Chapter 0278 Chapter 0278 It was so strange to see him like this. Comforting, too.
And maybe a little frighteningâbecause the way I had softened toward him during the feast, and the way that his words earlier about an âoutletâ had warmed my groin, was dangerous. He had acted like a perfect gentleman for the entire feast. For once, it had felt like I had a....
A husband.
âWhat did you mean earlier about needing an outlet?â I blurted out before I could stop myself.
Noah blinked for a moment as though trying to remember, and I felt my heart sink; maybe he had just said it in the moment and had forgotten.
But then, realization dawned on him. âYou want the truth?â he slurred.
I nodded, and Noah sighed. âI havenât been able to stop thinking about you since we slept together,â he admitted, his eyes meeting mine. âItâs driving me crazy.â
I felt my heart rate pick up, but I forced myself to remain calm. âNoah, that was a oneâtime thing. We talked about this. We canât complicate things, especially with the divorce coming up.â
âWhy not?â he challenged, leaning a little closer so that I could smell the wine on his breath.
I swallowed, my voice faltering for a moment with him so close. Finally, I muttered, âBecause our relationship... Our relationship isnât deep enough anymore to warrant a lifelong marriage. Weâve grown apart, Noah. Weâre different people now.â
Noah stared at me, confused. To prove my point, I decided to test him. âDo you remember that time we snuck out to the lake at midnight when we met for the second time? It was a full moon, and we...
I trailed off, watching his face for any sign of recognition, waiting for him to finish the story. But Noah just looked confused, shaking his head slightly.
âSee?â I said, trying to hide how much his lack of memory hurt. âYou donât even remember our past, and this isnât the first time this has happened. Weâre just... not in love anymore, Noah.â
The words stung as they came out, but I knew that they were true. And it seemed, to my surprise, that Noah knew it as well.
âYouâre right,â he growled, looking away. âWeâre not in love. But whatâs the harm in some physical intimacy?â
I stared at him, shocked. âWhat? Noah, youâre drunk. You donât know what youâre saying.â
With that, I stood up, intending to leave. But Noah was faster. He blocked the doorway, his body close to mine. Before I could react, he had my wrists pinned above my head against the wall.
My breath caught in my throat, a mix of fear and excitement coursing through me. I hated to admit it, but a part of me, the same part of me that had tasted the doeâs blood, was turned on by this forceful side of Noah, I fidgeted a bit beneath his touch as one hand slid down the front of my body.
âNoah-â
Chapter 0278 +25 BONUS Whatever words I was about to say died in my throat as he grabbed the hem of my dress, hiked it up roughly, and thrust his fingers between my legs. Instead of words, only a tiny whimper escaped my lips as he swirled his fingers there for a moment, feeling the wetness, then pulled away to show me his fingertips shiny and damp, proving his point.
âI know you need physical release too, Hannah,â he murmured, his face inches from mine. âMaybe even more than I do. We could come to an agreementâsleep together without the emotional ties for the remainder of our marriage. A release, For both of us.â
I swallowed hard, trying to ignore the heat building in my core. âNoah, let me go,â I whispered, but my voice lacked conviction.
âTell me you donât want this,â he challenged, his grip on my wrists tightening slightly. âTell me you havenât been thinking about me too. And then Iâll let you go and I wonât bring it up again.â
I closed my eyes, hating that I couldnât deny it. I did need physical contact, and the thought of getting it from anyone else before our divorce was finalized made me feel sick.
My silence was all the answer he needed. With a soft growl, Noah released me, and my arms fell back to my sides like two leaden weights.
âIâll. Iâll consider it,â I said, my voice trembling. âBut right now, you need to sleep this off.â
Without waiting for a response, I turned and left the room. I could feel his eyes burning into me the entire way.