Standing in front of the box, I stare down at it.
A gift?
Maybe itâs for Alya Hanim?
Carefully pulling the note from beneath the ribbon, I open it.
Ãdülüm,
Wear this for me to the party.
Gabriel.
My eyes dart to the box, and my heart starts to beat faster.
A gift for me.
I sit down on the bed, taking in the beautiful box. Itâs black with a leaf pattern all over it. It takes me a moment to process the excitement of receiving my first gift.
I stand up again and kneel in front of the armchair. With trembling fingers, I take the lid off, and then my breath catches in my throat.
Oh my God. Itâs the dress from the window display.
I carefully lift the shimmering fabric from the box and hold the beautiful gown in front of me. My eyes start to mist up, and I blink fast.
Climbing to my feet, I quickly undress and step into the gown. I rush to the bathroom and lose my ability to breathe when I see my reflection in the mirror.
I look like Cinderella and not a maid.
Butâ¦
Emotions explode in my chest, and a sob bursts over my lips. Covering my face, I crouch down, my shoulders shuddering as sobs tear through me.
âAllah Allah,â Nisa exclaims. She pulls me up into her arms. âLara, whatâs wrong?â
âThe dress,â I sob against her shoulder. âItâs so beautiful.â
âAllah Allah, thatâs not something to cry about.â
Pulling away from her, I turn around. âI canât wear it,â I cry, devasted that the one chance I get to wear something so beautiful to a party, the scars on my back ruin it for me.
âOh.â Nisa places a hand on my back and comes to stand next to me. Giving me a comforting look, she says, âYou can borrow one of my shawls. I have a silver and black one that will match the gown.â
My gaze snaps to her, hope unfurling in my chest. âReally?â
âOf course.â Gently she wipes the tears from my cheeks. Her chin quivers. âStop crying before I join you, and then we wonât get any work done.â
I swallow the tears and turn to look at my reflection in the mirror. The fabric falls softly around my body, and with every movement, it shimmers.
âDid you get the dress yesterday?â Nisa asks as she admires the gown as well.
I shake my head. âItâs a gift.â I swallow hard as my throat threatens to close from the pressure of not crying. âGabriel gave it to me.â
Nisaâs eyes snap to mine, surprise and hope all over her face. âHe did?â
I nod, and no longer able to hide things from her, I admit, âI really like him, Nisa Hanim.â I brush a hand over the expensive fabric. âI think Iâm falling in love for the first time.â
Nisaâs face crumbles, and Iâm yanked into a tight hug. âDoes he return your feelings?â
I nod against her shoulder. âI think so.â
âAllah Allah, this is a great blessing.â She pushes me back by my shoulders. âTomorrow, Iâll style your hair and help you with your makeup. Youâll be the most beautiful woman at the party.â
I nod, and laughter bubbles over my lips. âI canât wait.â
She pushes me back into the bedroom. âChange so we can get to work. The family will arrive at ten am. We need to have everything ready.â
I wait for Nisa to leave the room, then carefully step out of the gown. I let it hang against my closet door, so I can see it whenever Iâm in the room.
I quickly dress in a pair of light blue jeans and a soft cream sweater, then slip on the black ballet flats again. I rush through my morning routine before hurrying to the kitchen.
Iâm so busy, time flies. As I place a tray of baklava on a cooling rack, Nisa comes into the kitchen, grumbling, âTheyâre already driving me insane.â
âIâm sorry,â I murmur, in no hurry to meet them.
âNisa Hanim, this. Nisa Hanim, that,â she keeps grumbling.
âIs there anything I can help with?â
She gives me a pleading look. âWill you take tea to them? Theyâre in the sitting room with Alya Hanim.â
âOf course.â I quickly prepare the tray and give Nisa a cup so she can rest while I tend to the guests.
When I enter the east wing, I hear a burst of loud laughter. I donât understand whatâs being said as theyâre speaking Turkish.
The moment I walk into the sitting room, the conversation stops. I glance at the two women, noticing their features are much darker than Alyaâs. They have curly black hair, dark brown eyes, and it looks like theyâve been in the sun for days.
âBu kadın kim?â The older woman asks.
âThis is Lara,â Alya Hanim answers. âLara, this is Gabrielâs aunt and cousin, Ayesenur Hanim and Eslem.â
âNo Turkish?â Ayesenur Hanim asks.
âNo, Laraâs Polish.â
âAllah Allah. Neden Polonyalı bir hizmetçi tuttun?â Ayesenur Hanim exclaims, looking as if sheâs been insulted.
âEnglish, Ayesenur. Lara doesnât understand Turkish,â Alya Hanim chastises the older woman. âAnd Iâll hire whom I please.â She turns her attention to me. âSet the tray down, Lara.â
Oh. Right.
The younger woman, who seems to be in her early thirties, looks me up and down as if Iâm dirty, making me feel uncomfortable. Then she comments, âSheâs young for a maid.â
âAllah Allah! Laraâs not a maid. Sheâs just helping Nisa until she starts her studies,â Alya Hanim snaps.
I think I should leave. My presence seems to be upsetting everyone.
Giving Alya Hanim a tentative smile, I quickly exit the room and hurry to the kitchen.
âHow did it go?â Nisa asks.
I widen my eyes. âI think my presence upset them.â
She waves a hand. âThose two live for drama. Trust me, itâs nothing you did.â
Now that we have a moment to breathe, I ask, âDo you think I can phone Gabriel to thank him for the gown, or should I wait until heâs home?â
She doesnât hesitate. âWait until heâs home. Heâs busy with work.â
Pouring tea for us, I sit down at the table.
Nisa gives me an inquisitive look. âDid he say you must only call him by his first name?â
I nod, then take a sip of my tea.
