âHow long are we going to avoid the huge elephant in the room?â
After nearly two hours in Samanthaâs suite having brunch and now getting their hair and makeup done for the upcoming ceremony, Katrina wasnât at all shocked when Tara finally alluded to last nightâs confrontation at Coyote Ugly between her and Mason. She surprised, however, that it had taken her direct and outspoken friend this long to say something.
Katrina suspected Tara had held back out of respect for Samantha and making sure the bride-to-be was the center of attention for the first few hours. But now that they were all sitting in a semicircle in the suiteâs living room, with three hair stylists working on their elegant updos, Tara was obviously ready to push for answers.
âIâm to know what happened after the two of you left!â Samantha chimed in, her eyes bright and eager for details. âI canât believe he actually threw you over his shoulder and carried you out of the place like that.â
Both women looked amused over Masonâs actions, and Katrina tried to keep the story as light as possible without going into those nitty-gritty and dirty details of how that confrontation had ended. âHe thought I was drunk and he was trying to save me from myself.â She rolled her eyes for emphasis.
Tara snickered, her eyes sparkling with obvious humor. âIt didnât appear that way from what Levi and I saw. Mason looked like he was clearly staking a claim on you so none of those other men crowded around the bar had a chance.â
âI have to agree,â Samantha said as her stylist began pinning all her loose curls into an intricate design at the nape of her neck. âWhy do you think Clay tried to step in?â
âBecause his brother is a jerk-off?â Katrina suggested sarcastically, causing her own stylist to laugh softly from behind her.
âMason isnât that bad,â Samantha said, defending her soon-to-be brother-in-law, clearly having developed a soft spot for him. âI just think that heâs very attracted to you, despite you two being friends, and heâs frustrated because he wants something that he knows he shouldnât touch. But he doesnât want anyone else to touch you, either.â
Oh, Mason had her plenty last night, in ways that made her face warm when she thought about just how skillful those fingers of his were as theyâd gripped her hair and slid down between her thighs . . .
âOh, my God, youâre ,â Tara said, calling her out, her tone almost gleeful. âDid you and Mason do the dirty last night?â
Much to her dismay, the flush on her cheeks heated even more. âNo!â The last thing she wanted was her tryst with Mason becoming common knowledge when it would happen again. And she definitely didnât want to be known as one of his many conquests, which would put an additional strain on their friendship.
âI think thou protest too much,â Tara teased, much too accurately.
âLeave her alone, Tara,â Samantha said gently, her gaze so sweet and kind and understanding. âWhatever happened between Katrina and Mason really isnât any of our business unless she wants it to be.â
Katrina smiled at Samantha, grateful for her refined upbringing and how aware and considerate she was of Katrinaâs discomfort. Samantha might not live in her parentâs mansion any longer, or even spend much time with them in her old upper-class social circle, but Clayâs bride-to-be still maintained those courteous manners that were such an ingrained part of her. Which was what made her so likeable.
âSo, how did you and Mason meet?â Samantha asked instead, easily steering the conversation away from last nightâs activities. âClay said something about the two of you being friends since your freshman year in high school.â
âWe did meet our freshman year,â Katrina replied, preferring this topic to the other one. âWe didnât have any classes together, and I didnât know who he was until he came to my rescue one day when I was walking home from school and three older boys started bullying me.â
Samanthaâs eyes grew round. âWhat happened?â
Recalling the day, even though it was over twelve years ago, came easily. It had been the second week of school, the temperatures soaring into the high nineties, and sheâd worn a zip-up jacket to hide the cuts sheâd recently made along her arm. Some had been scarred over, and some had been fresh wounds, but sheâd been self-conscious enough that sheâd always worn something with long sleeves, despite the weather. Sheâd lived in an apartment with her mother and Owen in a not-so-great neighborhood, where the kids were ruthless and mean and never missed an opportunity to torment someone they perceived as weaker than them.
That afternoon, sheâd been their target, and an easy one at that. Sheâd been walking home all alone after school and taken a shortcut through the park. But as the three boys approached her, then circled around her and started making cruel comments about how stupid she looked in a jacket considering the heat, Katrina had known the situation wouldnât end well. When she hadnât responded to their nasty taunts, theyâd knocked her backpack off her shoulder to the ground, and while one of the boys held her arms back, the other had two unzipped the jacket and pulled it off.
Sheâd been wearing a tank top beneath, but Katrina shivered as she remembered how exposed and vulnerable sheâd felt, and how afraid. Especially when the older boy had started looking at her in that way sheâd come to recognize from her stepfather. As the boy had stepped toward her, the sickening feeling swirling in her stomach had escalated, and tears had burned the backs of her eyes. Sheâd wanted to run, but couldnât since all three of them were surrounding her, leaving her no easy escape.
nothing.
After that day in the park, no one had messed with her again. Word had spread around school that Mason Kincaid would kick anyoneâs ass who dared to harass her. Theyâd spent a lot of time together, and heâd become her best friend. Her protector. The one man in her life she trusted without question and who knew things about her that no one else did.
And yes, sheâd eventually confided in him about her stepfather, and heâd shared his own horrible family situation. That he had a drug-addict prostitute for a mother who was in prison at that time, and that heâd suffered abuse of his own at the hands of one of his motherâs boyfriends. But at least heâd had his brothers, and they all took care of one another. Sheâd had no one except him.
Theyâd formed a strong, unbreakable bond, despite Masonâs wild and rebellious personality, and despite the fact that sheâd spent the past twelve years watching him with other women while loving him from afar . . .
