The purest sweetness bursts over my tongue, and I lose all rational thinking, devouring Lara until sheâs gasping for air.
My tongue flicks and strokes against hers, and I inhale her breaths. My teeth ravish her lips until theyâre swollen.
Iâm on a fucking high because I have total control.
Catching myself before I move too fast and traumatize her more than she already is, I break the kiss and press my face against her neck. âJesus,â I mutter, my own breaths racing from me. âYouâre going to drive me insane.â
Laraâs chest rises and falls against mine, the swells of her breasts drawing my attention and making me harden even more.
Lifting my head, I look down at her flushed face, swollen lips, and eyes filled with wonder.
Like the fucking caveman I am, I ask, âHow was your first kiss?â
âPerfect.â
My chest swells with pride, and I brush a thumb over her pink cheek. âEverything you hoped for?â
âSo much more.â Lowering my arm, I take hold of her hand and press her palm over my chest. âYou can touch me.â
She nods, her eyes still shining like stars.
Tilting my head, I stare at her. âYouâve bewitched me with your innocence.â
Her mouth curves up. âCan I ask you something?â
âYou can ask me anything.â
âDo you like me too?â
âI wouldnât have kissed you if it werenât the case.â
Relief washes over her features. I hadnât realized it was something she worried about. I obviously havenât been clear about my own feelings. Iâve never been much of a talker and more of a watcher.
My eyes caress her face. âYouâve gotten under my skin, Lara Nowak. I donât know when or how it happened, but Iâd like to see where this goes.â
Confusion flutters over her face. âWhat do you mean?â
Lifting my hand, I tuck a couple of silky strands behind her ear. âThere are no rules. Letâs just enjoy whatever this is.â
âOkay.â
Needing to have this discussion with her, I ask, âAre you on the pill?â
She shakes her head.
âDo you want to start a form of contraceptive, or will I be using a condom?â
Her cheeks flame up, her eyes filling with shock because of the direct question she clearly wasnât expecting.
âIf the relationship between us continues to develop, Iâd like to know Iâm not going to get you pregnant when we finally sleep together,â I explain, my tone gentler.
âYou choose,â she murmurs.
Not wanting her to worry about swallowing a pill every day, I say, âIâll have the doctor come over so he can give you a contraceptive implant.â I tuck a couple of strands behind her ear. âBut weâll take the time to get to know each other better and enjoy each other before sleeping together.â
âOkay,â she agrees, relieved that I made the decision for her.
Wanting to see what kind of power I hold over her, I demand, âKiss me.â
Lara pushes up on her toes, and to keep her balance, she wraps her fingers around the back of my neck. To help her, I lower my head, and she doesnât hesitate to press her mouth to mine.
Intense satisfaction has my cock hardening to breaking point.
I break the kiss, and taking hold of her hips, I sit down and pull her onto my lap so sheâs straddling me.
âThatâs better,â I murmur before hungrily claiming her mouth again. My tongue lashes against hers, and I love that I have total control over everything because she has no experience to challenge me with.
Lara wraps her arms around my neck, pressing her body against mine, and it situates her right on top of my cock. Her breathing hitches, and unable to resist, I thrust up against her heat.
Her breaths falter as she gasps.
Pulling my mouth away from hers, my eyes settle on her face before I thrust up again, watching her reaction closely.
Her eyes remain closed, and a look of pure ecstasy relaxes her features.
âDo you want me to make you come, Lara?â
My direct question has her eyes snapping open. I see embarrassment tightening her features, and I expect her to put a stop to this.
âYes.â
My eyebrow lifts in surprise while my dominant side orders, âUnbutton the shirt.â
With trembling fingers, she pops one button open after the other. The moment sheâs done, I brush the fabric to the side so I can see her breasts.
Having her obey me makes satisfaction fill me. As a reward, I lower my head and flick my tongue over her already pebbled nipple. Her body jerks, and when I suck her into my mouth, she arches her back, eagerly offering herself to me.
Perfection.
Wanting to hear her moan, I slip my hand down her abdomen, and moving the fabric of her panties, my fingers brush over her soft curls. I find her slick heat and twirl my finger around her entrance.
