When my phone rings and I see Emreâs name, my heart shrivels into a black hole.
No.
God, please.
My hands start to tremble, and my thumb hovers over the little circle.
Thereâs only one reason why Emre would call me. Something happened to Gabriel.
A sob builds in my chest.
âYour phoneâs ringing,â Nisa says.
âI know.â I take a trembling breath, swipe across the screen, and bring the phone to my ear. âHello.â My voice quivers.
âHi, itâs Emre.â
âUh-huh.â I squeeze my eyes shut.
âIâm with your mother.â My eyes snap wide open. âI need you to calm her down so sheâll come with me.â
âYes!â I jump up from the chair and start stalking up and down, my heart instantly beating a mile a minute.
I hear movement, then Emre says, âYour daughter is on the line.â
It takes a moment before I hear her sob, âLara?â
âMama.â Tears begin to spill over my cheeks, and I donât care. Sobs strain my voice. âEmre is a friend. You can trust him. Heâll bring you to me. Please go with him.â
My mother lets out a heartbreaking wail, and it makes my own tears come faster, my chest shuddering. âMa-ma,â I hiccup. âCome to me.â
âOkay,â she squeezes the word out.
Seconds later, Emreâs somber voice comes over the line. âWeâll be there in thirty minutes.â
âThank⦠you.â
When the call ends, I start to cry like Iâve never cried before. Nisa grabs me to her, holding me tight and making clucking sounds. âItâs a happy day, Lara.â
I nod, and when my phone rings again, I almost drop it. Through a blur, I can hardly make out Gabrielâs name and swipe as fast as I can.
âGabriel? Are you okay?â
âYes. Iâve got Mazur. Did Emre call you?â
âYes, aâ¦â my throat strains from all the emotion, âa couple of seconds ago.â
âI wish I could be there, but I have to deal with things at the club. Iâll be home in an hour.â
âOkay.â
âDeep breaths, baby.â
I nod, struggling to regain control over my breathing.
âThatâs better. You need to be strong tonight. Your mother is going to need your help. You can do that, right?â
âYes.â I fight harder for control, slowly starting to calm down.
âThatâs my girl.â
âAre you really okay?â I ask just to be sure.
âJust a couple of scratches. Iâll see you in an hour.â
âOkay,â I say before taking a deep breath.
âGive the phone to my grandmother.â
Walking to Babaanne, I hand her the device. âItâs Gabriel,â I say unnecessarily.
âGabriel?â she answers. Absolute relief washes over her features. âTanrıya Åükür.â
I glance at Nisa, who quickly translates, âThank God.â
Babaanne nods. âYou make him suffer for what he did to my son, and then Iâll bathe my black robes in his blood.â
My eyebrows dart up at the hatred in her voice. Not that I can blame her. She lost a child because of Tymon.
âYou did well. Iâm proud of you, gözümün nuru.â
I smile when I recognize the words. The light of my eye.
When she ends the call, she hands the device back to me, rises to her feet, and slowly walks out of the room.
I look at Nisa again, and it has her saying, âShe needs to be alone. She can finally mourn Deniz.â
âDeniz?â
âGabrielâs father,â she answers. Groaning, she stands up. âLetâs go wait in the entrance hall for your mother.â
As we walk into the open space, the front door opens. For a moment, I freeze as Emre comes in, then my mother appears in the doorway, looking frightened as she glances around.
âMama!â I cry, flying across the tiles.
âLara,â she sobs, stumbling forward.
We fall into each otherâs arms, then sink to the floor, our tears the only language we can speak after being apart for so long.
Thank you.
ThankyouThankyouThankyou.
Her scent has changed, but her arms still feel the same.
When Iâm able to speak, I say, âI missed you so much.â
Mom pulls back, her trembling hands fluttering over my face as her eyes drink in the sight of me. âI lived only for this day. My Lara.â
Pulling back, my eyes greedily rove over her, then heartache fills every inch of me. Sheâs skinny, the worn clothes hanging off her body, and there are bruises everywhere.
Sheâs suffered.
âCome,â I whisper, and climbing to my feet, I help her up before wrapping my arm around her lower back. âYouâre safe here,â I say, knowing those wouldâve been the first words I wouldâve wanted to hear.
I take my mom to my old room, Nisa following right behind us. âWhat can I do?â she asks as I help my mom sit down on the bed.
âCan you go to Gabrielâs room and bring me a pair of leggings and a sweater? Also, thereâs a pack of unopened underwear.â
âEvet.â
When Nisa rushes away to get the clothes, I crouch in front of Mom and stare up at her, unable to believe sheâs really here.
Her eyes are locked on my face, then she whimpers, âYouâve grown so much.â
âIâm twenty-two.â
âI know.â Her face crumbles. âIâve missed everything. The photos they showed me werenât enough.â
She slides off the bed and into my arms, her body trembling something fierce. Crying, she says, âI lived only for you.â
âYouâre home,â I murmur, swallowing hard on all the emotions creating a turbulent storm inside my chest. âYouâre home, and weâll never be apart again.â
Nisa comes in with the clothes and sets them down on the bed. She takes one look at my mother, then leaves again, only to return with the first aid kit.
âCan you call Dr. Bayram?â I ask her, wanting to make sure my motherâs not hurt badly.
âEvet.â
When she steps out of the room to make the call, I pull Mom to her feet. âDo you have the strength to change into the clothes?â
She nods but doesnât let go of me.
âIâll be right outside the door. Okay?â
I pull back, checking her face.
âRight outside the door?â she asks.
âYes. Call for me when youâre done.â
She nods again and glances around the room as I step into the hallway, pulling the door shut. âIâm right here,â I say to set her at ease. Thinking it will help, I continue to talk. âI still have the Cinderella book you gave me. And the photo.â My mind races for things to say.
âTell her weâre good people,â Nisa whispers.
âThe people here are really good. Theyâve become like family to me.â
Nisa gestures for me to continue.
âAh⦠are you okay in there?â
âYes.â Her voice sounds so vulnerable itâs a blow to my heart.
âThere wonât be any more beatings,â My voice breaks, and I take a calming breath. âNo more pain.â
âIâm done,â she sobs.
I quickly go back inside, and we hug again.
Iâll hold her until she feels safe.
âWeâll get to know each other again,â I assure her. âYou can ask me anything.â
âWhen did you escape?â
âItâs been two months since Gabriel brought me here.â
She closes her eyes, then asks, âHe saved you?â
âYes.â A smile tugs at my mouth. âEmre is his brother.â
Not wanting her to live in fear any longer, I say, âTheyâre good men. I love Gabriel, and he loves me. Weâre safe here.â
Her eyes search over my face again. âYou look healthy.â
My lips curve up. âI am. Nisaâs cooking is delicious. Youâll pick up weight in no time.â
âAre you hungry?â Nisa asks, a hopeful expression on her face.
Mom hesitates before she nods, slightly cowering behind me.
âIâll prepare food.â With relief, Nisa hurries away.
I pull Mom to me, keeping an arm around her. I have many questions, but I want her to settle in before asking them.
When our eyes meet, I give her a smile which she tentatively returns.
I have my mother back. I canât believe it.