Katrina realized that her mind had wanderedâ
âand that Samantha was still waiting for her to answer her question about what had happened that day sheâd met Mason when heâd confronted her bullies.
âMason saw that I was all alone and being picked on by three boys,â she said, shortening the story. âAnd when one of the guys wouldnât back away from me, Mason punched him in the nose and knocked the kid on his ass. From that day on, he was like my bodyguard, and that pretty much made sure that no one else would ever bother me again.â
Samantha gasped in shock, then she started laughing, causing the stylist who was doing her hair to pause for a moment until her giggles subsided. âOh, my God, so Mason really a ball buster when he was younger! Clay told me he was a handful, and we all know heâs still a reckless bad boy. I can only imagine what he was like as a teenager.â
âHe was a total delinquent,â Katrina admitted as her own hairdresser curled a few wisps of hair around her face, then sprayed the pretty style in place. âHe drank, smoked pot, ditched school, and pretty much ignored anyone with any kind of authority, including Clay.â
âHe still does that,â Tara said, grinning in amusement. âI mean, who else would get away with banging some chick in the bar bathroom?â
âSo true,â Katrina admitted, and shook her head as she remembered just how irritated sheâd been with Mason for being so crass. âHonestly, Clay tried his best with Mason, but I just think Mason had a lot of anger built up inside of him, and being rebellious to the extreme was his way of acting out.â
But even though Mason had repeatedly tested Clayâs patience and lived to break rules, sheâd always known from the moment sheâd met him that day in the park that Mason had a huge heart, even if he didnât believe it himself. Sheâd seen that caring side the day heâd rescued her from those bullies, and in the way heâd become such a dependable friend to her over the years.
Through the years and during her time in therapy for her own emotional issues, Katrina had been able to realize that Masonâs motherâs behavior, and the fact that sheâd completely neglected then abandoned all of her kids, had affected him more deeply than heâd ever admit.
Then there was the fact that none of the Kincaid brothers knew whoâd fathered each of them, and had never had a paternal figure in their lives that theyâd trusted. Katrina knew Mason well enough to know that he felt unworthy of anyoneâs love, and therefore he did stupid shit to continually test the people around him, to see if he pushed them far enough that theyâd eventually leave him, too. It was a reckless pattern that also contributed to his hit-it-and-quit-it attitude with women.
And that was something Katrina didnât think sheâd ever be able to change. He wasnât the type to psychoanalyze himself or modify his behavior. The part of him that felt unworthy ruled any impulse or need he might have to change. Not even Katrinaâs steady presence, unwavering support . . . or loveâif Mason would just open his eyes and see itâwould change who he was.
âClay said he even stole a car once,â Samantha said, looking completely scandalized by the crime that Mason had committed in his youth.
âYes, he did,â Katrina replied as the girl whoâd been doing her hair started applying her foundation. âAnd he ended up spending some time in juvie for it. But even that didnât straighten his ass out.â
âWhat finally did?â Tara asked curiously.
âA few months out of juvie when he was seventeen, he got caught spray-painting graffiti on the side wall of this guyâs business, which was a tattoo shop.â Katrina closed her eyes as the girl applied her eye shadow then liner. âHis name was Joe, and instead of filing charges against Mason for vandalism and destruction of property, he made a deal with Clay that Mason would sandblast all the graffiti off the wall and work an entire month in his shop as a cleanup guy, which Mason hated.â
Samantha laughed. âIâll just bet he did.â
âBut Mason has always been artistic, and he loved to draw and was a natural at it.â Katrina still had all the drawings that Mason had done for her throughout their years in high school, most of them whimsical and amusing sketches meant to put a smile on her face, and she still cherished each one.
Katrina continued her story as mascara was added to her lashes. âSo, during his month of working at the tattoo shop, Joe told Mason that if he proved he could stay out of trouble, heâd teach him a few things about tattooing and let him design for clients. That was the incentive that Mason needed to focus on something worthwhile, and after another six months of being the shop ownerâs grunt, Mason was offered an apprenticeship. Now, he has his own shop.â
âWow, I had no idea thatâs how it all happened,â Tara said in awe. âClay must be really proud of Mason.â
âHeâs proud of both boys,â Katrina said, having been a part of the Kincaid brothersâ lives for so long. âThey all had a difficult life growing up, and if it wasnât for Clay being there for Mason and Levi, thereâs no telling how they all would have ended up. Clay is the one who made sure they stayed together as a family, instead of getting split apart by foster care after their mother ended up in prison.â
âAnd thatâs why Iâm marrying that amazing man,â Samantha said with a dreamy sigh. âBecause heâs got a heart of gold, and there isnât anything he wonât do for the people he loves, which makes me one very lucky girl.â
A knock sounded on the suiteâs double doors, and one of the stylists went to let the photographer in, who was ready to take pre-wedding photos of the bridal party.
âAre you ready to get started?â Sara, the photographer, asked Samantha. âWeâll begin with the boudoir shots that you requested, then get you in your wedding dress and go from there with your two maids of honor.â
Samantha beamed with excitement. âGive me another ten minutes to finish with my makeup, and Iâll be good to go.â
âPerfect,â Sara said with a smile. âIâll get things set up in the bedroom and meet you in there.â
Katrina smiled at the blissful look on Samanthaâs face. Knowing ever having such a fantasy man for herself was highly unlikely, sheâd just have to live vicariously through her friend.
But for now, she had to mentally prepare herself for the wedding and to face Mason for the first time since last night and pretend as though everything was back to normal, when that was the furthest thing from the truth.