When I walk into the kitchen to grab a bottle of water and find Nisa working alone, I ask, âWhereâs Lara?â
The woman thatâs like a second mother to me makes a disgruntled sound through her nose, then pins me with a scowl. âSheâs resting. You do remember she was shot less than two weeks ago, right?â
How can I forget? I was the one who shot her.
Not answering, I open the fridge and take a bottle from it.
âLaraâs been through hell. Tymon Mazur is the scum of the Earth,â Nisa begins to rail, visibly upset.
Leaning back against a counter, I take a sip of the water, my eyes resting on Nisa. Once somethingâs upset her, all you can do is listen while she offloads whateverâs on her mind.
âIâve never wished ill on anyone, but I hope you find that monster and make him pay.â
My eyebrow lifts. âYou must like Lara a lot that youâre out for blood on her behalf.â
Nisa drops the rag she was using to wipe the counter, plants her fists on her sides, and locks eyes with me. âMy heart bleeds for the poor young woman, Gabriel Bey. Watching her struggle isnât easy. She keeps asking if sheâll get in trouble, and sheâs terrified out of her mind that youâll punish her.â
It probably didnât help that I threatened her life.
âSheâll grow accustomed to how we do things here,â I murmur, already annoyed again even though Laraâs not in the kitchen. Just the mere mention of the woman is enough to make me feel frustrated. Itâs really starting to bother me.
âDo you know,â Nisa moves closer, the expression on her face secretive as she glances around to make sure weâre alone, âLara wonât even cry. She fights it so hard that it makes me want to cry on her behalf.â
Letting out a sigh, I set down the bottle on the counter and cross my arms over my chest. âWhy does it feel like you want me to fix the problem?â
Nisa jabs a finger at me. âBecause sheâs terrified of you, Gabriel Bey. Just give Lara a kind word and set her mind at ease that you wonât beat her if she accidentally breaks a plate. Itâs not right for someone to live in so much fear.â
The woman is becoming a bigger problem than I anticipated. Sheâs already wrapping Nisa around her little finger.
âIâve given her a job, a bed to sleep in, and food to eat.â And I fucking spared her life. âIâve done more than she deserves.â
Nisa starts blinking, her head snapping back as if I physically struck her. âAllah Allah! You almost had Lara Hanim killed. You practically kidnapped her and brought her here. Of course, itâs your responsibility to take care of her. Alya Hanim and I raised you better than this!â
I let out another sigh knowing this is one argument Iâm not going to win. âFine, Iâll tell her I wonât beat her. Happy?â
Nisa gives me a look filled with warning. âEvet. Now hurry and leave so I can prepare breakfast before you complain about starving.â
God help me.
Letting out a chuckle, I press a kiss to Nisaâs forehead, then mutter, âYou drive me insane.â
As I walk out of the kitchen, Nisa calls after me, âIâll add extra pastrami to your eggs.â
To keep the peace in my house, I walk to Laraâs room and knock once before opening the door. Just like before, Laraâs sitting at the table. With wide eyes and visible fear tightening her features, she darts up, folding her hands in front of her.
I step inside and glance around the room thatâs neat, not a single thing lying around to say the woman now lives here.
My eyes rest on Lara, whoâs wearing another dress. It doesnât suit her. Sheâs only twenty-two, and wearing something a fifty-year-old woman would wear is unflattering on her slender frame.
I let out another sigh, then notice her hands are trembling. Moving forward, I take a seat at the table and murmur, âSit down, Lara.â
She instantly listens, dropping down in the other chair. Cautiously, her eyes flit to mine before lowering back to her lap.
I stare for a moment, wondering if I shouldnât just send her back to Mazur, but something tells me not to. My gaze sharpens on her as I try to figure out why it would bother me to send her back.
She gives me another cautious glance, worry knotting her eyebrows together.
âNisa tells me youâre living in fear that Iâd beat you for the slightest mishap.â
This time her eyes fly to mine, and with a look of alarm, her lips part, but she doesnât say anything.
She just looks fucking terrified.
I glance out the window as I inhale deeply. âI donât find joy in beating people, Lara. Thatâs not how I punish my employees.â
She nods, and even though I can see the questions forming in her eyes, she doesnât say a word.
Those goddamn eyes. Theyâre so expressive⦠and wounded.
âIâll never hit you. You can relax. Iâm not Mazur.â
Her eyebrows knot tighter together, and she looks extremely vulnerable. The sight makes my heart melt.
Now I understand why this woman has Nisa wrapped around her little finger. Hurting Lara would equate to kicking a puppy.
Suddenly I have the urge to set her at ease, not because itâs what Nisa wants, but because I donât want this innocent creature living in terror.
