Our tryst in the throne room was the last bit of alone time Bridget and I had before her brother and future sister-in-law arrived, and she got swept up in a flurry of pre-wedding obligations. I thought normal weddings were tedious, but royal weddings were off the charts.
On the bright side, it meant Bridget didnât have time to see Steffan, either. The fucker was back in town, and the thought of seeing them on another date made my blood burn.
Hell, Iâd gone off the entire fucking track. Iâd never so much as gone on a third date with a woman in the past. None had interested me enough. And now I was thinking of killing over one.
Bridget had my head well and truly fucked.
âGet it together,â I muttered, slamming a jar of tomato sauce on the counter. âItâs one day.â
Except it wasnât only one day because eventually, she would have to marry someone noble. Someone blue-blooded. Someone not me.
Fury and pain rippled through me, and I forced myself to focus on the task at hand before I spiraled too far down that path. It wouldnât end well for me or anything in the kitchen.
Iâd just turned on the stove when someone knocked on the door. Bridget was at some pre-wedding night thing with the rest of the bridesmaids, so it couldnât be her. Who else would visit at this time of night?
I turned the stove off again and checked the security camera.
I exited the kitchen, crossed the living room, and opened the front door. âWhat the hell are you doing here?â
Andreas raised his eyebrows. âIâm getting offended by the rude greetings you and Bridget insist on giving me. Perhaps she can get away with it, but I am a prince, and you are not.â There was an odd note in his voice when he said that, but it disappeared so quickly I wondered if Iâd imagined it.
âYou show up at my door unannounced, you get whatever greeting I want to give.â My smile contained more threat than humor. âBe glad youâre not staring down the barrel of my gun.â
Andreas clucked in disappointment. âAnd to think, I came here to help.â
âI doubt that.â
âContrary to what Bridget may have told you, Iâm not a bad guy. I want whatâs best for my family and country.â He straightened the cuffs of his shirt. âFor example, I find it quite admirable, how Nikolai abdicated for true love. At the end of the day, heâs the one who has to live his life, and he chose happiness. Good for him.â
Impatience spiraled through me. âDo you have a point, or do you just like hearing yourself talk?â
âI do enjoy hearing myself talk,â Andreas said. âUsually because I speak the truth. But Nikolaiâs wedding made me wonderâ¦which would Bridget choose if she had the choice? Her heart or her country?â
My hand closed around the doorknob. I was close to slamming the door in his face, prince or not. âSheâs not abdicating. Whatever scheme you have in mind, itâs not gonna work.â
âYou might be right, in which case I feel sorry for my cousin. Stuck in a marriage of political convenience for the rest of her life.â Sympathy crossed Andreasâs face, but it didnât fool me. âSheâs a romantic, even if she tries to hide it. Grand love and all that. Sadly, thatâs not always in the cards for the heir to the throne.â He paused. âThen again, Steffan Holstein could very well be an exception. They make a good-looking couple, donât you think?â
A muscle pulsed in my jaw.
âLike I said, I look out for my family and country.â Andreasâs eyes flickered. âI want everyone to be happy, and while Steffan seems like perfectly adequate consort material, Bridget would be far happier if she abdicated.â
âSo you can be king,â I said flatly.
He shrugged. âShe never wanted to be queen, anyway. Why not pass the throne to me?â
âYou know, this all sounds like a personal problem. For you,â I said coldly. âDonât understand why youâre telling me all this.â
Andreasâs smile made my guard shoot straight up. âAn American contractor who moved to another country so he can be the princessâs permanent bodyguard? I think you do.â He turned, but before he left, he added, âThank you for indulging me, Mr. Larsen. Itâs been quite an enlightening conversation.â
Bridget was right. He a satanic little turd, not to mention a dangerous one. If he didnât know about Bridget and me, he at least suspected I had feelings for her.
I shut the door with a slam.
Was Andreas the one whoâd snooped through the guesthouse? I couldnât think of a good reason why heâd do that unless heâd hoped to find something incriminating about Bridget, in which case he was shit out of luck.
What was the penalty for punching a prince in the face? Whatever it was, it might be worth it.
My phone rang, and I answered it without glancing at the caller ID. âWhat?â I barked. It was probably Christian again, calling to throw me deeper into a shitty mood.
âDid I catch you at a bad time?â Bridgetâs amused voice flowed over the line.
My muscles relaxed, and I blew out a breath. âThought you were someone else, princess.â I leaned against the wall. âArenât you supposed to be at the bridesmaid thing?â
âYes. I snuck into the bathroom. I canât talk for long, but the weddingâs tomorrow andâ¦â Bridgetâs voice lowered. âI miss you.â
We saw each other every day, but I knew what she meant. I missed the moments that belonged only to us.
âI miss you too, princess.â I smiled a real smile this time. âAny chance I can convince you to sneak out the bathroom window so we can end the night with a bang? So to speak.â
She snorted out a laugh, which she cut off halfway with a gasp.
I broke into a laugh of my own. âDid you just snort?â
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âNot very princess-like of you.â
âI did snort.â I could practically see her face glowing red on the other end of the line. She was so fucking adorable. âAnyway, I canât sneak out the window. Weâre on the third floor.â
âThird floorâs not that high.â
Bridget huffed. âEasy for you to say. Youâre not the one at risk of dying.â
âTrust me, princess. I would rather end my own life than ask you to do anything that might hurt you.â
I hadnât meant to say those words. They just fell out, like theyâd been there all along and were waiting for the right moment to make themselves known.
Funny thing was, I wasnât upset or embarrassed, even though they came too close to a confession for comfort. They just felt right.
Everything with Bridget felt right.
âI know,â she said, so soft and warm she might as well be right there next to me, caressing me. âI trust you.â
A charged silence stretched over the line, filled with other, unspoken words waiting for their moment, and my heart thudded like it was warning me not to screw up.
âWeâve come a long way, havenât we?â I drawled, finally breaking the tension before I didâor saidâsomething I would regret. Something neither of us was ready to acknowledge. âFrom fighting like cats and dogs to fucking likeââ
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âWhat? You let me eat you out on the throne but I canât say the word ?â
âYouâre impossible.â Amusement softened her admonishing tone. âIââ I heard a knock in the background, followed by muffled voices. Bridget mustâve covered the phone with her hand. âSorry, that was Sabrina,â she said, her voice clearer. âI have to go, but Iâll see you tomorrow.â Her voice softened further. âGood night, Mr. Larsen.â
âGood night, princess.â
I waited until she hung up before I ended the call.
I stood there for a long while, my mind filled with images of a certain blonde as I stared around my royal guesthouse in Eldorra and wondered how the hell I got where I was.