I DOUBLE CHECKED my bedroom before carrying my bags to the door. Zoey sat on the couch, the lone suitcase I had lent to her, at her feet. I hated that I needed to leave Zoey, especially after the last few days she had experienced.
âYou all set?â I forced cheerfulness into my voice.
âIâm ready.â Her voice hitched.
âHey,â I sat down beside her. âAre you worried?â
âKrista says she wants me to go to Zoomba with her.â
The unexpected laugh came out of me, but stopped when I caught the look on her face. âIt might be fun.â
âI know.â Her voice sounded gruff, but it didnât fool me. She was shit scared.
âI donât like this much either, okay?â
âYou donât?â
âDonât go out alone. Not without Krista.â
She gave me a worried look. âI wonât.â
I rubbed the back of my neck. âOkay, come on. Letâs get going.â
âTHIS WILL BE SO MUCH FUN,â Krista hugged Zoey. âWhat happened here?â
I watched as she looked closer at Zoeyâs scratch.
âBianca happened,â I sounded pissed. For no reason other than I dreaded leaving Zoey behind.
Kristaâs carefully penciled eyebrows shot up. âWell, thatâs no good.â
âSheâs gone,â I added.
Zoey glanced up at the tone in my voice. I didnât want to leave her here. It made no sense because I knew this was the safest place for her, but I did not want to let her out of my sight.
âI should go.â Reluctance coursed through me.
âSee you when you get home,â Krista smiled.
I didnât think I could leave her. I stood still, aware that both Krista and Zoey watched me. Probably wondering why I wasnât moving.
I picked up Zoeyâs suitcase. âYouâre coming with me.â
âWhat?â Both Zoey and Krista chimed at the same time.
âYou can travel with the team until we get our other problem sorted out.â
âRyan,â Krista warned.
Zoey looked between Krista and me. âWhatâs going on?â
âItâs nothing,â I motioned with my head. âCome on.â
She ignored me and looked at Krista. âTell me.â
Krista held my gaze. WAGs and tag-a-longs were strictly forbidden to travel with the team. I was already on thin ice with management. We both knew this was my dumbest move yet, but I didnât care. Whatever it took, Zoey was coming with me.
Finally, she relented. âYour call.â
I looked at Zoey. âWe have a plane to catch.â
She followed me out to my vehicle. âAre you going to get in trouble?â
I lied. âNope. Come on. Get in.â
âRYAN, YOU KNOW THE RULES,â Gordon crossed his arms and glared at me.
I glanced over at Zoey who sat out of earshot. âI wouldnât ask if it wasnât important.â
âWhatâs going on?â Rory Ashford walked up to the two of us.
âParker here brought his girlfriend along for the ride.â
âSheâs not my girlfriend. Sheâs a friend.â
Rory glanced over at Zoey. âWhy?â
âZoeyâs in danger. Sheâs being stalked by some asshole and I donât want to leave her alone.â
Gordon crossed his arms. âWe donât allow girlfriends because they distract the players.â
âSheâs not my girlfriend,â I repeated between my clenched teeth. âAnd Iâll be more distracted if Iâm constantly worried about her safety while Iâm gone.â
Rory put her hand on Gordonâs arm. âIâll take care of this.â
Disinterested, Gordon walked away.
âTell me whatâs going on.â
âZoey got attacked by someone at our last game. Someone who used to foster her. Heâs already extorted money from her and sheâs terrified.â
âDoesnât she have any other place to stay?â
âKrista agreed to have her over, but I donât trust him. Heâs capable of bad things.â
âThe problem is that this kind of thing sets a precedent. I donât want other players asking for their wives or girlfriends to travel with us.â
It annoyed me that I hadnât thought of that. âI understand.â
âIf you give me permission to talk to the team, and everyone understands this is a one off, Iâd be more than happy to have her with us.â
âAnything,â I didnât even try to keep the desperation out of my voice.
âTake Zoey for a coffee and Iâll talk to the team.â
âThanks, Rory.â
ZOEY DUCKED INTO THE WASHROOM. I stood, withholding all expression on my face, as Rory walked back towards me. What would happen if she told me this would not work?
âGuys had no issues. They understood the circumstances, and they are concerned for Zoeyâs safety, as am I.â
My breath eased out of my chest. Thank fuck. âThank you.â
âWeâre on a chartered flight for all of our games, so I have added her to the roster. She just needs to give the steward her passport.â
Oh shit. I hadnât even thought about a passport. I squeeze my eyes with my hand. âAbout that.â
Zoey approached us. âHi, Rory.â
âI hear you are coming along to cheer the team on.â
âOnly if Ryan doesnât get in trouble over this.â
âNot at all. We just need your passport and weâll add you as a passenger to all our flights.â
Zoey dug into her jacket pocket and produced a shiny passport. I stared at her in amazement.