She leans forward, her expression telling me she wants to know everything.
I hesitate, not sure what Iâm allowed to share. Iâve learned Gabriel is very private, and I donât want to upset him.
âAllah Allah, tell me everything!â she exclaims impatiently.
I give her an apologetic look. âIâm not sure what Iâm allowed to share.â
Excitement widens her eyes. âHas he kissed you?â
A shy smile spreads over my face, making Nisa almost jump out of her chair with happiness.
âSo this is what the help does during the day,â Eslem suddenly says as she saunters into the kitchen. âI have to bring the tray back because youâre too busy chatting.â
I dart up and quickly take the tray from her. âIâm sorry.â
âDonât apologize,â Nisa snaps. âEslem has two hands.â
My eyes widen when Eslem levels Nisa with a glare. âHow dare you? Alya Hanim clearly allows you to do whatever you want, but you wonât talk to me like that. Know your place, servant.â
It looks like Nisaâs about to burst a vein as she rises to her feet. I quickly set the tray down and move in front of Nisa. Keeping my tone respectful, as if Iâm dealing with Tymon, I say, âWe apologize, Eslem Hanim. Is there anything else you need?â
She looks at me as if Iâm trash, then lifts her chin and leaves the kitchen.
I quickly turn around. Nisaâs red in her face, her hands shaking. I take hold of them. âItâs okay. Shh.â Not knowing what else to do, I wrap my arms around her and hold her tight. âIâm sorry.â
Itâs one thing having people talk to me as if Iâm nothing, but it breaks my heart that Nisa had to experience it.
She sucks in deep breaths of air, and when I pull back, she shakes her head. âGabriel Bey will hear of this,â she says, her voice quivering.
Oh, dear.
âTheyâre only here for a couple of days,â I try to defuse the situation.
Nisa shakes her head again, then mutters, âLetâs prepare lunch for the ungrateful snakes before one of them slithers into my kitchen again.â
âIâll serve them,â I say, not wanting them to upset Nisa again. Iâm used to dealing with cruel people. When Nisa wants to argue, I shake my head. âNo, Nisa Hanim. Iâll serve them.â Thereâs a finality in my voice Iâve never heard before.
âThank you.â She gives me another hug before we start making food.
An hour later, when I carry the dishes to the dining room, I steel myself for whatever might come. Entering the room, only Ayesenur Hanim and Eslem are seated at the table.
I set the tray down and carefully unload the dishes.
Eslem looks at the food, then picks up the bowl of ÅakÅuka. Itâs an eggplant, zucchini, garlic, tomato, and chili recipe.
âThis is the best you can do?â she asks, her tone filled with hatred.
Iâve learned people donât need a reason to hate, they just do.
Before I can ask whether I should take it back to the kitchen, Eslem slowly tips the bowl, pouring the dish over my shoes.
Instinctively, I lower my head as she stands up.
She pinches the fabric of my blouse between her fingers. âThis is not what a maid wears. Youâre disrespecting my mother.â
âIâm sorry,â I murmur respectfully, so glad Nisaâs not here.
Eslem picks up the bowl of Kisir, a Turkish salad, and pours the contents over my blouse.
Thatâs going to leave a stain.
âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?â Gabrielâs voice cracks through the air like a whip.
I instantly drop to the carpet and start to gather the food into a bowl. Pins and needles spread over my body, my heart beating a mile a minute.
Suddenly my wrist is grabbed in a tight hold, and Iâm pulled to my feet. Gabriel yanks my body behind his as he steps into his cousinâs personal space. âI asked you a fucking question.â
A man Iâve never seen before steps closer as well. âEslem? Whatâs the meaning of this?â
Ayesenur Hanim, whoâs been quiet up until now, stands up. âSakin olun, Gabriel Bay.â
His eyes snap to his aunt, his features tight with rage. I cower behind his back, not wanting any of his anger directed at me. His voice sounds deadly as he growls, âDonât tell me to calm down.â
Suddenly Iâm tugged to his side. âLara is not a servant you can abuse and boss around to your liking.â
âThen what is she?â Eslem asks with a raised eyebrow.
It looks like Gabriel is a second away from strangling her.
Eslem is either very brave or stupid.
âWhatâs going on?â Alya Hanim asks as she enters the dining room.
Ayesenur Hanim lets out a string of Turkish words, and for a couple of minutes, I donât have a clue what theyâre saying, but it looks intense.
Everyone is upset, then Gabriel shouts, âSilence!â
Instantly the room grows quiet.
He pins Eslem with a dangerously dark look. âYou will apologize to Lara.â
âGabriel Bey,â Ayesenur Hanim gasps.
âI said to keep quiet. Iâve had enough of you,â he warns his aunt. Turning his attention back to Eslem, he orders, âApologize to the woman Iâm dating, or so help me God, I will disown you.â
What?
Gasping, my eyes dart to his face. He looks like he could murder someone with his bare hands.
Because of me.
Gabrielâs defending me against his own family.
Eslem sucks in a deep breath, then locks eyes with me. âI apologize. I wasnât aware you were dating my cousin.â
Gabriel lifts a hand, pinching the bridge of his nose. âEslem.â
âIâm sorry. Okay? Geez.â She lets out a huff then injects sincerity into her voice. âI apologize for disrespecting you, Lara Hanim.â
Leveling his aunt and cousin with a final look of warning, he says, âYou will treat Nisa and Lara with the same respect you give me. They are not maids in this house. Theyâre more my family than youâll ever be.â
My heart fills with so much warmth it threatens to burst.
How can I not fall in love with this man when heâs so amazing?
Still gripping my hand tightly, Gabriel pulls me out of the dining room as he orders, âClean up the mess you made, Eslem!â