Was it possible to die of humiliation?
Forty-eight hours ago, I wouldâve said no, but as I ate breakfast across the table from Rhys, I found myself firmly in the camp. I would either explode from how red my face was or melt into a puddle of mortification, whichever came first.
âMore bacon?â He pushed the plate in my direction.
I shook my head, unable to meet his eye.
I woke up that morning with a pounding headache, throbbing heat between my legs, and a horrifically clear memory of the things Iâd doneâand saidâlast night.
I choked on my toast and broke into a coughing fit.
Rhysâs eyebrows rose. âYou okay?â Heâd been cool and calm all morning, like nothing had happened, and I wasnât sure whether I was relieved or offended.
âYes,â I gasped. I grabbed my water and downed half of it until the coughs subsided.
âYou should eat more carbs,â he said mildly. âMight help with the hangover.â
âHow do you know I have a hangover?â
âYou had five shots last night, all containing different liquors. Itâs a safe guess.â
His acknowledgment that any part of last night happened only intensified my embarrassment. I wished I could wipe all the events post-Borgia from our minds.
Since I couldnât, I was tempted to play it off and pretend I didnât remember what happened, but I remember, and if I didnât address it, it would haunt me forever.
âListen. About last nightâ¦â I forced myself to look at Rhys. âI was drunk and not thinking clearly, and I said some things I shouldnât have said. Iâm sorry if it made you uncomfortable.â
Something akin to disappointment flickered across Rhysâs face before it disappeared. âSo did I,â he said. âCall it even.â
A bead of sweat popped out on my brow. I shifted on my stool, trying to ease the throbbing in my clit, but it only made things worse.
I shouldnât have said the things Iâd said, but that didnât mean I hadnât meant them. When Rhys had me bent over the dresser with his cock pressed against meâ¦
I gulped down the rest of my water to ease the heat flaming across my skin.
âIn that case, the best path forward is to pretend last night didnât happen and never speak of it again.â
I really needed more water. And air conditioning. And possibly an ice bath.
âFine by me.â Rhys leaned against the counter and rested one hand on the countertop while sipping coffee from the mug in his other hand. It was a casual, everyday movement that had no business being as hot as it was. âExcept for one thing.â
âAnd that would beâ¦?â
âYour bucket list.â Those gunmetal eyes drilled into me. âYou really want to do all those things before going back to Eldorra?â
Not what Iâd expected him to say.
I breathed a sigh of relief before I remembered bucket list number four and blushed all over again. âYes, but most of it probably isnât possible.â
It was more a fantasy list than a bucket list. I knew that when I came up with the items, but a girl could hope.
âWhat if I told you they were?â Rhys placed his mug in the sink before turning to face me again.
âIâd say you were bullshitting me.â
His mouth curled up into a small grin, and tingles raced across my skin. Rhys didnât smile often, but when he did, it was devastating.
âAlways nice to hear you curse, princess.â
The memory mustâve crossed my mind at the same time it did his, because his smile faded and his eyes heated while I sank a little lower in my chair.
âNo, Iâm not bullshitting you,â he said, his voice rougher than it had been a second ago. âI can make your bucket list happen if you want me to.â
I wasnât brave enough in the light of day to ask him if that included number four.
âWhy would you do that?â
âItâs my good deed for the year.â
Typical non-answer from Rhys, but intrigue edged out my annoyance.
âOkay, Iâll bite,â I said. âWhat do you have in mind?â
âNo what, where.â Rhys smiled again at my surprise. âWeâre going to Costa Rica.â