Freeing her breast from my mouth, I look at Lara as I slowly push my middle finger inside her. Her lips part in a gasp, and her thighs squeeze against my sides.
âGood?â I ask to make sure Iâm not hurting her.
She nods quickly.
âTouch me, Lara,â I order.
âWhere?â
âWherever you want.â
She lifts her hands to my shoulders as I slowly move my finger in and out of her tight opening.
Thereâs no fucking way Iâd fit inside her tonight. Not without hurting her badly.
Instead of my own burning need, I focus on Laraâs. I massage her clit with my thumb until her breaths are nothing but short bursts over her lips.
When I see the pleasure filling her eyes, I pull my hand away and demand, âRub yourself against me.â
Her inexperience shows as she struggles to swivel her hips. I lie back on the bed, and pushing her panties out of the way, I help her move up and down the outline of my cock.
âThatâs it,â I praise her. âHarder, baby.â
She places her hands on my chest, her fingers digging into the fabric of my shirt, then she finally finds her rhythm. Pleasure builds in my balls, and my hands grip her hips tighter.
âCome for me, Lara. Let me have your first orgasm.â
Her body starts to convulse, her eyes snapping shut as her features tighten, her mouth opening on a silent âO.â
I drink in the sight of my shirt hanging loosely around her, her breasts on display. With her panties pushed aside, I can see her swollen clit as she rubs over my hard length.
The sight of her has me exploding in my sweatpants. Somehow, I manage to sit up. I shove my hand down between us, and thrusting my finger inside her clenching heat, I move fast to prolong her orgasm.
Lara buries her face in my neck as a whimper escapes her.
I wrap my other arm around her, my own pleasure forgotten as I focus all my attention on her.
Only when she stops clamping the fuck out of my finger, do I still, our rushing breaths the only sound in the room.
Intense satisfaction surges through me. I pull my hand free, and taking hold of her hair, I tug her away from my neck so I can see her face.
Tears shine in her eyes, her chin trembling. There is so much emotion on her face, sheâs never looked more alive than she does right now.
âDid I hurt you?â
She quickly shakes her head.
âWhy does it look like you want to cry.â
Unable to lower her head, she glances away from me, swallowing hard on whatever sheâs feeling.
âLara.â Her eyes swing back to mine. âTell me whatâs wrong.â
âNothing.â Her voice carries a world of vulnerability, then she gives in and admits, âThere are too many emotions.â
âGood ones?â
She nods, swallowing hard again.
Sheâs just emotional.
âItâs okay to cry,â I encourage her, thinking it might help.
She shakes her head again, and I watch as she reins in everything sheâs feeling.
I donât like it one bit and hate that sheâs bottling it up. Frustration slithers into my chest, but not wanting to ruin this moment for her, I keep quiet.
When she reaches for the shirt to cover herself, I shake my head. âDonât you dare.â
Her eyes lift to mine. âWhat happens now?â
âWe talk.â I let go of her hair and move my hand to her face. Cupping her cheek, I ask, âHow was your first orgasm?â
She thinks for a moment, then replies, âI donât know how to describe it.â
âTry.â
I watch as she inhales, her breasts rising and falling. Lowering my hand, I brush my knuckles over her pebbled nipple.
âIt felt like something exploded inside me.â
The corner of my mouth lifts as I keep touching her, loving how goosebumps spread over her skin. âAnd?â
âIt was intense.â
I let out a chuckle. âIs it what you expected?â
My fingers brush over the scar left by one of the bullets, and regret trickles into my chest.
I almost fucking killed an angel.
âI didnât know what to expect.â
My eyebrow lifts. âHavenât you made yourself orgasm?â
Looking a little self-conscious, she shakes her head.
My lips curve up in a satisfied smile. âAll your firsts will belong to me.â Lifting my hands to the sides of her neck, I pull her closer. My eyes keep hers prisoner as I demand, âWhenever you need to orgasm, come to me. Only I get to touch you. Understand?â
âYes.â
âYes, who?â
With a world of happiness in her eyes, she murmurs, âYes, Gabriel.â
I stare at her, intense possessiveness filling every corner of my being.
Damn my soul, but Iâm taking this angel for myself.
âYou belong to me, Lara.â