âThis looks brand new,â Rory glanced down at the document.
âItâs my first passport.â
âIâll be right back with this.â
I waited a second before I looked at Zoey. âYou have a passport?â
âKrista said I needed one.â Then she blushed. Hard.
Interesting. I prodded. âWhat was her reason?â
âNothing!â
âTell me,â I teased. I felt like I could breathe again.
Her voice sounded tart. âShe said sometimes people like to go to Vegas.â
I still wasnât sure why she was blushing, but I left that one alone. âOkay.â
WE LANDED early afternoon and went straight to the rink for practice. Only after dinner, did we head to the hotel. I asked Zoey if she wanted to have her own room, but she told me she preferred to be in the same room as me.
When we opened the hotel room door, I paused when I saw the single king-sized bed.
âItâs not like we havenât shared a bed before,â Zoey glanced back at me. I stood at the door, wanting to go back to the front desk and request a different room.
âI know.â
But when we climbed into bed, somehow it seemed more intimate in a hotel room. Maybe because I never brought women home, but I had no issue bringing a puck bunny back to my hotel room. Like Pavlovâs dog, my body was instantly primed for sex.
Zoey snuggled closer. âIâm cold.â
Normally I would wrap my arms around her and cuddle her, but normally I didnât have a raging hard-on. I eased away from her body.
âWhatâs wrong?â She lifted her head.
âNothing.â
âYouâre grumpy. Are you mad I wanted to be in the same room?â
I thought about my answer. If Zoey was alone in a different room, possibly on a different floor, Iâd be lying awake wondering if she was okay. âNope.â
âTell me whatâs wrong,â she said, and her lips looked so pouty, I wanted to roll over, pin her down and savage that mouth. My cock twitched in anticipation.
Normally I could control my body, but tonight I was vibrating with sexual energy. I rolled over so my back was to her. âWe should sleep.â
âItâs the room isnât it? You didnât want me in the same room.â Her voice echoed with sadness.
I rolled over so I could face her. Concern clouded her eyes. âIâm just frustrated.â
âWith who?â
I didnât answer.
âWith me?â Her voice rose a notch.
She was an intoxicating mix of wily street smarts and innocent virgin. âNo. Iâm frustrated.â
Her mouth opened to a pretty little O. âOh, you mean frustrated.â
âIt happens.â
She was taking this conversation seriously. âMe too.â
Do not go there, Parker. âWhat do you mean?â
âSometimes when we kiss, I wish we couldâ¦you know.â
I didnât know. But I wanted to. âTell me.â
âI wish we could keep kissing.â
âAnd?â
âAnd stuff.â
My dick throbbed with every beat of my heart. Wild visions of showing her all the stuff we could do, passed through my brain. Foggy, torturous thoughts. Would it be so bad? If we crossed that line?
Do not break her trust. My own words came back to haunt me.
âWe canât. In fact, we shouldnât even be kissing.â
She rolled away from me. âOkay.â
âZoey.â
âItâs fine, Ryan. I get it.â
Like a starved man, I studied her slight shoulders, wondering if I drew my tongue down her spine, would she shiver? âWhat do you get?â
She rolled back towards me. âItâs because Iâm a virgin.â
âThatâs not the reason at all. You told me you were saving yourself for someone special.â
âYouâre special to me.â
I never wanted to kiss anyone as much as I wanted to kiss her in that moment. âIâm not special enough.â
She studied me with those knowing eyes. Seeing things I wish she wouldnât. âOkay.â
She rolled back over, so her back was again to me.
âNight, Ryan.â
It took all my willpower to turn off the light and roll away from her. âNight.â
WE BEAT BOSTON, and as team tradition predicted, the coaches gave us permission to go to Dixies, to let off some steam. It was team tradition across all teams in the NHL, and I was no stranger to Dixies. Mica shared a cab with Zoey and me.
âYou ready for a fun night?â He spoke to Zoey.
âWhat is this place?â
âEvery NHL team covets Dixies. Itâs filled with puck bunnies, lots of booze and great music.â
âWhatâs a puck bunny?â
Micaâs eyes danced as he glanced at me. âAsk Ryan.â
I shot him a dirty look. âA puck bunny is a woman that chases hockey players.â
Mica leaned forward and winked at Zoey. âEven a toothless butt ugly player can get laid in this bar.â
Zoey spoke directly to me. âIf you need the room tonight, I can always find elsewhere to sleep.â
Micaâs laughter burst out. âYou can crash with me.â
Over my dead body. âUnnecessary.â
âRyanâs frustrated. He could use a puck bunny.â
âI bet he is.â Mica worked to keep a straight face.
âNo one is doing anything or anyone tonight.â My sour tone made me sound like a pensioner.
âSpeak for yourself,â Zoey shrugged as the cab pulled up to the bar.
Excuse me?
