Chapter 0129 Chapter 0129 âI... I was suffering from a binge eating disorder,â she admitted. âAnd it was beginning to get out of hand. I knew you took those pills to help yourself purge, so I decided to give them a try.â
âBut...?â I urged her, knowing that there was more to the story.
Ana sighed. âBut... My husband and I were also trying to conceive our second child. My menstrual cycle became erratic, and I found difficulty conceiving even when I had had no issues with my first child. So I had bloodwork done, and they found trace amounts of the contraceptive in my body.â
My eyes widened. âIs that true?â I whispered, pulling my hand back. âSo... So you knew all this time?â
The maid nodded hastily, but then leaned closer, gripping my hand tightly. âI didnât know whether you were aware of the contraceptives, Luna,â she quickly said. âAt first, I thought that maybe you did it intentionally. I knew you and Alpha Noah didnât have the best relationship...â
Her voice trailed off then, and I let out a derisive snort. âThat obvious, huh?â
Ana merely shot me a glance before continuing. âEventually, I just became too afraid to tell you because it would mean having to admit to stealing from you. And for that, Iâm sorry.â
âAna, you can tell me anything. I wouldnât have held it against you. Weâve known each other for years.â
âYes, but...â Ana paused, staring at her hands again. âLuna, if I could be candid now-â
âAbsolutely. Speak your mind.â
She drew in a deep breath, almost seeming to steel herself, before meeting my gaze. âYou werenât always very kind to me. Only in this past month has it seemed as though you didnât... hate me.â
âHate you?â I breathed, momentarily astounded. But then it hit me-all of the times in my past life when I had been cruel to her. All of the snide remarks, the little jabs at her cleaning abilities or her attitude.
I sighed, feeling my shoulders sag. âYouâre right. I was a real b****h.â
âLuna, no-â
âNo, itâs alright,â I assured her. âI was. But Iâm trying not to be anymore.â I paused, wetting my lips with my tongue as my mind raced. Finally, I patted her hand and offered her a warm smile. âThank you for being honest, Ana. And I hope you know now that if youâre ever struggling with your body image, youâre beautiful -truly.â
Ana blinked rapidly and bit her lower lip, clearly trying to suppress a smile. âThank you, Luna.â
âItâs the truth,â I said. âIf you ever feel like youâre hating on your body, come to me first. I understand what itâs like to hate what you see in the mirror. I wouldnât wish that upon anyone.â
Ana nodded and stood. I released my grip on her hand, watching as she walked over to the door. But just as she was about to leave, I called out, âWait.â
She turned. âYes, Luna?â
âCall me Hannah from now on,â I said. âPlease.â
Ana let out a small breath of what almost looked like relief. âOkay. Goodnight... Hannah.â
Chapter 0129 +25 BONUS Once Ana was gone, I sank down a little further into my bed and furrowed my brow. My mind reeled from what I had learned-and from what I already knew. I kept thinking back to the disappearance of White Rabbit, as well as the strange news that Noah had given me.
About how our own family doctor had claimed that I was too âfrailâ for sex outside of our ovulation window.
Somehow, I wondered if they could be connected. So, too curious to get any rest, I quickly called up the doctorâs office and asked for the information on when our family doctor went away.
âLetâs see,â the receptionist on the other end said, pausing for a moment. âThe doctor went on his trip... exactly two weeks ago.â
I furrowed my brow, quickly tapping on my phone to check my last message sent to WhiteRabbit-whose account was now gone, but the messages between us still remained.
I had sent my last message to WhiteRabbit exactly two weeks ago.
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