Itâs been an entire week, and Lara keeps giving me the same answers. Itâs clear as fucking day sheâs scared shitless, and my gut tells me she hasnât lied to me.
Yet.
Still, Iâm no closer to finding Mazur. The fucker vanished into thin air.
Walking into the cottage, I ask, âStill the same?â
âEvet,â Murat answers. âShe eats, showers, and tries to get out of the shackle. She hasnât asked Nisa Hanim to help her escape again. Nothing new.â
Nodding, I walk to the bedroom and let myself in. Just like every other day, Lara moves to the side of the bed, her body tensing with fear. Since yesterday sheâs been wearing the dresses I had Nisa bring to the room. The colorful patterns make her look even younger.
Some color is returning to her face, and she seems to be gaining weight. She doesnât look as gaunt anymore, her striking eyes sparkling brighter.
Lara never keeps eye contact because sheâs always on guard and scared shitless.
That doesnât mean sheâs not brave.
Not once has she cried, and not a day has passed where she hasnât tried to break the fucking shackle.
Yesterday, Dr. Bayram removed the IV and said Lara was recovering well.
Trying a different strategy today, I shut the door behind me and take a seat on the chair. Removing my gun from behind my back, I release the clip.
As I lift my eyes to Laraâs, I say, âFor every right answer, Iâll remove a bullet. By the time Iâm done questioning you, Iâll use the remaining bullets on you.â
I watch as fear darkens her eyes until they almost look like the night sky, light blue flecks shining like stars.
The womanâs eyes are something else. She can keep her facial expression neutral, but her eyes give away her emotions.
âWhy were you at Aqua?â I ask for the hundredth time.
Lara takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly. âTo get dinner for Mr. Mazur.â
Again, my thoughts turn back to the scene outside the restaurant. Laraâs shocked expression. Her outburst. Her fear. How she ordered another meal and left without looking at our table.
Unfortunately, Iâm really starting to believe her.
My thumb moves, ejecting a bullet. I set the round down on the armrest.
Laraâs eyes widen, and I watch as relief trickles into them.
âDoes Mazur have any romantic relationships?â
Her brow creases, and for a split second, she looks repulsed. âNot that I know of.â
I focus on the emotion she let slip by her defenses. âWhy are you repulsed by the question?â
She shrugs. Her gaze darts to the clip in my hand before meeting my eyes again. âItâs hard to imagine Mr. Mazur being intimate in any way.â
âNo girlfriends? No wives?â
She shakes her head. âNone that Iâve seen.â
I remove another bullet. When I set it down next to the other one, Lara relaxes more.
Questioning the woman, Iâve learned a couple of things. She has zero loyalty to Mazur. I have no idea what her life was like, but I can imagine it wasnât good. Iâve heard Mazur has a habit of killing his staff for the slightest offense.
Lara might have expressive eyes, but Iâve never seen a flicker of hope in them. This woman has been conditioned to survive at all costs, which means if she had information on Mazur, she wouldâve given it to save herself.
My only hope is that she knows something sheâs unaware of. Working in the mansion, she couldâve overheard something of value that meant nothing to her.
âHow have you managed to survive twenty-two years?â
Thereâs a flash of a frown before her features become expressionless again. This time the light in her eyes dim.
When she doesnât answer me immediately, I slowly repeat. âWorking for Mazur, how did you survive twenty-two years?â To get a reaction out of her, I add, âI can only assume youâre of value to him. He must care about you.â
Laraâs features tense with a flash of hatred. Again itâs only for the slightest moment.
âI mean nothing to him. I survived by doing my job and not causing any trouble.â
To encourage her, I take another bullet from the clip and set it down on the armrest. âHow did you explain the ruined meal to him?â
I watch as all emotion leaves her eyes until they almost seem lifeless. âI didnât tell him.â
I stare at her for a moment, but this time thereâs no increasing fear on her part. âBut something happened,â I murmur.
âI was late.â
For the first time since I took her prisoner, Lara seems to shut down completely. Having done it myself many times before, I recognize the emptiness in her eyes.
Out of curiosity, I ask, âAnd?â
âI was punished.â
Which reminds me. âDoes Mazur keep a bullet with your name on it?â
She immediately nods. âYes.â
âDo you know of someone close to Mazur who doesnât have a bullet with their name carved on it?â
Slowly, she shakes her head, and only then do I realize she has her hair up in a bun.
âIâve never looked inside the box,â she answers.
I slip another bullet out of the clip. âStill, I find it interesting that youâve lasted this long.â
Thereâs a spark of life in her eyes again. âMr. Kowalski worked for Mr. Mazur since I was five. Iâm not the only one whoâs managed to stay alive.â
âWho is Kowalski?â
âThe head butler.â
I remember the elderly man who spoke on behalf of the group in the basement and assume heâs Kowalski. I have men stationed at the house in case Mazur is stupid enough to return. Iâll get them to question the butler.
Wanting to test Lara some more, I ask, âIf I were to let you go, would you run back to Mazur?â
Laraâs fair complexion turns pale, her eyes looking twice their size. Her breathing picks up until theyâre short bursts of air over her lips.
Her reaction tells me everything I need to know. She canât go back because heâd probably kill her.
Fuck, this woman is of no value to me. She knows nothing.
I gather the bullets from the armrest and slowly push each one back into the clip. When the clip clicks into place in the gun, Lara closes her eyes. A visible tremble shudders through her, her fear palpable in the air.
âYou have no documents, no belongings, and nowhere to go.â
Slowly, her eyes open. Theyâre dull and empty again.
She thinks Iâm going to kill her and is already mentally checking out.
Rising to my feet, I move closer. I lift the gun, training the barrel on her. âGive me a reason to not kill you.â
She lifts her chin, and her gaze locks with mine. âIâm a good maid.â
âI already have a housekeeper.â
Downright terrified, she whispers, âI wonât tell anyone about you.â
âThatâs not a chance Iâm prepared to take.â
Her shoulders hunch as if sheâs trying to make herself a smaller target, then the woman surprises me when she drops down on her knees.
Iâve never had anyone kneel before me. No one has lived long enough to beg for their lives.
âPlease.â The word is strained with unshed tears, yet her cheeks remain dry. âIâll work my fingers to the bone.â
Nisa could use the help, and should Mazur find out I have Lara, it might piss him off enough to make contact with me. I know Iâd hate it if he had one of my employees.
Tucking the gun behind my back, I turn around and walk to the door as I say. âYou start tomorrow. Youâll do exactly as Nisa instructs. Break any of the rules, and you wonât get a second chance.â
I open the door and glance back at Lara, whoâs gaping at me in utter shock.
âUnder no circumstances are you allowed to enter the east wing of the house. The punishment will be death.â
Still kneeling, she respectfully murmurs, âYes, sir.â
Stalking out of the bedroom, I stop to talk with Murat. âFrom tomorrow, Lara will start helping Nisa Hanim. Youâre to keep an eye on her at all times. Move her to the room next to Nisa Hanimâs. Sheâs not allowed near the east wing. I donât want any contact between my grandmother and the woman.â
âEvet.â
Only time will tell whether I did the right thing by sparing Laraâs life.