can manage on my own.
â
Nathanâs heart ached at his sonâs words.
He moved to the bedside and sat down, smiling gently at Colby.
âAre you worried that I might be bored?â
Colby looked down, his expression somber.
âI was born sick.
I know Iâm not like other kidsâ¦â
Nathan took a deep breath, steadying his heart before speaking with resolve.
âGetting sick is part of life, Colby.
Itâs normal.
And remember, I am never burdened by being with you.
Iâm here for you, always.
â
He enveloped Colby in a reassuring embrace, a fatherâs stronghold.
âWhen youâre happy, laugh with us; when youâre sad, itâs okay to cry and yell.
You donât have to act like an adult.
Your mommy and I will always be here for you, no matter what.
Even if thereâs no cure, we will make sure you have a joyful and carefree life.
â
Nestled against his fatherâs chest, Colby spoke, his voice muffled.
âDestinee cries and yells at you and Mommy.
But Iâm a little man, and I donât want to cry.
â
Nathan responded gently, âSon, itâs okay for men to show their feelings too.
You can cry in front of us.
We would never laugh at you for that.
â
Colby looked up, his eyes bright yet showing a hint of mischief.
âDaddy, why do you want me to cry so much? Do you cry and act pitiful in front of Mommy?â
The question brought a twitch to Nathanâs lips, a brief escape from the weight of his guilt.
After a moment, Nathan replied, âWho told you that? I never cry or act pitiful in front of your mommy.
Actually, itâs your mommy who does that a lot in front of me, and Destinee has picked that up from her.
â
Colbyâs face brightened with a smile.
âReally?â
âAbsolutely.
Daddyâs the boss here.
Your mommy and I, we⦠we have our ways.
â
âDaddy,â Colby cut off his boastful speech with a pout, âyou donât even dare to speak harshly in front of Mommy.
I donât think youâre telling the truth.
Would you still say the same if Mommy were here?â
Caught off guard, Nathan felt a sting to his pride.
As the head of both the Payne family and the National Security Bureau, he was unaccustomed to such challenges to his authority, especially from his own son.
With Lucinda currently away handling urgent business at the Simmons Group, Nathan asserted firmly, âEven if your mom were here, Iâd say the same thing.
â
Colby looked skeptical.
âDaddy, you donât have to answer so quickly, because Mommy heard everything you just said.
â