Mica laughed as he muscled me out of the way to follow her. âTime for shots, Zoey. Weâre going to do this the right way.â
My jaw clenched as I paid the driver. It would be a long night.
I SAT at the table and nursed my beer while I watched Zoey on the dance floor doing a crazy line dance with Jensen and Dylan.
âYouâre in a mood.â Mica sat down beside me, pushing a shot in front of me. âDrink up.â
I tossed back the shot. The alcohol burned on the way down. âIâm good.â
âIs that why you havenât been able to peel your eyes off her?â
âSheâs having fun. Thatâs what matters.â
I took another shot and enjoyed the burn.
Mica nodded. âThereâs something special about her. She outshines every puck bunny here with a single smile.â
I glanced hard at him. He lifted his hand up. âWhoa. Iâm not crossing that line.â
âSorry. I know.â
He pushed another shot towards me. It didnât even burn on the way down.
âBut it looks like Jensen is trying to cross that line.â
I lifted my eyes to the dance floor. Jensen led Zoey off the dance floor. She laughed and looked so damn cute, my gut clenched. âTheyâre just getting a drink.â
No, they were not. I watched in disbelief as they headed in the opposite direction of the bar and disappeared down the hallway that led to the washrooms and dark shadowy corners. I wasnât a stranger to that hallway and all the things that happened there. No one was.
âBullshit,â I stood up.
âDonât hurt him,â Mica warned.
Hurt him? I would finish him.
I found them in the hallway. Jensen propped his hand against the wall, beside Zoeyâs head, and he was bent over her, whispering something in her ear.
I walked right up to them, fueled with emotions I didnât even want to examine. They both looked at me like I had no right to be there.
âWhatâs up, Parker?â Jensenâs eyes flashed with annoyance.
âI need to talk to Zoey.â
âRight now?â
âRight now.â
âRyan, can it wait?â Zoey peered up at me.
âNo,â I crossed my arms. âIt canât.â
Zoeyâs nose crinkled, as she held eyes with Jensen. âCan you give us a minute?â
With reluctance he stepped back. I refused to step out of his way, so we stood there toe-to-toe for a lifetime before he finally stepped around me and disappeared.
I grabbed Zoeyâs wrist and dragged her deeper into the shadows.
âRyan,â she complained.
I spun around and loomed over her. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWith Jensen. In this hallway. Alone.â
She gave a nonchalant shrug. âI thought he might want to kiss me.â
âExcuse me?â
âWell, you donât want to.â
My eye twitched. âI told you already.â
She sighed. âSo, you donât want to kiss me, but Iâm not supposed to kiss anyone else?â
When she put it like that, I sounded like a dick. I stepped closer to her and unfairly placed the blame on her. âIf you wanted to be kissed that bad, you could have just told me.â
Confusion clouded her eyes. âWhat does that mean?â
I would regret this. So much. I cupped her face with both of my hands, and lowered my head, so my mouth was hovering near hers. I loved the gasp that escaped her lips. I wanted to swallow that gasp and a thousand more.
âIt means, I think you need to be properly kissed.â
My mouth found hers and I wasnât gentle. My kiss was filled with all my pent-up lust, desire, and frustration. Her moan sounded like a plea. I scooped her up, my hands on her tight ass, pinning her against the wall so she was helpless to do anything but receive. The taste of her inflamed my need. The softness of her mouth beneath mine felt like exquisite torture. My cock swelled and strained against my jeans as I ground against her.
âOh God,â she tilted her head back, so my mouth could ravage a trail down her neck. Her fingers tangled in my hair pulled my face back to hers.
Her sweet mouth was desperate against mine. Her tongue was so playful, tantalizing, and insistent that I wanted to devour her whole.
How had I ever mistaken her for an innocent who needed sheltering? She was pure woman. A sultry vixen writhing in my arms, yanking my hair as she pulled my mouth against her. Her legs squeezed around my waist. She was a promise of hot, wild, pulsing sex that never ended.
My need for Zoey, burned so deep in my gut, I thought Iâd combust.
I lifted my head up, completely out of breath. âLetâs get out of here.â
âSo we can have sex?â
Yes. Fuck yes. I pressed my forehead against her. I couldnât do this to her. I couldnât take advantage of her. Using the last vestige of my control, I said. âThatâs such a bad idea.â
âDonât say that.â
âYou know it is.â
Her swollen mouth pouted. âRyan?â
âYeah?â
âYouâre a tease.â Then she squirmed out of my arms and walked towards the bar, leaving me and my raging hard-on in her wake.
Holy shit. I walked further into the darkness of the hallway while I struggled to get my body under control. I couldnât reconcile Zoey, as I knew her, with the hot as fuck, sex goddess who had been writhing in my arms without an ounce of hesitation. I had experienced a taste and now I wanted more. A lot more.
I needed to get drunk. So drunk, I got a whiskey dick and didnât do something I regretted.