It was not the first time she had seen a man. In her college years, out of curiosity, she and her roommates closed the curtains and locked the doors of their dormitory room to watch a few adult films from a neighboring country.
That was the first time Xue Feifei saw a man, outside of biology class. The visual impact was substantial on her first viewing, to the point that she felt a slight repulsion towards men for many years afterwards. Therefore, when she was dating Huang Qichu, and their relationship deepened, he had intended to move forward with her. Xue Feifei was the one who initiated their first kiss, but when it came to proceeding further, she just couldnât handle it.
In the five years that followed, she entered the entertainment industry. She absolutely rejected the traditional rules, even losing countless opportunities because of it. Somewhere in her heart, she felt a bit tainted, a bit disgusted.
Of course, as she grew older, she gradually came to terms with the matter. If it was for a normal relationship leading to marriage, she could accept that.
But unexpectedly, she ended up with someone she had never considered before â Yu Sixing.
And now, she found herself embarrassingly watchingâ¦
Although they had seen it once in the college dormitory, it was after all on a TV screen. This time, it was in reality.
Rationally speaking, the main reason Xue Feifei was willing to lower her head to watch was that after such a long time, she wished she could kick Sixing a couple more times!
âIs it swollen or not?â Yu Sixingâs words interrupted her attention, causing her to glance over again, âI think itâs fine.â
âHow could it be fine? Iâm in so much pain right now.â Yu Sixing quickly moved.
Yu Sixing winced instantly: âMaybe you should take another look?â
âLook at your head, Iâm not a doctor. If it hurts, go straight to the hospital.â Although it was a bit awkward and she resented Sixingâs compulsion, Xue Feifei was not a bad person. If he really was in pain, she couldnât just ignore it for her own sake.
âIâll call the doctor for you.â Xue Feifei turned around and took out her phone, then thoughtfully covered him with a blanket: partially to keep him warm, and partially because the sight was quite indecent.
She turned around with phone in hand, really intending to dial 120.
Just as she started pressing the numbers, Yu Sixing rolled over and said: âNever mind.â
Xue Feifei looked puzzled: âWhy? Isnât it painful? Or did you trick me?â As she spoke, sweat continued to bead on Sixingâs forehead, indicating that he wasnât pretending.
âIdiot, if you call now, your secret will be out.â Yu Sixing grabbed her phone, âPerhaps your hot compress worked earlier. Iâll bear with it for tonight and seek treatment while youâre filming tomorrow.â
âYuâ¦â Xue Feifei hadnât really thought that Yu Sixing would go this far. âIf you want to be with me openly, Iâll call the doctor right now. Otherwise, just come over and rest.â
âNo, no need.â Xue Feifei quickly shook her head.
Oddly enough, although she was initially desperate and repulsed today, after the banter, especially some of the more private kind, it seemed to instantly close the distance between the two of them.