Tilting my head, I settle my hands on the chairâs armrests. âIs there anything you want to ask me?â
She hesitates but then lifts her chin and asks, âHow do you punish your employees?â Her fingers start to fidget with the fabric of her dress. âIf Iâm allowed to know, sir.â
I either dismiss or kill them. It all depends on how much they know about me and what the transgression is. âUnless you betray me, there is no punishment.â
âBetray, sir?â The fear in her eyes lessens, and slowly the blue becomes lighter, filled with an eagerness to please me.
The punch to my gut is instant and forceful.
Jesus.
âDonât speak to people about what happens in my house. Donât disclose any information about me.â
She nods quickly. âI wonât.â Her teeth tugs nervously at her bottom lip, then she says, âSo Iâm not to talk to anyone about you, and I must stay away from the east wing.â
âThat sums it up.â For a moment, we stare at each other, then I ask, âDo you have any other questions?â
Again she hesitates, and itâs clear she was never allowed to question anything. It makes her uncomfortable, but still, she pushes through and asks, âAre relationships allowed?â
She has a love interest?
Instantly I frown, totally caught by surprise. âWhy do you ask?â She better not start parading men through my house.
âAh⦠itâs just, Nisa Hanim is really kind, and itâs becoming hard to keep my distance from her.â
I end up blinking like Nisa did earlier, then anger unfurls in my chest. âAre you asking me whether Iâll allow a friendship between you and Nisa?â
âYes, sir.â
With a pissed-off frown, I stare at the woman, wondering just what kind of life sheâs had until I shot her.
Lara squirms in her chair, then she quickly murmurs, âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to upset you.â
âYou didnât upset me.â Mazur fucking did. âOf course, youâre allowed to be friends with Nisa. In fact, I encourage it.â Just to save myself from a future headache, I add, âBut no boyfriends. If youâre going to have a romantic relationship, it better happen outside and nowhere near my house. Donât bring men here.â
I watch as absolute confusion washes over her face but then understanding sets in, and the woman blushes something fierce. The color in her cheeks actually makes her look pretty. âI⦠Iâll never do that.â
Hold on a minute.
I find myself leaning closer, my eyes inspecting her strong reaction of discomfort. âYouâve had a boyfriend before, right?â
Lara quickly shakes her head. âIt wasnât allowed.â
Jesus.
A wave of protectiveness rears inside my chest, and before I can think about the consequences, I say, âIn that case, youâre not to get romantically involved unless I approve of the man. Youâre living under my roof now, which means youâre my responsibility.â
Instead of arguing because Iâm placing a restriction on her personal life, Lara looks relieved by my request. âYes, sir.â
Itâs probably because she doesnât have a fucking clue how to navigate through life. Mazur seriously did a number on this woman.
The fucker.
âIf thereâs anything youâre unsure about, just ask. Youâll never get in trouble for asking a question.â I might be a criminal and murderer, but Iâm not a dick.
More relief washes over her features. âThank you, sir.â
The fact that sheâs thanking me for allowing her to ask questions fills me with more compassion.
Now that Lara seems to be more at ease, I decide to add, âIf you remember anything about Mazur you think might be of worth to me, please tell me.â
She tilts her head. âLike what, sir?â
âAny relationships he had. Phone calls you overheard. People you saw coming and going.â
Lara nods. âIâll think hard, and the moment I remember something, Iâll let you know.â
âGood.â Climbing to my feet, I glance around the room again. âDid they bring your belongings from Mazurâs house?â
âYes, sir.â Lara stands up and walks by me to open the closet. âI placed it in here because it wouldnât fit beneath the bed. I hope thatâs okay?â
My eyes land on the plastic box. Without thinking, I remove it from the closet, drop it on the bed, and take off the lid. I stare down at the meager clothes, pair of shoes, and childrenâs storybook.
Unable to believe this is all Lara owns, I grab the maidâs uniform and toss it on the bed. Disgust fills my chest as I turn to look at Lara. âThis is everything you own?â
Her gaze touches on the worn items with a fierce possessiveness that lends more color to her cheeks. âYes, sir.â Moving around me, she gathers the clothes and starts to fold them neatly.
Jesus Christ.
Pulling cash from my pocket, I take a couple of thousand dollars and drop it on the bed. âHave Murat take you shopping when you go to open the bank account. Take Nisa with you and get yourself decent clothes.â
Lara stares at me with the same expression as yesterday when I told her how much her wages would be â as if I just gave her the fucking world.
âItâs so much, sir,â she breathes, the emotion on her face making her look vulnerable and downright beautiful.
Again thereâs a tug at my heart.
Needing to get away from Lara and the unwanted emotions sheâs making me feel, I mutter, âTake a couple of days to heal properly while you get settled.â
âYes, sir.â Her words are soft as I stalk out of the bedroom. âThank you, sir.â
After the emotionally loaded moment in Laraâs room, I need to fucking kill someone to restore my equilibrium.